Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or Code Geass……. Not to mention the song lyrics I plan on using in this chapter… oh and bear with me, they will be American lyrics… *pouts*
Darkness is the Light
Problems of the Innocent
In the next few weeks, Kagome had lost her family. Now, it's not what you're thinking. Lelouch didn't get found out, or from what Kagome could confer, he hadn't been found out. But he had gone missing. And now Kagome had to lead the people she barely knew, not to mention the fact that she had no idea of how to do it. Most of the Black Knights stayed on her side, but a vast number of them thought that she killed their leader, though she tried to tell them otherwise. It was a terrible ordeal really, but she did have her friends to help her through it. Suzaku mainly, but lately he hadn't been around much. Military duties.
"Kagome!" Her head snapped up only for Kallen to be in front of her. "Don't worry Kagome. Lelouch'll come back. But remember the vow you made to him. The Black Knights cannot fall." Kagome stood up and walked over to her window. Lately she hadn't been staying in the school dorms, but she had been staying with the Black Knights. And ya know, the worst thing of all, Kagome had to announce that Zero was missing. She debated that it wasn't a smart idea, but Kallen told her it was for the best. And being as she didn't know stuff about rebels all that much, she followed what Kallen told her.
"I have no doubt that my brother will come back. But Kallen let me ask you this. What would you do if you got feelings for say, the enemy?" Kagome asked. She turned around slightly to look at Kallen. Kallen in turn, blushed and looked anywhere but Kagome's face.
"Um, I don't know. Probably, uh, suppress my feelings?" Kagome laughed. Wrong answer. Simply because you can't suppress feelings like that. Not the ones that Kagome held at least.
"That's what you'd like to do. But can you?" Kagome walked away, leaving the room and Kallen alone with her last question. Kallen, unmoving, tried to comprehend what was going on in her leader's head.
Kagome walked into Lelouch's office. Everything was the same, C.C. had told her to change it up a bit, but Kagome just couldn't. It was the last thing of her family. Be it half a family or not. She sat down at his desk and turned on his CD stereo. Putting in her favorite CD, Kagome sat with her head resting on her folded arms. All she wanted to do right now was think. And think she would.
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one
At this point, Kagome was crying. But not just for Lelouch. For all her loved ones. Her friends in the feudal era. Her friends at school. Her old family. For Eri, Yuki and Hojo even. Kagome missed them all terribly. And she feared she could never get them back. That's what scared her most.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you, I'll be the one
She was crying for Kaede. She was crying for her cat. Crying for her old love Inuyasha. And for the brash wolf demon Kouga. All her emotions were pouring out in this one moment in time. And by all things good, she didn't want it to stop. Ever since she had gotten here, Kagome had changed into someone like Sesshomaru. Someone with no emotion who smirked instead of smiling like a human being should. She was crying for the death of her incarnation Kikyou. And by god, she was crying for Naraku, hoping he could've been something good was one thing she had never given up on.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me, you'll stay, stay
All of these people may have done wrong, they may have sinned. But Kagome still felt for them. And she still missed them. They were a part of her heart she could never forget. And that, she feared, would never change. Now the tears ran harder as she thought about the demon slayer and monk. And her little Shippou. Things had such a horrible outcome. And more than anything Kagome wished she could escape all of this by going through the well and into Inuyasha's comforting arms.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
The song came to an end, but Kagome's could not. She just couldn't now that everything had come crashing down on her. And that's when she felt it. A pang in her heart. But it wasn't a painful pang, it was more a signal. Maybe she should try the well. She hadn't since she had arrived here, but maybe now was the time to. Kagome stood up, drying her tears. She left the office and the headquarters receiving many stares as she went. The stereo left playing the same song over and over. Because, I am your guardian angel. Kagome thought walking away.
{With Inuyasha}
Something was off, he could tell. It was in the air. New scents were coming out of nowhere and Inuyasha intended to find out why. So leaving the rest of the group without a word, Inuyasha ran into the forest, following the scents of… city life?
"How could that be?" Ignoring his own question, Inuyasha dashed toward the well. Maybe it was open again. He had tried day in and day out to go through, but every time he tried, it became a failed attempt. Just then the scent of death came from the well. Inuyasha ran faster. Jumping down into the well, Inuyasha was engulfed in a very familiar blue light. He smiled knowing he would see his Kagome very soon. Don't worry Kagome, I'm coming for you.
What could this possibly mean now? Will Inuyasha be dumped in Area 11 or Kagome's real time? And what's with the well suddenly being open? Her heart couldn't possibly be healed already!? Stick around to find out!
Chapter 8 Returning Feelings
PS. Sorry that it's kinda short. It's really all I could write for this chapter seeing as how I love doing cliffys. Sorry about htat though. I'll try not to do them too much. Ja~ne!
