Author's Note: I'm so happy that I'm finally at chapter 7 already ^_^ I hope you've enjoyed it so far, because this is going to be a bit cheezy. I don't own any of these characters in this fanfiction, and I don't make any profit off this either.

Warning: this chapter will contain mentions and graphic description of rape, if this offends you don't read it.

'thoughts'

'Ren communicating'

'Dream'

Chapter 7: Ren's First Move

***Aichi's P.O.V.***

It's been close to a month since Toshiki and I began to date each other. I haven't told him about what Ren told me via over PSYqualia abilities. So far being with Toshiki has been like a dream come true. I've never been happier in my entire life until now. I wouldn't know that Toshiki could be so romantic to me.

Once a few weeks ago on our first date he got me a bouquet of red roses, and then took me out to a very expensive restaurant for dinner.

Then he let me get anything on the menu, and the rest of dinner we just talked just about anything. I nearly came out of and confessed what Ren is going to do to me in three months from now. However, I quickly changed the subject to something completely different. But that made Toshiki very suspicious of my behavior when I did that. However, Toshiki didn't push for any information from me at the moment.

"Aichi!" Toshiki called calmly out holding my hand as we walked outside.

"Yes, Toshiki?" I asked very content holding hands like we're doing at the moment.

"What are you hiding from me?" Toshiki asked, calmly not wanting to sound intrusive.

"I'm sorry, but I'm not honestly sure how to tell you." I confided being completely honest with him.

"What do you mean?" Toshiki asked, as we walked around without any destination in our minds.

"I'm afraid to tell you." I answered, softly that was just barely above a whisper. I hung my head low to hide my falling tears that fell from my eyes. I'm so terrified that Ren would tear us apart completely. I finally found true love, but only to lose it a few months later.

'What do I need to do to finally live happily?'

'What did I do to deserve this?'

"Aichi, look at me please!" Toshiki insisted calmly making me look directly into his emerald eyes through my tears.

"I'm so terrified!" I finally capitulated my fears to him after an entire month of dating. I let all the tears fall without trying to hold them back, I was just that scared of Ren. Luckily the street was practically empty, so not many people stared at me as I cried my heart out.

"Let's go home and talk about it, alright." Toshiki said, calmly as he dragged me back to his apartment that I now called home. Once we finally arrived home my cries subsided to mere hiccups. I sat down on his comfy black sofa in the living-room while I waited for him to make a cup of hot cocoa for the both of us. While I sat alone I got another message from the tormentor known as Ren Suzugamori.

'Poor, little Aichi he's going to lose his true love all because he's too weak to stop him from leaving! What are you going to do to stop him? Do you even truly love him, Aichi? Does he even truly love you back? If you want the pain to finally come to an end all you need to do is leave Kai Toshiki for me. I'll treat you like you deserve to be treated which would be like the slut that you are! I can't wait until you're all mine, Aichi!

-Until next time, love Ren Suzugamori

That was now the second time that Ren contacted me via PSYqualia ability, and both times it gave me an extreme migraine. Just then Toshiki returned with two hot cup of cocoa handing me my as he sat down beside me on the sofa.

"Please tell me Aichi what you're so afraid of." Toshiki asked, as he sipped his hot drink carefully not wanting to burn his tongue.

"R…e…n…!" I choked out the confession at last after not telling him for an entire freaking month.

"REN?" Toshiki asked, shocked to hear that name again after what he already did to me recently.

"He's going to tear us apart in November." I conceded softly drinking my cocoa.

"That BASTARD! WHAT'S HE GOING TO DO?" Toshiki yelled in vehement at what Ren might or actually going to do to me this time. He already got me nearly killed by Toshiki by controlling him with PSYqualia, and the second time he almost chopped me into tiny pieces with his dagger. Now he's after me for a third time as if twice wasn't enough for him already.

"He said he's going to rape me, and he's going to force himself on me whenever he wants to. Toshiki I'm afraid of Ren." I replied, trembling like a leaf at the thought of Ren raping me. He already tormented me with the dagger nearly killing me for the second time this year. I began to cry again as images of Ren forcing himself on me flooded my mind as I was too powerless to stop them. Toshiki sat his drink down as he wrapped his arms around me allowing me to feel safe as I continued to cry.

"Shh, Aichi its alright, nothing id going to happen to us. I won't let anyone sever our love for each-other." He said, in my ear as he continued to whisper soothing words in my ear. He did that until I stopped crying.

"PSYqualia is how he's been communicating with me so far. I just talked to me for the second time today while you were making the cocoa. This time he told me I was going to lose you because I'm too weak to stop you from leaving. He also said do we truly love each-other!" I admitted, trembling at the thought of losing Toshiki to Ren.

"I love you Aichi, and I'll never leave you for anyone else." Toshiki said, kissing me gently.

"I'm tired Toshiki." I said, yawning as I wiped the sleepiness from my eyes with my hand. My eyes gradually started to droop down into the realm of fantasies and the unlimited amount of possibilities.

