A/N: Hi there! Here's the seventh chapter. Many thanks to GStorm59 for her review. We were very happy about it. It keeps us going!

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Okay guys, you're in for a treat this chapter ;D Spanner and Shoichi still need to work through some problems, but we're finally letting them get their lemon they've been dying for! Sadly, though, since the lemon was so long, we had to put the rest of it in the eighth chapter following this, but hopefully you guys won't mind ;D

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Warnings for this chapter: Sexy times ahead ;D


Chapter 7

The next few days went by in a flurry. Even though it was hard those first two days, Spanner kept his determination and pulled through with working out with Shoichi. It would take some more time to really build up his stamina like he wanted, but the programmer was very proud of his friend when they did their first morning run without having to pause for his love to catch his breath.

Since the first time they had touched each other intimately, it seemed they just couldn't stop it anymore; finding reasonable and unreasonable reasons alike to do it. Shoichi liked to use Spanner's training progress as grounds for rewarding him. His love needed an incentive to keep at it after all, didn't he? Just about any reason was good enough to touch and feel his beloved mechanic, the two of them sharing a bed every night since the first one where they had confessed their love.

As the competition was approaching fast now, everyone was busy. Shoichi prepared papers, blueprints and discs showing off their progress to prove Mini Mosca was their original work.

Then Byakuran approached him during one of their computer classes. Shoichi was a bit nervous, but the white-haired genius only asked him about finishing their project together the way they had begun it.

Shoichi had to swallow at that. It really put him into a bad position when he thought about it. He was a man of his word. He didn't like leaving things unfinished. But he also knew Spanner's feelings on the matter "Byakuran". Shoichi told the other he needed a little time to think about it, and think about it he did; long and hard. Still, he couldn't help but breach the matter.

They had to throw out their couch finally after three days when it had started to smell pretty bad. With a blanket and some cheap cushions, they had made a makeshift nest for themselves. So when Shoichi lay in Spanner's arms on the blanket that day, stroking the hair whorl that had always fascinated him, he finally said what had been on his mind that whole day.

"I have to talk to you about something," Shoichi said with a soft sigh. "You know how close we are to the competition...Byakuran approached me. D-Don't worry, he didn't do anything...He just asked me...about the game, you know? It...It was our project. I've put in a lot of work, and I promised…I want to keep that promise."

His heart was beating fast as he looked into Spanner's eyes, pleading with the other.


Waking up to Shoichi in his arms always made Spanner's morning. That was his everyday experience for the rest of the week. He'd wake up beside his beloved, and then they'd go work out, shower together, eat a hearty breakfast, and then go to class. Afterward, if Shoichi had yoga classes, Spanner would follow the other to the gym and use the facilities to run on the treadmills and lift some weights. The British teen was proud to say that his stamina was beginning to improve, but he knew that it would take up to a month in order to get the full effects of his training. One week couldn't change everything.

Well…his and Shoichi's relationship was an exception.

Every day the two of them found some way to touch the other in the most intimate of ways. They hadn't gone all the way yet (Spanner was adamant on increasing his stamina before that happened), but the newfound intimacy only proved how much closer they were growing as a significant pair, and Spanner loved every second of it.

When he wasn't training or making Shoichi squirm underneath his touch, the young mechanic was fine tuning Mini Mosca for the following weekend's robot competition, while Shoichi took care of the blueprints and such. The little robot loved the extra attention, because his mommy and daddy always seemed to be sharing it with each other more often (not that he truly minded…he just knew that he should feel lonely because they didn't spend too much time around him like they used to). Spanner seemed to notice this and deemed that he and Shoichi would do their homework in the living room on their make-shift couch, while Mini Mosca cleaned and blasted their favorite music with his built in speakers. That way, they could spend their evenings together.

Spanner was proud of his little family unit, and couldn't be happier when he came home from a rough day of classes to lay down on the cushions in the living room, and have Shoichi lay down beside him (more like on him, because of the lack of space) when he got home.

In fact, he was experiencing that same moment now, and humming in appreciation as Shoichi's fingers stroked through his hair. When the touches stopped, though, and his love began to speak uncertainly to him, Spanner knew something was up. With his eyes shimmering with concern, he listened intently to the programmer's words until he heard the word, "Byakuran", and automatically stiffened. Shoichi probably noticed this because of their close proximity, and started trying to reassure him, but Spanner just couldn't quell the fears that awoke within him. Shoichi wanted to meet up with Byakuran again…alone.

Noticing how Shoichi was staring at him with pleading eyes, Spanner had to look away before he could fall victim to the other's puppy-dog pout. The unnerved blonde couldn't suppress the sense of slight betrayal he felt at Shoichi's request, even though he knew he shouldn't. Shoichi had proven to him over and over again throughout the week that he only truly loved him, but that didn't stop the mechanic from worrying about the White Menace himself. He trusted Shoichi, but not Byakuran; never Byakuran.

Spanner felt his whole body shake in anger at the thought of the man doing something to Shoichi when he wasn't there, when Shoichi was alone with him again. He wanted nothing more than to refuse Shoichi's request, to force the other to stay away from the crazy clown…but…he couldn't. Spanner knew that if he did, he'd be no better than an abusive partner, and he'd make Shoichi unhappy by making him break his promise. He couldn't make Shoichi abandon a project he had put so much of his time into already.

So, with those facts running around in his worry-filled mind, Spanner bit his lip and nodded his head, unable to speak or look into Shoichi's eyes then. He also couldn't stop shaking it seemed. Spanner could feel his whole body vibrating with the anger and intense fear he felt. What if Byakuran did something to Shoichi again? What if he tried to steal his love away from him?! Spanner couldn't stand that thought, and couldn't stop the horrific images that played within his head then. He couldn't lose Shoichi again! He couldn't!


First his love tensed, but when he started to shake under him, Shoichi felt really bad for bringing the topic up. But what else could he have done? He never could have worked with Byakuran behind Spanner's back!

It took a few moments, but in the end the mechanic consented, even though it seemed he couldn't even look at him while he did. Shoichi bit his lower lip. He had really thought about it long and hard before he had made his decision. Maybe, if he shared his thoughts...?

"I know it's hard for you, but you have nothing to fear. I know it's hard to believe, but...but Byakuran must have accepted my feelings. It took me a while to realize it myself...but don't you think if he had really wanted to, he would have defeated you easily? You know how strong he really is. He could have defeated you and...and taken me...easily, but he didn't. And if...if it's just a front he puts up to have me fall for him, I won't. My heart belongs to you, and only you, as well...as well as my body." Shoichi blushed at these words. Softly he stroked that hair whorl again, swallowing around the lump in his throat. He was playing his trump card now, and hoped that would help to really reassure Spanner. "Also, I won't go alone. If Byakuran wants to work with me, he'll have to accept Mini around. He'll be my bodyguard. He did it once, and he'll protect me again; although I really don't expect anything to happen."

Shoichi took a deep breath. "I want to keep my promise, not for Byakuran, but for you. I want to be a reliable man. And also, I have very good chances of winning with the game. It would make for an important extra point in my resume. We want to be the best for Tsunayoshi-kun, don't we?"


When Shoichi's words reached his ears, Spanner stilled. His words had a sense of truth to them, because it was obvious that, no matter how much stronger either of them got, Byakuran would always be stronger. It seemed that people blessed with Sky Flames would always be. Byakuran could have easily taken Shoichi for himself, but he didn't. Still, that didn't stop the young mechanic's worrying. Just because Byakuran decided to let their relationship be, didn't mean he'd continue to think that way. The white-haired man became easily bored. What wasn't to say that he'd take Shoichi for himself when he reached that stage again? Even with the thought of Mini Mosca going with Shoichi was a problem. Spanner understood that Shoichi had offered it for both their peace of mind, but Mini would be just as effective against Byakuran as they were if the other man decided to get serious. And what wasn't to say that it was Byakuran's plan to make Shoichi come to his apartment with Mini Mosca? Maybe he wanted that to happen so that he could sabotage the robot the day before the competition, and thus, force Shoichi to attend the video game competition instead, because neither of them would be able to enter the robotics competition with a defective robot?

"I know…" Spanner finally uttered out in a despondent tone, still unable to meet his beloved's eyes. "That's the only reason why I'm letting you go without a fight, Shoichi. I know that you don't want to be a man that breaks promises, and I know how good this product could look on your resume."

With that, the young mechanic got up, forcing Shoichi to move to the side in order for the blonde teen to move. With his back facing Shoichi, Spanner headed into the kitchenette and started brewing up some tea in silence. Depressed couldn't even begin to describe his attitude.

"I don't mind if you bring Mini Mosca…" The British teen finally mentioned as he placed the tea pot on the stove to brew. In actuality, he did mind, because he didn't want Byakuran to get the upper hand on him if sabotaging his robot was his objective, but he couldn't deny Shoichi one of the few forms of protection he had at his disposal.

Refusing to look at the other in fear that he'd change his mind and make Shoichi stay, Spanner just stood before the brewing teapot, his body bowed over it as he placed both of his hands on either side of the stove.

"So…" Spanner murmured slowly, swallowing thickly afterwards as he prepared to ask the question that was burning in the back of his mind. "…are you heading over tonight?"


The fact that even his trump card was so ineffective in reassuring Spanner was unexpected. If anything, the mechanic seemed even more depressed. Shoichi wanted to stroke and kiss him and reassure him that Byakuran could never have his love, but he was forced off his lover and could do nothing but watch the other's back.

What more was he to say? He had shared his thoughts and arguments on the matter, but none of them seemed to work on Spanner. Shoichi would never be as carefree around Byakuran as he had been, but he felt confident about his deliberations.

The red-head had planned on a cozy evening to show Spanner his love, but now he changed his mind. As the other one did not even look at him and barely talked, it wouldn't be too comfortable and cozy anyway, would it? Maybe if he went to Byakuran tonight and returned safe and sound, maybe then Spanner would be reassured and feel better.

"Yes, I will. The sooner we start, the sooner we'll be done. There isn't too much time left anyway."

Shoichi got ready soon afterward and left with Mini Mosca. Though he felt a bit uneasy at first at being back in Byakuran's apartment, the little robot's presence reassured him, and the easy going attitude of the other man helped, too. Byakuran really made an effort to put him at ease by not touching him, and laughing good naturedly when Mini Mosca uttered some angry beeps to warn him off as he leaned closer to show the other programmer something on the screen.

Once more, Shoichi had to realize how well he could work with Byakuran. They both typed away at their keyboards in a speed the human eye had trouble to keep track of. Still, Shoichi left at ten, which was way earlier than he had before the incident. He hoped to still spend some time cuddling with his love. Since he didn't have yoga class the following day, he arranged with Byakuran to start work right after classes, which left the evening free for him to definitely spend with his love.

Before they reentered the apartment, Shoichi knelt down before Mini Mosca, stroking the little robot's dome in a caring manner, "You did good tonight, Mini. You're my little hero."

With a series of beeps that somehow managed to sound pretty proud, the robot threw his chest out, managing to make himself seem a bit taller at the praise.

"Now wish Mommy good luck that Daddy's mood has lightened, hm?" He said softly, almost to himself.

Still, Mini felt like the words where meant for him. "Good luck, Mommy!" The letters on the screen read as he made a thumbs up sign with his hands.

Smiling at the sentiment and sighing softly, Shoichi got up and entered their home, followed by the little robot.

"I'm back."


Hearing the confirmation in his love's words, Spanner sighed sadly to himself. It didn't take long after that for Shoichi to get ready and leave with Mini Mosca in tow, effectively shutting the door and leaving Spanner to his lonesome. Shoichi must have been a little irritated with him. He hadn't even tried to give him a kiss goodbye…

The whistling of the tea kettle surprised Spanner out of his thoughts, and almost made the taller teen fall back onto his butt from the shock. Quickly righting himself, he took the kettle off the burner and poured himself a cup of tea. Staring at the empty apartment that awaited him, the British teen wondered on what to do with his time. Since they no longer had a TV because of the water damage, he could just go to his room and watch something on the internet, but he didn't want to lose track of time and miss Shoichi coming back.

Placing his mug of tea on the coffee table, Spanner just went to his room and grabbed his homework. After that, the restless mechanic tried to do his homework and study, but no matter what he did, he couldn't concentrate. Just knowing that Shoichi was sitting in Byakuran's apartment at the moment was too much for him.

