Josh POV:

Ever since I first looked into her eyes and smelt her hair and heard her voice she is all I can think about. It's like I can't even control it. She is the first thing I think of in the morning and last thing at the night. She is in my dreams and in every thought.

But right at this moment, I can't think about her, because right know me and Jess are walk around the building slowly. She said that she wanted to talk to me, but ever since them word she hasn't said anything. I just wish she would speak. Wait, it's a too way street, I should speck.

"So…." I say, wondering what to say next.

"So…." She replays. We reach a bench not too far from my next lesson, just round the back of the gym.

"I think we should just be friends," she all of a sudden blurts out.

I'm in shock. I mean that's what I wanted to, but I didn't think it's what she wanted.

She must have seen something on my face because she starts rambling, "it's not that I don't like you… because I do. Just not in that way. And it's not that I don't want to hang with you because I do, it's just I don't think of you and me in that why. You know?" I start laughing. She looks at me in confusion and worry. "You do know I'm not joking, right?" She asks

"I know, it's just… " I chuckle a bit "It's just I was going to say the same thing."

I start laughing again and she joins in. After a few moments we stood up.

"So still friends?" She asks a little unsure.

I nod, "still friends" And give her a hug.

We smile and start walking towards are next lesson, which just so happens to be Maths, and just so happens to be with Jess.

I wonder if Liz is going to be in it. I forgot to ask her what her next lessons are. I wonder if she knows that Jess was going to break up with me. Mel probably knew. And I told Conner and I told Liz. I don't even know why I told her I was going to break it off with Jess. I mean Mel would have told her Jess was going to break up with me. I'll have to ask her about it next time I see her. See her. I smile at that thought. Been able to talk to her.

I sigh. What is wrong with me? Jess heard me sign and nobs.

"What?" I ask her. We are just coming around the corner and can see the main entrance to the gym. We also see Liz heading that way, looking lost I thought. She seems to do that lot. I wonder what the real reason for her moving her is.

It's more then she is telling us, then again, she doesn't tell us a hell of a lot about herself.

"I think that you like Liz?" She answers simply. "Don't say you're not. You would be stupid not t. And we both know that you're not stupid." She adds.

"I like her; she looks like she will be a good friend to us all." I say, glad that we are about to go into lesson, unfortunately we are sitting next to each other.

"Of course," she mumbles as we sit down. I know Jess and she knows that I like her more than that. I'm also sure that she is not going to let this go until she has something better to worry about.

This is going to be a long lesson.

LPOV:

He's a Dhampir!

He looks up at me. "Princess Elizabeth." He greets with a smile.

"No" I almost shout. He looks confused. "I am not going to be called that."

"As you wish, are you ready to get started?" He asks, how can he be a casual about this? I just stand there for a few moments, most likely looking like a gaping fish.

"Why are you here? …. Better yet, how are you here? Guardian numbers are low, even if I have it good with the queen, the council would never allow it!" I almost shout at him. He looks at me with amusement; the hot bastard was getting a kick out of this! I was about to continue my ranting when he started to speak then stopped. I motioned for him to continue.

He laughed a little then said, "First of I'm not a guardian. I did graduate and I am fully trained to teach you and train you to be the best, but I'm not a guardian. Instead, as you already know, I'm a human teacher."

"But... Why?" I ask still trying to understand this.

"I just, didn't want to be a guardian. And the reason that I'm teaching you is because I still respect you family. Well at least your mother's family." He said with a smile on his face. "She asked me to help out and I happily said yes." He lets everything settle in. "Any questions?"

"Just one," I say, knowing that the question I'm going to ask has nothing to do with me, and I little compared to other questions that are in my mind. "Why do you owe my mother?"

"Well, when I first wanted to leave, it was very very much disliked, but my old friend's sister Mai, told me she had a friend that could help. Your mum and the queen opened people up to Dhampir's been more than just guardians, alone with Moroi fighting alongside there guardians." That sounds like my mum. "So when she asked me that help her out, I could say no. Plus if you're anything like your mum, this is going to be fun, and I get to watch a great fighter get better." I smile. My mum is the best fighter ever, and she teaches me a lot of cool stuff.

"Ok then let's get started," I smile at him.

Training was good. At first we just went running, and then we practised staking the heart. Then I finished early so I took a keep shower and headed to the hall for lunch. My next lesson is a full human one.

Thank god I have it with Mel.

I grab my dinner and an apple and see Jess and Josh sitting at a table together.