"Alright, I'll stay here beside you." Toshiki said, bridal carrying me to our bedroom.

That night was the start of Ren's torments. He started to make his move tonight. And this night would start to test our love for each-other too. What I didn't understand until much later was how Ren was able to communicate so vividly.

***Aichi's Dream***

***Aichi's P.O.V.***

I was in our house like I always do now that I'm dating Kai. However, the air around this place felt much heavier and darker than before. It gave me goosebumps just standing here.

"Toshiki! Where are you?" I called out slowly walking through the house. The silence that surrounded me made me skeptical and on guard.

"You won't find Kai Toshiki here anymore, Aichi Sendou!" Ren said, walking up from behind me startling me.

"R…E…N…!" I choked out trembling in place unable to move. I was paralyzed to my spot in fear.

"You're mine now!" Ren smirked forcefully grabbing me by my wrist, as he roughly began dragging me to the bedroom.

"LET GO! REN DON'T! I screamed as he tossed me roughly on the bed. He then cuffed my wrists to the bedpost to prevent me from escaping.

Ren then kissed me on the lips until I opened my mouth. While he did that he teased my nipples.

"Your nipples are so damn hard! Ren teased pinching them sending me over the edge. I tried to struggle away, but the cuffs kept me in place.

"STOP! REN PLEASE! DON'T!" I screamed, crying in fear as he continued to rape me. Then he moved further down, removing my pants. My heart sank in terror, knowing full well what he's going to do.

"I love you Aichi!" Ren whispered in my ear as he stretched my entrance out.

"HNG! AHH! NGH!" I moaned surprisingly as he thrust his fingers in and out.

"Are you enjoying this?" Ren asked mockingly thrusting roughly into me.

"NO! I'M NOT!" I yelled as I watched him penetrate me. It hurt like hell being so roughly torn. He screwed me over and over in just about every position imaginable.

Despite being a damn dream it felt so damn real.

***Dream End***

***Aichi's P.O.V.***

Then I woke up with a start sweeting buckets. My heart wouldn't stop racing as I thought about the dream. Then my breathing drastically started to accelerate at an unbelievable rate, making me unable to control my hyperventilating. I could only see the images of Ren raping me in front of me. I couldn't even see Toshiki who was laying beside me anymore. Everything was black and white around me. Black splotches filled my field of vision as my breathing only continued to hasten at a very fast rate.

Toshiki noticed my distress when I suddenly shot up out of bed.

"Aichi, what's wrong?" Toshiki asked, extremely worried about me.

"R…e…n…!" I managed to say through my panic attack.

"Ren? Calm down Aichi." Toshiki insisted worried grabbing my shoulder suddenly making me jump in bewilderment. I slowly turned my head towards him. What he saw probably shocked him completely.

"Calm down Aichi. It's just me, Toshiki your boyfriend." Toshiki said, softly pulling me into a tight embrace. At first it surprised me, but soon being in his arms managed to calm me down a bit. I stopped hyperventilating after a few minutes.

"I had a dream." I spoke up my voice still very uneven in fear.

"Shh, nothing going to happen so go on." Toshiki said, rocking me back and forth slightly.

"I was in our house here, but everything around me felt dark and heavy. I felt like someone was suffocating me from behind me. As I called out your name you weren't there. Instead I was greeted by Ren Suzugamori." I explained trembling at the thought of what he did next. Tears began to fall as my boyfriend continued to hold me close.

"I promise Ren won't take you away from me." My wonderful, caring boyfriend said to me.

"He said you weren't here anymore as he forcefully dragged me to our bed. Where he then began to…to…!" I said, unable to finish the story.

"What did he do?" Toshiki asked, trying not to sound angry.

"He…raped…me…!" I finally finished feeling so dirty now. To have someone force themselves on to me so easily made me feel so dirty and filthy. Like no matter how many times I take a shower this feeling wouldn't leave.

'I'm filthy now!'

'Toshiki won't want to love someone as dirty and filthy as me anymore!'

'I don't want Toshiki to love me, I'm too damn filthy to deserve his devotion!'

'I've been contaminate by Ren!'

'I've been too soiled to deserve anyone's love!'

So many morbid thoughts continued to flood my mind as I was powerless to stop them from entering my mind.

'Maybe I never was meant to fall in love with someone as caring as Kai Toshiki in the first place?'

'Maybe Ren was correct about saying that we don't actually deserve each-other love?'

"I'm so dirty now." I mumbled as my head was downcast to prevent Toshiki from seeing how broken I felt.

"Aichi, I know you're not filthy nor are you dirty. Believe me, you are one of the purest humans I know; probably you're the only pure person I know. So don't call yourself that, because you're not filthy or dirty." Toshiki said, lifting my chin up with his fingers.

"But, I was raped by another man who wasn't you, Toshiki!" I said, looking into his eyes.

"I love you even if you ever became dirty I'll still love you just as I do now." He said in a sincere voice that made me believe him.