Ok here is chapter 7. I was a little miffed about the mess up on here the other day and only got 2 reviews for the last chapter *sniff sniff* So, let's see if we can make it up for it with this one hint hint! I have to give mad kudos to preciousfairymom80 who is the reason this story is here and who gave me the ideas for this chapter when I was completely stuck in the middle of it. Oh by the way, she loves the reviews and giggles when she sees them so GIVE THEM UP PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight but if I did I would have made Bella be me and Edward would be all mine! Wait a sec, he ALREADY IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I am keeping him locked up in my bedroom so I can get "inspiration" for the smut lol!

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Chapter 7

EPOV

"Kiss me" Bella whispered and I leaned in and softly pressed my lips against hers. I felt her hand tangle up in my hair and press in to deepen the kiss. Then I felt like I had been hit by a train. I fell off the chair and was flooded with memories.

Memories:

Being in the hospital and Carlisle biting me… Vampires… Meeting Esme and finding out that she was going to be Carlisle's mate... Rosalie, Emmett, Alice, Jasper… Hunting with my brothers…Traveling the world with my family… Forks High School… Bella… Meeting her for the first time… Her scent… Her kisses… Proposing to her in her bedroom… Baseball… Victoria… James… Laurent… The fight in the "Kiss me" Bella whispered and I leaned in and softly pressed my lips against hers. I felt her hand tangle up in my hair and press in to deepen the kiss. Then I felt like I had been hit by a train. I fell off the chair and was flooded with memories.

Memories:

Being in the hospital and Carlisle biting me… Vampires… Meeting Esme and finding out that she was going to be Carlisle's mate... Rosalie, Emmett, Alice, Jasper… Hunting with my brothers…Traveling the world with my family… Forks High School… Bella… Meeting her for the first time… Her scent… Her kisses… Proposing to her in her bedroom… Baseball… Victoria… James… Laurent… The fight in the clearing… Watching as James lunged for my Bella… Attacking him… The fire… THE FIRE!!! The smoke, the pain, burning alive, my mother in heaven… Coming back and seeing Charlie again… The FIRE, THE PAIN, OH GOD MAKE IT STOP!!! BELLA, NO!!! MAKE IT STOP!!! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!

My eyes flew open and I saw everyone staring at me, all of the vampires staring at me. I jumped up and grabbed Bella trying to protect her from the.

"Edward? Are you ok?" Bella asked from inside my embrace.

"I will be fine once I get you away from them!" I shouted.

"What do you mean Edward? They are your family and mine. They are safe" Bella said.

"They…they…but…but they're VAMPIRES!" I shouted glaring at each of them in turn. "THEY WILL DRINK YOUR BLOOD BELLA!"

Everyone burst out laughing then, well everyone but Carlisle and Bella.

"Edward! We would never hurt Bella!" Alice scolded me.

"Yeah besides Eddie, we are vegetarians remember? Unless you have 4 legs and can't talk, we don't want ya!" Emmett said laughing at me.

"Edward, you were once a vampire too and you and I had talked about you changing me into one so we could be together forever. Don't you remember Edward?" Bella said from behind me.

I spun around and looked at her like she was crazy. "How can you even think that I would wish that kind of hell on you?"

"Edward…Edward what are you saying?" Bella said, tears welling up in her eyes.

"I…I…I don't know! Everything is so confusing and messed up right now" I said, dropping my head to look at the floor.

"Edward, I still love you. I will help you through this" Bella said, lifting my chin to look in my eyes.

"We all will Edward" Esme said coming towards me slowly.

"Please, please don't touch me right now" I said softly, tears spilling down my face. "I am still so confused.

"Everyone, why don't we leave Edward and Bella to themselves for a few. I think they need it" Carlisle said putting his arm around an upset Esme. Everyone turned and walked out of the room leaving Bella and I alone again.

"Edward, what happened when we kissed?" Bella asked, not looking into my eyes. She even started to blush a little. "Was…was…was it that bad for you?"

"NO BELLA!" I yelled and she jumped. I pulled her a little closer and settled into a chair at the breakfast nook and pulled her onto my lap. "Bella, I just remembered."

"Remembered what?"

"Everything, well I think everything. It was horrible Bella. I remembered losing my mother and father. I remembered Carlisle turning me into one of them. I remembered Esme, Rosalie, Alice, Emmett, and Jasper. I remembered going through year after year alone. I remembered the feel of killing an animal just to drink its blood. I remembered meeting you."

"And meeting me was horrible?"

