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Kendall felt as though a ten pound brink was lifted off of his shoulders, as well as his heart. Kissing Logan was like nothing he'd ever experienced before. His lips tingled with a sensation he'd never dreamed existed. This was what he'd been searching for all along.
Kendall fell asleep with a smile spread wide across his face. With one last lick of his lips he sighed with pleasure, his lips having tasted of Logan. He brushed his fingers lightly against his mouth; Kendall's lips were plump and swollen. Kendall glanced over at Logan's bed just like he had before every night, watching Logan slumber peacefully. With the closing of his eyes Kendall fell asleep soundly, dreaming of the raven haired boy who's soft breaths he could hear from across the room.
It was too soon when Kendall felt himself being shaken to wake up. "Kendall…come on Kendall wake up."
Kendall grumbled, shoving the shaking hands off of him and burying his face into the pillow. "Five more minutes."
"But it's Saturday, we have the whole day to do whatever we want, no classes or teachers." Kendall felt warm, soft lips kiss his forehead. He squinted his eyes open, staring up into Logan's beautiful face. Kendall realized he wished to wake up like this every morning.
"Mmm so beautiful," Kendall said with a yawn.
"Okay maybe you do need a few more minutes." Logan chuckled, placing a second kiss to Kendall's lips before moving away from his bed.
"No no no no come back," Kendall held his arms out and whined. Logan lifted up an arm, reaching out for Kendall's hand and gripping his fingers tightly with Kendall's. Logan gave Kendall a lopsided smirk that took his breath away. "Please?"
Sighing Logan moved back to the side of Kendall's bed. "What do you need?"
Kendall's answer was simple, "You."
Kendall didn't miss the blush that rose on Logan's cheeks as he pulled Logan to him. "Kendall…" Logan sighed.
"Shh just like you said, it's Saturday. Relax." Kendall sat up in bed, making room for Logan to sit in his lap. Facing Logan's back Kendall reached up and grabbed hold of both Logan's shoulders. Kendall heard the deep breaths from Logan as he rubbed smooth circles with his thumbs into Logan's back.
"Mmmm."
"Is this okay?" Kendall whispered in Logan's ear, briefly dragging his lips down Logan's neck.
"It's better than okay." Logan's breaths were now coming out as quick gasps. Every touch of Kendall's lips to his skin left an aching burn on his flesh as tingles of pleasure ran down his spine.
"I'm glad we finally have the chance to do this." Kendall detached his lips from Logan's neck, moving back up to his hear and nibbling softly on his lobe.
"Mmhm me too. Oh fuck Kendall." Kendall lightly traced the shell of Logan's ear with the tip of his tongue. Kendall could feel Logan's body tremble under his hold on Logan's shoulders. Kendall had him right where he wanted him.
Kendall released Logan's shoulders from his grip and reached around Logan's neck. Tucking a finger under Logan's chin Kendall forced Logan to turn his head to the side. Kendall place a soft kiss to Logan's cheek, watching as the blush deepened on Logan's face.
Logan shifted on Kendall's bed, swinging his body around so that he could face Kendall more comfortably. Kendall gripped onto Logan's hands when he had the chance, tangling their fingers together and holding tight. He pressed their foreheads together, Kendall getting lost in Logan's deep brown eyes. They were beautiful. Kendall wanted to stay where he was forever.
Their noses lightly touched, this time Kendall feeling the heat rush to his face in anticipation. Just a tilt of his head and those pouty pink lips would be his once again. "Can I kiss you?" Kendall breathed in a barely audible whisper.
Logan sighed happily, "Please." Kendall leaned forward and brought his lips to Logan's. They were a perfect fit, moving as one together in a steady motion. With every breath the kiss deepened. Kendall parted his lips, desperately begging for Logan to do the same. Once he did Kendall inhaled deeply through his mouth, breathing in all that Logan was. His breath was minty, toothpaste perhaps? Kendall didn't care how, all he knew was that he needed to taste Logan's tongue and feel it on his lips.
A light groan escaped the back of Kendall's throat when Logan's tongue entered his mouth. His tongue tasted fresh and sweet, awakening the nerves in Kendall's mouth. Logan knew just what to do to make Kendall moan. Releasing Logan's hands from his hold Kendall dug his fingers through Logan's slightly mussed hair.
"Ahhh," Logan mumbled, slowly shoving Kendall onto his back and pressing him to the mattress. "Pull tighter," he whispered. Kendall tugged hard, relishing in the whimper Logan emitted.