The rest of the night, Spanner switched between trying to do his homework, and pacing. He couldn't calm himself down enough to concentrate, or to eat for that matter, as worst case scenarios played around inside his head. There were so many instances where he found his hand on the doorknob, his body more than ready to head over to Byakuran's apartment to make sure everything was alright, but Spanner always stopped himself in time and berated himself for acting crazy.

That didn't stop him from imagining the horrors that might be happening at the white-haired man's apartment, though, despite his best intentions to think reasonably. It got to the point that he was lying face down on the cushions in the living room, his hair messed up and going in every direction possible from all the times he had rubbed his hands through it in worry. Spanner was becoming a total wreck. As he lay there, all he could think about was how Mini Mosca could be destroyed and Shoichi could be in the process of being taken advantage of while he lay there like a useless piece of trash!

When the front door opened a moment later, and he heard his beloved's voice, Spanner's head immediately shot up from the cushions, his eyes shining with life again as he took in the form of Shoichi and Mini Mosca in the entryway, both looking unscathed.

Almost disbelievingly, Spanner jumped up from the cushions and made his way over to the two.

"Shoichi…you're alright?" The British teen questioned hesitantly as he eyed his beloved up and down, looking for any wounds or bite marks that weren't his.

It was then that he heard a whir of beeping. When he glanced down, Spanner saw Mini Mosca moving up to him, and sticking his chest out proudly.

"I protected Mommy the whole time!" The little robot texted across his dialogue screen.

Spanner blinked a couple of times before his look of uncertainty turned into a small smile. Kneeling down, the blonde mechanic placed a hand upon his little robot's head.

"That's my boy," Spanner murmured affectionately as Mini Mosca beeped happily from the praise.

As the little robot moved into the living room and started cleaning up the mess Spanner had left during his few hours of restlessness, the teen in question turned to face Shoichi again. He stared longingly at his beloved for a moment before he grabbed onto the other and brought Shoichi into a desperate hug.

"I was so worried," Spanner murmured as he buried his face into his lover's neck, never wanting to let the other go again. "I know I shouldn't have been, but I couldn't stop thinking of what could go wrong…I was afraid he'd hurt you again…"

Spanner had no idea how he was going to get through the next few days without Shoichi beside him and knowing he was with Byakuran, but he knew he had to suck it up. His actions were probably irritating Shoichi and making him feel guilty. Spanner knew he had to be stronger than this, but overcoming a fear took time. He just hoped that Shoichi understood that.


The mechanic rushed over to him, eying him intensely once the programmer had made his presence known.

"Yes, I'm okay. He behaved," he reassured Spanner, although his love was distracted by Mini Mosca then.

Shoichi smiled at their proud little kid. The smile deepened as relief flooded his system. Mini Mosca's behavior was finally able to lighten Spanner's mood. That made the programmer happy. He hated to see his love so depressed, and knowing he was partially at fault.

Finally, Spanner looked at him. The longing in the other's gaze tugged at Shoichi's heart. He found himself in a tight embrace; pressed against Spanner's body. His own arms encircled the other one, too. When his love whispered his fears against his skin, Shoichi just stroked his back comfortingly.

"Nothing happened. Everything is okay. Mini would have sent a distress signal again. He'll even contact you with an SMS over your cell, as I taught him how. I'm okay. I'm here now, safe and sound."

His voice was soft and reassuring. Tenderly, he kissed Spanner's neck. "I know it isn't easy for you, but you let me go. Thank you."

Putting one hand on Spanner's neck, he made the other one look at him. "I love you so much," he whispered before his lips softly touched their counterparts, his tongue licking the other's lips enticingly.


As Shoichi's words of reassurance reached him, Spanner was overcome with emotions again. How was it that Shoichi could make him feel more strongly than anything else in this world? Even when it came to robots or his grandfather, Spanner never reacted so emotionally; he had always been calm and composed. But now, it seemed everything his lover did, sent him careening into the valley of his suppressed emotions and brought them all out to the forefront; overwhelming him.

Shaking his head to clear his overemotional thoughts, Spanner just held Shoichi even tighter to him. He was glad for the extra programming the other did to ensure his own safety even more, and that happiness increased when he felt his beautiful programmer gently kiss his neck. Even though the touch was light, it sent pleasurable shivers down the British teen's spine. He needed more…

Looking at Shoichi again with warmth and desire shimmering in his baby blue eyes, he heard his companion's words of love and felt the other press up against his lips. Feeling the eager tongue on the other side, Spanner willingly opened his mouth and let Shoichi explore him. A low moan made its way up through his throat as his tongue battled desperately against his beloveds'.

When the two of them parted for air, Spanner stared hungrily down at the man he had come to love with all of his heart, his eyes burning with desire and possessiveness.

"Mini Mosca?" Spanner called out without taking his eyes away from Shoichi's beautiful emeralds, his voice deep and husky. When he heard an affirmative beep, he quickly continued, "Mommy and Daddy are going to be busy for the rest of the night, so don't stay up too late."

Spanner was too busy staring into his beloved's eyes to notice the one-armed salute the little robot sent him before he shut himself up in the mechanic's bedroom. Knowing that they were alone now, Spanner traced his fingers across Shoichi's lips, eying the rosy flesh with desperate need.

"I love you so much, Shoichi. So much…" Spanner choked out through the millions of emotions he was feeling in that moment. "Stay beside me tonight."

It wasn't a question, but a soft-spoken demand that Spanner portrayed by holding the other possessively against him. He planned on showing Shoichi how much he loved him again that night, and it seemed that his beloved was only too willing to comply.

That night, the both of them explored each other more thoroughly than they had ever done previously. Although they didn't go all the way, it had taken great will power for Spanner to not do so anyway. They still weren't quite ready for the next big step, but the young mechanic could tell they were very close to getting to that point. Maybe when Byakuran was completely out of the picture, and they both weren't so stressed out, maybe they could….

The young mechanic blushed heavily at the thought as he lay next to a sleeping Shoichi, who was curled against him. With Byakuran taking up Shoichi's time with him, Spanner knew he didn't want to rush the final step to complete their relationship. So after Shoichi was done with programming the game, Spanner thought about asking his beloved on what he would want to do then when they had more time to themselves. Even if his stamina still wasn't the greatest, the taller teen was willing to do anything his beloved wanted of him.

Smiling softly to himself, Spanner held Shoichi tightly against him and fell asleep.

During the next few days, Spanner and Shoichi continued with their physical training in the mornings and early afternoons, enjoying their time together. When the late afternoon would roll around, Shoichi would head off to Byakuran's apartment with Mini Mosca in order to work on their video game. Those nights, Spanner wouldn't get much done, because he'd be too worried as he waited for a distress call from his cell phone or computer. But, as soon as Shoichi and Mini arrived home, both of them in perfect condition, Spanner's fears would be put to rest for another night.

This routine repeated for most of the week until two days before the robotics competition, Shoichi asked Spanner to come and pick him up after his computer class so they could walk to the gym together. Usually, since their last classes were in different buildings on campus, they'd just meet each other at the gym because of the distance it would take to meet up, but Spanner didn't care about the change in pace. He had always wanted to walk to the gym with his lover, because they could pass through the park nearby in order to get to it.

Liking the idea of a little date before Shoichi's yoga class, Spanner headed to the computer lab building after his math class. He texted Shoichi that he was on his way, and that he'd meet him in front of his classroom. After receiving a confirmation text, Spanner entered the computer lab building ten minutes later, only to stop in his tracks. There, standing in the entryway and leaning up against the nearest wall, was Byakuran.


Looking at the slightly smaller, disheveled looking blonde mechanic, Byakuran really couldn't understand it. He was the better looking by far. Retaining some of the knowledge of the universes he had ruled, he was also the smarter by a long-shot, not even to mention the stronger one. He was the better man.

His superior grin lit up his face as he pushed off from the wall. He approached the other teen, looking him up and down, and making sure to let his eyes linger on the worn jeans and the slightly crumpled shirt.

"Spanner-kun! Hi! Haven't seen you in whi~le!" He greeted, like he had just met up with his best friend and not his rival. His face lit up in his trademark, closed-eye grin, as he even waved his hand.

"Only two more days to go! Are you nervous about the competition? Well, you shouldn't be, not with Sho-chan as a partner! You see, I'm cock-sure we'll win!" Again he grinned at his little word game and the effect it had on the mechanic.

Byakuran used this moment when Spanner was thrown off balance to lean in. "You had better make fucking sure you keep Sho-chan happy. If you can't, I will. I'll be watching you, Spanner-kun," he whispered in the mechanic's ear, all pretense at friendliness lost, and his voice dead-serious; even menacing.

When he leaned back again, he leaned his head to the side, grinning again in his usual way. "I'm wishing you two the best of luck, even though I'm sure you won't need it. I'll be watching out for you!"

With a wink and a wave, he was on his way, not even bothering to turn around anymore.


When that superior smirk crossed the white-haired teen's lips, Spanner felt a cold shiver of dread run down his spine. And when those cold, menacing eyes looked him up and down, finding his flaws, Spanner's self-consciousness only grew. Byakuran was better than him in every way, and yet, Shoichi had chosen him over the Marshmallow Freak. Spanner couldn't fathom why, and just based his luck on being child-hood friends with the other.

The worrying mechanic's thoughts were interrupted by the most overly-happy, overly-grating noise he had ever heard. Byakuran was greeting him like they were long lost friends.

With a look of pure disgust on his face, Spanner stood his ground as the white-haired teen made his way up to him. The British teen had to give himself some merit. At least he didn't look like a gay, psychotic clown with fairy wings. That was always a plus.

Any slightly superior thoughts he had about himself then, vanished as soon as he heard Byakuran's next words. Cock-sure? What the bloody hell was that supposed to mean?! What had this bastard done to Shoichi?! Had he made a move on him and was now boasting about it?!

Spanner questions were partially answered when Byakuran leaned way too close to him for comfort, and whispered his dead-serious threat into his ear. Stiffening at the words, fear consumed the young mechanic. He had been right all along. Byakuran might have accepted that Shoichi had chosen him instead, but he was still lying in wait, hoping for a chance to jump in and steal Shoichi away from him again.

Anger quickly consumed the blonde teen as his fists balled up against his sides. Shaking visibly in his rage, he noticed how Byakuran walked passed him then. Before he could stop himself, Spanner sent the other man a few words of his own.

"You'll be waiting forever then," Spanner spoke loud and clear, so that Byakuran could hear as he walked away. "In the last few weeks that we've been together, I've made Shoichi happier than you ever could during our time apart. I'm the only one that can make Shoichi truly happy, and the same goes for me. If something was to ever happen to me, and you made a move on Shoichi, you'd just be sloppy seconds to partially fill the void."

After hissing out that last sentence, Spanner walked forward then without looking back; despite the uproarious laughter he heard from Byakuran behind him. He would never let Shoichi fall into Byakuran's hands ever again; he would make sure of that.

As the determined mechanic made his way down the hallways, he found Shoichi waiting outside the computer lab. Making his way up to the other teen, he could tell that Shoichi realized he was angry about something. It was something he couldn't really get rid of at the moment because the memory of Byakuran's threat was so fresh in his mind.

"Did Byakuran say anything weird to you today?" Were the first words out of Spanner's mouth as he approached Shoichi and placed one of his hands against the wall right next to the programmer's head. "Did he touch you?"

Spanner leaned over his lover in a possessive manner, but even though his eyes and voice were demanding, hints of underlying worry were evident in them as well. The young mechanic hated the idea of Byakuran putting something into Shoichi's head in order to drive the other away from him again.

"Did you tell him that I was meeting up with you after class today?"


When Spanner approached him, the programmer saw the bad mood the other one was in momentarily. Worry flooded him. He took his headphones off right before Spanner was leaning over him. His love had an aura of authority and power about him, and it made Shoichi's heart beat faster and shivers run down his spine.

"N-no, he didn't," he stuttered, unsure what Spanner was asking exactly. Some of Byakuran's jokes could be considered weird, but he was used to the other's humor. His eyes went wide then as he knew what Spanner was talking about. He shook his head vehemently. "No! No, he didn't!"

Shoichi saw the angry worry in his love's eyes. Reaching out, he softly touched Spanner's side, trying to calm the other one without being too obvious; there were still students passing by, with some looking at the two of them with interest.

"Well, yes, I did, just...just so that he wouldn't wait up." Since their relationship had mostly mended, Byakuran tended to accompany him part of the way from the computer class to his next course.

