RIZZOLI AND ISLES FANFICTION

Maura kept hugging the little girl, but had to let go. She knew she had to tell her that talking to people this way was not right. She slowly let go. "Look, you can't talk to people like this." The girl looked down. "How do you know about these things?" The girl shook her head, "erm, My.." Maura looked the girl I'm here eyes. "..nevermind" Some of the other girls came in. "Hey, loser" said the girl who constantly kept chewing her gum. Maura looked at them with an angry look. Her gum dropped. Maura hugged the girl as she went over to go with the other girls. Maura started to pack her things up before she went home.

AT MAURA'S

Maura locked her car, and went over to the door to find it surprisingly .. Open. "Jane?" No response were given back. She slowly went into her house, closing the door behind her. She suddenly heard a scream that made her whole body shiver in shock. "Goaaaal!" The blonde relaxed. It was the familiar voice of a familiar Jane Rizzoli watching football. "Your home early." A strict voice said. Maura turned around to see a not smiling Mrs Rizzoli. "Angela.." Maura tried. "Maura, we need to talk about this morning." Maura felt light headed. "Sit down" Angela continued. Jane came over, and sat next to her mother. "Maura." The ME nodded. "This may sound weird." Maura's body started to shake a little. "Drag up your sleeves." Angela said with a little stutter in her voice among with the tears. Maura slowly started to drag up her sleeves. A tear rolled down her cheek. The scars came to sight. The old and the new. She dragged up the other sleeve. Maura's arms were covered in scars. Red, deep scars. Angela covered her mouth. "Oh my gosh, Maura.." She mumbled. "Why did you do this?" Angela was nerveous, so was Maura. Then She starter to tell why, and how and when. The same story She told Jane.

Angela just sat in tears. So did everyone around here. "Oh Maura, I didn't know..!" It was a comfortable silence in the room. Maura stood up from the chair, wiped her tears away. "Im just going to Get a shower." And the blond left the room.

ONE HOUR LATER

"I had no Idea that Maura did these things to herself." Angela said. "Where is Maura?" Angela stopped crying . " I think she's in the bathroom, showering. " Jane replied' going to the bathroom. She knocked lightly on the door. "Maura?" "Are you okay?" No response was given.

Maura POV

Maura went crying in to the bathroom, as she found her relief to the razor. She knew this couldn't go on, but instead of deep cuts, she made at least 15 new small ones. Small enough to leave scars. Blood came out.

Maura couldn't focus. She was extremely relaxed. She heard several knocks on the door, and that made her stand up in her knee lengthened towel. It was Jane, Maura looked down at her bleeding arm. How long has she been in here? One hour!? Jane kept pounding on the door. "What is it?" Maura asked. "I-I just wondered if you were okay." Jane continued. "I'm fine" Maura answered. She heard Jane footsteps get more quiet. Maura felt dizzy. In her head, there was voices that said; 'your worthless' 'you are ugly' and 'you don't deserve to live' 'you're fat' followed by more.. Maura felt the urge to make the cuts deeper. She was ugly, she didn't deserve to live. That's what she thought. Without thinking, she washed her hands and stopped the bleeding, got dressed and went out to Jane and Angela. She slightly smiled when she went out of her house. "I'm just heading out to Walmart to get.. Um.. Tampons." Maura's excuse did work all though Jane thought to herself that something was wrong. "That's probably why she was so long in the bathroom" Angela laughed a little . But Jane was still worried . "I have to go home, watch Maura for me please" Jane said to her mother. Angela nodded.

AT THE DIRTY ROBBER.

Maura Isles. Drunk. Who would have thought that. Even Maura knew she had to much to drink. She looked at the watch. Almost tree o'clock ? She had been sitting there for almost five hours. A guy came up to her. "Hey sweetheart" he tried. Maura turned around. "Ian?" She smiled as she jumped into his arms and kissed him.

NEXT MORNING

Maura woke up, rolled around and saw her boyfriend lying next to her. "Hey" was all Maura could say. Ian just looked at her. Smiling. "Hey gorgeous" he smiled and Maura snuggled into is chest, and Ian laid his arms around her and rested his head on hers. "I've missed you" Ian continued while kissing her head. Maura just nodded. Maura looked at the clock. "Shit, I'm late for work,!" Maura said, rushing out of bed. Ian just smiled at the little woman. Running around.

AT THE OFFICE, BOSTON PD.

Maura sat in her office chair, rubbing gently at her temple. She was interrupted by Jane coming in. "Hey, wanna g-" Jane just looked at Maura. "Maura, are you okay?" Jane went over to the blonde. "Jane.." Jane begun to get worried. "Jane, I'm having.. I'm having a hangover" Jane smiled then she started to laugh. "What's funny?" Maura gave here the death glare. "Well, um, I thought it was something really bad. By the way, Ma told me you didn't come home until at least four o clock?" Jane questioned. "Jane, you shouldn't worry about me." Maura said, going into the back room, changing out of the scrubs. She didn't realize she forgot her blazer on her chair. "What was it, Jane?" " I just wondered if you wanted to go out for lunch.." Now Jane noticed the new scars at Maura's wrist. "Maura.." Maura looked up at Jane, as she picked up her blazer. "Oh Maura, what have you done..." "You promised not to make any new ones.. Oh Maura .." Maura looked down at her arm. She could see that Jane had started to cry. So did Maura.. "Jane. Is nothing. I just can't control this." Maura's cell ringed. "Excuse me"

AT MAURA'S 19:55

Maura went inside, and almost ran into Ian, who stood waiting for her. "Is it something wrong..? " Maura asked. "Where were you?!" Ian shouted.

"..I-I was at work" Maura said, trying to get pass him. But Ian just pushed her into the door. Maura dropped her purse. "Ian?" Before she could think, he grabbed her waist. Pushing her onto the couch. "Undress." He said. Maura gave him an unpleasant look. "UNDRESS!" Maura fell off the couch, going backwards until she met the wall. "Are you deaf, or?!" He started ripping of her clothes. Maura started screaming, but then he took his fist and hit her.

NEXT MORNING

Maura was in bed, Ian had left for so going to Europe on a business trip. She had cried herself to sleep. Then she heard the coffee machine. She stood up from the bed, noticing her legs were bruised. She started to cry even more. She just sat on her bed with her hands well balanced on her knees. The sheets were covered in blood. She laid back in the bed. She called in sick to work.

Maura had laid in bed for a couple of hours, when she suddenly felt a wave of nausea taking over. She ran over to the toilet and emptied her stomach.

Meanwhile, Angela was making breakfast. She went over to Maura's bedroom, but heard some strange groaning out in the bathroom. "Maura..?" She heard the toilet flush, and a white and light green Maura appeared. "Nausea. No comment."

Sorry for the waiting! Hope you guys enjoyed it. I have been busy with school, and yes, I do my homework.