A/N Hey guys! Here's the next chapter…Sorry for the lateness. The time period got a little mixed up. The shopping trip was supposed to take place a month after her transformation..sorry. So They've been living together for about a month… Also I'm having a little trouble with how their physical relationship develops…so any ideas are great!! Thanks for the great suggestions last chapter (LoL) Daniel's help with everything. AND AMAZING REVIEWS!! KEEP THEM COMING!!

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EPOV

I continued to pace back and forth...waiting for them to return.
....Always so uptight...
"Relax Edward...there not going to sabotage you..."

Emmett and Jasper were lounging on my couch trying to calm me down.
"Yeah, they never mean any harm Edward..." Jasper added as calm filled the room.
"LET ME BE JASPER!" I barked at him.
"I'm sorry...but, your wives better not mess this up for me." I explained
"It's alright Edward..." Jasper said, he probably felt my emotions as well.
"Yeah...I know being 17 is hard, especially when your very hormonal." Emmett snickered then winked at me. Jasper broke out into laughter and high-fived Emmett. I just gave Emmett a polite smile and punched him across the face. He flew off the couch.
"Be nice boys!!" Esme yelled from downstairs.
"Sorry Esme." we all said.
"So you really do like her?" Emmett asked
"Yes...I just...don't know why...well I do...but its hard to explain..." I muttered.
"Its called "love"!" They exclaimed in a sing song voice. I threw a book at them...sometimes they could be so difficult. But, I really needed their help for once...
"Are you two done?" I sighed.
"Not quite." Emmett said, but Jasper quickly shushed him, sensing my worry.
"Just be yourself when you're with her." He advised.
"Yeah! Use your natural charm!" Emmett added "And don't let her know how inexperienced you are."
"Shut it." I yelled one last time, when I heard the BMW come up the drive way.
"Everyone be quiet!" I whispered.
"We're home!!" Alice chirped from downstairs.

Like dogs to their owners Jasper and Emmett quickly rushed downstairs. I slowly walked to the staircase. My eyes quickly met Bella's but I looked away. I saw her face in the mind of Rosalie, it looked confused, but Rosalie quickly winked at her and started to think of images of Emmett that would forever blind me.
"Did you all have fun?" I asked curiously.
"Yep." Alice answered and winked at me. I saw a glimpse of a food court..
....I'll tell you all about it at another time...
I inconspicuously shook my head, I needed to know now. Alice sighed.
"Bells, why don't you and Rose go hunt, I knew the mall wasn't very easy for you..." Alice said.

Oh, she was in pain at the mall. She should've not gone, she should've stayed here, away from pain. Bella looked visibly fine, but she was probably in pain…
"Lets go Bella." Rosalie said as she grabbed her arm and led her outside.
"Jasper! Can you go get my bags please!?" Alice asked with the sweetest smile on her face. She already knew the answer of course.
"Sure." Jasper replied with a content smile on his face as she pecked him on the cheek. I rolled my eyesJasper quickly went to get her bags.
"So?" I asked trying to keep my calm.
"You are very impatient..." Alice sighed. Then she went through her memories. One in the food court.
...."Do you like him?"
....."I think I do..."

…"Fits your description of the Perfect Man!"
Then a stream of visions appeared before me, of us together. But were quickly cut off. I didn't care. It felt like my heart could burst out of my chest. I never knew this type of happiness before. It felt like the grin on my face would never go away. Of course "like" was an understatement to me, but it would do. Then I thought about what I would do next and drew up a blank. My grin quickly turned to a frown. Alice saw this change as Jasper walked back in with an avalanche of bags.
"What?" Alice asked slightly annoyed.
"What do I do, now?" I asked sheepishly.

Alice was about to say something, but Jasper quickly stopped her.
"You need to figure this one out yourself, but here's a hint, try winning her trust." Jasper stated
I tried digging through Alice's mind but I couldn't find anything besides 80s music, until she looked at the bags. These pink bags and I saw a flash of memory in her mind. That almost had me on the floor. Alice and Rosalie were in a very pink fitting room. Bella came out with only her bra and jeans on. I only saw her for a second, then Alice quickly began singing songs again. If my heart could have it would've jumped out of my chest.

"Woo!" Jasper yelled. "What's with all the lust, brother?!" Alice began to laugh.

"He just saw a flash of Bella in a fitting room!" she said in the middle of giggles.

My siblings did not know when to shut it. Emmett came out of his room, barking with laughter.

"Keep it in your pants, Edward!"

"That's enough children…" Carlisle called from his office.

"You all are so bothersome!" I shouted

"Relax, it happens to everyone…" Jasper explained.

"It's okay Edward." Alice told me

She has as much experience as you have …

This came as a surprise to me, but it solved nothing. I new they all had good intentions, but did they have to be this troublesome?

Bella and Rosalie would be back any second. Hopefully no one would open their big mouths. I shot them each death glares as Bella walked into the room. Bella went to grab her bags to take upstairs. I beat her to it.

"Allow me." I said trying to be charming. I knew it wouldn't have the same effect as it did on human women, but it was worth a try. Her expression went blank for a moment. Then she spoke

"Sure…" She followed me upstairs; Emmett winked at me as I passed him on the stair case.