"Did something happen? D-Did you hear some weird things about me and him? I didn't do anything with him except schoolwork!" Shoichi looked at Spanner with uncertain, shimmering eyes. He was sure he had done nothing that gave Spanner any reason to be jealous or angry. The exact opposite was the case. He had done his best to do something that would make his love happy!


When he saw the worry and slight fear well up in Shoichi's beautiful emeralds, and heard his beloved start explaining himself in desperation, Spanner realized that his love thought he was angry with him. Taking a deep breath and reveling in the slight touch to his side Shoichi was providing him (even though the touch was light, it was still helpful), Spanner released his breath slowly, the young mechanic gathering his thoughts to try and explain himself a little better.

"I'm sorry, Shoichi. I'm not doubting your faithfulness to me, nor am I angry with you," Spanner muttered quietly, so that the students surrounding them wouldn't hear. "It's just that…Byakuran was waiting for me in the building's entryway."

Biting his lip, Spanner averted his eyes for a second. A part of him didn't want to say what Byakuran had told him, but he knew that Shoichi had every right to know as well, since he was partially involved.

"The bloody bastard was acting all happy to see me and coming off as my friend, and then, when he got closer he…" Spanner paused for a second and closed his eyes as his body began to shake in anger again. "…he threatened he'd take you away from me if I didn't make you happy. I was afraid he was plotting something, so that's why I started questioning you. I was afraid that the fears I have been feeling ever since you started meeting up with that maniac again were coming true."

Spanner bowed his head then, feeling ashamed of himself for his weak behavior. Byakuran was so much stronger than him in every way, and he showed no weaknesses. How could Shoichi honestly want him more than the other man when he was so pitiful?


After his frantic words, Spanner calmed down a bit. Shoichi felt relieved when he heard his love did not doubt him. But his concern welled up again upon hearing about the meeting. The soft touch to the mechanic's side became a soothing rub.

Spanner told him then on what Byakuran had said. He was trembling in fury. Shoichi wanted to wrap his arms around his love and hold him tight, but their surroundings didn't allow for that. Instead, he pinched Spanner in the side to make the other one look at him again, since he had hung his head.

He smiled softly, his eyes full of love. "We don't have to worry about anything in that case," he whispered. "You are making me more happy than I thought possible. I'm happy with you. Don't worry. He hasn't tried anything. He really seems to respect my decision, and I choose you, always."

Shoichi felt like kissing Spanner; felt like holding him tight and never letting go again.

"Let's go, Spanner. There is something I want to tell you and something I want to show you." He smiled again, and hoped that somehow his love could see the promise in his eyes. On their way through the park, they would have more privacy, so he could tell Spanner then.


Feeling a pinch to his side, Spanner quickly looked up at Shoichi again, wondering why his beloved had hurt him. But Spanner's concerns and worries were swept away as soon as he saw the love the other had for him shining in his emerald eyes.

"I said a similar thing to Byakuran, and he laughed," Spanner said with a soft smile as his own eyes shined with devotion for the other. He wanted nothing more than to hold Shoichi at the moment, to get lost in the other's eyes and kisses, but their current location deemed that they couldn't.

When Shoichi said he wanted to tell and show him something in the next instant, Spanner could only raise his eyebrows in question and follow after his love. There was a promising twinkle in Shoichi's eyes, and Spanner couldn't stop wondering on what the programmer had in store for him.


Somehow, the red-head could imagine Byakuran's laugh very well, and knew why it would upset his love. Still, he wanted to do his best to make Spanner forget. He was glad when Spanner just looked at him questioningly, but followed without further ado.

Officially, they had met up to head to the gym together, but Shoichi had a slight change in plans in store for his love, and he was pretty sure the other one would like his idea. Once they were in the park that was on the way, Shoichi concentrated more on their surroundings.

All of a sudden, he pulled Spanner behind a big tree with a front of bushes when the timing was right, and only a few people passed quite a ways ahead of them on another path. He wrapped his arms tightly around his love, and looked up into his baby-blue eyes.

"We're done. We've finished the very last touches to the game today in class. I'm all yours tonight." His eyes shone at these last words, and a soft blush dusted his cheeks. "What do you say...do we skip training and just head home?"

Shoichi looked at Spanner expectantly. He really couldn't believe the other one would say no to his proposal.


When the two of them entered the park, Spanner's urge to go on a little date before they hit the gym rose with each passing second. Despite this, though, he kept himself in check. Maybe that could come later after Shoichi was done telling him whatever it was he wanted to tell him.

To the mechanic's surprise, though, Shoichi abruptly grabbed his arm and drug him into a row of tall bushes next to a tree. Even though he made a grunt of surprise, Spanner remained quiet once he saw Shoichi glance around his surroundings, scanning the area for people. Once the coast was clear, his beloved threw his arms around him just like Spanner predicted he would. After all, why would Shoichi drag him into a covered area in the first place?

Accepting the hug wholeheartedly, Spanner wrapped his arms around his lover in return, loving the warmth that entered him from the other's body. When he heard the programmer's next words, though, the British teen couldn't stop staring at the other in surprise. Shoichi was done with the game?! Did that mean he wasn't going to visit with Byakuran unless it was definitely necessary (or hopefully never)!

Happiness overcame the blonde teen then as he listened to Shoichi's suggestion for them, and stared into the other's hopeful eyes. Shoichi looked so cute in that moment, with his eyes shining and the small blush dusting his cheeks.

"Bloody hell, Shoichi," Spanner whispered out in desire, "how do you expect me to refuse? Do you even have to ask?"

There was no question in his mind that he'd take spending the rest of his day with Shoichi over working out in a gym. Just the thought of going home to a warm bed and a warmer, naked body pressed against him turned Spanner on to no end. Of course, he had been a little turned on before by Shoichi's secretive behavior when the other had dragged him behind the bushes, too.

Bringing his body closer to Shoichi's then, Spanner pressed his growing erection into Shoichi's groin, and rubbed up against it slightly in need.

"This is my answer, love…" The British teen whispered out huskily then, his baby blue eyes boring into Shoichi's with intense yearning. "Whatever you desire, I'm willing to go through with anything you ask of me."


As his words sank in, the mechanic's face lit up. Shoichi loved the happy face Spanner was making, but he loved the desire growing in the other's eyes with every second even more.

"I...I hoped I didn't," he whispered back as he held onto his beloved mechanic, stroking lightly on the small of the other's back, his thumb suggestively moving underneath the hem of the shirt.

Spanner pressed the very hard evidence of how much he liked Shoichi's suggestion into the programmer's own groin. The red-head whimpered softly at the rubbing motion that was arousing him in return. But what turned him on even more was the deep desire in Spanner's heavenly eyes, and his low, husky, suggestive voice.

Shoichi's eyes shimmered as he swallowed. It was almost too much to keep looking into those light blue orbs. Still, he withstood the urge to hide and look away or close his eyes. "All I want is you, Spanner. I want you all over me. I...I want to be yours. All yours." He trembled slightly, and blushed deeply at his own words. He hoped he wasn't too pushy, but it was what his heart and his body desired the most.


"A-All of you…?" Spanner stuttered out in surprise, his eyes widening at Shoichi's suggestion. In that moment, the young mechanic forgot how to breathe as he stared deeply into Shoichi's shy orbs. Shoichi…he wanted….

Spanner lost all train of thought as he grabbed one of Shoichi's hands and started dragging him in the direction of the apartment as fast as he could. All he could think about was Shoichi in that moment, and how he wanted the other; how he wanted to share all of himself with Shoichi as well.

Glancing back towards his beloved, Spanner quickly asked just to make sure he had heard correctly.

"Are you sure you want this, Shoichi?" Spanner questioned with hope in his eyes. All he could think was how he wanted the other to say, 'yes'.


When Spanner stuttered forth his questions and his eyes went so wide, the red-head became more uncertain. He had gone too far, hadn't he? His love had told him he only wanted to do it when he felt more physically fit, but Shoichi really didn't care too much about that. Spanner had managed to satisfy him from that first time they had touched. Why should that suddenly change?

He was torn from these thoughts when, abruptly, his hand was grabbed and he was dragged from their hiding place. For a second, he was really baffled as to what was going on.

Spanner turned around then, seemingly on second thought, and asked him if he was sure. First a smile bloomed on Shoichi's face, and then he started to laugh. It was pure happiness coming from the depth of his heart.

"Yes, yes I'm sure!"

The mechanic no longer had to drag him along. Shoichi picked up the pace and soon they were running home at a good speed.


When Shoichi laughed wholeheartedly at his question, Spanner didn't know what to think, but as soon as he heard the other's words, a huge grin spread across his face. Shoichi really wanted him! It didn't matter that Byakuran was stronger, and smarter, because Shoichi wanted him, and only him!

Before Spanner could say something in response to his lover's happiness, he saw Shoichi pick up his pace to run beside him.

Seeing this, he couldn't help but add, "I guess I'll be getting my run in after all," with a light chuckle. Spanner couldn't help but notice how free he felt then, running beside Shoichi with no care in the world, and with only the thought of making their bond grow all the more stronger when they reached home. He really hoped that the run didn't tire him out before he could satisfy the other…

Thankfully, the young mechanic was experiencing such an adrenaline rush that tired wasn't even part of his vocabulary by the time he and Shoichi arrived back at their apartment. As soon as the door closed behind them, Spanner was pushing Shoichi up against it and kissing him breathless. As he wove his tongue against Shoichi's in a passionate display of his desire, Spanner didn't notice how Mini Mosca came out to greet his parent's from the British teen's bedroom, only to bow his head in defeat (which was more like his whole upper body, because he didn't have a neck) upon seeing their current position, and head back into the room he came from. He guessed he wouldn't be spending his time with his parent's that night, either.

With his mind nowhere close to thinking of his loveable little robot, Spanner parted from his beloved programmer, the both of them gasping for breath after their heated kiss. Staring deeply into Shoichi's eyes, Spanner brought one of his hands up to gently caress the side of his love's cheek, while his other wrapped around Shoichi's waist and drew him closer against his body.

"I love you…" Spanner whispered out breathlessly, sensually, as his fingers trailed their way down Shoichi's face and down to his chest to rest over the other's heart, his eyes never leaving Shoichi's beautiful emerald orbs. "I'll always love you…"


The door had barely shut when the red-head found himself pushed up against it and hungry lips were pressed to his. Sighing deeply, he opened himself to greet Spanner's tongue with the same passion the other showed him.

Shoichi wrapped his arms around his strong lover's back and lovingly caressed his neck. Drawing in deep breaths when their passionate kiss finally ended, the programmer felt like he could drown in the deep love he saw in Spanner's eyes then. He leaned his cheek into the tender caress and moaned softly when he was drawn closer and, again, felt the mechanics hard member brush against him.

With the trailing hand, he moved his chin up a bit for easier passage to his throat. His breathing became erratic at the words and their deeply felt meaning. When the hand was over his heart, Shoichi put his own hand over Spanner's.

"And I'll always love you."

While he kept the one hand in his hold, his other played with the hair whorl that had always fascinated him.

"There is only you. There can only be you," he whispered softly, looking deeply into Spanner's eyes to make sure his love would see the honesty reflected in his. "I want to be yours, only yours." He hated to know that Byakuran once again had tried to play mind-tricks on his beloved mechanic, but he would do his best to put his love's mind at ease.


Feeling Shoichi place his hand over his on the other's heart, and whisper those same words back to him, sent Spanner over the edge in happiness. He had no idea what it would be like without Shoichi in his life, and he didn't want to imagine it. Whenever the thought occurred, Spanner knew there would be little reason to continue living, because his heart would die the same day Shoichi's did, if not literally, then figuratively.

Seeing the honesty in his beloved's gaze, and hearing his words of devotion, a pleasurable shiver ran down Spanner's spine then, while warmth spread throughout his body. He didn't know how it was possible to love someone so much, but Spanner did completely, and he was certain that feeling wouldn't stop until the day he died.

"And I yours," the British mechanic added to Shoichi's last words with complete sincerity as he leaned in for another kiss. When their lips touched, Spanner took his time sucking and nibbling on Shoichi's bottom lip, his tongue lapping and teasing the programmer's lips until he finally allowed himself to go into Shoichi's mouth and battle the other's hungry tongue. The noises of pleasure Shoichi made then practically made the blonde teen come undone.

Pulling away from the other, Spanner stared down at his beloved as he caught his breath from the heavy kiss.

