thanks for all of you guys that are reviewing...your the best...and all the songs for this chapter will be on the bottom of this page... Oh and sorry for not updating soon, I got grounded then I accidentally cut my thumb open and had so get 5 pretty blue stitches in it.
I hope you enjoyed a HAPPY CHRISTMAS. This chapter is your late Christmas present from me. I would have posted it on Christmas but our electricity went out. L
Disclaimer: I don't own the Twilight Characters only Stephanie Myers does and I don't own any of the songs...
Oh and for the Club part there's a little of girl and girl stuff, but don't worry it's only kissing.
Chapter 5: Mayhem, Makeout, and Music
I was still pissed at Edward. How could he assume that. So, tonight after the concert Alice, Rosalie, and Me are going clubbing, and if the Cullens want to come they can.
Right now I am putting on my Tripp Black Chain Skull And Stud Dark Street Pants, Tripp Black Grommet Chain Corset Vest, Demonia Skull Chain Strap Boots, fake snake bites, my new eyebrow piercing, and my nose ring.
After I was done getting ready my manager (Victoria) came and told me I had 5 seconds to get my ass on stage.
"Hello, Seattle! How are you doing tonight?! Now we're going to play are newest songs!" I yelled.
The crowd screamed with joy. Tonight I'm going to play some of the songs I wrote when I was human during the time he left me.
"The first song is... Stay With Me"
Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere
I Reach Out, For You, But Your Not There
So I Stood, Waiting, In The Dark
With Your Picture, In My Hands
Story Of a Broken Heart
Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me
I'm Trying And Hoping, For The Day
When my touch is enough
To Take The Pain Away
Cause I've Searched For So Long
The Answer Is Clear
We'll be OK if We Don't Let It Disappear
Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's it Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me
I've searched my heart over
So many many times
No you and I, is like no stars to light the sky at night
Our Picture Hangs Out Of Tune
Remind Me Of The Days
You Promised Me We'd Always
And Never Go Away
That's Why I Need You To Stay
Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me
oooo.. oh oh
don't leave
so I stay waiting in the dark...
"The next song is Never Too Late" I said.
This is the song I wrote after I tried to commit suicide, but Charlie ended up finding me though.
This world will never be what I expected
And if I don't belong who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late, it's never too late
Even if I say it'll be alright
Still I hear you say you want to end your life
Now and again we try to just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around 'cause it's not too late
It's never too late
No one will ever see this side reflected
And if there's something wrong who would have guessed it?
And I have left alone everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late, it's never too late
Even if I say it'll be alright
Still I hear you say you want to end your life
Now and again we try to just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around 'cause it's not too late
It's never too late
The world we knew won't come back
The time we've lost can't get back
The life we had won't be ours again
This world will never be what I expected
And if I don't belong
Even if I say it'll be alright
Still I hear you say you want to end your life
Now and again we try to just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around 'cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it around 'cause it's not too late
It's never too late
It's not too late, it's never too late
"These next to songs I wrote are inspired by some people close to me, the first one is called Welcome to My Life and the second one is called Kristy, Are You Doing Okay?" I said.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's likeTo be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Next song
I wrote this song when I found out about what happened to Rosalie and when I sang it to her she told me not to put her name in it, she said put Kristy since she like that name.
Alice started the beat then I started to sing.
There's a moment in time
And it's stuck in my mind
Way back, when we were just kids
Cause your eyes told the tale
Of an act of betrayal
I knew that somebody did
Oh, waves of time
Seem to wash away
The scenes of our crimes
For you this never ends
Can you stay strong?
Can you go on?
Kristy are you doing okay?
A rose that won't bloom
Winter's kept you
Don't waste your whole life trying
To get back what was taken away
Though the marks on your dress
Had been neatly repressed
I knew that something was wrong
And I should have spoke out
And I'm so sorry now
I didn't know
Cause we were so young
Oh, clouds of time
Seem to rain on
Innocence left behind
And it never goes away
Can you stay strong?
Can you go on?
Kristy are you doing okay?
A rose that won't bloom
Winter's kept you
Don't waste your whole life trying
To get back what was taken away
Oh, clouds of time
Seem to rain on
Innocence left behind
And it never goes away
It never goes away
Can you stay strong?
Can you go on?
Kristy are you doing okay?
