A/N: Here is the next chapter! Personally this is my favourite chapter. When writing this chapter, I listened to a few songs I thought correlated with it. I recommend you listen to Roger Rabbit by Sleeping with Sirens, and/or Look After You by The Fray when reading this chapter. Idk i thought they went well with the chapter and they're lovely songs. (Also, the name of this story came from The Fray's Look After You)

Anyways, enjoy! And please please please review! :)

Disclaimer : I don't own anything


After arriving at the hotel, taking showers, and eating dinner, everyone went to their assigned rooms to get ready for bed.

And so Patricia and Joy went to their rooms and prepared themselves for bed.

Patricia slipped on a black tank top and pajama shorts and headed to the bathroom to wash her face and brush her teeth.

As soon as she finished, she received a text from Eddie. Curious, she opened it and instantly read it.

Hey, come to my room after everyone's in

bed. I'll text you when the coast is clear ;)

-Eddie

What did he want her to come to his room for? Eddie usually always just wanted to sleep as soon as possible. Patricia was curious and anxious. She had no makeup on, and was wearing semi revealing clothing. I mean, they were her pajamas. Did she have to change back? What exactly did he want?

"Whatchya looking at?" Joy asked curiously

Patricia decided to show Joy the text, and she immediately regretted that decision soon after Joy had seen it.

"Oh my god, Patricia" Joy whispered loudly, her eyes wide with excitement.

"What?"

"Look at that. He added a winky face! What if he wants to…you know?"

Patricia quickly caught on and her cheeks turned bright red.

Eddie wouldn't want to do that with her. Not today, in this hotel, probably not even ever. Besides, she wasn't really ready for that and Eddie knew they're were technically not together. It would confuse everything.

"Answer him back!" Joy told Patricia

Patricia texted Eddie back saying:

What if I don't want to… :P

-Patricia

Patricia waited for Eddie to text her back. When he did, she read it out loud so Joy could hear.

Remember I won the challenge? You have to :D

You can come now btw

-Eddie

"You have to go! I'll cover for you if anybody asks." Joy offered.

Patricia complied and texted Eddie back saying that she would be over soon.

Patricia headed for the door, but before she could get out, Joy whispered loudly, "Don't forget to use protection!"

Patricia scoffed loudly.

"Thanks Joy," she answered back sarcastically.

Patricia walked down the hallway to Eddie and Fabian's room as quiet as possible, and softly knocked on the door.

Immediately, Eddie opened the door and smiled brightly.

Patricia's heart instantly melted. He looked so boyish and adorable in his pajamas with his hair slightly messed up. She smiled shyly back at him and he grinned at her.

Eddie grabbed Patricia's arm and led her into the room.

She saw Fabian snoring loudly, obviously deep in slumber.

"We need to be quiet." Eddie stated putting a finger to his lips.

"We don't have to be that quiet. Look at him." Patricia said pointing to Fabian who was completely indulged in sleep.

Eddie shrugged, "I guess not"

"So…what'd you call me here for?" Patricia asked anxious.

"Hold on" Eddie said

"You do know we could get in trouble for this?" Patricia reminded him

"Since when does Patricia Williamson care about getting in trouble?"

"Good point" Patricia said quietly.

"You don't have to be nervous. Honestly, I just wanted to talk, cuddle and maybe watch tv."

He was adorable. All he wanted to do was cuddle.

"That's what you want as your reward?"

Eddie nodded his head

"You're adorable, do you know that?" Patricia said smiling softly

"I try." Eddie responded grinning

Eddie climbed on his bed and held out his arms wide open

Patricia walked over to him and hugged him back.

The two held each other in silence until Eddie spoke up.

"You know I'm yours right? Eddie asked while his chin was resting on Patricia's head.

Patricia looked up.

"You are?"

Eddie nodded.

"Forever?"

Eddie nodded again.

"Are you mine?" Eddie asked seriously

Patricia didn't know how to respond. She knew that she might be in love with him. She was actually pretty sure, but she was so pessimistic about everything. She was so unsure of the future. Life always had a tendency to screw up something good. She couldn't ever be certain of anything. And so she said…

"I'm yours forever so long as life allows it."

Eddie looked down at Patricia considering what she had just said.

He finally shook his head.

"Yacker, you can't wait until life gives you permission to do something. You've got to hold life tightly and you drag it around where you want to go. If you'll have me forever, then that's enough. Sure, unexpected things happen in life, but love defeats it all.

"And what if I die?"

"I'll still love you forever. You'll still be mine. Love defeats even death." Eddie stated completely sure.

"But Eddie, it's so hard to control life. It has me by the neck right now. When I think I'm getting better mentally, something pops up and I can't control it."

"It's so hard Eddie." Patricia whispered so softly.

"I know and that's why I'm here. Listen to me. I love you. I know you're afraid that your thoughts will drive you to death, but I'm telling you that you're stronger than that. I know you are. You're mind is playing you, and if you can realize that, you can get help and get better."

"I've always had a tough time asking for help. I mean, growing up I was the independent one. I think I just didn't want to bother anyone with my problems. Piper was always dependent on my parents for everything. She always had their help. I was the reserved and independent one. I still am. I guess that's why my parents don't call or visit often. They think I'm fine and dandy." Patricia realized

"Maybe. Even still, you're their daughter. They should visit you more often." Eddie told her

"I know. I'm just not loved as much by them. It's my fault really. If I had just…"

"Stop blaming yourself, Yacker." Eddie comforted

"But did I ever tell you about my baby brother and how they didn't even bother to tell me about him? They hate me, Eddie. I know they do."

"But I love you and I always will. I hope that'll be enough one day."

"It will be. Please just give me time to work everything out." Patricia pleaded.

"Of course. I'm yours forever remember? We have forever."

"You're amazing." Patrcia said simply with tears in her eyes.

"I know" Eddie said jokingly

Patricia laughed softly.

She reached up and kissed him on the cheek and then softly on the lips. She held his face between her hands and kissed him more passionately again. She positioned herself so that she was straddling him and continued to kiss him. Eddie placed both of his hands on the small of her back. She knew was taking a huge risk by doing this. Who knows where they would end up. However, she trusted herself and Eddie to stop before things went too far. Eddie leaned back on the bed and before they knew it, they were kissing mpre urgently and passionately.

Eddie flipped Patricia over and began leave trails of kisses down her neck. Patricia bit her lip to keep quiet.

"You're so beautiful" he breathed

Patricia's top had ridden up and Eddie ran his fingers along her stomach. He touched her bellybutton softly and Patricia's back arched straight off the bed. She gasped sharply from the contact.

"Sensitive spot?" Eddie asked huskily

Patricia could only nod her head. She never let anyone touch her bellybutton. She didn't even touch her bellybutton.

Eddie leaned down and kissed her bellybutton which sent tingling sensations throughout her body.

Eddie leaned back up and kissed Patricia once again.

He took her hand and placed it on his chest.

"You feel that?" Eddie asked quietly

Patricia nodded her head. She felt his heart beat erratically against his chest.

"That's love." Eddie said smiling.

Patricia bit her lip. He really did love her. To her, it was a hard thought to grasp. She saw herself so differently from how he saw her, and that is the greatest thing anyone could ever hope for. To have someone who sees you to be far more beautiful and special than how you see yourself.

Patricia engulfed Eddie in a hug. She didn't really know how to thank him and so she said…

"Eddie?"

"Mhmm?"

"I'll be yours forever." Patricia whispered

Eddie looked at Patricia and smiled.

"I know you will. "