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It was a stupid fight. It started off with something stupid, Kaneki had done something stupid, something that Touka couldn't even remember. But it escalated into something big, Touka was nitpicking and she knew it. But she didn't say anything that was as bad as what Kaneki had said.

Kaneki said that sometimes, he wished he never came back.

That one sentence punched Touka, knocked the breath out of her.

Suddenly, all her insecurities came out. She began doubting herself. She got real quiet and Kaneki just stared in shock. Kirishima Touka was subdued.

Touka sighed as she stared out the window. She thought that they were past this kind of foolishness. It's been a year since Kaneki came back to her, one year since they admitted they loved each other, one year that they've been living together. Touka thought she finally healed Kaneki's horribly broken heart and soul, but she was wrong.

Kaneki doesn't wanna be here with me.

"Touka?"

Touka turned her head slightly and saw a very guilt-ridden Kaneki. She sighed and looked ahead. "What Kaneki? Come to tell me you're leaving?"

Kaneki's eyes widened as he stepped forward. "No baby, I would never leave you." He said, sounding earnest. Touka wanted to believe that, but she couldn't.

"I don't wanna hear it, Kaneki. You obviously don't wanna be here if you're thinking that way." Touka said. She laughed an empty laugh. "Honestly, I should've seen this coming a lot sooner. It was too good for too long."

"No! Touka just give me a moment! Just one more moment, that's all that's needed." Kaneki said desperately. Touka looked at Kaneki, the desperation and fear on his face broke her heart. But dammit her heart was hurting too.

"What is there to say?" She asked, her voice monotone.

"Touka, when I came back I was in so much pain. Like wounded soldiers in need of healing." Kaneki said. Touka sighed, she already knew this. "It's time to be honest, this time I'm pleading. Please don't dwell on it, 'cause I didn't mean it."

Kaneki was just so irritated. He didn't mean to say what he said. She was just being so damn mean, she was hurting him. Kaneki wanted Touka to hurt too, to feel some of his pain. But he took it too far.

"I can't believe I said something that lay our love on the ground." Kaneki admitted. He had said something that made Touka second guess Kaneki's feelings for her. Kaneki should've known it was stupid to say something like that, Touka isn't very trusting of Kaneki... Especially since he left her before... "But it doesn't matter 'cause I've made it up, forgive me now. I didn't mean to say that, I was just so angry."Kaneki pleaded.

Touka knew that he didn't mean it... She knew, but she didn't. She was full of doubt. Why had he said it if he didn't mean it? "Why would you say something like that to me, Kaneki?" Touka asked, looking him in his eyes.

Kaneki sighed and shook her head. "Everyday I spent away, my soul was inside out." Kaneki said. Touka stared at him blankly. She already knew that. She already knew that he bore so much pain and suffering in his heart. Kaneki sighed, irritated that he couldn't get the right thing out of his mouth. "There's got to be some way that I can make it up to you now, somehow." Kaneki mumbled.

All he wanted to do was prove to her that he loved her. He wanted to grab her and kiss her until she got it. But right now, Touka would probably kill him... So, he'd have to just settle in trying to tell her in words, even if he had to repeat himself.

"I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing. My mind was closing, now I'm believing." Kaneki said.

When Kaneki had came back, he was a shell of a person. He looked without really seeing what was in front of him. He didn't believe anything that came out of anybody's mouth without some sort of proof. He didn't trust others, not even the people he knew from Anteiku... not even Touka. It was like there was a barrier between him and Touka.

Kaneki can't remember how many times Touka told him she loved him until he finally believed her. Touka helped him, she was so patient with him.

"I finally know just what it means to let someone in, to see the side of me that no one does or ever will." Kaneki admitted. Touka's eyes widened slightly. He just admitted that he would never be with anybody except for her.

It was true too. Kaneki wanted nobody except for Touka. She is his one and only.

"So, if you're ever lost and find yourself all alone. I'd search forever. just to bring you home. Touka, if you ever leave me I won't give up on you at all. I would look for you, I would do what you did for me. I would help you. I would save you." Kaneki said.

Touka's eyes widened. "What?" He would?

Kaneki looked at her determined. "Here and now this I vow... I swear Touka... No matter what gets in my way... As long as there's still life in me. No matter what, remember..."

Touka looked at him confused. "Remember what?"

Kaneki smiled. "I'll always come for you." He said. Touka stared at him in shock.

"You would? Even though I'm a bitch sometimes? Even though I hurt you? Even though I don't say the things I'm supposed to say?" Touka asked doubtfully. Kaneki smiled and Touka felt the wind get knocked out of her.

That smile... that look, it was one that said that he loved her. That he adored her.

"By now you'd know that I'd come for you. No one but you, yes I'd come for you... But only if you wanted me to." Touka felt tears well up in her eyes. "And I'd fight for you. I'd lie, it's true. I'd give my life for you. You know I'd always come for you."

Touka felt the tears fall and she began to sob openly. Kaneki sighed and smiled, pulling her into a hug. He held her tightly as she cried into his chest. "I'm sorry, Touka. I'm so sorry." Kaneki whispered.

Touka grabbed his face and kissed him softly on the lips. "I'm sorry too... I love you, Kaneki." She whispered.

Kaneki's eyes widened slightly. "You still love me? Even though I hurt you again?" Kaneki asked shocked. Touka smiled softly and put her forehead to his.

"Shitty Kaneki, you idiot. Don't you know by now I will always love you?"

Kaneki grinned and kissed his love roughly.

This woman would be the death of him.

Well that was it!

Song- I'd Come For You by Nickleback

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