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As I got in to his car the guilt started taking over my body. I looked at him and I knew this wasn't the right way to do it. Yes I want to be with him but him and only him. I can't think about going home to someone else I can't fathom the idea of someone kissing him or holding him but I can't be with him. No not while I am engaged to Tristan.

"Logan I can't" I say hoping he understands what I am about to say.

"You can't what?" He says looking at me quickly as he was driving.

"I can't sleep with you tonight. I can't wake up with you tomorrow and see you because I would never want to leave but I would have to and it would break my heart again." say looking at the window because I knew if I looked at him I would change my mind.

"I understand Rory what would you like me to do." He says understand more than I thought he would. "I'll take you to see your mom if you wish. I am sure you have a lot to talk to her about." He said as he started following the signs that lead to Stars Hollow.

"Logan thank you, thank you so much for understanding" I say take his hand in to mine as the road was long and straight.

"Rory I understand you need time to get your head together. I know you will need to talk it all over with your mom and see what she says. You forget Ace I know you. I know how your mind works." He kisses my hand as he tells me..

"I love you Mac" I squeeze his hand knowing he will understand.

"I love you too Ace but do me a favour don't take long on making up your mind ok." He said as he removed his hand from mind so he could change the gear and in to my road.

"I'll do my best" I stated as Logan pulled into the drive of the crap shack. I kissed him and exited the car. I walked over to the front door and turned and watched as Logan backed out the drive way. I turned and walked into the house and shut the door. I let out a big sigh that I didn't realise I was holding onto.

"Mom I need to talk to you!" I say as I walk into the living room and see her sitting on the sofa in a state of shock. My first guess would be that she had seen me get dropped off by Logan.

"I'm pregnant" that's not what I had expected to hear from my mum's lips. I went and sat down beside her and asked her a question which I thought I would never be asking my mom.

"Are you happy about it?" I look at her and she looks at me with tears running down her face.

"I don't know who the father is" I look at her shocked and was at a complete loss I mean what could she mean. She and my dad Christopher had got divorced about three months ago and she and Luke had got back together three months ago that's when it dawned on me that she had slept with the two of them just days apart and she was three months pregnant. A part of me wanted it to be my dad's I mean don't get me wrong I love Luke and am glad him and my mum are happy but if it was my dad's I would be getting a sibling. I know I had GiGi and a potential step sister in April but its just not the same as having a sister that shared the same mom and dad as me.

"I nearly slept with Logan" I say hoping it may help her take her mind of the predicament she is in at the moment.

"What when?" she asked me and I had known it had done the trick.

"Ummm about twenty minutes ago. In fact he was the one that dropped me off here. Oh and he knows about Alexis and is happy about it but Tristan not because Alexis likes Logan and is already calling him dad and I still love him and need to break up with Tristan but cant do that so soon after saying yes to marrying him. I mean I knew deep down that it was Logan I that wanted yet I couldn't say no which I don't understand. I mean I said no to Logan mum I said no to the guy I love and was able to say yes to a guy I love but am not in love with. I mean what do I do?" I say going off on a tangent forgetting I had an audience and that audience had grown. It wasn't till I heard Luke's voice behind me that I was broken from the trance I am in.

"If you don't love him Rory don't lead him on. I know that with time he will forgive you and you may become friends, but lying to him would be only hurt him more. Leading him on would slowly kill him because as soon as he becomes aware that you heart belongs to another he will try and hold on tighter but he will lose you in the end either way." He says joining my mom on the sofa.

"But how? How do I tell him that my heart belongs to another? That my heart belongs to the father of my daughter? The guy I let get away." I had questions and I was asking them and I was happy to have the help of both my mum and Luke the guy I see as my father.

"Rip the band aid off" mom tells me not looking at me but at look and I could tell that she was thinking it would be the solution to both the predicaments that the Gilmore Girls have at the moment.

"yeah your right mom!" I say standing up and heading to the door. "I need to do it tonight or its never going to be done." I say walking out and to my car. Before starting my car, I take my phone out and send Logan a text.

Hey mac, Telling Tristan tonight. Can't lie anymore. I need to be with you. You have my heart and you never gave it back. If I need a place for me and Alexis can we stay with you?

I start my car and drive towards the home me and Tristan have come to share. Once I arrived I parked the car and sat there for a while hoping that this was all a dream. As I went to get out my car my phone signalled that I had received a text message. I looked and read that is was from Logan.

Ace, you and Alexis will always have a have a home with me. I will be waiting. Love you Ace.

Mac.

It was short but meant the world to me. I excited the car and walked to the door as reading the text from Logan had given me the courage to do what has to be done. I got to the door and placed my hand on the door handle and walked in to the house and head to mine and Tristan's study. The door was open and I looked in and watched him work. I decided it was at that point that I should make my presence known.

"Hey Tristan, did Alexis get off to bed ok" I ask as I walk over and sit at the chair behind my deck.

"Oh hey sweetie. I thought you were staying at your mom's?" Tristan said as he got up and came over and tried to kiss me but I turned my head so he kissed my cheek.

"I, well she needed to talk to Luke about something and I need to talk to you about something." I say standing up and moving away so there was distance between us.

"yeah what's that?" He said stepping closer to me. I stepped back hoping that he would understand that I didn't want to be close to him.

"I love you Tristan, but at the end of the day I have to be true to myself and if I'm honest to you and me I'm still very much in love with Logan. I can't marry you! I'm sorry I said yes and got your hopes up." I say looking at Tristan only to be met with his hand around my neck pushing me towards the wall.

"You will marry me Mary, there is no escape. You said yes, so yes it is understand" I nod my head yes knowing it was the only way he would let me go. He had never done this before. How was I going to escape when I don't only have my life to fear for but also Alexis.

Hey hope you guys don't hate me to much with the way I have gone with the story. Please review and let me know.

Next chapter will be in Alexis POV about everything. From meeting her real dad to seeing Tristan threaten her mum.