It didn't take Tilly long to get ready neither did it take Jen long. Tilly walked to the shack and wasn't Surprised that she was the first there because the shack wasn't far from Tilly's,she sat and waited for Jen while looking out the broken window of the shack,she loved nature and the beauty of it and how everything was so peaceful,she thought about how easy birds had it.. No worry or stress... She wished she was a bird for a minute but then giggled to herself when she realised how stupid that was.
Jen was heading towards the shack and could hear Tilly giggling she wondered why but she just enjoyed listening to the teen giggle,she loved the sound of her giggling! 'Hey you' jen poked her head around the door of the shack. Tilly's 'giggle' faded when she saw jen and her smile went and she put her head to the floor. 'Hey' was all she said,Jen sat down next to Tilly and stared at her,looking at her face in an attempt to see what kind of emotion Tilly was feeling but it was hard because Tilly kept her head to the floor and didn't look at Jen.
Jen decided shed better break the silence.. 'How did we let it get like this' jen sighed and put her hands over her face. 'I don't know Jen,I don't know but today I realised something and that is life is too short,too short to live by every rule that we're given' Tilly spoke so confidently but still hadn't made eye contact with Jen.. 'I-i um Tilly,why won't you look at me?' Jen placed her hand on Tillys shoulder,the sudden touch of the womans hand she loved made her shudder and she felt butterflies in her stomach and that's when she decided she couldn't take it any longer she needed to look at jen,her beautiful face!. Tilly made eye contact with Jen which made Jen smile,she loved Tillys beautiful big blue eyes. 'Look Tilly,this isn't exactly how we planned it is it? But I need to tell you something,I need you to know that i-i-i-i love you,You're all that I want you're all that I've ever wanted since the day I met you!' Jen was shocked at her out burst seen as so she was never one to tell her feelings especially like that!. This shocked Tilly too,did Jen really just tell her she loved her? She gathered Jen did but to hear her say it? She knew Jen meant it,Tilly began to build up hope maybe Jen wanted a relationship? 'But...' Jen sighed. But Tilly thought? Tilly felt like a balloon that had been deflated,she allowed herself to think Jen might want her back. 'But what?' Tilly asked as her eyes filled with tears. Jen could see the hurt in Tilly's eyes. So she decided the only thing to make things feel right was to kiss her.
Jen placed her hands on Tillys face and with her thumb she wiped away her tears,she looked longinly at Tillys beautiful eyes and then her big plumped lips and kissed her. The kiss lasted for about 30 seconds,the best 30 seconds of her life.. Kissing Tilly felt right,not like other kisses shed shared with other people this was special,something shed never experienced with anybody else. Both women let go of the kiss they'd shared and stared at each other.
"Tilly,I love you and being friends doesn't work does it?" Tilly shook her head she knew none of this was going to work,no matter how hard they tried they knew they loved eachother. "And no matter how wrong it seems to other people,it feels right for me and I think it feels right to you?" Tilly began to smile 'Jen are you asking what I think you are?' "Well if you think I'm asking you to become my girlfriend? to show you I love you and how much I'm willing to risk everything to be with you because that's how much I strong I feel about you then yes I am?" Jen was beaming,she couldn't control her happiness and Tilly was feeling the same! But then Tillys smile changed..
She thought about what if Jen starts to get worried as soon as the first sign of trouble comes? And she ends it? Tilly couldn't and wouldn't allow herself to feel that much pain she knew she couldn't take the pain! "Jen no,I can't" jen felt herself break,why why whyyy? Was all she could think of but she couldn't bring herself to ask she knew if she did then shed begin to cry and knew she wouldn't be able to stop herself.. "Jen,I love you and that's why I can't take the pain,if you get scared and call it off then I couldn't take that? I couldn't take the pain" Jen felt a slight relief at least Tilly wasn't about to tell her she didn't love her back? Jen grabbed Tillys hand with hers "Tilly look,I can't lie and say everything will be perfect and I'll never get scared but I love you and you're the only one I want to be with,no matter how scared I get I promise I'll never end this,I couldn't! Please Tilly give me a chance to prove it to you?" By this point Jens eyes where filling with tears. Tilly knew Jen meant it and decided it was time to ignore the thoughts in her head and to give her heart what it wanted and that was Jen. 'Ok jen' Jen smiled,the biggest smile shed ever done "Tilly.. I love you" At this point Tilly was smilling too,she looked jen directly in her big brown eyes and replied with "i love you to"..
