It is now morning and I am still livid that you've been with her all night. When we took our vows, he promised to love eachother 'until death do us part'. By begin with her, you are breaking that vow. I don't know if I can forgive you for that.
If you had been gambling all night.
I would have forgiven you.
If you had been drinking all night
I would have forgiven you
If you had gotten arrested but were too ashamed to call
I would have forgiven you
But you were with HER!!
You were holding HER like you hold ME!
For THAT I don't know if I can EVER forgive you!
I'm sitting in the living room drinking my morning cup of tea when I hear the front door slam. Logan's back and by the sound of the door, none too happy.
You didn't kill him? I ask reaching out to him with my mind.
Part of me wants to be alone. Hence why I am up at seven in the morning on a saterday.
Part of me wants to be with him. Hence why I am speaking to him.
And yet another part wants you. Hence why I am thinking about you.
No Jeannie, I didn't kill 'im. He says, I just told 'im ta get his act together for your child's sake.
I knew he had heard me when he had left.
He can always hear me.
Jeannie, he was with...
HER! I can't even bare to say her name for fear it wll set me off once again. She has not been an x-men long but still hasn't moved into the mansion with the rest of the x-men. Personally, I believe she is still in bed with the Hell Fire Club. It would sure surprise me if I was wrong but I know I'm not. I know Logan. My voice is full of anger that I don't try to hide from him. He knows I am hurting and would not except me to be anything up upset and angry.
Jeannie, I'm sorry. He says as he appers in the doorway. Even though I am not facing the door, I know he is there. I can feel his precence as well as smell his district smell of beet and cigar smoke.
I have never liked that smell
I have never hated it either.
Before I can reply, his arms wrap around me neck and he kisses my cheek. A move he'd never have made if you were home. If you were home, he'd have no reason to make this move. For a few seconds I am happy and those few seconds as I move to kiss him as I once kissed you, would have, and should have, lasted longer but my mind wandered and found something strange.
I pull away from him and stand to my feet. He stands up straight and simply looks at me as if he's trying to read my mind.
"What's wrong?" He asks walking around the couch to where I stand.
"Scott's in trouble." I say simply. I can't explain it but I just know that something isn't right. Not that it was right before now but some how it had gotten worse.
"Ya sure Red?" He askes searching my green eyes.
"Yeah, I'm sure."
I see how my wanting to go after you has hurt him but he knows that if anything were to physically happen to you, I'd never forgive myself. I may be extreamly pissed at you right now but I do not want to see you dead.
"We'll take the car." Logan says sweetly as he leaves the room and I quickly follow him.
I follow him thinking about you.
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