* A/N Seems as though people are worried about Damon's intentions. I just want everyone to remember, he is a man who is broken. He was involved with a crazy woman (for years), who pushed him to his brink time and time again, got violent with him, black mailed him, and mentally messed with his head, even physically abused him at times, because she knew he would never hit her, making him confused when it comes to showing love. He is confused with knowing what a woman wants. So, by doing what he knows best, reacting, then acting on his emotions immediately, he makes questionable decisions. But, he has nothing but the best intentions for Bonnie. He doesn't realize he has done something questionable, when he reacts to her in a loving way, it scares him, because he has no idea why he has this soft side with her. The night after the crazy sexual encounter they had, he made the most passionate, tender, love to her. She doesn't realize, that her opposition is what confuses him, if she does something by mistake, he takes it as a que to react, because the other woman did those same types of things on purpose to get a reaction out of him. Bonnie reacts to him with passion and unconditional understanding, because she is unaware that what he is doing is coming from an angry place, so much as she believes he's has an aggressive side sexually. My writing style may not come off as deep, but there are always deep messages within my context, and some reading between the lines. I hope this makes sense. Thanks to all of you who continue enjoying my story. It will remain a roller coaster but this chapter is a fun break for Bonnie, which she needs.
* I do not own these characters.
* Please enjoy!
Bonnie and Damon have spent a few days apart. After all that escalated the night of the Christmas party, Bonnie knew she needed time. Damon also knew that in order to make any progress moving forward with a woman like Bonnie, he may have to take ten steps back at times. They text one another in the days they spent apart. Unfortunately for Bonnie, her best friend was spending a lot of time with Stefan, so she was alone, which was good because it gave her time to think about things with Damon. She was going over some options in her head regarding her career options, and Nadia's proposal. What it would mean for her to become a more prominent performer in the show, and how it affects her personal life. Sure, she and Damon were taking a couple steps back, but it didn't mean she wanted to neglect their relationship.
Today Bonnie had no idea what to do with herself. Two weeks off, paid, and her bestie was busy with Stefan. Truthfully, she was happy for Lexi. Lexi came when Bonnie needed help, and basically rescued her. Now it was up to Bonnie, to try and get Lexi dancing again. She was working on a routine for Lexi to audition with. January auditions were coming up and she wanted Lexi ready.
(BUZZ)
She got a text from an unknown number
Hey this is Caroline Forbes. Wondering if you have free time for an interview for my blog?
BB – Hello Caroline, sure.
CF – Today? Seriously…
BB – Yes. Lol
CF – Okay, where would you like to meet up?
BB – Margaritaville ;)
CF – what! YES! Okay. How's 2?
BB – perfect
Bonnie was looking forward to meeting up with Caroline, she got a good vibe from her when she met her and she wasn't like the rest of the girls in the Socialites' that all knew one another in Las Vegas.
When Bonnie showed up, Caroline was sitting with a margarita and a sombrero on her head.
"I had to get it. I never get out to have drinks." Caroline says as Bonnie walks up smiling.
"You don't seem to need a drink to have fun, you are naturally bubbly."
"Haaa, yeah. I guess. I try to make everything positive. "
"That is a great outlook, I tend to keep everything business as usual."
"Oh crap. Sorry, I probably shouldn't have gotten a margarita."
"Relax, Caroline, I asked you to meet here because I needed a drink. My week has been heavy, and I think it's nice to unwind sometimes. I rarely do." Her smile was inviting to Caroline.
"If I can be honest, I have no girlfriends out here. I was hanging out for years with some girls I grew up with, then they just became mean girls after high school. I have kept my distance."
"Hey, at least you had that. I ended up being homeschooled for high school, and didn't meet my first real friends until college. Lexi, the girl that was with me at the party, and my best guy friend Marcellus."
"Oh, yeah she seems nice. Wow, home schooling, seems so sheltering. I couldn't imagine."
"Yeah, I had a lonely upbringing. I didn't have my first real interactions as an adult until I moved here. Trust me, Las Vegas has taught me some harsh realities about adulthood."
"Try growing up out here, you grow up so fast. Temptation is real." Caroline says with a serious face prompting both girls to laugh. "everyone here has no real ambitions but to be rich. I want to have my blog be successful, but I just am not exposed to a lot. I am always at home or I come have lunch one or twice a week with my mom. I just want more experience of the working world. Not enough to start a business, but to have a place to go to everyday that gives me purpose." The girl stopped smiling for the first time.