"No, no Bella, don't you ever think that. What was horrible was feeling all the emotions washing over me at once; several lifetimes of emotions hitting my mind and my heart at once. But then I remembered meeting you and how wonderful you smelled and looked and how you wanted me even though I was a horrible creature who drank blood. You loved me and wanted me no matter what. But then I remembered something else…"

"What Edward? What else did you remember?" Bella asked, searching my eyes for the answer. I looked up at her and I felt a few tears spill over my cheeks again.

"I remembered what happened when I took you to play baseball with us. I remembered the others coming up, others who weren't like us. I remembered them attacking and us attacking back and then I saw the one lunge at you. I tried to keep you safe and in the process I fell into the fire. It hurt so bad Bella, so bad. I felt it, every flame burning me again. Every nerve felt the pain and then I felt the pain of losing you. That was even worse. I saw you screaming outside the fire, trying to get to me and I didn't want you to die too."

Bella wrapped her arms around me and just held me. I hadn't realized but I was shaking and crying uncontrollably. It had all felt so real.

"Was…was that it?" Bella asked softly.

"No, there was one more thing. I remembered my mother. Only it wasn't from when I was a human. It was after the fire. I saw her surrounded by a bright light and she spoke to me, she sent me back to you because of the sacrifice I made to save you. She gave me another chance with you, as a mortal…"

Bella sat up at this comment and then I heard the soft footsteps around me stop. I looked up and saw everyone had come back into the kitchen and they were all staring at me with their eyes wide and their mouths open.

"Edward…did…did you just say what we heard you say?" Carlisle asked with disbelief.

"Yes" I said nodding my head. "My mother sent me back. She was an angel and gave me a second chance with Bella, with life…"

"Incredible" Esme whispered.

Bella was still looking at me, her eyes wide with the new information.

"Bella? Are you ok?" I asked her.

"Yes, I will be fine. It is all just so overwhelming. I still can't believe it. But I have you back and that is all that matters and you will never leave me again. Right?" Bella asked staring at me suddenly.

"Of course not!" I said, a smile breaking over my face suddenly and everyone laughed at me. "As long as it is within my power, I will never be away from you again. You are the reason I am here today and I love you."

"I love you too" Bella said then she yawned deeply and it was contagious. Before I knew it I was yawning too.

"Bella, why don't you take Edward upstairs to your room and you can show him around the house too. Then you two need your sleep it seems." Esme said to us and I could have sworn that she winked at Bella. "Oh and Jasper, would you mind lending Edward some clothes to sleep in and for tomorrow?"

"That won't be necessary Jasper" Bella said with a deep crimson blush spreading across her face suddenly.

"Oh? And why is that little sister?" Jasper said with a half cocked smile on his face and Alice was giggling beside him.

"Well, umm, you see, what happened was…" Bella started to ramble and I smiled as the crimson blush spread further up her face. What was causing her such embarrassment?

"Bella, just spit it out" Emmett said laughing, Alice was apparently contagious too.

"IkeptallofEdward'sclothesfrombeforecausetheysmelledlikehimandIcouldn'tbringmyselftothrowthemout!" Bella said quickly, hiding her face in her hands. I barely caught what she had said but understood that I had clothes and they smelled like me apparently.

"Ewwww Bella! You would smell ALL of his clothes? Even his drawers?" Rose said with a slight grin and then everyone burst out laughing as Bella sank into my shoulder hiding her face.

"Bella" I said between chuckles. "It is ok Bella. I still love you and apparently, they do too or else they wouldn't be picking on you like this." Bella just shook her head and kept her face hidden in her hands and my shoulder.

"Ok everyone, enough, Bella, why don't you and Edward head upstairs. I am sure you two would like to talk some more before you both go to sleep" Carlisle suggested and Bella looked relieved at the sudden change in topic.

"Everyone, real quick, I just want to apologize for the way I am acting" I said. "It is just so hard on me to not really remember everything. I mean I remember you all and I remember the major things in my life but there is still so much in the gray and I don't feel whole still."

"It is ok Edward, we are here to help you" Esme said, crossing over to give me a hug. I shivered at the cold chills it gave me and Esme laughed lightly. "Don't worry son, you will get used to the cold eventually. Now you two, upstairs now and off to bed! It has been a long and trying day for both of you I assume and you two need your sleep!" Esme shooed us out of the kitchen and up the stairs.

Bella had her hand in mine and was leading the way. I was enjoying the view of her round butt swaying in my face up the stairs. I felt a pull in my abdomen and couldn't help but smile at the view.

