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Eren's eyes widened as he dropped the cup of hot tea, ignoring it as the cup plummeted to the ground and shattered into pieces. He eyes instantly saddened and his eyebrows furrowed as he stepped over the shattered cup and over to Levi. The younger boy quickly took both of Levi's hands and held them very tightly.
"N-No.." he stuttered, tears pricking his eyes, "Y-You can't do t-this to me, Levi...!"
Eren just didn't understand at all. Everything was going so well! What could of had happened to strain their relationship? The sea-green eyed boy just didn't understand! Levi heaved a sigh, and pulled his hands back. Eren took a grip on them again, only this time it was tighter.
"Eren," started Levi, "Let go of m-"
He was cut off by Eren smashing his lips onto his, creating a hard kiss. Eren gripped at Levi's waist and pulled him closer until both of their pelvises were touching. He then cupped Levi's face, hoping that this kiss would change Levi's mind. It didn't. The older man pushed Eren away gently and pulled his hands back. He looked up at Eren, and his heart immediately dropped.
He was crying.
The crystal clear tears streamed down Eren's pastel pink cheeks, his beautiful eyes were glassed over with tears, and his long eyelashes were glazed in tears. Eren's bottom lip quivered in sadness and his hands were up to his chest, entwined together. Overall, he looked so fragile at the moment.
"L-Levi," he whispered, his voice barely audible, "I...I-I love you so...much..."
Levi couldn't currently explain how he felt at the moment. I mean, he did love Eren. He just didn't want their relationship to fall because Eren was getting too obsessed with him. It was the right thing to do, and there was no turning back.
"Eren, don't cry." spoke Levi, "You'll get over it."
"No! No I won't!" shouted Eren, grabbing Levi's hands again, "I-I love you way to much to get over it! You're so a-amazing...and m-mind blowing. I'm afraid I won't ever get to meet someone like you again and get to hold them and kiss them and make them feel wanted! Please, L-Levi...don't do this!"
Eren was now crying at full strength now. He whimpered, and sniffed, and his tears felt like they were coming down like globs of glue. Eren's cheeks were red, and his eyes were puffy. But, with all this happening...he still looked as breath-taking as ever. Levi has never seen Eren in this state before. It was an interesting sight to see, actually.
"Eren..." began Levi, "...I should go.."
He watched as Eren's eyes widened a little, and he stopped whimpering. He held Levi's hands tighter, pulling him closer, until Eren was hugging Levi, quietly sobbing into the crook of Levi's neck. Eren wrapped his arms around Levi, hugging him close and gripping at Levi's black sweater.
"P-Please don't l-leave me..."
For a second, Levi actually rethought about breaking up with Eren. He thought about how the boy actually made him feel a bit of happiness now and then. He also thought about how he made him feel warm and cherished. Was this the wrong decision to make?
No, thought Levi, I have to do it. I can't turn back now...
With a big sigh, Levi gently pushed away Eren and turned around, and began to walk off. He bit his lower lip as he heard Eren cry harder.
"Please don't go, Levi...!" "I love you, Levi...please don't go...!" "Levi!" "Levi, please..."
Eren could not focus.
All that was on his mind was Levi. His face, his voice, his personality, everything. He was also thinking about the private lessons that Levi gave him all the time. Eren missed the feeling he got when Levi felt all around his body. He blushed a bright red at the thought.
Eren sat at his desk in math class, staring into his lap with bags under his eyes and a thin frown on his face. He was miserable all day. He avoided his friends, teachers, and acquaintances. Everyone was confused as to why he was doing it and tried to get an explanation, but Eren just wouldn't budge to tell them.
"You will have a math test tomorrow," told their math teacher, Petra, "So, please study hard when you get home!"
Right when she finished the sentence, the bell rang. School was finally over. He shuffled out of the classroom and began to slowly walk down the hallway. He completely ignored the people staring at him, even though Levi was one of them.
The boy looked as if he didn't sleep the whole night, and his eyes showed that he's been crying for a long time. Levi sighed and began to walk over to Eren. He grabbed Eren's hand, which startled the boy, and he began to lead Eren without saying a word. Eren didn't say anything either. He was too nervous, sad, and embarrassed to say anything.
Levi and Eren soon reached the back of the school. Absolutely no one was there. The two boys stared into each other eyes, the only thing you could here was the rustle of the trees and bushes as the wind slowly went by. Eren bit his lower lip, and slightly squinted his eyes, trying to prevent the tears from flowing yet again. It didn't work.
Eren was crying again.
Levi sighed softly and lightly took a-hold of Eren's right hand, pulling him closer. Their chests touched as they hugged each other.
"I..." started Levi, "...I'm sorry that I hurt you, Eren. You've been through a lot and I noticed that I'm the only one that can help you through it. I'm sorry, Eren."
Eren lightly cried into Levi's neck, and hugged him tighter. It felt as if a weight had been lifted off his chest, and he was now resting in the clouds with no one but Levi.
"I...I-I forgive you..." Eren replied softy, his voice slightly cracking from not talking at all.
Levi sighed in relief and pulled Eren closer. It felt as if Eren and Levi were the only ones standing in that certain spot, the tension from their relationship drifting off, far away from them. But, actually...they weren't the only ones standing there. Little did they know that a certain blonde-haired person was standing not too far away, and that certain person witnessed the whole scene unroll before his/her bright blue eyes.
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who do you think it is? Annie, Armin, Christa?
you shall find out in the next chapter! o.o