"Caroline, why don't you just get a part time job somewhere?"
"My fiancé says no wife of his will be working for shitty paycheck when he has more than enough money to support us. Plus, he doesn't want to do anything to affect his status."
"I had no idea how important social Circles and Status were here. It is amazing how much I have learned coming from my small, comfortable town of Mystic Falls Virginia. This Dorothy sure ain't in Kansas anymore."
"It is not all that important to me. I mean I come from a family of Money, but we are all different I guess. When you are lonely, you evaluate things differently."
"Well, you don't have to be alone Caroline. I'd love it, if you hung out with Lexi and I. I mean we are not rich, but we are friend worthy."
"I'd love that."
Both girls smiled. Then Bonnie spoke, "So whataya say we forget about this blog today and just have fun? I promise to follow up with your interview. I have two whole weeks off."
Caroline thought about it a second then gave the biggest smile of her life and said, "Hell Yeah."
Caroline and Bonnie drank all afternoon, then they did karaoke, and gambled. When Lexi was finished hanging out with Stefan, she called Bonnie, then met up with the girls. Surprisingly, Lexi and Caroline hit it right off and it only made sense that all three girls suck at gambling, but went to play black jack, and won $10, 000 and blew it all a strip clubs.
"As long as I have lived here, I have never had this much fun. I know I barely know the two of you, u=but I love you girls." Caroline said.
"Well, you live up to the bubbly potential whether or not you are drunk." Lexi said. "I swear at one point I saw you riding a unicorn over a rainbow."
They all started laughing so hard. "Oh my word. I am going to pee on myself." Bonnie said, crying.
"This bitch was letting the stripper dance on her and she was asking why his 'THINGIE' is so big?" They paused laughing, "What the hell is a THINGIE? It's a dick Ca-ro-line!" The girls got horse from laughing.
"Lexi, your mouth is so foul! Kiss your man with that mouth?"
"Hell yes I do!"
"Say F-U-C-K Caroline."
"What, No!"
Bonnie aided Lexi, "Caroline, I don't curse a lot either but sometimes it feels good to just let it out."
Lexi to Caroline, "Come on Caroline. "Fuck Bitches get Money."
"What are we, Lexi, twelve-year-old boys?" Bonnie laughed.
" I don't know the cool lingo Bon. I am just trying to get Prissy pants to say an indecent word."
"Caroline, you know you remind me of the Cheerful Bear from the Care Bear cartoons." Bonnie said.
"A fucking Care bear BITCH? Fuck my life!"
"ATTA GIRL! Although, I must admit, it sounds like you've said it before."
"Yeah, it's been a while. Tyler thinks I should always look and act like a lady."
"So, for clarity, he's a chauvinist?"
"LEXI!" Bonnie said.
"No, she's right. He is. With all the machismo to go with it. He's a pretty annoying sometimes. But we've been together since high school, and I love him."
"Wow, I can't imagine staying with the guys I dated in high school this long."
"Hey at least you guys dated guys in high school." Bonnie said. "Are you happy Caroline?"
"I think so. I mean, I am happy, but I don't know anything else. I'm 25 in a ten-year relationship with my high school sweetheart. This is the only thing I know."
"So you've had sex with ONE GUY?"
"Well, no! We trial separated a couple years back. And I had two other sexual encounters. A one-night stand, and A guy I dated for a couple of months. But nothing compared to Tyler. I mean, yeah it was fun, and there was some great sex, but it was so disconnected when it was over. No holding, no kissing, no conversation. Just I'll call you. I hated it truthfully."
"Why did you guys separate?"
"it's a long story that I can tell you when I am not drunk. But for now, I have an idea, it's relatively late, there is something I have always wanted to do. Let's go."
The girls caught a cab to the southern most side of the Las Vegas strip, which it the entrance if you are coming from California. They got dropped off in front of the LUXOR hotel and casino. They went beyond a security point up to an area hidden, around the front of the Casino, underneath the Sphinx, and climbed it.
"Caroline, can we even do this?" Lexi asked.
"Well, who says we can't?"