"Tonight," Spanner started breathlessly, his baby blue eyes searching Shoichi's for final consent as he spoke about his plans for the other, "I want to make you feel amazing and beautiful in every way, Shoichi. I want to give you pleasure that you'll remember for years to come…"

Staring deeply into Shoichi's eyes then with all the desire and love in the world, Spanner finally asked, "Let me make love to you, Shoichi. Let me share all of myself with you and show you how much you truly mean to me."

Shoichi's final words of consent were all Spanner needed then. If the other was truly willing to go through with it, then there would be no going back. Spanner planned on loving the other more thoroughly than he ever had before, so there was a high chance that he wouldn't be able to stop once he started.


In all seriousness, Spanner answered him. Shoichi felt warmth flood him. It was all he had ever wanted; to be loved by the young man before him, and to be desired by him. Nothing could make him any happier than this.

Spanner leaned in then. His lips touched his, feather-light, brushing, and teasing. He nibbled and licked at the soft flesh until Shoichi whimpered and softly whined for a full kiss. When Spanner's tongue finally entered his mouth, the red-head was a quivering mess in the other's arms. Moaning and whimpering, he fought a lost battle for territory until all of his wet cavern belonged to the mechanic.

His hand had dropped from the other's hair to his shoulder just to hold himself upright, as his knees felt weak with the pleasure from their kiss. Spanner ended their kiss when they were finally out of breath. They couldn't take their eyes off each other as they tried to regain their breath.

Shoichi's eyes shimmered with happy tears as Spanner spoke. Heat flooded him at the pictures that came to mind at the promises. He squeezed the hand (which he still held), that was over his heart.

"There is nothing I could want more than this. You are everything to me, so I want to share myself with you, too. I want to be all yours," the programmer's voice shook slightly with the depth of the emotions he felt as he tried to convey them in his words.


"Shoichi…" Spanner let out emotionally after hearing his love's answer, his voice shaking with devotion as he brought the programmer into another kiss. Their kiss was deep and filled with desperation as Spanner's hands roamed over Shoichi's writhing body. Feeling his own knees becoming weak at their ministrations, Spanner quickly grabbed the back of Shoichi's upper leg and maneuvered it to wrap around his waist. Thankfully, Shoichi caught on quickly, and brought his other leg around the young mechanic's waist as well.

With both of his hands supporting his love's weight by holding onto Shoichi's butt (Spanner's fingers digging in possessively), the taller teen started moving them towards Shoichi's bedroom a few feet away, the two of them continuing to kiss with no signs of stopping.

After some difficulty in closing the bedroom door behind him, Spanner made his way over to the bed and disentangled his tongue from Shoichi's in order to see where he was going. Placing his love gently upon his bed, the British teen crawled on top of him soon afterward and straddled his beloved's waist. Sitting upright then, Spanner's eyes never left the beautiful emeralds of his lover's as he slipped his shirt off over his blonde head, and tossed it to the floor. Grabbing the hem of Shoichi's shirt after that, the young mechanic sent a pleading look the red-head's way.

"Please, Shoichi, let me see you…"


Spanner rasped his name in that husky voice that always turned the red-head on, but before he could answer anything, his mouth was once again sealed. All he could do was moan and press into his love, showing how much he wanted this, and how much he enjoyed the strong hands on his body.

When his leg was grabbed and lifted, it took only a second for Shoichi to know what Spanner had in mind. His arms wrapped around his love's neck, and his legs did the same around the waist. He whimpered as Spanner possessively took hold of his butt while carrying him into his room.

Even while he was panting to regain his breath, Shoichi whined softly as their kiss ended, but Spanner just laid him gently on the bed. He reached out his hands, missing the warmth of the other's body immediately. He didn't have to wait, though. Spanner was over him in seconds, straddling him and removing his shirt.

Shoichi moaned at the sight he never would grow tired off. As he reached out to touch the bare skin, though, the mechanic was already onto his own shirt. Smiling, the programmer nodded.

"Always." He lifted his upper body and helped Spanner remove his own shirt.

Lying back down, he softly stroked his love's abdomen, feeling how the muscles had become more accentuated because of the continuous training.


After Shoichi's shirt was tossed to the side, Spanner witnessed his beloved lay back down and bring his hands forward to gently stroke the muscles around his stomach. The British mechanic shuddered at the light touches, and the admiration gleaming in his beloved's eyes.

Wanting nothing more than to touch the other in every way, Spanner brought one of his hands forward and placed it against Shoichi's bare chest, his thumb coming out to rub gentle circles around the other's nipple.

"I'd thought we'd start off with something we haven't done in a while, Shoichi" the taller teen purred out in a low hum as he stopped his ministrations to stare intently at the young programmer. "How about you flip onto your stomach so I can give you a massage?"

The pleased smile on the blonde teen's face grew as he watched how quick Shoichi was to listen to his suggestion. Giving out another low hum of approval, the mechanic started the massaging process at Shoichi's shoulders, tracing his fingers over the contours of his lover's skin and muscles until he found a tense spot. There, he would dig his fingers in and massage gentle circles into it; taking his time to give every inch of Shoichi's back adequate attention.


Biting his lower lip, the red-head hissed as Spanner gently teased his nipple. He pushed out his chest to beg for more, until his love came up with an unexpected suggestion. A massage? Now? He didn't dwell long on it, though. He just loved Spanner's massages, and remembering that last time made him blush a little still.

He only took off his glasses and put them on the nightstand before he followed the suggestion and flipped onto his stomach. It didn't take long before Shoichi moaned under the relaxing ministrations. He hadn't realized how tense he was, but with a natural talent, Spanner found all the knots in his back and kneaded them out.

"Hmmm, Spanner...so good...feels so much better," he moaned, writhing under his love.

The firm but gentle rubs and touches had served to make Shoichi hard. This time, though, he wasn't too embarrassed about it. This was only the beginning, and they both knew where it would lead, so it was okay, he thought. With his aching arousal, he couldn't quite keep himself from trying to get some friction from the mattress underneath, though, as he writhed in the pleasure Spanner was giving him.

"You are soooo good...hmmm, love it," Shoichi purred between more moans.


The air was filled with the delicious moans and sighs of his beloved, and Spanner was beginning to find it hard to concentrate. He could always feel a deep throbbing in his erection every time a noise would leave Shoichi's person. Hoping that he could distract his thoughts with something else, Spanner licked a long, wet trail up Shoichi's spine before the young mechanic ended his action with a possessive growl as he pressed his clothed erection against Shoichi's rear end to try and make the other stop rubbing up against the mattress beneath him. From what he could remember, he was the one that was supposed to give Shoichi pleasure, not a bloody mattress!

Almost unable to believe that he was becoming jealous of an inanimate object, Spanner pressed his hand into Shoichi's side and guided him in turning himself over until he was on his back. When Shoichi's green eyes were staring up into his again, the young mechanic couldn't stop the suggestive smirk that made its way onto his face.

"Now it's time to massage your front, Shoichi," the British teen whispered out huskily as he licked his lips. Bringing his hands forward, Spanner started his massaging process over again at Shoichi's shoulders and slowly traveled down his lover's upper body. The blonde teen spent extra time at Shoichi's sides and nipples, because he knew how sensitive they were. He would rub and tweak the hardened buds in both of his fingers, massage Shoichi's chest with the palm of his hands, and then repeat the process over again until he got bored and moved down to the rest of Shoichi's wonderful body. He spent some extra time at the other's hips before his fingers started playing with the hem of Shoichi's jeans.


The wet, hot tongue of his love slowly moved along his spine, making the programmer whimper softly. While the following growl sent shivers along said spine, a deep moan escaped the red-head as Spanner pressed his hard flesh against his butt. They were both still fully clothed down there, but it was still incredibly arousing, and he couldn't help but wonder how it would feel later.

Silently gesturing, his love made him turn around then. As he finally looked into his lover's face again, Shoichi saw a smirk that he knew too well. It promised pleasure to him, which the following words only affirmed.

While only his shoulders were massaged, he continued to keep it together, but once Spanner concentrated on his sensitive nipples, whimpers and moans once again poured forth from his lips as he arched his back and presented himself shamelessly.

Shoichi clawed at the sheets whenever his love played along his sides. It sometimes tickled, making him want to laugh, but moments later it was just super erotic. He found himself trying to lift his hips more often then, hoping to entice Spanner to rub up against him once more.

When he finally felt the other's fingers playing at his jeans's waistband, he guided the mechanic's hand to his fly with his hand. "Pleeeeease, Spanner...set me free...it hurts," he begged with slightly glazed eyes. He had wanted to present himself a bit more sexily in black boxer-briefs, but they were just damn tight by now, and making him regret his decision.


Loving the moans he was eliciting from Shoichi's beautifully rosy lips, Spanner was surprised when the moans stopped to be replaced by a plead for freedom. Finding his hands being placed on Shoichi's fly, the British teen couldn't say no. In fact, he was so eager for the other that he could barely get the other's pants off fast enough for his liking.

When he saw Shoichi laying before him in the tightest, and hottest pair of black boxer-briefs he'd ever seen, Spanner couldn't help but gawk and mutter, "I can see why," as he brought a hand up to caress the straining bulge.

Taking pity on his beloved, the young mechanic was quick to relieve him of his pain by slipping off the other's boxer-briefs and tossing them to the floor with the rest of the clothes. Now Shoichi lay bare before him, his erection straining towards the ceiling. The sight was enough for Spanner to feel how restrained he was in that moment, too. So, grabbing Shoichi's hands, the blonde teen placed them upon his waist and made sure his lover's fingers went below the hem.

"It's your turn now, Shoichi…" The taller teen whispered out huskily as he eyed the teen below him with hunger. "Strip me like you did the first time we touched each other…"

Feeling his beloved set to work on him now, constant shivers ran down Spanner's spine at the light touches, and as the air started hitting his freed skin. As he remembered the massage he had just given Shoichi, and the straining erection he had against his tight boxers, Spanner couldn't help but reminisce.

"You know? I never told you this, but…the first person to ever make me feel true attraction was you, Shoichi." Spanner whispered out meaningfully as he watched the other strip him. "It's normal for boys to get hard at random intervals, even if they aren't thinking of anything in particular, and those were the only times I experienced getting hard. But, at the beginning of this semester when I gave you that massage…"

It was here that Shoichi released him from his restraining boxers. Now on full display before the other, Spanner pressed his pulsating length against Shoichi's, a slight hiss leaving his lips at the heated touch.

"…this happened…" Spanner continued then through a strained groan. "You were the first and only person who was able to turn me on in my entire life. I was so dense to have not realized my feelings for you then."


As his jeans were opened, a bit of the pressure was taken away, and Shoichi sighed already as he lifted his butt to help his lover get the offending fabric off. At least his slight pain was worth it, he realized, when Spanner looked at his caged package with unrestrained desire and stroked him.

"Nnngh," Shoichi bit his lower lip at the pleasure of the caress and the slight pain because of the uncomfortable tightness. Still he couldn't help himself, and strained to press himself into the hand.

A deeply relieved sigh escaped the red-head when the boxer-briefs were finally gone, too. Even under Spanner's hungry gaze, he didn't feel awkward or embarrassed anymore. His love liked the way he looked, and that knowledge gave him some self-confidence.

When Spanner took his hands then and asked him to reciprocate, Shoichi looked into the other's baby-blue eyes. "With pleasure." Since that first time, the mechanic usually just made short work of it and took off his own things, while he was at it with the programmer's.

Shoichi wove in small touches and caresses as he opened the pants and pushed them slowly down over Spanner's butt. Fascinated, he listened to his beloved mechanic's explanation. Just like his love wanted, he used his feet again to pull the pants off all the way and did the same with the boxers.

"Aaah!" Shoichi arched under Spanner at the erotic touch of their heated members. "I...I had no idea at the time," the red-head admitted. He looked deep into the other one's eyes as his arm wrapped around him and his other hand played with the hair whorl. "Your massage had me so worked up, I couldn't think straight at the time. It was the first time someone's touches had me in that state. I...Do you remember me heading for the bathroom? I...I had to...you know...?" Shoichi couldn't quite bring himself to spell it out in the end, but he was sure Spanner understood what he admitted to, especially with the heavy blush that lit up his face right then.

For a second, he closed his eyes to calm himself a bit. When he opened his eyes again, they shined with love once more. "I feel so honored by your words. I am so happy that we are here, together, and that you want me, that...that you love me; it's all I ever wanted. I want to keep being the only one to really turn you on, just like you're the only one that can make me come undone at your touches alone. Tonight I want you to do more, though. I want to be all yours, forever."


