I Don't Know!
Chap 7
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"Dana, are you mad?" Tasha asks whilst looking at her feet.
"Of course I'm fucking mad! Not at you, at Warren! He doesn't have the right to talk to you! Especially about me!" I yell.
"I'm sorry!" Tasha mumbles.
"It's not your fault, I should have warned you about him!" I sigh.
"Where can I sleep?" Tasha yawns.
I bite my lip. Tasha looks at me hopefully.
"In here I suppose!" I throw open the cover and wince.
Tasha softly crawls into the bed and cuddles into me. I can't help smiling. She falls asleep almost immediately.
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I'm going to throw up. I thrust my hand to the bedside table and feel around for the pot. Someone passes it to me. I don't have time to look as I am chucking my insides up. When I'm done I pass it back to the person and close my eyes for a minute to regroup and remember. I slowly turn my head and glance to my left. Logan's sitting there.
"Logan?" I whisper remembering Tasha's beside me.
"Hi!" he leans in and kisses me.
It's so nice to feel his lips touch mine again.
"Hey!" I breathe, "How did you know I needed that?"
"Your face was going green." Logan answers.
"I have to tell you something." I admit.
"What?" Logan holds my hand.
"I'm, you're gonna hate me," tears well in my eyes.
"I won't!" Logan shakes his head, his beautiful hair flows round his head.
"You will, I know you will! I'm-" he cuts me off.
"Pregnant?" he asks and immediately looks at his feet.
"How'd ya-" he cuts me off again.
"I can guess! I can read you like a book!" he rambles.
"You are angry, aren't you?" I mumble.
"No! Why would I be? Stupid question, there are a thousand reasons! I love you too much to lose you again!" Logan looks into my eyes and smiles.
I can see he means it. I can see he loves me. I can see he cares. I smile back.
"I'm keeping it!" I state.
"Of course!" Logan smiles.
"You told him, then?" Tasha yawns.
"Yeah!" Logan answers.
"I'm glad you two sorted it out, now can I please get to sleep?" Tasha moans.
"You are so your mother's daughter!" Logan rolls his eyes.
"What's that supposed to mean?" I snap.
"Just that she acts a lot like you!" Logan remarks.
"Uh!" I retort.
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Zoey's here now. I've sworn Logan to secrecy. There is noway he's going to tell anyone, I hope. I love the fact I can trust him again. I love the fact I love him. I LOVE him.
"So Dana, do you know when you're getting out?" she asks in her chirpy enthusiastic way.
I try to shake my head, wince and say, "No."
"Oh! Did Tasha have a good night?" she asks, her voice slightly down-trodden.
"I hope it's soon though, I'm going mad in here! For fun, I've counted all the tiles on the ceiling!" I joke.
"How many are there?" she giggles.
"A hundred and ninety-four and and a half!" I laugh.
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Warren's here. I want him to go, but I can't wake up. I'm stuck in a semi-conscious unconsciousness. Logan's here too. They're arguing. I can hear them. I know what they are saying.
"I have a right to be here!" Warren screams.
"How?" Logan shouts.
"I love her!"
"She doesn't love you!"
"She does deep down!"
"Don't keep your hopes up!"
"Why not?"
"She's mine, Warren! My girlfriend! And although she's having your kid she loves me!"
Oh my god! He told him! He fucking told the bastard! The one person I didn't want to know, he told!
"She's pregnant?"
"No!"
"She is, isn't she?"
"Don't be stupid!"
"Logan?"
"I shouldn't have said anything!"
"Is she?"
"It's confidential!"
"Please?"
"Warren, just leave her alone!"
"My mom will kill me!"
"How do you think her mom will react?"
"She's on the pill though! Ain't she?"
"I don't know! I froze her out of my life for two years, I don't know much about her anymore!"
Then I completely blank out. I can't hear them anymore.
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I wake up and Logan's still here. I groan.
"Dana?" he asks slowly.
I roll my eyes.
"What's wrong?" he asks unaware.
I close my eyes. Why should I answer him?
"What have I done now?" Logan bites his lip, even though I've got my eyes closed I know that's what he's doing.
"You should know!" I snap.
"You heard me and Warren, didn't you?" Logan sighs.
"Yes!" I yell.
My head throbs, so I clutch it. Logan comes over to me and reaches to my head.
"Don't touch me!" I scream.
Logan pulls back. He walks out the room. I cry. I thought I could trust him. I really did. I thought he understood me.
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Tasha's asleep and I'm crying again. I'm really crying. I know I've let him down before. I know I blow things way out of proportion. I know I love him. I know I'm pregnant. I know I can't handle this. I know I want him. I want him. I LOVE him. It's scary. I don't think I can handle this alone. I don't think he loves me anymore. I don't think I can sleep. I know I can't sleep.
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