I ping of jealousy hit me and I pushed it away and filled it with wonder. Wonder because I wondered if they had broken up.

"Hey," I said as I sat down. "Guess you both took the news well." I smiled at them.

"Why didn't you tell me he was going to break up with me? Save me a lot of worrying." she said in a joking voice.

"Wasn't my secrete to tell," I said simply shrugging my shoulders.

"So how was your lesson?" Josh asks changing the subject.

"Good, it was enlightening."

"Wha-" Josh was interrupted by Mel and Conner sitting down.

"So who ditches who?" Conner asks and Mel hit him on the arm then said, "So?"

I couldn't help but laugh at this.

"Both at the same time," they both said at the same time which made me laugh again. I think it's the lack of sleep that's finally getting to me, because everything seen so funny.

"So, tomorrow after lessons we are all going to meet up in Conner's and Josh's room to watch a movie and play spin the bottle. You in?" Mel asks me with a hopeful look in her eyes.

"I'm totally in, but you haven't seen the dares I can come up with. You might regret inviting me," I joke but partly serious.

This one time Patrick, me and some of his friends played it, and he ended up walking around in my under, pretending to be sleepwalking. He also had to mumbled on and on about his love for one of the guardians. It was so funny.

"Ok so what are we going to do tonight?" Josh asked.

"Hang somewhere." Then she turned to me, "You got any plans?"

"Just running." I say

"Running again?" Jess says in shock. "I can't even jog to me next lesson without tripping." She laughs.

"I just like running."

I lunch bell rang, and we all separated, me going with Mel.

The lesson was, interesting. Something that I really wouldn't have spent that much time on before.

After that we all met up in the library then headed for Mel's and my room. We watched a film and I sat next to Josh. I could help but feel this heat between us, and I wondered if he felt it to.

After the film we all separated because we had homework. Well, I didn't so I went to the gym. Once I got there I realised how un-stocked it was. I run would be much better. I put my i-Pod in and started listen to some of my favour music. I was jogging near the gates of the school, and found an opening, hidden just behind a tree. I took my headphones out and looked at it closer.

It looked like a bar was missing. I could fit though it even.

Just to see. I was telling myself as I walked through the gap and into a little wooded area. I walked a bit more and found a dirt road. What the hell, I thought.

I started jogging down it. It was still light, only just getting dark; what harm was I in? I mean, I have my stake.

After about 45 minutes of running, I came across a park. It's 8:15 at the moment. Curfew is 9. So I should really go back. Fast. But I want to have a look around the park. So what if I'm a little late back.

I walk forward, looking around and I can see a lake, and next to it a bench. I walk up to it and sit down. From here, I have a perfect view.

I can see the moon rising, and the sun setting, and all the colours that are made because of this.

It's so, so, so beautiful.

I look into the sky, and think of Patrick. When I was younger, I remember thinking that when you die you go into the sky. I wonder if Patrick is there.

Suddenly I notice that I have tears falling down my face. I quickly dispose of them, then look at the time. Crap!

It's 8:30. I'm late!

I run as fast as I can. Hoping I'm not late. I take a quick note of the way, and note that I should come back. But next time with more time.

I make it back into school ground at 9:05, out of breath.

I sneak around until I get to my building. I get in and see the teacher reading a book so I very quietly walk past her. I am so glad I am a Dhampir. I get in the room and see Mel on her bed on the phone.

"….she just walked in now." She says to the person on the phone. I look at the clock 9:13. Late. "OK, I love you too. Bye." She hangs up and I take my coat off.

When I come out, Mel smiles at me.

"So…." I say, knowing what's coming next.

"So…." She says. When decides to just get to it. "You know curfew is 9?"

I nod, "Lost track of time." She was about to speak when I said, "running. I lost track of time running." She nods, then looks at me carefully, "Are you ok?"

"Yeah, perfect, a little tired but still good." I smile at her, to help me case.

"OK then…." she trails of shaking her head. She picks up her book and I walk into the bathroom.

Great! I have tear marks under my eyes and get a shower. I quickly dry my hair then get my night clothes on.

I walk back out and see its just past 10. I'm not usually one to go to bed at 10ish, but I'm tired from the run and I never really sleep anymore, so you can't blame a girl.

I say good night to Mel, who still reading and turn on my side.

I fall into a dreamless sleep, until the nightmare takes over.

The same one I always have.

The one where I loss Patrick.

The one that's true.

OK so sorry I didn't cheek it all but, it's late I'm tired, and I have a Science test tomorrow. Anyway, I hope you liked it. Please give me any feedback.

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