Bella led me down a long hallway pointing out the bathroom, Carlisle's office, Rosalie and Emmett's room, Alice and Jasper's room, then we turned the corner at the end of the hall and came to another door.

"This is my, I mean our room" Bella said blushing again. Bella took a deep breath and opened the door. The view floored me and another memory hit me. This was just like my room in Forks. In fact, I could almost swear that it was the same exact room. Everything was in the same place, it was all there. I took a deep breath and sighed. "Do you like it?" Bella asked softly.

"Bella, you kept everything the same… I feel like I am home!" I said excitedly picking her up and spinning her around. I set her on the floor but couldn't seem to let her go, holding her just felt so natural, so right.

Bella looked into my eyes then and smiled then wrapped her arms around my neck and said softly "I am so happy you are home. You just don't even know how this makes me feel, what it makes me remember."

"What do you remember?" I asked as she removed herself from my arms and laid back on the bed. I sat down beside her and she grabbed my shirt and pulled me down beside her.

"I remember everything Edward. I remember how you would hold me in your arms as I slept. How you would comfort me when I had a bad dream. How you protected me from everything. And…how you loved me and made me feel emotionally and…and…physically" Bella said, looking into my eyes.

"Tell me, tell me what I used to do to you Bella. Help me to remember everything" I coaxed her on even though I remembered most of everything with her. I just had to hear her say the words. I had to hear that she still wanted me to touch her and kiss her.

"HUH?!?" Bella said suddenly trying to sit up and I put my hand on hers and pulled her back down to me, wrapping her in my arms. I felt like I was in heaven again, only Bella was my angel.

"Tell me Bella, tell me how I touched you, how I made you feel…" I said.

"You used to be so careful Edward, you were always afraid you were going to hurt me. You wouldn't kiss me passionately, you wouldn't take things too quickly and you always demanded control. I loved everything you made me feel but always felt like I was missing something from it, the physical and emotional connections were there but something else wasn't. But, I could feel you even when you weren't touching me. I can't really explain it…" Bella said rolling over to lie on her back again, closing her eyes to the memories.

I rolled over to my side and slightly hovered over her, taking in all of her glorious features. She was perfect and she still loved me. I was the happiest man in the world because this beautiful woman loved me.

"Bella?" I said softly.

"Yes?" Bella said, opening her eyes to find my face just inches from hers.

I licked my lips and asked "may I?"

She didn't respond with words, only her lips crashing into mine as she kissed me with all the passion and anger and loss and everything else she was feeling. She pulled me against her and deepened the kiss. I parted my lips and she matched the movement. I pressed my tongue into her mouth and she danced hers against mine lovingly. Her hands made their way to my hair and twisted themselves into it, pulling me closer and closer to her.

I maneuvered one of my arms under her to pull her closer as my other arm and hand moved their way down her shoulder and arm and found her hip, pulling it up against me. Bella moaned when I did this and I felt the same pull in my pelvic region. I wanted her so bad and all the feelings I had for her washed over me, driving me insane with want and need.

Bella broke from the kiss and gasped as I moved my lips down her jaw line and onto her neck, kissing and licking her as I pulled her hip into me again; I felt my jeans tighten when I did it.

"Edward" Bella moaned and I was about to lose control. I wanted her so badly and she wanted me too.

"Bella" I said between kisses and licks down her neck. I moved my lips to her ear and nibbled on it gently then sucked it into my mouth and flicked my tongue against it. Bella thrust her body against me, grinding her hips into my pelvis and she moaned again.

"Edward, touch me, please, anywhere, everywhere!" Bella ordered me in moans and throaty words. Who was I to deny her? I moved my hand from her hip and slid it up her abdomen until my hand found one of her breasts. I moved my hand over it and massaged lightly, finding her nipple through the shirt, pinching it lightly.

"OH GOD EDWARD!" Bella moaned loudly then she pulled my mouth back to hers and kissed me deeply, with everything she had.

"I want you Bella" I said when I broke the kiss and she looked at me and nodded then covered my mouth with hers again. I went to move my hand under her shirt and the bedroom door flew open with a loud bang.

"ALICE! WHAT THE FUCK???!!!???" Bella screamed at her, breaking the steamy session. Alice had a glazed look to her eyes and just stood there. "Alice? Alice are you ok? What do you see?" Bella said quickly, jumping up and running to her.

Alice blinked then focused on Bella and said, "Bella, we are about to have company. We have to make sure you and Edward are safe…"


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