Alice POV
My world is surrounded by an aura of happiness nothing can be any better than this. I´m blessed to be around Jasper, practically all the time, if not by pretending being ´Al´ then as his friend at school. One day, after English class was over, Jasper came up to me and asked me about the summer party the future seniors to be will be having (I was a part of the group but my popularity was so BIG I haven´t heard about it!)
So… who´s your partner for the summer party? Jasper questioned me with a rather possessive stare?
Hum, yeah, the party, I'm not really going. I muttered
What! Why? I mean, I thought we could hang out. He said
Like your Gf will like that. I spat at him
Well, the ´we´ stands for Al. you and me, obviously
Right… but still I have nerd stuff to do you know (as if Al and me can be in the same place. Especially since the party is on the beach which means I don´t have a place to change back and did I say nerd stuff to do? So lame)
Ok, then if you manage to finish your stuff give me a call and set it up (how cute, he tries to be included in a social event )
And after that nothing much happened, two weeks later I was enjoying my summer vacation, well actually it was something like me been dragged by Emily in every clothe store in Seattle looking for a dress to the party, and so far we haven't found anything yet. This was going to take forever. But then I feel like I was been pulled off to a store and there it was the cutest blue with flowered imprinted I have ever seen, and the big problem of the party was resolved. Thanks to Emily covering up for me saying I was spending the night at her house, so curfew problem be gone!
Terrified I'm completely petrified, talking within girls about boys was normal, but once Emily said and quote ´so Ali-bee you and Jazzy-bird will be having hard sweaty rough violent almost making you numb sex all night right?´ what! I mean I wasn't dumb, I knew where babies come from, but obviously being a virgin and hearing your friend talk about sex like it´s some kind of SM thing I'm really sensible, even a landing mosquito in my arm will give me a bruise (exaggerating, much). The only mental image I have of sex is the one from the day I stayed with my mom watching soups and the guy and the gal under the cover sheet and that was it.
Full of questioning I left my friend´s house, I know some day I will have sex, and of course I will use protection but summer party is only four days away is too much little time to prepare myself (what a virgin! Haha kidding) but since I will have all night to ourselves and just kissing feels soo good then everything have to be even better right? And if it was with Jasper… it´s settled Jazzy-bird and Ali-bee are so going to get it on in four days can't wait (OMG! Being around Emily and Jared, has turned me in a slutty schoolgirl terrible)
Summer party night
I checked myself once more in the mirror, hair and make-up done, purse, done super cute dress done, parents asleep done. I´m ready to go and five minutes later a text message with a ´so want 2 see u right now babe´ indicated me I have to go downstairs. Before starting the car, Jasper turns around and gives me a silver wristband, so simple and yet so beautiful. I just mumble a very shy ´thank you´ to him
As soon we got to the beach the smell of burned wood, alcohol and teen hormones hit me, this was so different to La Push. Jasper took my hand and lead where his friends were. Not really my kind of people. I knew I wasn't going to talk to Emmet or Edward I headed to the girls and I saw it.
OMG! Is that a Gucci purse, mixed with a Hermes scarf accessorized with a Vintage ´60 necklace? I literally screamed at the blonde girl
Well, yeah it is, wow you sure know about fashion huh? Most of the people just say ´it looks pretty'. Small laugh. By the way I'm Rose you seem familiar (did she recognize me!) were you a football player girl or something?(phew)
What? Me with a jock no way. I said laughing
You know Rose´s boyfriend is the captain of the football team. The brunette girl pointed out. (I was in trouble)
I mean, ehem, me around a muscular athlete he will probably break bones just by giving me a hug. Haha. Rose giggled well.
Al, care for a dance? Jasper hand interrupted us, of course I'm dancing with my bimbo
After several dry humping or should I say dance? We back off the party and sat on the back of Jasper´s dad´s truck, that he borrowed hence his car was in the shop. Staring at the sky I turn my face and notices Jasper staring at my face. ´you´re really beautiful girl I've never seen´ he whispered to my ear. I think the time has come.
Jasper POV
Any guy sitting in the back of a truck with his girl will be probably taking her shirt off, but Al illuminated by the moon light seemed so pure and innocent. It didn´t fit her personality of the feisty party girl, it was more like a girl who likes indie music and English classes, she looked like Alice. How could this be? How come in the middle of kissing my girlfriend and passing my hand beneath her dress, caressing her tights, saving what it´s between her legs for later, going up to her flat belly, and up to her perfect fitted in my hand breast. In my head along with millions of hormones sent to my blood, a picture of dear cute Alice show up. And I had to stop.
Alice POV
What happen? I stuttered
I can´t have sex with you while… he trail off
You can´t? But the bulge in your jeans says the opposite (blushing like mad) what´s the matter Jasper. Why you can´t? I continue
I can´t be with you, while the picture of another girl is popping in my head and she is so different from you, that´s what wants me to care for
Said what? Another girl! How did this happen? Is he from your school? Is she here? Who is she? Tell me. I was going frenetic this cannot be happening to me right now.
She is from he school, but she is not here, and since I don't like to lie and you asked her name is Alice Brandon. He pointed out
I started to laugh so hard like never in my life. I put my hands in my face and try to rub off as much make-up I can.
This has to be by far the best prank ever, look at me Jasper I am Alice. First you are my boyfriend then in the middle of foreplay you stop because of the me at school. Let me explain it to you Alexandra doesn't exist it was me all along. I stood up
How could you do this? He yelled. You lied to me, and pretend you were someone else. What kind of a person you are? Deceived me at this level and for so long what was your plan? To sleep with me and then said it to all the school like all the previous BITCHES before you had done. How vicious of you.
(I couldn't believe it) vicious as in cruel? You may call me a liar but cruel!, since the first second I saw you I was totally in-love with you. And for the next week I spent it praying, so that you could look at me, but I was like the invisible woman and I was never noticed, at the beginning of high school I was constantly bullied and a single glance of your backpack did my day. How pathetic is that? I hurried to the classes we shared and you never were there, I was that naïve, you were the one who always ignored me and i´m the cruel one. Then one night I was persuaded by my only friend to go to this club, and she dresses me up and all that. And then you noticed me and ask for my name well of course you didn't even knew about my existence. So I just went with the flow and you were almost eager to see me again and all the dreams I've had were coming true how could I reject that? And every time we saw each other or you even pronounced my name I was so happy, so much that the guilt I felt for pretending someone I'm not faded. Sorry that I lied to you, sorry for being so vicious, and that you have to even breathe the same of this BITCH, I never wanted to be known as one of ´Jas´s girls´ I just wanted my life to be acknowledge by you, that´s all. If you don't want ever see my face again it´s okay I understand, maybe is for the best and that way I can forg- no, I could never forget you, but at least experience a taste of what life is…
I jumped off the car and started running as hard as I can.
Soo, after a long time, I write this again I hope someone will read it and liked it, please do review, I intended to do story short so the next chap probably will be the last one. I do not own Twilight and it´s saga.