She had a point, there were no security around. The girls climbed up the arm of the Sphinx and helped one another up. They laid out on the arm of it and in their drunken state, facing the East Coast, watched the sunrise. It's a beautiful sight, if a person has never watched the sunrise in Vegas, it should be on their bucket list. The light hits the horizon of the city, washing away all of the debauchery of the night, comforting the nerves of the past 24 hours of indiscretions, reminding us, that we can do it all over again, or leave it behind forever. That was the kind of place Las Vegas was, A long term vacation, or a quick trip of forget-me-nots. One things for sure, it takes a strong person to live in Las Vegas, and not fall to temptations, from time to time.
Lexi, Bonnie, and Caroline, laid up top of the sphinx, silently watching the sunrise. Bonnie was in the middle, she and Caroline held hands, while Lexi laid her head on Bonnies chest, as Bonnie's arm wrapped around her.
"Let's promise to do this again. Just sit here and get lost in the painting before us." Caroline's contentment was settling.
"Deal." Bonnie said.
"Deal." Lexi said.
"Thanks for this, I love you B-I-T-C-H-E-S!" they all laughed.
"Love you bitch."
"Love ya'll."
The next day Bonnie was smiling from her day of debauchery with Caroline and Lexi. She hadn't seen Damon in three days. She planned on spending much of this vacation with him, but maybe this was for the best. He was still working, and she made plans today to get Lexi ready for auditions. While she was waiting for Lexi to come by the studio at the CCBB Building, she texted Damon.
BB – Have plans tonight?
DS – Yes. Business with Stefan and Klaus.
BB – Ok. I miss you.
DS – I miss you more.
BB – Well, have a good day.
DS – You to Bonbon (:
"What was that all about? That felt forced and unbearable almost. I get it, I have been cool on him a few days, but I just needed some space, I am feeling like crap, because I think he took it personally." Bonnie said to herself.
"What are you talking about sweetie? And to whom?" Lexi laughed. Always catching Bonnie talking to herself.
"Nothing. Just grilling myself on this man. He is so hard to read. Like he is very hot and cold, I hate it."
"Maybe he just doesn't want to crowd you. He came on strong at first, remember. He might be feeling vulnerable now."
"Lexi, we've gone past vulnerable. We have had sex."
"Bon, we never did talk about it. How was it? I told you about Stefan. I mean the parts I remember." She said laughing. "The morning sex was ah-ma-zing!"
"Damnit. I should pat myself on the back, I knew you guys would hit it off the second I met him. I planned this, so name your first child after me."
"Children. Bonnie, I'm still trying to adjust to dating in this city, I have no long term plans."
"I know. But I see something with you guys."
"Enough about me and Stef. What about Damon?"
"Well, when you and Stefan had sex, how would you describe the sex?"
"I told you, amazing!"
"Was it rough, soft, romantic, slow, fast, crazy…?"
"I guess you could say he has a very rough side to him. But he's romantic. A lot of sweet talking, and asking me how I wanted it. It was him trying to please me."
"Wow."
"Bon, what? Talk to me."
"It's nothing, I just felt that my experience was so controlled. I mean don't get me wrong it was explosive, but, it was torturous."
"Meaning?"
"He was rough, and he was holding my orgasms back from me. Like he was so good at what he did, he was a little cocky about it. Then he would make my orgasm the most explosive, and liberating thing I had ever felt. I didn't even count the number of orgasms, girl. But in his eyes, he was torturing me at the same time, he loved making me cum. It was confusing. Then the next morning, he was so tender, and careful, and he articulated his motions, and movements with incredible grace and feeling. The intimacy was so connected; I could have sworn I have known him my entire life. "
"No shit. Do you think he has issues?" Lexi, was thoroughly perplexed, not because of the crazy sex, but the orgasm thing had her wondering how there could even be a problem. Most men, don't care about pleasing the woman. Still, she knew Bonnie wasn't used to the behavior.
"I don't know. I want to talk to him, but after only seeing each other for a week I think it could be over stepping my boundaries. It's just that in this week, he has been so intense. He has been incredibly romantic, and deep on one hand and on the other hand, he has been a bit dark, and mysterious."
"Bonnie, maybe he has a bad past. Maybe he has had his heart-broken." Lexi words strike a nerve.
Bonnie thought she knew a thing or two about being broken-hearted because her ex couldn't support her career, and basically made her choose between love and career. Kai was also unwilling to share Bonnie with anyone or anything. She always thought she had this hard shell, but compared to Damon, Bonnie was easy going. She could just walk away now, unscathed. Her heart would remain intact, and she'd just be sad about imagining what it could have been. Whatever it was, that was plaguing her, she needed out of her funk.
