I stood in front of Matts hotel room door as I took in a deep breath. Was I ready to do this? I know I can't have both guys but this man was so nice to me and he sure liked me in ways I can't explain. Maddy you need to do this, it's what's right. I knocked on the door as I heard him undoing the chain.
"Hey.." He said as he opened the door allowing me in. His arms opened up for mine as he embraced me for a hug. God this was going to be hard.
"So what did you want to talk about?" I asked as I sat down on the bed. He came over sitting next to me as he turned to my direction. "I apologize for how I acted a couple nights ago. I was wrong for what I said. I guess I was so nervous for what I was going to say." I looked at him in curiosity as his hand reached for mine.
"Matt.. What are you talking about?" He kissed my hand as he looked into my eyes. "Maddy... I..." Oh no please no don't say it. "I love you" fuck fuck fuck. "I'm so in love with you. I've never felt this way before."
My heart raced inside my chest and before I knew it my anxiety rushed words out of my mouth. "Matt stop. I can't do this anymore. I'm sorry." I pulled my hand away from his as I stood up from the bed. "I think it's best that we just.. We need a break." Tears formed in my eyes as they fell along my cheeks. I felt so guilty and I knew he deserved the truth but I couldn't tell him; at least not now.
"What do you mean? Maddy.. Please don't." He stood up in front of me as he tried to grab my hand again.
"Don't please. You're going to make this harder than it already is." He pulled his hand away this time.
"Can you at least tell me why? If this is hard then don't do it." I shook my head as I wiped the tears off my cheeks. "I have to do it. You deserve better than me Matt. You deserve a girl who won't break your heart." He started pacing around in circles as his hands flew in the air. "I don't fucking understand Maddy. Just a week ago you were saying how crazy you were about me and now all of a sudden you want to end things?! What's really going on?! Huh?!" His voice was getting louder and my anxiety was getting worse.
"Nothing is going on! I just can't be with you anymore. That's it. I'm sorry." I started to walk towards the door as he grabbed my arm tightly pulling me around to him. "Ouch Matt. Stop." His face became red and his anger got worse. "NO! Not till you tell me why. Is there someone else? Oh my god Maddy.. I know what this is all about." I looked at him in concern as his hands flew in the air again.
"It's funny... I saw Ambrose this morning at your hotel. And surprisingly that's not even the hotel he's staying at. Not to mention he had two coffees with him; now who would that second one be for? Huh Maddy?" I lowered my head as tears flooded my eyes. "Damn it Maddy just fucking tell me it's him."
I raised my face to his as I screamed for the first time at him. "I cheated alright?! Is that what you wanted to hear?! Are you happy now?! God I can't believe I felt sorry for you. I don't know why I even bothered to come here when you're acting like a lunatic." I turned towards the door again as he tried to grab ahold of my arm once more. I pushed him off me as I slipped falling against the door, slamming my head against the handle. I fell to the floor in pain as I held onto my head. "Omg Maddy.. Are you okay? I'm so sorry." I pushed my hand in front of him screaming in tears. "Leave me alone! Don't touch me!"
I kept ahold of my head as I lifted myself up from the floor, grabbing my cell from my side. "Don't ever come near me again! Just leave me alone!"
I opened the door, running out as it slammed shut behind me. My head was pulsating and a huge bump a rose on my head. I headed out the door as security looked at me in concern. "Are you okay miss?" One asked. I nodded. "Just tripped in my heels, I will be okay." I explained. I headed towards my hotel as I started to get dizzy. I felt my phone vibrating in my hand, ignoring it as I walked into my hotel lobby. I walked up to the front desk as I smiled. "Excuse me sir. If it's not too much to ask can you get me some ice for my head? I tripped and fell." He nodded. "No problem ma'am. I will be right back." I stood there waiting as I released my hand from my head. I noticed some blood on my palm as I freaked. "Fuck this is the last thing I need."
The man came back with a bag of ice as he saw my hand. "Ma'am I think you should go to the hospital. You may have a bad cut and need stitches." I nodded. "Thanks but I'm okay." I put the ice bag on my head as I sighed in relief. "Oh that feels good" I pleaded.
The elevator opened to my floor as I searched through my purse for my key. "Maddy? OMG what happened?" I looked up seeing Jon at my door with a dozen roses in his hands. He was dressed in dress pants with a long sleeve button up shirt. He looked amazing. "It's nothing." I said. His hand grabbed ahold of my back as he helped me inside my room as I opened the door. He laid me on the bed, placing the roses on the end table and sliding my heels off my feet. Sitting next to me on my side he placed his hand on the ice pack. "Let me look." I let go as he leaned into me looking at the back of my head. The towel had blood on it and I felt like I was going to vomit. I never liked the site of blood. Ever.
"Maddy you have a pretty bad cut. We need to go to the hospital." He placed the pack back on my head as I grabbed a hold of his hand. "No we can't. Okay? It will only make things worse." He looked at me in concern as his eyebrows raised. "Worse? What do you mean? What happened Maddy?" I shook my head. "It doesn't matter. Look can you just call the wwe doctor or something? I really don't want people knowing; especially Sara."
Jon stood up from the bed as he crossed his arms. "Who did this? Hmm? I've seen domestic violence in my lifetime. Tell me Maddy. Was this Matt?" I nodded. "Are you serious? He did this?" I nodded again.
"Yes but let me.." He interrupted me as his face went into anger. "I'm going to beat his ass." I sat up as I yelled. "Let me explain please." Surprisingly he calmed down enough to listen. He sat back down next to me as I sighed. "I told him I wanted to end things and he went crazy. He grabbed a hold of my arm really hard and he let go when I yelled. Then he started asking if I was leaving him because of you and I was stupid enough to tell him I cheated and he tried to grab a hold of me again and when I pushed him off I slipped and fell. I hit my head on the door handle. So technically he didn't do this. It was an accident."
Jon rolled his eyes. "Lord knows how many damn times I heard that in my life. He had no right to put his hands on you to begin with Maddy." I nodded. "I know and there's no excuse for that but please I can't let anyone find out about this. If Sara knew she would kill him" he laughed. "That fucking makes two of us. He has the nerve to think he can grab you. He's lucky Maddy." I watched him pull his phone out of his pocket.
"Hey doc.. I'm good... Hey I was wondering if you could do me a huge favor. I have a friend who cut her head up pretty bad and well long story short we don't want people finding out. Could you come over and stitch her up?" I closed my eyes in relief as I laid my head down. "Alright thanks man I owe you. I will text you the info of where to come."
I started to close my eyes as I felt Jon's hand on me shaking me. "Oh no you don't. You may have a serious concussion. No sleeping until doc checks you out." He helped sit me up as I kept a hold of the ice on my head. "Jon?" I asked. "Yeah Maddy?" He looked at me and I knew from the look in his eyes he wasn't going to let this go anytime soon. "What are you going to do?" He shook his head. "I don't know. Right now I'm fucking heated. I want to beat his face in. Hell I'm willing to call the boys and bring some justice to his ass. He's not going to get away with this Maddy. I don't care how much you try to defend him." I stayed quiet knowing there was nothing I could say to calm him down and I didn't blame him. Matt was wrong for what happened and all I wanted was for this to go away but I guess hell will freeze over before that happens.