Logan broke away from the kiss, trailing Kendall's jaw and neck with his lips. Logan nibbled and sucked on Kendall's skin, leaving soft purple marks that were only just visible. Logan loved the taste of Kendall's skin, it captivated him. Logan dragged his lips lower, kissing down Kendall's bare chest, listening as Kendall's soft moans provoked him down even further.
"Logan wait," Kendall breathed, just as Logan began circling his navel with his tongue. It felt so good Kendall didn't want him to stop, but he knew he had to.
"What's wrong?" Logan asked, looking up at Kendall with a world of worry in his eyes.
Kendall brushed his fingers across Logan's cheek and smiled. "Nothing dear, it's just…"
"Just what?"
"Too fast." Kendall breathed.
"But…but…you let James do it."
"I know I know, and I regret that. I want to take this slow. Why rush what's already perfect?" Kendall flashed Logan a dazzling smile, instantly wiping Logan's worries away.
"This is perfect? Just kissing?"
"What can I say, I love those lips. Come back and kiss me again." Logan crawled back over Kendall, planting a sloppy kiss to Kendall's lips. It was messy, but holy fuck it was hot. Logan's tongue was everywhere Kendall needed it to be. It wasn't too long before Kendall was backing away and gasping for some much needed air.
"Wow." Logan breathed.
"I know. Thanks Logan."
Logan was confused. "For what?"
"For switching with James. It was probably the best decision you could have made."
"I'm glad I did, or we probably would have never happened." Logan grabbed hold of Kendall's hand and brought it to his lips, kissing each knuckle softly. He's so beautiful and he's all mine. Kendall savored the thought of Logan being his. When it came to Logan, Kendall refused to share.
"You're beautiful Logan Mitchell."
"Okay Kendall, here comes the crazy talk again."
"But you are. You intoxicate me. Those lips, those eyes, that hair, that smile, and don't even get me started on that body." Logan blushed a deep shade of scarlet. He wasn't used to receiving such compliments.
"You really mean it?"
"Of course I do dear. I'd stay in this bed all day and prove just how much I mean it, but I'm starving." At that moment Kendall's stomach gurgled.
"Mmm fuck Kendall I like the thought of staying all day in bed with you."
Kendall chuckled, "Maybe another day but seriously I'm starving." Kendall pretend shoved Logan away, sitting up and sighing when he saw the pout on Logan's face. "You're such a baby." Kendall leaned in and kissed the tip of Logan's nose before standing up and pulling a shirt on over his head. "Join me for breakfast, and you know, actually sit with me?"
"I wouldn't have it any other way. But before we go…" Logan stood up and pushed Kendall against the door. He smothered Kendall with a kiss. Logan caught Kendall's bottom lip between his teeth and pulled hard, getting hard just from the sound escaping Kendall's throat.
"Oh my god Logan you're going to be the fucking death of me. Come on the sooner we eat the sooner we can be alone."
They finally left for the cafeteria after discussing the rules. No hand holding or any public displays of affection. Logan didn't need his father finding out he was hooking up with his roommate.
When they reached the cafeteria, James waved at them from his and Kendall's usually table, motioning for them to join him. After getting their food, they slid in across from James, sitting close, but not too close together.
"So?" James asked excitedly, a twinkle in his eyes.
"Why is he so excited I thought he wanted you?" Logan whispered in Kendall's ear.
"You know I can hear you right? And I have my eyes on someone new. But come on guys what happened?"
Kendall blushed, shying away from the subject and shoving a forkful of food into his mouth.
"We kissed James." Logan said with a roll of his eyes, taking a bite of food as well.
James squealed at the news. "Finally! You guys are ridiculous waiting so long, you know that?"
"Just shut up and eat your food." Kendall said.
"Aww is little Kenny embarrassed?" James asked.
"No!"
Logan reached under the table and placed a hand on Kendall's knee. "Yes you are. But don't worry its cute."
"You think so?"
"Mmhm. You're so adorable." It took all of Logan's willpower not to kiss Kendall at that moment. His eyes were shining and he was all smiles. It took Logan's breath away.
"Oh my god you guys are sickeningly cute." James pretended to gag, only causing a chorus of chuckles from Kendall and Logan. Logan couldn't help but notice the look of envy in James' eyes.