Hearing his beloved's own account of that day Spanner had massaged him, the young mechanic couldn't help but be turned on all the more.

"No…I don't remember you heading to the bathroom," the British teen admitted with complete awe and slight guilt. "I was so freaked out by my own reaction that I couldn't focus on anything else."

But, knowing that his lover had gotten himself off because of how he touched him, turned Spanner on to no end, and made his member tremble with need.

Before Spanner could fulfill his desires, though, he witnessed Shoichi closing his eyes for a few seconds before he opened them again. It was then that Spanner was staring down into mesmerizing, emerald pools, and hearing Shoichi pour his heart out to him again. Spanner was so overcome with happiness in that moment that he could barely speak.

"S-Shoichi…" the blonde teen choked out as he stared lovingly down at the man below him. Unable to say anything more, though, Spanner expressed how much the other's words meant to him by swooping down and taking Shoichi's lips with his own. The next few moments were a desperate frenzy of bodies and tongues as Spanner poured everything he had into that single kiss, his tongue exploring Shoichi's mouth again with renewed vigor as he occasionally rubbed his groin against his beloveds'. The feeling was beyond amazing, and the moans and cries of pleasure he would get from Shoichi sent pleasurable vibrations through his tongue and down the rest of his body, filling it with warmth.

When they parted for breath, Spanner felt the haze of lust overcome him as he looked at the ravished man below him. He wanted to make Shoichi come even more undone. With that thought in mind, the blonde mechanic started kissing hot trails down Shoichi's body, stopping at his lover's nipples to lick and suck on them for a bit before he continued down until he got to the programmer's heated length. Staring at the appendage with fascination, Spanner brought one of his hands down to gently caress the sides of the pulsating organ.

"It's always amazed me how much this looks like a cherry sucker," Spanner admitted as he brushed a thumb over the length's head. He had a plan in mind for what he was about to do next, and he hoped that Shoichi would like it. In truth, he had gone down on the other for the first time a couple of days ago, but he had been hesitant and uncertain then. Now, he was more than ready to give his beloved as much pleasure as his body could hold.

"The only thing that's different and better about this, though," Spanner continued with a sexy growl as he brought his face down towards Shoichi's erection, his eyes never leaving the programmer's, "is that yours has cream filling."

And with that, Spanner's tongue came out to lick eagerly across the other's slit, hoping for the taste of pre-cum.


His confession and wishes had obvious effects on his love. The deeply emotional tone in which his name was spoken made warmth run all through Shoichi's body. Spanner claimed his lips again then. The programmer leaned his head back, granting the other easy and deep access. After a few seconds of getting thoroughly ravished, he was a moaning, quivering mess, which only became worse when Spanner rubbed himself against him. Their heated members brushed and touched, eliciting ecstatic screams from the red-head that were drowned in their wild kiss.

Shoichi's gaze was hazy with lust when their lips parted. He tried to catch his breath as he looked up at his love, but Spanner didn't leave him time to rest for a moment. His hot tongue and soft lips caressed his skin, making him stretch, arch, and moan.

He buried his hands in Spanner's unruly blonde hair as his nipples were gently tortured. Soft whimpers escaped Shoichi as electric impulses were sent straight to his groin, which was exactly where his lover went moments later. The red-head shivered in anticipation, opening his legs wide for Spanner to settle between them comfortably. His hands had dropped to his sides, so he wouldn't hurt his love in his ecstasy.

He bit his lower lip as Spanner gently caressed him. They looked at each other then as the mechanic spoke. Shoichi couldn't help himself and moaned at the words and the soft brushing of his sensitive tip. Again, he moaned then at his lover's growl and his scandalously sexy words.

"Spanner!" He almost screamed his love's name then as the tongue swiped his head. Shoichi barely stopped himself from thrusting upwards in need. Instead, he clawed at the sheets. He could feel himself shed thick drops of desire just by looking at the beautifully decadent image of his lover licking him. "Spanner...Spanner...you're...you're driving me crazy," he whimpered between moans. It felt incredible, and he just knew he couldn't bear it for too long.


If Spanner wasn't so focused on tasting Shoichi, he probably would have come undone by the noises the other was making alone. Hearing his name screamed like that sent the mechanic's sexual desire into overdrive, but with patience that hardly any human being possessed, Spanner continued his ministrations, and licked at the pre-cum that was now starting to dribble from his lover's tip. The British teen lapped it up hungrily, loving the salty, yet sweet flavor.

When he heard Shoichi's words between his erotic moans, Spanner could only smirk at the other as he stopped his ministrations; his lips barely touching the heated skin of the other's erection in a teasing manner.

"Well, I guess I better step up my game," Spanner purred out in a sultry manner, his hot breath ghosting over Shoichi's member before he kissed the underside tenderly. "I want to taste all of you Shoichi…"

Spanner sent a pointed look his beloved's way then, making sure the other saw him and took his next words seriously.

"…every last drop."

And with that, Spanner engulfed Shoichi's erect member with his mouth, and went as far as he could go without choking. Placing his hands on the older man's hips to keep him down, Spanner started bobbing his head up and down the other's shaft in a rhythmic fashion as he sucked hard and, occasionally, wrapped his tongue around the appendage. It amazed him just how every part of Shoichi tasted delicious to him. Of course, he hadn't tasted every area of the older man's body, but with the time they had on their hands, Spanner planned on accomplishing that task someday.


The programmer watched his love lap up the pearly fluid and groaned. He still couldn't believe how sexy it was, even though he would have thought it disgusting a mere week ago. When Spanner wanted to get down on him for the first time, he had even tried to stop him. But damn! He was lucky Spanner was so dominant and stubborn. It felt absolutely incredible!

Shoichi whined as his lover's tongue left him then, only the lips barely touching him. His body trembled as he restrained himself from thrusting upwards in need again. He shivered with the hot breath as his only stimulation for the moment.

"Oh, God! Spanner..." Shoichi felt his eyes burn at the intensity of the gaze they shared. Spanner's words alone almost undid him then and there!

He watched as his love sucked in his throbbing, needy member and whimpered. It was just too much. He had to close his eyes! The feelings seemed only to intensify then. Deep moans soon turned to long drawn whimpers as Spanner greedily sucked on his flesh. Shoichi just couldn't bear it too long. It felt just too good.

"Spanner...I...I..." He tried to warn his love, despite the other's words. The mechanic's answer, though, was a last, desperate suck that finally undid Shoichi completely. "Spanner!" He screamed the other's name as the pent up tension released and he filled his lover's mouth with his seed. It was incredibly sexy and was unbelievably intimate to feel his love swallow around him then.


The young mechanic knew that he was close to fulfilling his desire when he heard Shoichi trying to warn him through his cries of pleasure. Spanner didn't pay any heed, though, and continued sucking on his lover's member like his life depended on it. It was only a moment later that Shoichi screamed Spanner's name at the top of his lungs, and the British teen's mouth was filled with his lover's seed.

Expecting the reaction, Spanner started swallowing the semen as best as he could; some of it spilling out past his lips from the shear amount. When he was sure Shoichi was done, Spanner removed his mouth from the other's now flaccid length and started licking up any residue he had missed from his lover's orgasm. After he completed that mission, the blonde teen's eyes met with Shoichi's emerald ones again, the both of them panting for breath from the excursion they both had gone through.

Licking his lips to get the leftover taste of Shoichi's cum, Spanner crawled up his lover's body until he was face to face with the other again. Smiling happily and sweetly down onto his beloved, Spanner stroked Shoichi's hair and face with loving caresses.

"You really filled me up, you know," the British teen teased. "I might not need to eat dinner tonight."

Placing a short, yet sweet kiss against Shoichi's lips, Spanner's attitude became sensual again as his other hand came down to gently massage one of the other's nipples.

"What do you want from me now, Shoichi? Do you want to continue with foreplay, or go onto the main act?" Spanner asked huskily as he pressed his still erect crotch into Shoichi's. "I'll willingly do anything you desire…"


Until the very last wave of his wonderful orgasm had passed through his body did the lips of his blonde lover caress him. Soft purrs escaped Shoichi's lips when the tongue licked him clean afterward. He looked at his love then. Untangling his hands from the sheets, he reached out to stroke Spanner's neck.

"That was incredible," he whispered, still panting.

He smiled back at his love, as the mechanic was over him again, leaning into the sweet caresses. When Spanner spoke, he blushed deeply. "You...You said you wanted every last drop," he pouted, pushing out his lower lip, but smiled again moments later after a soft, sweet kiss.

Arching slightly, Shoichi moaned once more as Spanner teased one of his nipples again. He lifted his hand to reciprocate the caress as he looked up into the other's baby-blue eyes at the question. He felt his passions rise again as the mechanic's hardness pressed into him.

Shoichi pulled up his leg then, wrapping it lightly around Spanner's so that they could feel each other more intensely then. Gently, he twirled the little nub his ministrations had turned hard. He could see and feel the desire his beloved mechanic felt for him, and it made him feel special.

"I want to feel you deep inside, my love. I want to be one with you."

His fingertips softly stroked along Spanner's front then, and down until they reached the hard member that eagerly pressed into his hand then. "You feel so eager...I don't want to make you wait much longer. I'm all relaxed now...it's the best and easiest moment to prepare me."

Shoichi only blushed a little at his forward words. Still stroking Spanner's hot flesh slowly, he reached out with his other hand for the drawer of his nightstand. With only a little fumbling, he pulled out the lube. Putting the tube down next to him, he gazed up at his love expectantly.


Feeling the programmer wrap one of his legs around his waist and press their groins closer together, Spanner gasped at the sudden movement, his desire for the other increasing with each passing second. Shoichi had also been massaging one of his nipples for a while as well, so that only increased his need for the other, too.

"Shoichi!" The young mechanic hissed out a moment later when he felt his lover's hand move down to press into his erection. The feeling sent bolts of electricity up his spine, and made his member twitch in anticipation. When Shoichi's hand began to move slowly up and down his shaft, intense pleasure overcame the British teen to the point he barely heard Shoichi's next words. When the word 'prepare' reached him, the blonde teen felt a moment of confusion, but just passed it off and started thrusting slowly into Shoichi's hand, wanting more of the other's touch. But, all of a sudden, the delicious movements of the other's hand stopped, causing Spanner to open his eyes and stare at his expectant lover in confusion. Why was there a bottle of lube in his other hand?

The young mechanic could only blink stupidly at the scene before him, totally confused and wondering if he had missed something. Lube? What would he need lube for? And what preparation was Shoichi talking about? Did he mean he wanted more foreplay or something?

And then, like a sudden punch to the head, Spanner finally realized the major flaw to his plan. He had been so focused on becoming fit and pleasing Shoichi that he totally forgot to do research when it came to having sex with the other male. The idea of how to have sex with a girl was naturally ingrained into him, but he knew that having sex with a man was a bit different. For one, Shoichi didn't have female genitalia, so that only left the other's butt when it came to penetration, but that's all Spanner could figure out. There was preparation involved?! What the bloody hell?!

Spanner could only stare at his beloved in shock and horror at his epiphany then. How could he have forgotten to look into something as important as this?!

"I…I don't know how…" He choked out in disbelief before he averted his gaze in embarrassment and shame. "I-I can't believe I forgot to study up on this subject…I must have been so focused on getting fit…and so focused on pleasuring you immediately like you wanted that…I…I completely forgot I don't know how to have sex with a guy…"

The horrified teen bit his bottom lip then as he dug his fingers into the covers of the bed below him. His body began to shake in fear and anger at his stupidity. He was such a joke now! He wouldn't be surprised if Shoichi was angry and disappointed in him, and felt like Spanner had just led him on. Even if somehow his lover forgave him for this mishap, he had completely ruined the mood between them now. Would Shoichi even want to be one with him anymore? Would he see it as worthwhile after Spanner had just showed him how incompetent he was in comparison to Byakuran? Would…Would Shoichi leave him here?

Spanner could feel water build up behind his eyes then. He had ruined everything! He had ruined the chance to completely share himself with his love; to bond the other to him forever!


When Shoichi saw the look of confusion cross Spanner's face, he wondered for a moment if it had to do with the fact that he had planned ahead and bought the lube. Or was it the wrong kind? He blushed a little then. While he looked on, Spanner's confusion seemed to grow even deeper and then he seemed to have a realization.

