A/N: ok, so it has been a while since the last time I have writin to you all. But just know that this one will some how mix everything together and let everything fit in where its suppost to go. BTW, my spell check is no where to be found on here… sry for lazy spelling!! Plus, I have school 2morrow! Sooo plz read and review!. Thanks love ya! PS. Very short chapter!! Sry… =/
Chapter 7. Who I am
TREV POV.
School has been a nightmere now that Raven was apperntly ignoring me now from what happened in the parking lot a week ago. I had enough of this silly game! It wasn't fair! I've been noticing small new things around me now that I was moping around. kept looking in the area where ever miss lil Becky was.2. Most cheerleaderd have heard many rumors about what happened in the parking lot, and laughed even harder at Raven now. And 3. Raven looked so happy now that I was out of the picture.
Almost every night I would lie there on my bed thinking about all of thereasons why I'm much better for her than that stupid, jerk, ugly, fugly, Goth freak! Yes I've seen them huging on each other and looking happly bliss, but I wanted that! I needed it from HER! And what surprised me the most was how all of that thinking only led me to ONE reason why I needed her more than him. It was because I knew her longer, And I knew what ticked her off, and I hoped that even when I made her mad that it just made her think more and more of me.
Ayden's screaming got me out of my own thoughts for a sec…
"ughhh! Comin Ayden!!" I walked slowly to his cribe. I noticed that he needed his dipper changed. Ewwww!
"ughhh! Gross ayden! " Even though hes a robot baby, I've learned to love him really. And its sad knowing that this will be our last week together. =(
So inoder to enjoy his last week with his parents, I was going to have Daddy, AND Mommy around all the time now.
Picking up raven for school…
I hookned my horn so loudly! That had to wake her up, or elst our whole town…
I saw someone slammbed the door, and stormed to the car. "What?!" she screamed at me. God… she was still pretty in the morning even if she was mad at me.
"Hey, get in real fast. While I drive us to school, we need to have a REAL talk. Like Mommy and a Daddy talk okay?" I grinned while I said this. I saw her face closely as it was surprised at first, then shocked.
"Ummmm, Well Becky was getting me… but sure why not." She slowly climbed in, as if not too sure about this.
I speed through the streets. Not really caring which way I was heading, I just didn't want to get to school that fast. I wanted time to talk to her, I NEEDED time to talk to her.
I parked the car in the far back of the parking lot. "Okaaay… So what did you have to talk to me about snobb?"
I laughed at that one. I missed her sarcasim over that dreaded week.
I turned toward her, "Look, I am truly sorry for last week, but just know that …" Why was this soo hard for me to get out? I looked around a bit nervouse before I countied. " But the point is I wanna let you know that since we only have this week left with Ayden, I REALLY think we should act like we're REALLY his parents before we give him up okay?"
That was probably one of the most hard things I had to tell her. But I was truly shocked by her answer.
"Well, I do have my nights with Alexander, but I guess we could hang with ayden after school…" "NOPE! We have to do this DURING school! So people will know whos his real parents are raven!"
"Ohh, well… sure…?" she seemed soo unsure with this. But I hoped it all went fine. I was glade that I finally had an exuse to just hold her hand now, and just say,' oh we're just pretending to be parents.'
I got out of the car and walked to her side of it, and opend her door for her. I held out a nice hand for her, which she glady took. Okay so if everything went well from here, than I might be able to get her wanting this as much as I did too. I wanted to SHOW her that I could care truly more than that frwak. DURING SCHOOL and after.
Bring it on Freak…
A/N: loved it?! I did too homies! Well, like I said, I have school 2morrow. So intell next time. Keep reading readers! Love ya
~FYInichole~ =)
