HAPPY FRIDAY EVERYONE! Hope you week was good. It's the weekend now though, so if your week was horrible, ITS OVER NOW! Thanks for all the views, reviews, and favorites. They mean a lot. Here is another chapter of the 25 Days of Christmas. 18 Days left! This song is Blue Christmas. It takes place during New Moon when Edward left. It is different though because I did it in Edward's point of view. I usually don't do POV but I thought, hey, why not? Enjoy!

Chapter 7: Blue Christmas

I'll have a blue Christmas without you, I'll be so blue just thinking about you. Decorations of red, on a green Christmas tree, won't be the same, if your not here with me. And when those blue snowflakes start falling, That's when those blue memories start calling, You'll be doing all right, with your Christmas of white, but I'll have a blue, blue, blue blue Christmas.

Edward POV

"Alice, be quiet." I yelled at my favorite adoptive sister. The annoying little pixie was frolicking around the freaking house, decorating while singing Christmas songs in her head, quite loudly I would like to add.

"Well, sorry Mr. Grumy pants. It's not my fault you in a crabby mood. It's your fault that your moronic." Alice stuck her tongue out at me. It always amazed me how someone so small could be so annoying.

"Will you at least try to control your thoughts? I don't appreciate all the cheer being blasted in my head, when I don't want to be in a cheerful mood." I tried to control my voice.

"Wow, someone is really down today. Perhaps you should hunt. Bella always said you were in a better mood after hunting." Alice said the last sentence to herself, but I still heard it. My glare deepened. "Oops, sorry Edward. I know that's a touchy subject."

"Alice! Ugh, you are so frustrating. Of course it is going to be a touchy subject. We had to leave her Alice! Because I put her in danger! First with James, then our own family. If I never met her then she could have not gotten injured." Why didn't she understand? Was it just me who felt like we had to leave? No, the others knew it was right, and while they were sad, Alice seemed to be the only one to bother me still.

"Don't blame me Edward! It was your idea!" Alice was getting angry. I could feel it. Her thoughts were bouncing in my mind.

"It was the right choice, Alice. Why can't you accept that? Why do you still have to keep your thoughts revolved around her? Why can't you just let me move on without her in my mind?" Alice's expression softened as she heard the pleading in my voice.

"You don't think this hurts me just as much, Edward? Why don't you let me deal with it, without invading my mind? I have to go everyday with seeing her future. That doesn't just stop. But I doubt that you would think of that given your given state." Alice took a deep breath. "Look, I'm sorry. I am trying to keep up the Christmas spirit so Esme doesn't get worried about me, too. But you really need to step it up. You can't keep doing this. Going out to track Victoria. No offense, but you are horrible at it!" I laughed. She had me there. I was not the greatest tracker in the world, but when the one you love is in danger, you obviously must try. I tried to pick at Alice's brain. It was still overwhelmed with Christmas music. I looked at Alice. Her eyes were glossed over. It only lasted a second or two but it was enough.

"What did you see Alice?"

"What? Nothing." I tried to read her mind again. Still nothing.

"So you said that you could still see Bella. How is she doing? Is she ok?" Alice smiled, happy with the change of subject.

"She's getting better." Really? That's all I get. Did she not know how much I needed to hear this?

"Alice, I need more then that. What do you mean better? She needs to be great. I need to know that she is better now that I left."

"Edward, she's fine. She made a new friend." Alice was short. Would I not like this new friend?

"Who?"

"I don't know them."

"Alice! Give me more information." My voice was stern

"Go hunting Edward! You are in such a horrible mood right now. No wonder Jasper had to leave. Not only does he feel guilty and bad about himself, and how he couldn't control himself, he feels your angry and grief. Your longing for Bella and now he feels even worse. He had to go out just to get away from it all. Now, I not only have a grumpy, sad you but I have to deal with a closed of Jasper. You miss Bella! We understand! But you can't be like this. It has been a few months. She meant something to all of us. She was my best friend Edward!" Alice turned her back to me. Did I really make Jasper feel like that? I looked around and listened. No one was in the house. Probably for the same reason Jasper left. And what about Alice? I had been so selfish these past few weeks.

"Alice, I am so sorry. I didn't realize what I had put all of you through. I'll go hunting like you said. I just need you to let me grieve like this for a little longer. Once the holidays are over, I should be better." My tone was soft. I was a jerk but at least I realized it now.

"Promise?" Alice's voice was like a child's.

"I promise. Just be prepared for a blue Christmas. Deal?" I stuck my pinkie out.

"Deal." She wrapped her pinkie around mine before grabbing my hands. "Now come on, I'm thirsty."

A/N: There we go! Another chapter done! What did you all think? Did you like the point of view or should I stick to 3rd person? Let me know! Same thing as always. Let me know if you want a certain song or character pairing. Read and Review.

Happy Weekend!

-KBRCKCBlack ~.~