"Okay, enough about us. Who is the mystery guy?" Logan asked James, reaching for another bite of his food. He never realized before just how hungry he was.
"I'm not telling you."
"Why not? We could help you out, work our magic on this guy."
"Like I need help from the two of you. You guys could barely get yourselves together. What makes you think you could help me?"
"I don't know. I'm smart, I could find a way for it to work."
"No Logan, I'm perfectly fine by myself, but thanks for the offer." James sighed.
Logan took a few more bites of his breakfast, watching as James fiddled with the food on his plate. "Look how sad he is." Logan whispered in Kendall's ear, soft enough so he wouldn't be overheard.
"I know! We need to get him his dream guy Logan. If it weren't for him I'd still be lusting after you like a sick puppy."
"Aww, you don't still lust for me?"
"Why should I when you're all mine?" Kendall flashed Logan a killer smile. "All mine and no one else's." Kendall reached under the table and placed his hand over Logan's that rested on his knee. They linked fingers. Just the simple touch drove Logan crazy. All he wanted was to be alone with Kendall and make him feel wanted. Logan just didn't understand how to do that if Kendall wouldn't let him touch him the way James did.
Logan sighed, "I don't want to be anyone else's." Logan stared into Kendall's eyes for a few moments, memorizing every feature they had. The pale green irises and the long dark eyelashes hypnotized Logan. Kendall's eyes were all he could see.
"Guys…guys…GUYS!" James slightly yelled, forcing the two love birds out of their trance. "Oh my god you guys are ridiculous. Go get a room."
"We can't." Kendall said, shrugging his shoulders.
Logan pouted, "And why not?"
"We need to help James with his dream guy."
"No helping Kendall. I can do this all on my own."
"At least tell us his name. I promise not to interfere." Logan was shocked. Kendall didn't believe in promises.
"But…" Logan interjected, but Kendall shot him a look that silenced him. James had no idea of Kendall's fear of promises, and how they always break.
"Fine I'll tell you. But only because I need to talk about him before I explode."
"Yes!" Kendall cried.
"Shut up Knight. Okay, so his name is Carlos…and that's all I know. But he's gorgeous and adorable and ugh…he's perfect guys."
"Carlos? I don't know a Carlos. Do you know a Carlos dear?" Kendall asked.
"You call him dear? Fuck you guys are disgusting."
"Disgustingly adorable." Kendall cooed. "And don't hate just because you're jealous."
James laughed. "I am not jealous of you two weirdos."
"Yes you are. You want to hold Carlos. You want to kiss Carlos. You want to hug Carlos. You want to fuck Carlos."
"Kendall I swear to God I will fucking kill you if you say anything to him."
"Woah James calm down. Kendall won't say anything, he doesn't even know who Carlos is."
"Yeah James. Who the fuck is he? Point him out for me?" Kendall whined and begged until not James, but Logan finally gave in.
"He's that one over there." Logan pointed to the table over to their left. "He has the short black hair, caramel colored skin, and the muscular build."
"Fuck James he's hot. If you don't land him I will."
"Hell no you won't Knight."
"Umm…excuse me?" Logan cried. His nostrils flared and his eyes crossed with anger while looking over at Carlos. He never wanted to tear anyone apart before that moment.
"Just kidding dear, I wanted to see your jealous side. It's fucking hot." Kendall leaned in closer, where his lips were barely touching Logan's ear. "I really want to kiss you right now." Logan's stomach dropped. They way Kendall said it in such a rough, husky voice made it hard for him not to jump Kendall in front of the whole school. Under the table Logan let go of Kendall's hand and walked his fingers up higher on Kendall's thigh, cupping the blonde through his pants. Kendall let out a soft growl in Logan's ear. Fuck I need him. I need him now.
"Okay if you guys don't stop this little love fest I will leave you right now. And wait, Logan, you know Carlos?"
"Oh course I do. I know everybody." Logan pointed to himself, "Principal's son right here remember?"
"Wow fuck oh my god can you introduce me…please?" James let a sigh of longing, watching as Carlos ate his food and talked to his friends. He leaned his head in his hand and just watched. Logan couldn't help but chuckle. James was cute when he was infatuated.
"I thought you didn't want our help?"
"Ehh…I guess you can help me, but Kendall needs to stay far away."
"What the hell did I do? Why can't I help?" Kendall whined, crossing his arms over his chest. "You suck James."