"Maybe you are right Lexi. I shouldn't be so hard on him. I will take this slowly, and allow him to be who he is and if he wants to move forward with me, I should let him move on his terms. I can't believe I wanted to jump into something. It's not like me."
"Stop over thinking it Bon. I think Damon likes you a lot."
"He called me his girlfriend…"
"What do you feel about that?"
"I feel as though he said it out of obligation and insecurity towards Mason. I don't think he meant it."
"When you and him talk again, it's good to address that part right away."
"Yeah. Okay let's work on this piece. I need you ready for your audition. I intend on making you a vixen; now I can tell you exactly what I look for. I will give you some tips and a beginning to a routine. It's up to you to finish it and bring on your personal style okay?"
"Okay. Let's hope I can do this."
"You can."
"And if I do? Who will be your assistant?"
"Well before you came, I was doing everything on my own, so maybe I can just go back to doing that. OR… I was thinking of talking to Caroline about it. But I wanted your opinion, because, maybe you think it is too soon?"
"I think it is perfect. Plus, any really personal stuff, I can still handle in the meantime, until you feel you can trust her enough. I mean, just a suggestion."
"God, I love you. Will you date me? You seem to read my mind, respect my career, and make my life simple."
"Ha, if only it were that easy Boo!"
Bonnie and Lexi warm up, then begin working on choreography. Lexi hasn't touched a dance floor in almost a year. Her frustrations were getting the best of her as she danced a specific part of the routine. She worked on it over and over, and Bonnie stayed on top of her about it, because Bonnie was a perfectionist when it came to choreography. She watched Lexi's technique like a hawk, critiquing every, little distinct move. As Bonnie was counting aloud, she realized Lexi needed a break, and when Bonnie's phone rang, she told her to take a break and re-hydrate.
(RING)
"Speak of the devil, Hey Caroline! We were just talking about you a bit ago."
B - "Yes, good of course. But it can wait until I see you in person."
B - "Tonight?"
B - "Where?"
B - "Club Moon?"
B - "I don't know. Let me ask her… Lex, club tonight or do you have plans with Stef?"
"No He'll be at a business thing he said." Lexi pointed out.
B - "She said yea. How did you get this invite?"
B - "Club owner is a friend of the family. Okay. Come by my place, and get ready with Lex and me. I'll text you the directions."
B - "Kay girl. See ya later then."
Lexi looks at Bonnie, and tells her, "This is good. You need this. You and I have never had this. Young, reckless, clubbing years. I mean, why not now, we have no ties to us. I mean yeah, the Salvatore Brothers, but neither of us are in anything official. I'm down if you are."
"Yeah, I am." Just like that Bonnie agreed, she knew she needed to keep her mind clear of clutter. Tonight was about fun.
When Caroline got to Bonnie's house the girls started getting ready and pre-gaming. The night was young and the girls were having an amazing bonding experience. At least Bonnie was having some positive energy in her vacation. Having not seen Damon, and being off work was making her antsy. Staying busy worked in her favor because she was always busy. The girls kept her from focusing on one thing to long. Bonnie started talking to Caroline about the opportunity she had for her. Being paid to be her assistant, and get Caroline familiarized with her world, and having her own purpose that didn't involve her husband Tyler and being his future trophy wife.
"No SHIT? BON!"
"Yes. Care, I think it would be perfect for you. You will have your own thing outside of the upcoming nuptials." Bonnie wanted her to say yes so bad.
"Plus, Bon is not so terrible to work for," Lexi laughs.
"I'll pay you. I mean I know you don't need the money, with your family and all but, its just another assurance that you are appreciated."
"YES! I will. Not yes buck FUCK YES!"
"Okay then. Goldie Locks, you start January. I truly believe in you. This will also help y our blog, because you will meet lots of people you can interview or talk to."
"Why Bonnie? Why did I meet you almost a week ago and you just, without a question, pulled me into this amazing love that you give? You are so loving Bonnie. You won't regret this. I will be the best assistant ever. No offence Lexi"
"None taken Care bear."
"Fucking Care Bear, I'll never live that down."
"Not a chance in hell." Lexi said.
"I wish I knew you guys growing up. I wouldn't have been lonely the past few years of my life."
Those words broke Bonnie and Lexi's heart, and at the same time made them feel as though they made the best decision.