The stretching silence between them finally broke with words Shoichi hadn't expected at all. His love's confession sent a wave of anger through him.

"You don't know? What the hell? Going about this the wrong way could actually hurt me badly", he thought enraged.

But before his anger could grow too deep, he heard Spanner's explanation. Seeing the true shock and guilt in his love's whole posture, Shoichi calmed down again. It was just so typical of the mechanic! He had a totally one-track-mind. Looking at the situation less emotionally, he knew Spanner really wouldn't have hurt him; he'd have stopped before that.

With a sigh, Shoichi put a hand against his lover's cheek and made the other look at him again. The baby-blue eyes shimmered with tears. "I can't believe you sometimes," he said smiling just a little bit. "How can you get so focused to forget about the basics?" His thumb stroked the cheek as he put his other arm around Spanner, pulling him in a little more to comfort him. "What would you do without me?" He wondered idly, thinking of a thinned out Spanner passing out from hunger over some project or another. That image finally drove it home to Shoichi. A guy that forgot to eat when he was lost in his work; how could he expect him to think ahead in this way?

Tenderly wiping his thumb over a wet eyelash, he made sure Spanner focused on him again and did not get lost in his darkened thoughts. "I am a guy, so things are a little different. No matter how much you'll turn me on, I can't get wet. That's what the lube is for." Up until here the explanation was easy, and his love's mood kept him sober, but realizing he should explain a little more thoroughly, a blush crept onto his cheeks. "You need to spread it and...and go deeper with it. As...As the muscle is trained to be...you know...shut tightly, you need to...stretch it, or you'll hurt me. You should start with one finger and... and go up to three," he explained, glowing a nice pink by the end.


The British mechanic's fear-stricken mind was put slightly at ease when he felt a gentle hand place itself against his cheek. Looking up then at the touch, Spanner's watery eyes took in the sight of Shoichi's small smile. He looked a little exasperated with him, but Spanner was quick to notice there wasn't any malice or anger in the other's actions. The blonde teen's eyes widened in surprise at this. He had expected Shoichi to be hurt by his ignorance and get emotional to the point he'd run out on him again, but Shoichi looked like he was going to stay despite that.

Feeling so many emotions bombard him then, Spanner leaned into the hand that was caressing his cheek now, and basked in his lover's warmth when the other wrapped an arm around him and brought their bodies closer. Hearing his beloved's next words, Spanner had to close his eyes and fight back the image of being without Shoichi. The thought was too painful to think about.

"I…I honestly don't know what I'd do…" Spanner choked out, his voice raw with emotion. "I don't think my soul would be able to handle you being gone…"

He felt a thumb wipe away the stray tears that began to fall then. Composing himself and trying to forget the image of loneliness that plagued him, he listened to Shoichi's next words, nodding his head when the programmer mentioned how having sex with a guy was different than with a girl. That much he did understand, but when Shoichi went on to explain further about why they needed lube, it amazed Spanner on how he couldn't have figured that out. If he thought about everything logically, it made perfect sense. The British teen had to wonder where his common sense had gone.

"I…can't believe my ignorance could have almost hurt you," Spanner whispered out heavily with guilt as he bowed his head again. "After your explanation, everything makes so much sense now that I'm amazed I couldn't figure it out before. I'm so sorry, Shoichi. I'm really, truly, sorry."

Burying his face into his lover's neck then, Spanner just held the other close to him for a few minutes as he tried to compose himself again. Leaving light kisses against Shoichi's neck in apology, Spanner finally gathered himself and got up from his lover.

Supporting his body with only his knees as he disentangled himself from Shoichi, Spanner squirted a copious amount of the lube onto his fingers. There was no such thing as too much in this case, and the blonde mechanic wanted to make sure he didn't hurt his beloved. As he stared at his lubed-up fingers and then down towards Shoichi's entrance, though, another realization dawned on Spanner; one that he didn't like one bit.

"I'm going to hurt you no matter what, aren't I?" Spanner muttered out in disbelief as he stared into Shoichi's eyes. He wasn't sure if he could go through with what they were going to do if it meant hurting the other. He had hurt Shoichi emotionally so much already, did he really have to hurt him physically, too? Wouldn't he not be any better than Byakuran in that case?


At least Spanner seemed to understand his mistake, and he felt obviously pretty bad about it. First he hung his head, and then buried it against his neck. Shoichi held his love, softly stroking the other's neck in turn.

"I know you would have stopped if I had been in pain," he answered confidently then. He just smiled softly again when Spanner finally realized his own ditzy-ness.

Closing his eyes, Shoichi sighed and stretched his neck as sweet kisses were showered on his sensitive skin. He opened his eyes, though, when the warm body left him. He watched Spanner grab the lube then. So, this was it, now. Even though he felt a little apprehensive, Shoichi spread his thighs wide, giving his love easy access.

With his fingers slicked up, Spanner stopped in his tracks suddenly. When his love uttered his own apprehensive thoughts, Shoichi bit his lower lip. He nodded slightly. "Very likely," he admitted. "My yoga training might help, though. Being relaxed is important...But even more is that lube and...and that you take it slow?" He half asked, half pleaded. A bit of his own uncertainty and apprehension shone in his green eyes then. "It's supposed to hurt a bit in the beginning, but should get better soon after when the body gets used to it," he added a bit more hopeful then.


Nodding his head in understanding to Shoichi's words, Spanner's eyes quickly narrowed into determined slits after he heard his beloveds' plead.

"Of course I'll take it slow. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I caused you unnecessary pain."

Spanner wasn't too happy with the entirety of his love's answer that he had received, but judging by Shoichi's words, it was supposed to start feeling pleasurable after a while. Even with that, though, Shoichi didn't seem as certain as his words were trying to portray. In fact, Spanner could feel the same emotions that seemed to be reflected in the programmer's eyes; apprehension and uncertainty.

Knowing that both of them still wanted this, though, Spanner just tried to gather his courage and go through with the situation as best as he could, and hope that he wouldn't hurt Shoichi too much in the process.

"Okay…I'll put the first finger in," Spanner uttered in all seriousness as he positioned his finger outside his lover's entrance without touching the other. "Just tell me when you feel the most relaxed, okay, Shoichi? Find your center…and then I'll go slowly from there, okay?"


A relieved sigh left the programmer's lips at Spanner's promise. "Okay," he murmured. For a moment, they looked into each other's eyes then; both of them uncertain, but still willing to try.

Very abruptly, the mechanic just decided to go through with it, declaring he was ready. Shoichi's eyes widened at the suddenness. "Waaah, right now?" Of course he knew he was the one who had said he didn't want Spanner to have to wait any longer, but still! It suddenly felt so...clinical, with his love just sitting there and working on him. "C-can you at least...stroke my thigh or something?" Shoichi asked then as he tried to find his center and relax. "I feel a bit like a piece of machinery on the worktable," he admitted. "Not to mention pretty vulnerable as on display as I am right now," he added only in his thoughts.

Shoichi closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths. When he opened them again, his gaze was focused and calm. He nodded. "Okay, now."

A second later, he hissed and arched as the wet fingertip touched him more intimately than any other person had before. He clawed at the sheets, though, when the finger pushed into him. It was uncomfortable and weird. He shut his eyes again, concentrating harder to calm himself. It helped, and he relaxed more; even the tense muscle of his lower half loosening a little as he concentrated very hard on it. Planting his feet on the mattress, he lifted his butt a little, invitingly, easing the passage of the finger into his tight channel, too.


Spanner was completely taken aback by how surprised Shoichi seemed to be about his sudden desire to go through with their intimacy. Hadn't the other wanted to do this, and not make him wait long? Given he wasn't as turned on as he was a few minutes ago because of the mini heart attack he practically had at his epiphany, but still, wasn't he supposed to dive into preparation after Shoichi had brought out the lube? Wasn't that the point of bringing it out in the first place?!

And then, just to confuse the mechanic more, Shoichi even went on to say how he was being insensitive and treating him like a piece of machinery at that moment. Spanner didn't understand what was going on anymore at all! It was natural to be nervous about your first time, right? This whole epiphany and gained knowledge of the preparation had completely thrown him off his mojo.

"S-Sorry," the young mechanic stuttered out meekly with a hint of irritation in his voice, "I just thought it would be hard for you to relax completely if I was touching you…"

It seemed no matter what he did, though, Spanner was going to end up making his lover feel uncomfortable. Could he exactly be blamed for that? Shoichi was going to be in pain with whatever he did anyway, and it was hard to act sexy for the other when he was uncertain and awkward about something he had never done before, and knew that what he was doing was hurting the other. He just wanted to make sure he was doing things correctly!

When his lover deemed he was ready then, Spanner placed his hand on Shoichi's hip as a form of support and pushed in the tip of his finger as gently as he could. Almost immediately, Shoichi hissed in pain, and Spanner practically jumped out of his skin in worry. Had his hurt and irritation with the other caused him to push in too hard, even though he thought he was doing it gently? Trying his best to push away the negative emotions he was feeling then, Spanner concentrated on going as slowly and as gently as possible, stopping after a few seconds of movement to help his beloved adjust to the feeling. The worry wouldn't stop pestering the British teen, though, as Shoichi hissed, arched his back, and even clutched at the bed sheets below them. It took away any slight pleasure Spanner might have felt in that moment. He knew it should have felt amazing with the tight heat that surrounded his skin then, but he was honestly too scared and worried to actually appreciate it.

Noticing that it was becoming a little easier to push his finger in, Spanner realized that Shoichi was beginning to relax a little more. With the less resistance, and a slight feeling of hope blossoming within his turning stomach, Spanner continued pushing little bits of his finger further into his lover's hot crevice at small intervals. Taking into account that it actually might be easier to distract his lover from the pain he might be feeling and increase his relaxation, Spanner took a chance and started massaging small circles into Shoichi's hips, hoping the action wouldn't do the opposite effect and make him tense up from the pleasure.

"I-Is that a little better?" Spanner asked hesitantly as he pushed his finger in a little more while he rubbed his beloved's thigh with his free hand. "Y-You don't feel like a piece of machinery anymore?"

Spanner winced at the hurt that had overtaken his voice then. He was coming off as so pathetic! How the bloody hell did he expect Shoichi to get turned on by his ministrations if he got so flustered by a little comment? He had to just man-up and try to feel a little more confident about his skills, despite how lost and uncertain he felt in that moment. There was nothing sexy about being uncertain!

…But then…if he got too confident with his skills, and too carried away with his lust…wouldn't there be a higher chance he'd really hurt Shoichi? Shoichi wanted to take things slow, right? He could be slow and sexy…he had done that before…but could he do it while feeling completely lost with what to do with himself? He had always had a game plan when he had done things with Shoichi, but now he was completely unsure of what to do next! How could he be sexy without knowing what to do next?! Bloody hell! Or maybe he was just overthinking everything now?!

Feeling completely and utterly confused and frustrated, Spanner just hung his head in shame, not sure on what to do next. He was still pushing his finger in as slowly as possible and massaging Shoichi's side, but what was he supposed to do afterwards?


Spanner's finger pushed in very slowly, giving him the chance to adjust to the intrusion. With his eyes closed in concentration, the red-head didn't feel quite as much on display as before. Still it was all pretty awkward at the moment, and he just wanted to get it over with.

A soft sigh came over his lips when Spanner finally touched him in another way. Before he could really enjoy it, though, his love spoke up with a hurt voice. This actually hurt Shoichi more in return than the finger could. Wasn't he allowed to say how he felt? Maybe this wasn't too easy on him, he got that, but what did Spanner think how this was for him?!

Shoichi bit his lip as he felt his concentration wane, and his body tense up again at his annoyance. This was just bad. He needed to relax, and he needed to regain his own desire. He tried looking at his beloved then, hoping the sight of his lover would help, but he sat with his head hung, obviously not too happy with the situation either.

This was all so horribly wrong! Shoichi racked his brain on how to change anything as the finger crept along agonizingly slow. He had an idea, but wasn't too sure if he could go through with it, or if he should. Spanner had taken his words the wrong way already. But the way things were now, wasn't good either.

Taking a chance, Shoichi put his hand on Spanner's then. Looking at the other's surprised expression, he pushed for the finger to finally bury itself completely inside him.

"Ngh." For the most part, it just felt weird, but it didn't really hurt, and it actually helped to have some control now.