You're going a little too fast their brother, Why don't you try dinner first?…

If there weren't ladies present I would've found many profanities to spit at him.

I placed her bags in the closet, and shut the door.

"So, did you have fun shopping?" I asked, in effort to get to know her more.

"Depends, on what you call fun." She sighed.

I knew she was different; she hated people taking care of her, and spending money on her. That would have to change.

"What do you do for fun, besides drive your car?" She asked, I could see her eyes filling with questions.

"Let me show you." I smiled as I grabbed her hand, it was like an electric jolt through my arm. Her skin was the same temperature as mine, but something about her touch…

I took her through my bedroom window, to avoid everyone downstairs.

There was a particular spot in the forest where you could see the sunrise perfectly. A small meadow.

"Where are we going?" She asked cautiously. Of course she would want to know, she was responsible after all. I wouldn't let anything happen to her, she should know that.

"You'll see." I smiled at her as we ran through the forest. We reached the spot in record time.

I didn't want to let her hand go, it felt nice there. Like I was complete. She made no motion to remove it either. It was almost 5:00 am the sun wouldn't rise for another hour and the rain was light.

"Wow…This is beautiful." She said in awe as she looked around the meadow.

"I know…This is my favorite spot in the whole forest, especially during sunrise."

She sighed contently

"This is the most quiet I've gotten in weeks…"

"Same for me, as well." I commented

"Bella...I think we need to start over…" I said hesitantly.

"Me too." She said smiling. Her smile was amazing, it would have made my blood race.

"So, you moved here from Phoenix, correct?" I asked trying at small talk.

"Mhm." Was all she replied as we roamed the meadow.

"Was it because you liked Forks that much?" I asked, trying to keep her talking. She actually laughed, a silvery laugh. It was the most amazing sound ever.

"Not at all, I actually hated Forks, but my mother, Renee got remarried…"

"And?" I asked trying not to sound too interested, when I was actually hanging on her every word.

"Phil travels a lot, he plays baseball and staying home with me made her unhappy so I decided to spend time with my dad…" She whispered, I could see the pain becoming more prominent in her features as she talked about her father. All because of my selfishness

"If I could just…take it back…I would Bella…" I cried out. She smiled in reply

"I thought we were starting over…"

"Yes but−"

"Let me just ask one question." She interrupted

"Anything." I stated.

"Why did you stop? Why didn't you just kill me right then?" She was facing away from me, looking into the forest.

"I don't know…" I whispered, but I did know. I needed to see her face. To see if she was judging me for the monster I was. I spun her around. All I saw was pure curiosity across her face.

"I think because…deep down, I didn't want to hurt you, it was just the thirst taking over…The human side of me tried to stop, and when the rest of my family came I realized what I'd done. It's been torturing me, thinking if Carlisle pried me away or if my own will pried me from you…" I cried out

"But I know if my family wouldn't have stopped me…It would've been the biggest mistake of my existence. And from the bottom of my heart, I am truly sorry, because of my weakness you have to suffer." I couldn't look into her eyes anymore.

"Edward…" hearing her say my name did strange things to my body.

"Even after seeing my parents, after seeing what I'd lost forever, I still can't bring my self to hate you. And I don't know why…it's been killing me." I looked up and saw nothing but confusion on her beautiful face.

Alice was right, she didn't hate me…But would this help anything? We sat there in the meadow, for quite some time. I was fully content, she seemed so too. Then I saw Bella in the sunlight. Her skin shinning like thousands of diamonds.

Of course she had seen herself in the sun before, so there was no surprise, but I had not seen her, it was breathtaking. She saw me as well and gasped at the sight. We did not move at all, but she took her hand and brushed my cheek. The electric jolt was still there and the feeling of her hand was amazing. At this moment, I wanted nothing more then to pick her up into my arms and kiss her. I did not know if she wanted the same. We could have laid there for hours, but we had to get back to the house…

"We should go…" I heard her whisper, the reluctance in her voice filled my heart with joy.

"Yes…they'll be wondering…" I replied

I helped her up and we stood there for a while, admiring the sunrise. Alice said it would be sunny today, so we would be ditching school. I heard her sigh, and I was dying to know what she was thinking. If she wanted to kiss me as much as I wanted to kiss her. It was a foreign impulse, but it was strong. She turned around to head back when I stopped her.

"Bella?" I whispered

She turned around; her face looked beautiful at this moment. Behind the cold marble skin, there were some imperfections which made her beautiful. At one moment she looked like the Bella I saw in the kitchen flushed red, full of surprise.

I already knew her personality like my own. She was responsible, selfless and a bit stubborn. That much showed from her actions, but she was different from regular girls her age.

Her mind was a mystery, but there was something else that had drawn me to her. Something deeper than lust or want, maybe it was just fate.

I placed my hand under her chin and motioned her face up so her lips could reach mine. I paused and stared deep in her eyes. They were full of lust, just as mine were. I slowly ducked my head so our lips could meet.

Sorry about the cliff hanger! Will she deny Edward!? But one question: If they do kiss, Do you want this kiss from Edward or Bella's pov. REVIEW! REVIEW! REVIEW! Thanks for all the great reviews last chapter and sorry for the wait..next one will be out quicker.