Back for more? Find out the drama beteween Cady and Ms. Norbury. Cady has a dark secret that might tear them a part forever!

I couldn't believe it! Was I insane! I rushed into my bathroom and looked in the mirror in horror, "What is wrong with you! You betrayed the only person you ever loved!"

I gargled the obscene taste from my mouth. I started to worry I might have swallowed what must not be named. No matter how clean my mouth felt I still felt dirty all over, so I jumped in the shower and scrubbed my body. I was such an idiot, why didn't I say no to that party? What was it about Aaron that I found so appealing? Those pale blue eyes? Ms. Norbury had chocolate brown eyes that were much more beautiful. I wouldn't be able to look her in the eye after this or Aaron for that matter. Before I moved here from Africa I didn't even know what a blow job was! There we were in his bedroom and he starts taking off his pants and before I knew it I had his large member in my mouth! I felt like such a slut! A whore! A cheat! I could just pretend it never happened, but I knew that this would spread like wildfire at school, everyone will be talking about Cady Heron, the promiscuous girl. I wanted to drown myself. I wanted to never leave my room. I wanted to die!...Maybe Aaron won't tell anyone, I mean why would he gloat that he got a loser like me to suck on his...OH GOD! Who was I kidding, he was going to tell all his guy friends and they'll tell some people and so on, girls won't want to talk to me, or be my friend. At least I'll have Sharon Norbury. It's not like teachers ever listen to rumours kids say...But what if word slips, passing notes in class or parents finding out! My parents will find out and the teachers will know and eventually...I could picture the look on her face, she wouldn't be able to think of me the same way again.

"I never want to see you again!" she would yell. "I should have known better than to think I could trust you!"

I shed a tear, there had to be a way to keep her from knowing. I could lie and say it never happened but the guilt might be too much. We're a secret couple, but a couple nonetheless. We made love in her classroom. I still remembered the next day, she slipped me my panties back that I had some how forgotten to put back on once I left. She could have been caught red handed, she was risking so much to be with me. I had to tell her myself. I had to tell her I was drunk and stupid, that I still love her and that Aaron means nothing to me. He's just a boy after all and she's a woman.

I worked up the courage to knock on her door. I was wearing a tight, powder blue, button up top, no bra, the way she liked it, and a short pink skirt. She opened the door and smiled when she saw me, which made this even harder. She took a look around to see if there was anyone else around and then pulled me in her home. I was frowning the whole time, I could barely even crack a smile. She didn't notice at first, she was just so happy to have me over, but once she did notice my sad mug, her face sank in response.

"Cady, what's wrong?" she asked. "Come here, sit down." We sat down on her couch, she touched my thigh, patting it.

"I didn't think this would be so hard..." I started.

"...A-are you breaking up with me?" she asked, choking up.

"No...I'm trying to confess something to you. It's not easy."

"Cady, I'll still love you" she said with a smile, trying to reassure me. I thought otherwise.

"Okay. You know how I went to that high school party?"

She nodded. "I know your friends are important to you."

"We were drinking and you know, getting caught up with the fun. Aaron took me up to his room, we started talking and before I knew it..."

Before I could go on any further she looked down at the floor. "I see...I understand. You are a teenage girl. You haven't had a chance to be with a teenage boy."

"But I cheated on you. Aren't you mad?"

She shook her head. "A little disappointed...maybe it's best we stop seeing each other."

My heart sank, just when I thought I'd be off the hook. "What? No!"

"It's for the best Cady. Maybe when you're out of high school we can try this again."

I leaned in to try and kiss her but she pushed me away and before I knew it, I was out the door and on her front step. She kicked me out and we didn't even have a last kiss. Make up sex would have probably been out of the question but I at least wanted to feel her moist lips on mine for could've been the last time. This sucked!

I'll write more in a few days. Expect some major changes. Not too major.