Taking a deep breath, Shoichi guided Spanner's hand to retreat, lifting his butt a bit again as he pushed at the same time. "Hmmmm!" It didn't feel nearly as weird this time, but actually good. Closing his eyes, he again guided Spanner's hand and moaned when the finger was buried deep once more.

His ring finger gently nudged Spanner's then. "T-Try this one, too," he panted softly when he had guided the finger back out.

He opened his eyes to look into his lover's, hoping to find that spark again.


When he felt Shoichi's inner muscles tense around him again, a wave of fear crashed over Spanner in that moment. Was he doing something wrong again?! Shoichi hadn't even answered his question before, so maybe he actually was making the other feel like an emotionless robot.

Spanner stopped in his ministrations then, his body shaking visibly in anger towards himself and hurt. What the bloody hell was he supposed to do now?! Everything was going so horribly wrong for their first time that Spanner wouldn't be surprised if Shoichi forced him out and didn't want to try this with him ever again! Why, why did he forget to study up on this subject beforehand?! This was all his fault!

Feeling absolutely worthless then, the young mechanic's heart clenched painfully, but that was until he actually felt his lover's hand on the one with his lubed fingers. Staring up at Shoichi in surprise and fear, Spanner waited for the other to forcibly remove his hand and throw him out of the room in disgust, but, to his complete surprise, Shoichi forced his hand to move forward and bring his middle finger deeper inside himself in one, swift move; burying his finger up to the hilt.

"Shoichi!" Spanner shouted in worry as he heard the slightly pained grunt the other made. "Don't force this on yourself if it's hurting you!"

But Shoichi didn't listen to his words and continued to guide his finger in and out of him, his cries of pain soon turning into moans. Did…Did his actions actually begin to make his lover feel good?! Was this what he was supposed to do?

Amazed by this turn of events, Spanner watched in fascination then as Shoichi's eyes met his, and the other indicated to put his ring finger in next. Shoichi was breathing a bit heavily from the excursion, and he could see the other's willingness to continue, despite how horribly things had been going so far. Feeling a spark of warmth in his gut from his lover giving him another chance, and feeling a little more hopeful that he could still make things right, Spanner nodded his head in understanding.

"D-Do I just do the same thing with two of the fingers as I did with the one, or do I do something different with them?" Spanner questioned easily with a look of renewed determination on his face. He had a slightly better idea of what was expected of him now, and he was beginning to come up with some ideas on what to do next, but he just wanted to make sure he was doing things the way Shoichi wanted him to.


The programmer's wish came true. Spanner lost his depressive air and a touch of confidence came back to him. Shoichi saw that spark he had been hoping for.

At the direct question the mechanic asked of him then, he blushed a bit. "Well...once they're all the way...inside, you should spread them...scissor like, you know? To...like...stretch me...for that third finger," he explained haltingly.

It was a bit embarrassing to say it out like that, but he wanted to make sure Spanner knew what to do, so he wouldn't be at a loss on what to do again.

Shoichi looked into his lover's eyes again. Seeing the returned determination persuaded the red-head that Spanner was back. Hoping to convey his love and trust with his eyes, Shoichi slowly took his hand away.

"Do it," he whispered then, trying to relax and remember the good feeling he had just a moment ago.


An amused smile made its way onto Spanner's face at how embarrassed and flustered Shoichi was by his question. The other looked so adorable right now, but it was also sexy in a way. When his beloved's eyes met his again, and he saw the love and trust burning inside them, Spanner's own passion for the other burned brightly in return. He would pleasure Shoichi and make up for his weaknesses.

Nodding at his lover's whispered command, Spanner gently began the process over again, but with two fingers this time. When the tips of the two appendages entered, a small shiver ran down the mechanic's spine at the warmth that enveloped him and the twitching of his beloved's inner muscle. He had been too afraid of his actions the first time to thoroughly appreciate the feeling, but now he reveled in it, and wondered how it would feel when he was truly inside the other.

"You're so warm, Shoichi," Spanner whispered out huskily as he lovingly placed kisses along Shoichi's inner thigh, his free hand stroking up and down his beloved's side. "I'm sorry I couldn't appreciate it earlier…"

Spanner continued to slowly push his two fingers into his lover's tight crevice, feeling the other's inner walls twitch and suck his fingers in deeper, despite the slight resistance.

"You're absolutely amazing…" The British teen continued in breathless astonishment as he continued to push himself inside the other while he brought his free hand down to fondle Shoichi's hardening length.

As he rubbed up and down his lover's shaft in slow, rhythmic strokes, his thumb occasionally caressing the head as he pushed his fingers in even further, Spanner's baby blue eyes glanced up towards Shoichi in apology; hoping the other could hear him through the pleasure and pain he might have been feeling.

"I'm sorry for my weaknesses, Shoichi," Spanner's voice thickened with the emotions he felt then. "Because of me, I almost ruined this moment between us. All I wanted was for this moment to be perfect for us, so that you wouldn't second guess or doubt yourself for making the right choice in picking me in the end over Byakuran."

It was then that Spanner gave the last push and fully sheathed his fingers into Shoichi. Pausing for a few moments to let his lover adjust to the intrusion, Spanner let go of Shoichi's member in favor of massaging deep, yet small, circles into his lover's side instead.

"It seems that no matter how much you tell me that you want me instead, or how much I truly believe that you love me over him, this fear of losing you will never go away," Spanner continued, deep sincerity in his voice. "Everything was going so good between us until I started screwing so many things up. I felt like I was failing you, and only hurting you, so I feared that you wouldn't see this moment as worth it in the end. I feared that…if I didn't make you happy from this…Byakuran would be able to tell and he'd try to worm his way inside your heart again and steal you away from me…"

Kissing the other's stomach softly, Spanner started to slowly do the scissoring motions Shoichi had asked him to do.

"But, I won't let that happen…" The blonde teen growled out in determination, his baby blue eyes narrowing in concentration as he began to move his fingers in and out of the other while scissoring occasionally. "I'm going to give you my all, and pleasure you the best that I can, Shoichi. Byakuran might be better than me in many ways, but what he feels for you is nothing to how I feel. When it comes to loving you for everything you are, I've got him beat."

And with that said, Spanner thrust in his fingers a little deeper this time, curled his fingers instead of scissoring them, and accidentally brushed up against a small bundle of nerves.


Shoichi bit his lower lip again as the two fingers wormed their way inside. There was a slight burning, but Spanner moved slowly, and a few deep breaths helped him to adjust. His yoga training really came in handy for this.

Spanner whispered to him in his sexy voice then, and small shivers ran down the red-head's spine, but even better were the sweet kisses to his thigh and the soft stroking. This was how Shoichi had hoped it would be.

"Hmm...Spanner...Spanner..." he moaned softly, whispering the name of his lover again and again.

The sweet caresses helped take his mind off any uncomfortable feelings the pushing fingers created, and it got even better, when the other touched his reawakening flesh. Moaning more deeply, Shoichi lifted his hips to push himself into Spanner's hand, making the passage of the fingers into him easier again.

Between his concentration on keeping his body relaxed, and the good feelings his lover created, Shoichi had a hard time listening to what Spanner said at first. When he understood it was more than just sweet talk, though, he concentrated on the words. He felt a stab of pain at hearing what the other told him, but before he could say anything, the finger pushed in that last bit, making him arch and pant.

As he tried to adjust to the full intrusion of the two fingers inside, Spanner rubbed the sensitive spots at his side, soon eliciting a moan.

"Don't...Don't think that way, Spanner...it is perfect...right now...I'll never doubt my choice! I love you!" Even though he was still panting and answering haltingly in the beginning, his last words were firm and full of determination.

"He won't...he can't..." Shoichi tried to convince his love that, no matter what Byakuran might try in the future, Spanner owned his heart, and nothing could change that. Only the other started to scissor his fingers deep inside him then, which made it difficult for the programmer to answer at all. The weirdness of the feeling, and his concentration on relaxing, made it all but impossible to string the words together to answer.

Spanner growled; the sound turning Shoichi on to no end. As the fingers now moved again, in and out, it started to feel good once more. His love's promise filled the red-head's heart. It made him endlessly happy to finally hear that self-confidence again in Spanner. Before he could say anything, though, the fingers inside him suddenly curled and hit his sweet spot.

Shoichi's body arched as he screamed out in ecstasy and clawed at the sheets. "Oh my God!" He thought at the incredible feeling running through his body. He had read about the good feelings that were supposed to come from stimulating the prostate this way, but with all that he had to dump on Spanner anyway, he hadn't wanted to pressure him into trying to find some uncertain spot somewhere inside of him, too. This happening practically by accident might be for the best anyway.

His body flopped down onto the mattress again as he panted to catch his breath once more. His eyes slightly hazy from the lust and ecstasy, he still tried to focus on Spanner's baby-blue ones.

"He...He could never make me...feel this way...I...I only love you...I would never let anyone else... do this to me willingly...I only want you...and I...I want you bad...so bad..." Shoichi panted. Face flushed, he looked at his love pleadingly. "Can...Can you try that again?" He bit his lip at being so forward, but it just had felt so incredible that he yearned for more.


Baby blue eyes widened in complete surprise as he saw Shoichi arch his back, and heard the other scream in pure ecstasy at his last movement. Not sure on what exactly happened, the blonde mechanic just blinked in a dumbfounded fashion as he stared as his lover's writhing form, completely turned on by the display, and his erection beginning to drip pre-cum.

A shudder of pleasure washed over him then as he saw Shoichi lay back down on the bed and start panting out his answers to his previous confession. The British teen could feel his throat constrict, and his heartbeat quicken at the words he heard; warmth spreading throughout his body along with a pleasurable shiver.

"I want you, too," Spanner murmured meaningfully, his voice full of need. When he heard Shoichi's next request, though, Spanner was almost taken aback, and not sure if he could replicate what he had just done by accident. But, even though he wasn't sure, he would try for Shoichi. If it made the other feel that good, then he would do everything in his power to make it happen again.

"Of course," the taller teen uttered huskily as he kissed the inside of his beloved's thigh again. "Of course I will, Shoichi. Just give me a moment."

With that, Spanner closed his eyes and tried to remember what he had just done. He believed that he had curled his fingers at the last second when he thrust them hard into Shoichi, and he also thought that his fingers arched at about a 40 degree angle.

Testing his idea, Spanner decided to go slow first. As he pushed the two digits in, he arched his fingers at the last second at the angle he believed was right. Sure enough, his fingers barely brushed a small bundle of nerves that felt different from the rest of Shochi's inner walls. Hearing a small cry from Shoichi confirmed his suspicions.

Knowing he was doing it right now, Spanner brought the fingers out and pushed them back in slowly at a steady pace, his thrusts increasing in tempo the more he did it as he arched his fingers at the end of each thrust, hitting the bundle of nerves every time.


Another shiver ran over Shoichi's body when Spanner told him he wanted him, too. It was an incredibly powerful feeling to be desired by the man he loved.

His inner thigh was kissed again as his love agreed to try to hit that certain spot once more. Anticipation made the red-head's body tremble. When Spanner carefully tried to reproduce the effect he had had on him, his fingertips brushed that bundle of nerves just slightly, still making Shoichi cry out softly. It felt so damn good!

With more confidence on what he was supposed to do, his lover's movements became steadier; more rhythmic. The second stroke hit dead-on, making Shoichi arch and cry out fully again. He had never felt anything like it, and didn't dare to think about how it might feel once Spanner didn't use his fingers anymore.

Clawing at the sheets, the programmer writhed in ecstasy with each hit of his prostate. Shocks of lightning shot through his veins, setting his body afire. He was getting close, so close. His member was leaking pre-cum. He should tell Spanner to stop or it would be too late.

"Spanner...Span~ner...I...I caaan't...Aaaaaaaaaaaaah!"

Shoichi never got the words out. With another deep stroke, he arched and came hard as his whole body shook in the tremors of orgasm. His stomach and chest splashed with small puddles, and he sank back onto the mattress, panting his lover's name again and again.


Shoichi's cries of ecstasy turned Spanner on to no end. With every noise the other made, and with every arch of the other's back, Spanner couldn't tear his eyes away from the mesmerizing display.

As the young mechanic continued to thrust his fingers deep inside his lover, Spanner could feel his whole body tremble with intense desire, and his erection twitch with so much need that the blonde teen didn't know if he could take anymore of Shoichi's cries. He hadn't been able to find release since they had started their romantic night together, so it wasn't too hard to see how Spanner was coming closer to being unable to keep himself in control.