Both girls sit together just hugging and holding hands,this was all they needed.. It was so perfect. Then Tilly giggled as she remembered how drunk she had been friday,she was never drunk usually! Jen was puzzled and asked Tilly why she was giggleing. "Oh I just thought about friday night,I'm sorry again" jen laughed she loved how innocent Tilly was "its fine! Honestly!" "But I feel so bad" Jen laughed more 'mrs Red its fine,seriously let's forget it!' Tilly smiled and kissed Jens cheek. Tilly loved it when Jen called her 'mrs red' it was sweet.
Time had gone by very quick and before they knew it it was 9pm! "Right mrs red we better leave or else we aren't getting up for college tomorrow!" Jen smiled at Tilly and they both got up off the setty in the shack and made their way home whilst holding hands,they didn't fear getting caught because it was quite late and nobody would be out'.
Jen walked Tilly near her home,she would of loved to walk her to her door but it was way to risky with her parents being home,Jen leaned into kiss Tillys lips and while doing so they where both still holding hands. Tilly turned to walk to her house and looked back at Jen,"llove you my beautiful girlfriend and I shall see you tomorrow" Jen felt herself blush she loved Tilly referring to herself as her girlfriend! "I love you too mrs Red and you shall indeed". Tilly smirked and so did jen. This time Tilly knew they where for real. Both girls where so happy! This was the first day of the happy days ahead of them. And they both loved that thought.
Jen couldn't contain her happiness! She was so certain that Tilly was the one and that she wanted and needed to be with her forever. Jen tried to hide her sudden change of mood by the time she got home because she knew Dianne would question her like she always does but Jen wasn't going to let her kill her mood so as soon as she got home she headed straight to the stairs to go to her bedroom. "Ay love I've made some dinner if ya want it?" "Oh thanks Dianne but I've already eaten" Jen was lying but she really wasn't in the mood to sit and eat with Dianne especially as she saw Sinead sat glaring at her on the table. "Oh ya sure love?" "Yep thankyou though" Jen tried to hurry upstairs but her dramatic change of mood hadn't gone unrecognised. "Ay you ow come your so happy?" Diane was questioning Jen like she always did as if Jen was her child and Diane hadn't realised Jen was in actual fact 25 and not even related to her. "Ummm well I'm just feeling very happy today" And with that Jen practically ran upstairs to bed.
Once Jen was in her room she threw her bag onto her bed and shut the door tight behind her whilst sighing loudly while her sigh was interupted by *bleep* Jen smiled instantly because she knew that sound was the sound of a text which she hoped was her mrs red! And of course it was 'Hey mrs sexy ;) hope you got home ok? I'm just led here thinking of you ;) what you up to then?' Jen grinned,she loved how Tilly called her sexy and sent her winking faces. 'Hey mrs red;) just got up to my room,had to dodge a few questions from Diane!Xx' *BLEEP* 'oh no! Hope you're ok? Doing much tomorrow? Fancying I don't know... Getting out?;) just us... Xx' Jen grinned again but this time it was a suductive smile as she and Tilly hadn't been intimate before,and maybe this was the time? But she wasn't going to ask Tilly and decided if Tilly wanted to then she'd bring it up 'mrs red;) I'm not doing anything! Pick you up near yours at um let's say 7ish?Xx' 'that is perfect my beautiful girlfriend xxx'.
Both women went to bed that night not only happy but excited,excited for what was about to become of their relationship the ups the downs whatever was about to happen they'd face it together,as a couple because that's what couples do. They're there for each other no matter what because as relationships develops so does the love they share for each other and nobody or anything can brake that,it is unbreakable.