A rose that won't bloom
Winter's kept you
Don't waste your whole life trying
To get back what was taken away
Don't waste your whole life trying
To get back what was taken away
~after a couple more songs~
"Well that's it for tonight," I said.
Most of the audience awed.
~back at home~
"Hey are you ready Bella?" Alice asked.
"Yes," I said, "give me one sec, okay."
"One," Rosalie said.
"Bitch," I muttered under my breath.
"HAHAHA I heard that," said Rosalie.
"Your suppose to," I said.
"Done," I yelled. "How do I look?" I asked Rose and Alice. Looking at my outfit, I was wearing (A/N pictures of Bella, Alice's, and Rosalie's dresses are on my profile oh and the shoes are idk just imagine something) and Rosalie and Alice was wearing something similar to my outfit.
"Wow we look like skanks," said Rosalie. Then she started laughing. Not even a minute later Me and Alice joined in.
"Ya," I said. Catching unnecessary breath, "but hot skanks."
After we got done having our laughing attack we decided to drive my car.
~at the club~
Alice and Rose told me that Emmet, Jasper, and Edward gonna be here in a minute and that McKenzie was grounded.
~1 minute later~
"Hey guys, what's up," I said. When the guys got here Emmet started drooling over Rosie, Jasper stared drooling over Alice, and Edward started drooling over me, psht I smirked at that. Then I happened to glance down and all the guys were "happy."
"Ok, enough of the drooling lets dance," I said/yelled over the music.
"Okay," everyone said.
Then we started dancing. After a few songs I decided to buy a drink and go sit down at our table. I'm glad I brought my purse. I have a bottle of blood and white vinegar mixed. I was experimenting one day and I found out that these two mixed with alcohol gets vampires drunk. I poured the mix in my beer and started drinking it. After I got done drinking five beers I was completely drunk. I then got up and started grinding with every person in site. After, I think, about the tenth person I grinded with, I found out it was a very sexy chick and I started making out with her. (A/N remember people Bella's very drunk) I looked around and saw that everyone was watching us either with lustful eyes or disgust. I used my empathy power to see how Edward was feeling. Hmm. He feels jealous. Hehehehe. We had to stop because she had to breathe and her girlfriend was calling for her.
"Well that was very sexy," Edward said, "do you wanna dance?"
"Sure, after I get another beer," I said.
~five more drinks later~
"Okay lets dance sexy vampire," I said to Edward. Then I started giggling.
"Wow you must be really drunk," he said.
Then we started dancing, after a couple more songs Alice and Rose called a quits and wanted to go home so they dragged me with them.
~back at home~
"Victoria, come here please," Rose yelled.
Victoria came down in a second.
"Bella got really drunk and started grinding with every person in site. Then she started making out with a human girl." Rose said.
"Aw, Rosie that's suppose to be our little secret," I said whining.
"Is our little Belly welly on the turn?" asked Alice in a baby voice.
"No way hoesay," I said. I then started walking to my room. When I got to my room put my Hollywood Undead Cd in my stereo. I turned to my favorite song, My Black Dahlia.
I loved you, you made me, hate me
You gave me, hate, see?.
It saved me and these tears that are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back, every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad? you feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell no fuck that!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife.
The strife it dies, this life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you!
I've , Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I wish I could I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you
The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through
Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!
I've , Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.
I've , Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
During the middle of the song I started singing along with the slow parts of the song and during the middle of the song Jasper and Emmet came into my room and started taking turns doing the rapping part. Once we were done I told them that that song is my favorite song. Then they both looked at me with sad eyes when they saw that I started tearing up.
"It's okay Bells," Emmet said his voice trying to sooth me.
"Hey if you want us to, we can kick Edwards ass for you," Jasper said.
"Nah its okay, but I do have a plan," I said. Then I yelled for Rose, Ally, and Vicky(Victoria). After they came into my room, I said to them.
"Okay you guys I have the perfect plan to get back at Edward," I said grinning evilly. "Okay so we……
A/ N so there's the story PLEASE DO REVIEW oh and check out my other story I'm writing plz review on that two. I'll put the next chapter up after I get 5 reviews or more. oh and plz tell me if the lyrics are messed up. And if anyone knows a good beta plz tell me cause I think I might need one. And if my other story is confusing plz don't hesitate to ask me a ? (wow I sound like sum teacher or sumtin….weird….)