Two hours later and some shots, and wine, the girls call an Uber. While they wait they take selfies. Caroline posts them and so does Lexi.
"My first job as your personal assistant is to market you and promote your brand."
"What?"
"Just wait and see. I'll see if it works first, and if it does, I will let you know. This is going to be fantastic for you and my blog."
"Selfie time."
They all had on Black. Lexi had on a two-piece tube top with a high waist pencil skirt and ankle boots, her hair was straight and all brushed to the back. Caroline, had on a long sleeved, scoop neck dress, that stopped mid-thigh with red 4 inch platforms, and her hair was curled. Bonnie had on A long one-piece corseted dress. It hugged her body to the knees and she wore stilettos, Bonnie wore red lipstick, with her hair straightened, and parted to the right, with a good majority of it hanging over the right side of her face. Her green eyes were so fierce tonight.
Again, they make heads turn within minutes of entering the club. It is set up so dim, that it's hard to see all of the booths. The girls had a booth near the dance floor and made it through the smoke in enough time to sit down before the crowd gets ridiculous. The cocktail waitress brought them Two bottles of Cîroc and two fancy pitcher, one filled with Cranberry juice the other with OJ, a fancy pitcher of ice and some cocktail glasses.
"Damn, you ladies look hot." Bonnie said.
"Bon, your boobs look amazing. You know some guy would be lucky to have a girl with a body like yours. Do you have a man?"
"I am seeing someone. Its brand new so I don't know what we are. But he is hard to read. He's very hot and cold, ya know?"
"Do you like him?"
"Unfortunately I can't stop thinking about him, but again, we are just starting out. So I am not trying to make any drastic decisions that could potentially hurt our situation."
"Well, let me say this, if he isn't checking up on you on a Friday night, he probably has his options open. So you should have yours open too. I am not saying cheat, but I am not saying not to either."
"This guy is the one for Bonnie. I can feel it. Since the moment they met. I just think it won't come easy for either of them." Lexi said.
"What about you, Lexi?"
"Something new as well. I am open. I do like this guy, but he hasn't declared anything, so I am just going with the flow."
"That is perfect." Caroline says.
"And you Care? What about you?" Bonnie asks.
"Honestly, I just want to be happy. Right now, being out, with you guys, and dolled up… this is happy for me."
"I'll drink to that." Bonnie says.
Several men have come up to the women throughout the night trying to dance. Lexi and Caroline have both obliged. Bonnie doesn't feel right. She remembers how angry Damon got before. At the same time, she just hates the idea of sitting there not moving. Looking like a prude. So she just gets up and dances alone, when one of her favorite songs comes on. A tall guy walks up behind her and starts to dance, she turns around and politely tells him she isn't interested. He leans all the way down to her, because she is so short compared to him, whispers in her ear.
"I just want to dance one dance; I won't get inappropriate. Today is my 21st birthday, and the guys dared me to see if I could get the courage to attempt to dance with the prettiest girl in the club."
"Aww, you are too sweet."
"Thanks, can you just flatter me, and let me look good for my boys over there?" Pointing to a random group of young guys, early twenties.
"I'll do you one better, when the song is almost over, lean into me and I'll kiss your cheek, and we can take a selfie, you with me and my two friends."
"Okay. Thanks. Hey, I am Jeremy by the way, what's your name?"
"Bonnie."
"Bonnie, you are gorgeous. You have made this the best 21st birthday."
"No, go to Fremont street Experience. Zip line, and then put a $20 on black jack at the 4 Queens, then it'll be the best 21st birthday ever."
"Fremont Street Experience?"
"Downtown Las Vegas, it's old town. So much more fun than the strip."
"Tomorrow, I'll do that for sure. Thanks"
"You're welcome."
The song was over and as promised he got his picture and a kiss on the cheek.
"Do you care if I post this to my social media accounts?"
"Umm, sure, I guess."
"Yes, and tag those pictures. #ChittyChittyBangBangLV #CCBBLV #VixendancerCCBB. Here let me see it I will do it."
"Caroline, what is this?"
"You'll see Bon."
"Okay thanks Bonnie. Have a good night."
"You too Jeremy, Happy 21st Birthday."
When the younger guy walked away, his boys all pounded him and gave him high fives. She felt good about herself. Caroline felt good about the fact that she was about to market the shit out of Bonnie and her club. Lexi, just felt, plain good.