"Don't forget Kendall, you happen to like it when I suck." James pushed his food tray away to his side, laughing until he caught the look on Logan's face. If looks could kill… "Sorry Logan, it slipped out."
"It's fine, just…ugh I hate that you had him first."
"You know, it's really hot when you guys fight over me. It's a total turn on." Kendall smirked, running a hand through his hair as if he was hot shit.
Logan shoved Kendall hard in the ribs. "We are not fighting over you. Albeit we used to. But now there is nothing to fight over since I won you over."
"Logan, you had me at hello."
"Okay, okay stop it!" James' yell caused the other table to glance over at them with confused expressions on their faces, Carlos being one of them. James instantly froze, a blush creeping up his face. Unlike him, Kendall just looked over at Carlos and waved, giving him a wide smile. Carlos lifted up a hand, puzzled by Kendall addressing him. If it was possible James turned even redder. "What are you doing?" He hissed.
"I'm just being nice."
James glimpsed back over at Carlos, making sure they were no longer the source of Carlos' attention. Taking a deep breath James spoke. "Oh my god he looked at me guys. He's so cute, especially when he is confused."
"And you say we are sickeningly cute." Logan huffed.
"Hey, don't judge me okay." James wagged a finger at Logan. "Are you guys done eating yet? We could find a better place to discuss everything…" James glanced over at Carlos. "…Plus maybe getting you two out of the eyes of the public may do some good."
"Sounds good to me, but are you going to continue talking our ears off about how cute Carlos is?" Kendall stood and grabbed his tray, dumping what he didn't eat and waiting for Logan and James near the exit. He resisted the urge to hold Logan's hand, but thought better of it and shoved his hands into his pockets.
"You have no room to complain Kendall! I had to put up with your fucking attitude all fucking week because this fucking idiot…" James pointed at Logan, "…no offense…this idiot made your life a living hell."
"You know, maybe we shouldn't help him anymore. He's such a drama queen." Logan said to Kendall as they walked out of the cafeteria, their fingers brushing against each other as they walked.
James turned around and faced the happy couple with a worried expression on his face. "You can't give up on me now! Please? I just want to be happy like you guys."
"And what he really means, is that he's horny and needs Carlos to get off on. Because he loves him." Kendall sneered.
"I'm not above punching you Kendall. But seriously, Logan you know him! You've talked to him! Please? For a friend?"
Logan gave Kendall a look, he knew they both wanted to see their friend happy. "I was never going to give up on you James. I think it's really cute. Carlos is a bit of a spaz though, you know that right?"
"Yeah, it's adorable." James got this glazed look in his eyes, and his mouth spread wide in a smile. "He's always adorable."
"Okay…" Kendall raised his eyebrows high and rolled his eyes to the sky at Logan mouthing He's crazy. "…Well come on James let's get away from everybody and figure everything out, I want this to work out for you."
"Oh please, you just want to escape the public so you kiss your precious boyfriend."
Kendall couldn't help but hide the smile that played on his lips. The boyish blush creeping on Kendall's cheeks made Logan's heart melt. He was so precious. Logan just wanted to kiss him until his lips burned.
"Yup, I'm right." James sighed, leading the way through the woods where Logan and Kendall spent that one day all along together. "There's no one around anymore. You two can-" James stopped talking once he turned around.
Logan had Kendall pressed up against a tree. His hands slid up under the front of Kendall's shirt, taking delight in the moan Kendall released. His lips pressed against Kendall's, his tongue shoving his way into Kendall's mouth.
"You guys waste no time do you, fucking horn dogs." James spat. Logan chuckled at James' outburst, untucking his hand from Kendall's shirt and flipping him off. After waiting all morning, Logan finally had the chance to feel Kendall's lips again. James was not about to ruin that.
Kendall reached up and pulled hard on Logan's hair, tugging his head back. "I need to breathe," he gasped, placing a soft kiss to Logan's nose. "Come on let's go help out our friend. There's more where that came from later."
Logan was upset by Kendall backing off. Didn't he want to kiss him more too? He didn't want to stop kissing him. He wanted as much as he could get. It still irked him that Kendall pulled away this morning, stopping him before he could pleasure him the way James had. Logan wanted to make sure he was better than James. It killed him knowing James had Kendall first.
"Aww dear are you okay?" Kendall lifted a hand to Logan's cheek and ran his thumb over Logan's bottom lip.
"Yeah I'm fine. You just drive me crazy Kendall."
"I'm glad it works both ways dear."
