"An-and who-who sho-should I-I sa-say said-said t-this?" I stutter out.

"His beloved Marluxia." The pink haired man says and start walking away.

I close the door slowly and go back to the couch. I let myself fall down on it and put a pillow over my face to cover it.

"I knew this would happen..." I sob to myself.

And there I sit for another hour or something and just cry. And cry, and cry until there's no tears left. By then, the pillow is soaking wet and my thoughts are wandering away to all those places it they went to last time this happened. 'Maybe he hates me? Maybe I hate him? Maybe we were never in love for real? Maybe it would've been better if we never met? Maybe it's all because of me? Maybe I'm a bad boyfriend? Maybe everything would've been different if I hadn't said those things?' All those questions haunt my mind without finding answers.

In all my misery, my cell rings.

"Hello?" I answer and try hard not to let my voice show my emotions.

"Hi, Roxas. It's Axel. I'll be home in an hour or something. I met a friend on town and we're going to hang out a bit." Axel say carelessly.

"Who-who?" I stutter and clear my throat. "Which friend?" I ask and swallow the tears.

"Oh, you don't know him. His name is Marluxia." Axel say casually.

I swallow the tears once again. "Oh..." I get out. "Well, then I'll see you later..." I mumble.

"Yeah, bye!" He says and hangs up before I can say goodbye.

I sniffle as the tears well up. I bury my head in the soaked pillow again.

My phone rings. Several times, but I don't answer. I don't want to talk to anyone.

When it calls for the fifteenth time, I flip it open. "I don't want to talk right now. Stop calling," I say tiredly and hear Kairi's protests right before I hang up.

Half an hour later there's the same disturbing noise that broke my thoughts earlier. The doorbell.

Without thinking I open the door and smack my forehead as I do for my stupidity of opening Axel's door the second time that day. Without being able to see who it is the person storms by me.

"WHERE IS HE?? WHERE IS THAT ASSHOLE??" Kairi screams as she runs around in the house. Naminé and Olette follows her quietly.

"You mean Axel?" I ask quietly.

"OF COURSE I MEAN AXEL!! WHO ELSE WOULD I MEAN??" Kairi yells furiously.

"He's out with a friend." I say and sigh.

Kairi stops in her tracks and looks back at me. Without my permission, tears have invaded my eyes.

"Oh my poor baby!" She says as she runs up and hugs me tightly. "What happened? You sounded so upset on the phone!" She lets go of me and look me in the eyes as she places me on the couch and herself beside me.

Of course I sounded upset. The only thing I said was that I didn't want to talk to anyone. "Nothing really." I say and laugh bitterly.

"Roxas, please tell us." Naminé says so concerning I just can't lie to them. Besides, I'm to tired of everything to resist a helping hand.

"He's cheating on me again." I state quietly.