After being there a couple of hours the girls were having fun, they were drunk and they were carefree. Bonnie was dancing, and unsuspecting on a set of eyes that had been watching her for a while. She was really, in a happy state. If someone watched her dance, and smile, and laugh with her friends, it would make a person wish they were her, or at least doing the same thing she is doing. She turned down guys left and right. Except one guy that came up to her. Somehow, he happened to get the green light.
"Hey, sorry, I feel like an idiot, you probably don't even remember me-"
"Matt Donovan!" She cuts him off and surprises him.
"Wh-well how in the hell?" He laughed.
"Some faces you just don't forget."
"Right. Well I definitely didn't forget your beautiful face. I was actually kind of embarrassed to come and talk to you." He shouts over the last music. "You have turned down every guy who's come up to you."
"I think I am a good judge of character. I knew their intentions were ill conceived."
He smiles and reaches to pull her closer. She lets him. Then pulls away a little.
"I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. I read that all wrong."
"No Matt it isn't you, it's just, I am in a complicated situation right now."
"Hey no need to explain. Let's just dance, I'm still lucky, it says a lot about me that you let me dance with you."
Bonnie makes eye contact with Matt and feels some unexpected spark, she pushes it out of her system. It doesn't go unnoticed.
Bonnie smiles. They dance together for a while. Lexi notices, and Caroline, and even though they'd love to see Bonnie get freaky, she won't. She and Matt keep it PG and three is a lot of laughing going on.
"Only Bonnie can have a sexy man enjoying her company, not touching him, dressed in sexy clothes, and still being PG at a club." Lexi says to Caroline.
"Whomever this guy is she's dating, surely is lucky," Caroline says.
Bonnie and Matt finally separate, and she excuses herself to the bathroom. Her corset was feeling tight, and she wanted to go in the ladies' room to adjust. Unbeknownst to her she followed.
The bathroom is crowded. She is amazed by the corner stall she finds herself in. The bathroom wall is glass and she can see a view of the city, and is happy that she doesn't have to go to the bathroom. She is so drunk; she laughs to herself while staring at selfies of her and the girls from the night so far, just standing in the stall taking up space. She wants a memory of herself in this glass window stall. When she's done she takes a selfie. Drunk Bonnie taking selfies. The noise in the bathroom filters out rather quickly. It is uncomfortably quite so she gets ready to leave the stall when the bathroom lights go out.
"Hello."
"Lexi, Caroline?"
"This isn't funny."
"Anyone out there?"
She gets startled and opens the stall to peek out, and she is pushed into the stall and it is locked behind the man who pushes her back in. If it weren't for the stall being a glass wall, she wouldn't have seen the light reflected off of those scary blue eyes.
"Damon?"
"Hey Bonbon, don't you look disturbingly delectable tonight!"
"What are you doing here?" she asks.
"What are you doing here?" he counters.
"I asked you first."
"I don't care."
"I am here with my girlfriends. What the hell are you doing here, what about business?"
"I am here on business."
"Okay, well I should go, before Lex and Care worry."
"Funny. I didn't see any females, just a man you were dancing with."
"He is a friend."
"You know, Bonbon, I can only tell you how much I have missed you all week. You have been MIA, and I have let you, because I thought you just wanted a little space. Then I saw you having fun some other man, it kind of made me jealous."
"Well, it meant nothing."
"Don't worry Bonbon, I just want to show you how much a miss you."
He pulls her into a soft kiss. "This morning I woke up, and I was hard as a rock, and I wished you were lying next to me." He turned her around so that his chest was on her back. He started touching her in a salacious manner.
"Since I didn't have you there, I did my best to picture you." He whispered in her ear. Tilted her head, allowing his breath to heat up her skin.
"First, I saw your body in all of its brown and beautiful, glory, lying next to me, just the way it was last time I saw you. Covered half way with my black sheets." He massaged his hands softly over her body.
"Then I remembered, how when you were asleep, I pulled the covers off of you, and just basked in your nakedness. You are so beautiful naked." He nips at her ear. "Dancing does a body good."
Bonnie was allowing him to touch her, in this calm manner, because she was drunk, and it felt amazing. She can't lie and say she didn't miss him, because she did. Even though the last few days have been fun, he was on her mind every night, and every morning.
Bonnie is trying to be strong, but this man is walking, talking sex.