And, sure enough, when Shoichi gave a last cry and came, his walls constricting deliciously around Spanner's fingers, it was all the British teen could take. Shouting out his lover's name, Spanner came at the sight of his ravished Shoichi, his orgasm shaking his whole body and sending his semen splashing onto his and Shoichi's stomachs.

Panting heavily, Spanner retracted his fingers from Shoichi's entrance and glanced up towards his beloved. He hadn't been able to keep his cool until he had entered Shoichi like he had planned. Would he even have enough energy to get hard again?

"I-I'm sorry, Shoichi," Spanner panted out huskily as he stared deeply into his lover's hazy, post-orgasm gaze. "Y-You were so sexy…I wasn't able to control myself…"


As he hit the mattress, the red-head felt even more warm liquid splash him. Hazy eyed, he looked at his love and realized Spanner had come, too. He hadn't even touched him!

The fingers left him then, and Shoichi whimpered softly at the loss. Their eyes met as his love apologized for his own release, the explanation sending incredible warmth through Shoichi's body. He disregarded the semen splashes totally as he just reacted to Spanner's words from the heart.

Sitting up, he threw his arms around his lover and kissed him passionately. Staying close to the other's lips, he looked into the blonde teen's baby-blue eyes. "You couldn't have made me any happier...I feel...honored that you think I'm so...sexy." He blushed a little, and smiled. "Don't feel sorry. No matter what happens. It was just...incredible."

Stroking Spanner's neck, Shoichi softly licked at the other's lips. "I can't tell you how much I love you," he whispered against the wet skin, before he sucked at the warm flesh and gently nibbled at it.


To Spanner's complete surprise, Shoichi disregarded everything from how tired he was after his orgasm to the messes on their stomachs as he sat up and flung his arms around Spanner, their lips mashing together passionately. The British teen's eyes widened exponentially at the action, but soon, he was closing them and kissing back. He didn't care how messy they were at the moment, in fact, he hadn't cared to begin with, he just loved the feeling of warmth that spread throughout him when he pressed his lips and his body back against Shochi's.

When the kiss ended, Spanner's half-lidded gaze met Shoichi's again as his lover spoke to him. Shivers ran down the taller teen's spine at feeling his beloved's breath against his lips, and at the words that left the other. Spanner wanted nothing more than to have all of Shoichi then; even though he was slightly tired.

"Shoichi," Spanner answered thickly with emotion as his baby-blue eyes shimmered with love for the smaller man before him. "I'm glad I could make you feel so good…I truly am..."

A playful smirk made its way onto his face then as his eyes danced with affection.

"You should know by now, though, that I think you're sexy. You're the only person who has been able to turn me on, remember?"

His beloved's reply was nothing more than a gentle sucking and nibbling of his lower lip, but Spanner took it in an instant, loving every second of the attention. Shoichi's hands were caressing the back of his neck as well, making the blonde teen hum softly.

With his hands on Shoichi's back then, Spanner started kneading small circles just above the programmer's butt, a sexy growl leaving his lips in that moment.

"I don't want the night to be over yet, Shoichi," Spanner uttered under his breath in a husky manner, his eyes burning heatedly for the other as he pressed their groins together suggestively. "I need more of you…"


The way Spanner returned the kiss made Shoichi hopeful. He would have understood if his love would have been too tired to carry on, but by the sexy caresses at his lower back and the words following that, he was reassured his love was ready for another go.

"I don't want this night to be over yet, either. I want to feel you...inside of me," Shoichi whispered back with the same intensity.

Gently pulling at Spanner's neck, he silently asked for the other to lay down. "You've made me feel so incredibly good, my love," the red-head murmured against Spanner's lips as he straddled him this time. "Let me...Let me try and make it up to you." Shoichi blushed as he half asked his beloved for permission.

He kissed the other slow and deep then, tasting all of Spanner's mouth as he pressed his body against his love's and moved slightly against it. His tongue traced the outline of the other's jaw next, moving down to the throat to play over his love's Adam's apple. He then softly sucked at the sensitive spot at the crook of Spanner's neck.

Shoichi slowly moved lower, kissing the other's chest. When he reached the first wet spot, he hesitated only for a second. Even though Spanner had gone down on him before, he had yet to reciprocate the action. He wasn't disgusted at the thought anymore, not since he knew how good it felt, but he hadn't gotten the chance to try to do it to Spanner yet.

He swiped the droplet of semen off with his tongue. A weird mixture of slight saltiness, rich sweetness, and a hint of cherry hit him. Everything about the mechanic was somehow connected to that sweet fruit. Shoichi searched out another spot and hummed softly at the rich taste again. This really wasn't bad at all, and he could only surmise how much more intense the taste would be coming from the source itself.

Still, he halted in his quest to lavish attention on Spanner's nipples first. Rubbing one gently with his fingers, he licked and sucked at the other. Carefully, he nibbled with his teeth on the straining, hardened nub then, while his fingers twirled the other one.


Hearing how Shoichi still wanted Spanner to join with him sent blood rushing straight to the young mechanic's groin. How could Shoichi not see how sexy he was when he talked like that? It was a major turn on!

Trying to hold back his whimpers of need, Spanner then felt Shoichi's hand guiding him to lie down on the mattress. Obediently doing what his lover silently asked, Spanner's heart rate quickened when he felt and saw Shoichi straddle him afterwards; the programmer's words then asking for permission to make him feel good. How could Spanner refuse?!

"O-Of course!" The British teen let out in surprise, his body shaking with anticipation then as he wondered on what Shoichi had in store for him.

The awaiting mechanic was met with his lover's lips and a deep, probing kiss. Spanner shuddered and allowed his lover access, humming in satisfaction at feeling the other explore his mouth to the fullest. Of course, Spanner kissed back and enticed Shoichi into an erotic dance of tongues, but the red-head didn't keep up the action for too long.

A slight sigh of disappointment left the blonde teen then when Shoichi parted from him, but Spanner's slight frown turned into a pleasurable gasp the next moment. Before the young mechanic could comprehend the situation, he felt Shoichi's tongue everywhere, and his lover was sucking and kissing his skin. Spanner squirmed pleasurably under the intimate touches, mewling and moaning lightly at the feeling.

After his lover was done leaving a hickey on his neck, Spanner witnessed Shoichi travel down to his chest to leave a light kiss. The British teen wondered if Shoichi could feel the vibrations from his fast beating heart through his lips. It honestly felt like his heart was resonating throughout his whole body from the excitement he was feeling. How could Shoichi not feel or hear it?

Spanner's thoughts were interrupted the next minute, though, by an amazing sight. Shoichi bent down and lapped up a droplet of semen from off his torso. A light gasp of pleasure and a shudder emanated from the blonde mechanic then. He almost couldn't believe what he had just seen. Shoichi had been disgusted with the thought of a blow job in any sense, so to see his beloved willingly lick up the residue from their orgasms was beyond surprising. Did he actually like it?

The next moment answered Spanner's inner question, because Shoichi traveled down to another spot and licked it up with a hum of appreciation. Another shuddering wave swept throughout Spanner's body then, and his flaccid member started to come back to life at the sight. Bloody hell, that was so sexy!

Spanner wasn't done being pampered, though. In the next instant, Shoichi was lavishing his nipples in every way possible, and leaving Spanner a gasping and writhing mess as he arched into his lover's attentive mouth and fingers. The pleasure he was feeling was sending shockwaves and blood straight down to his groin, making the young mechanic moan lightly in ecstasy as he grasped onto his lover's shoulders.

"S-Shoichi…more…" Spanner gasped out between panting breaths, his body rubbing up against his lover and mixing the semen still covering both of their bodies.

When Shoichi stopped his ministrations and looked into his eyes then, the British teen stared heatedly back, his next words coming out as more of a husky demand than a request.

"Lick me dry…"


Under his loving ministrations, Spanner writhed in ecstasy. Hearing the low moans and soft growls, and knowing his actions could make his cool and contained love this animated, made Shoichi proud of himself.

When his beloved mechanic begged for more and his shoulders were grabbed, he looked up. He was about to ask what Spanner wanted him to do, but he didn't need to. In a low voiced, sexy command, he told him exactly what he wanted.

A soft moan escaped Shoichi then as a shiver ran down his spine. "Anything you want," he whispered, caught in the intense gaze of the blue eyes that burned like sapphires now.

Tearing his eyes off his love's face, he looked down on his body. Since they had rubbed their bodies together in their need for contact, there were patches of semen all over Spanner's chest and stomach. He swooped down on the first, licking at it and humming softly again.

Sucking with his lips first, he attacked the next spot before he licked again, moving along the British teen's body and repeating the action. Feeling his love writhe under him, and hearing him utter his low, sexy sounds, turned Shoichi on in return.

He licked at the last spot he could find, which was underneath Spanner's bellybutton. When he was done, he looked up at his love again. His heart was beating faster, and he blushed again at the thought of what he was about to do. "Almost done...only one part left to clean..." He said softly, his voice only wavering slightly.

Shoichi tried to put all his love into one last gaze before he lowered his head, carefully held Spanner's reawakened flesh up with his fingertips, and licked along the underside from base to tip. A deep moan escaped Shoichi's lips when he reached the head. Just like he had expected, Spanner's unique taste was way more intense here. Almost greedily, his tongue played over the tip, dipping into the small slit to get more of that incredibly sweet, cherry taste.


A shudder of excitement coursed through Spanner's body when he heard his lover moan in assent. He almost couldn't believe that Shoichi was still willing to do such things to his body that he had been squeamish about before, but the young mechanic wasn't complaining at all. Shoichi's tongue was like heaven.

Sure enough, it wasn't long after that thought that the older programmer was sucking and licking his way down Spanner's chest. The British teen moaned lowly and writhed under the pleasurable touch, his eyes closing in rapture despite how much he wanted to keep them open and burn Shoichi's sexy actions to his memory for years to come.

As he felt Shoichi's tongue descend lower and lower down his body, Spanner could feel his now full erection twitching in anticipation for what he hoped would come next. When his beloved red-head stated that there was one more place he had to clean, Spanner opened his eyes to stare hopefully into his lover's heated emerald gaze.

Truly wondering if Shoichi was willing to completely go through with his request, the blonde teen was surprised, yet truly delighted, when he felt Shoichi hold his aching member with his fingertips and bent down to lick him clean. When he felt his lover's tongue lick him straight from the base of his length to the tip, and then dip it into the slit, it took all of Spanner's willpower not to arch his hips upward and demand more attention from the other as he gasped out his beloved's name. Instead he fisted the sheets below him until his knuckles turned stark white, and wriggled his hips as pre-cum began to drip from his tip. When Shoichi started to lap hungrily at his flesh then, it was almost too much for the young mechanic to take.

"Stop, Shoichi! Stop!" The British teen cried out as he placed one of his arms over his eyes in embarrassment and panted heavily under the attention. "It's too much…I can't…"

Thankfully, Shoichi stopped his ministrations in time before Spanner lost control of himself. The younger teen just lay there, his body shaking with need for release as he tried to calm himself down with steadying breathes. It truly amazed him on just how sensitive he was to Shoichi's touches. It was probably due to the fact that he wasn't used to other's touching him too much; especially in this sense.

"That was so close…" Spanner whispered out after he had finally regained control of his body again, his arm still covering his eyes as he blushed at his next words. "I…I really thought I was going to cum so hard that I wouldn't be able to get back up again. I can't afford that…Not now…"

With his mind set on his next course of action, and his resolve gathered, Spanner sat up then and stared deeply into Shochi's emerald gaze as one of his hands came up to caress the side of his beloved's face. Leaning forward, Spanner seductively licked Shoichi's lips, his eyes never leaving the other's.

"Do you mind giving me a rain check to finish this at another time?" The blonde teen asked, his voice husky as his blue eyes burned brightly with desire. "You see, there's this other obligation I must attend to tonight, and I think in order to do that, we have to switch our positions."

And with a possessive growl, Spanner placed one hand behind Shoichi's head, and the other on the small of the programmer's back. Despite the forceful grab, Spanner gently guided the other until Shoichi was lying flat against the mattress and Spanner was hovering over him.

"I still need to finish preparing you, Shoichi," Spanner uttered low with lust-filled eyes as he pressed his leaking erection against his lover's inner thigh. "I don't think I can stand waiting any longer…I need you so badly, it hurts."


So, this is where we decided to cut the lemon because of the sheer length of the chapter. To be continued in the next chapter, that is if you really, really want us to ;D So, go on, tell us!