"When you lay there naked, I kissed you all over. I kissed from your feet to your forehead." Kissing her temple. She closes her eyes, breathing him in deeply, leaning back into him. She loves his smell.
"The night you and I first had sex, my worst fear, was that you thought I wanted to hurt you. I just wanted to show you, how good I could make you feel." His hands begin sliding down the front of her body. "I've been addicted to the sound you make when you cum, since the night you danced for me."
She's stuck in his fantasy world again.
"And to my surprise, I made you come 18 times the other night Bonnie." He gives a grin that only the mother of the Devil could love. "I didn't even think that was possible, did you?" I mean I knew I was good, but, not that good. Goes to show how your body responds to me my little Bonbon. He gives a sinister giggle.
"Bonnie, I never want to hurt you." He stops mid-thigh, then begins scrunching her tight dress up until he reaches the end of it with his fingers, then he pulls it up to her hips.
"Damo-"
"Ch, chsh chsh." He silences her.
"When I am inside of you Bonnie, I don't want those moments to end. Mm." he makes a grunt sound, just thinking about her makes him horny. "I think that you, quite possibly, may be the death of me, because, all I think about is how I just want to make you feel good." He says as his fingers play with the lining of her panties.
"The image of you naked, stays with me all day. At work, at meetings, in the shower, talking to Stefan, eating dinner." He started to play with her lips, once he entered her panties.
"Your juicy little pussy," He says with fervor pushing is two fingers inside of her, listening to her whimper in his grasp, and moving them in and out only a couple of times, "Tastes so good." He pulls them out of her and puts them into his mouth.
"But I will stop doing all of these things, touching you, teasing you, or talking dirty to you, if you want me too. "
"I never said I wanted you to stop those things, Damon."
"I don't want to rush you Bonnie. I will move at your pace. Although it is hard to watch you here and dancing with other men, if you want an open relationship, just tell me. Is that what you want Bonbon?'
'No."
He turns her to him, "I don't care that it hasn't been that long, since I have known you. I know what I want. I don't want anyone else. I was wrong to claim you like that in front of Mason, you are right, that was me acting insecure. I shouldn't have made a claim to you for my own selfish reasons. Without having had that discussion with you. I've been tortured by my thoughts all week, and plagued with guilt. I just want to do normal things with you. You don't have to be my girlfriend right now. Hell, we don't have to have sex. Let's date. Let's go to carnivals, and dinners, watch the Blue Man Group, talk, or Netflix and Chill." The last one made him laugh, and she smiled at him. "I don't care, as long as I'm doing it with you. This past week has been an eye opener, of exactly what I don't want. Which is to keep being in a world where you and I are just passersby."
She just stares at him without saying much. He reaches in and kisses her, then gives her space.
As he walks out of the stall, he turned to her once more and says lowly, "I told you from day one I tried to have a normal date. I don't know how to do normal. But if you could teach me, I'd love to spend the weekend with you doing normal things. Christmas is in two days, I got you a Christmas gift, I'd love to give it to you. I will let you enjoy the rest of this night with your friends, if you'd like to see me tomorrow, just let me know. I will pick you up, and we can spend the weekend however you want."
"I would love that Damon." He holds the stall open for her and she washed her hands. He doesn't. When they walk out they are met with one of the club's security team members, who turned all of the lights back on. She watches him go over to his table, where he is seated with a couple of other men in suits and some women that looked like hired hookers. He caught her eyes, and in true Damon fashion, he put his fingers to his nose and smelled them and smirked. That smolder was killer. She turned to find her friends, who were on the dance floor drunk as hell, dancing with one Stefan, and one Klaus.
Bonnie, almost woefully, walks to her seat. She was feeling addicted to him. Still, she wanted to enjoy her friends. She made it back to sit at her booth and have a couple drinks watching her friends have a ball. Looking on feeling ecstatic; her best friend, finally dating after a long dry spell, and her new friend, trapped in a relationship, where she feels alone, dancing with the Englishman, having a blast. Then she thought about Damon, and how much she liked being with him, and how alive he made her feel.
"Would you like to dance?"
Looking into his eyes, 'He's going to be the end of me.' "I would.
* I gave Bonbon a little mental break from Damon, she is starting to fall for him though, which is something she isn't used to. I knew I wanted Caroline's story to connect with Bonnie, which will come about. Her relationship has a dark side too. Damon is back to pursuing his little Bonbon.
