Sorry again, i know i'm a mess... this chapter is not very intense actually it kind of sucks... anyways it was needed... enjoy.
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OOON WITH THE STORYY:
i put my favorite floral blue dress on and matched it with my brown boots. "Very taylor swift-ish" I said to myself. I didn't bother with blow drying my hair, I just passed a towel over it for a few seconds, it was still wet but I never really cared about those kind of things.
I could smell eggs and bacon when I came down stairs, could they have cooked it? I found it very hard to believe either Danny nor Dougie had cooked a nice smelling breakfast, and in such a short time that is.
But when I got to the kitchen I got my answer. Danny and Dougie were sitting on the kitchen table enjoying, more like attacking, their bacon and eggs, while tom was making more breakfast for, I guessed, him and myself. I unknowingly thanked tom for rescuing me out of Danny's eating habits, cause I didn't know if I could survive another piece pizza for breakfast. When I came inside the kitchen Tom smiled and waved at me, and only Danny lifted his gaze from the plate and smiled at me, his mouth full of bacon bits.
"eww, Danny" I laughed "I didn't need to see that!"
He chuckled and kept eating "forry, 'Iana"
I laughed and walked over to Tom.
"hey big boy, glad you came" I said smiling and hugging him. He hugged me back.
"I wasn't going to let two of my best friends and a lovely girl die of intoxication"
I laughed and nodded "right".
"So, how did everyone end up last night?" Tom said looking at the others too. I coughed the bits of toast i had justput into my mouth. I could feel myself blushing and turned busying myself with a plate to get the rests of my breakfast.
stop it, will you? giving yourself away much?
"Man, I was knackered when i got home" Danny said "remember the obsessive girl that was stalking me at the party"
I laughed, "how could you not?"
Danny ignored me "well she came back when you guys left" He said signaling Dougie and me.
I turned looking over to Dougie, his own eyes flew to mine and I quickly turned my gaze away from his.
I focused my mind back into the conversation.
"And you missy, left me helpless with her at the beginning of the night" danny accused me. I laughed. "well, you looked well into her" I said sarcastically.
"It's not funny, she was all over me" He said almos desperate.
I giggled "sorry darling, she was giving me the lethal glare, I couldn't stand her"
"that bad huh?" Tom said.
"what about you Puggs? I saw you with some chick" said Tom to the only bandmate I was trying to avoid eye-contact with. I took a sit on the table and started eating my breakfast, trying to take my interest away from the conversation, and failing miserably.
"Yeah, mate I was surprised you left so early" said Danny.
Dougie gazed at me, and his voice changed, winning his famous arrogant tone to it "Some bitch dropped her glass in her dress and she had to go"
I pretended it didn't hurt not even a single bit. after all the other two knew nothing about our fight last night. And he had called me that loads of times the night before. So I should be used to it, right?
"Shame I thought we were finally going to get you laid" Tom chuckled.
"Yeh, it was about time" Danny started "after everything that happened with Frank-" Tom smacked Danny on the back of his head.
It didn't take a genius to realize danny shouldn't have said anything, it didn't take a genius to see the painful expression on dougie's ocean eyes, a pain that was beyond my understanding, a pain that was beyond my help, a pain that teared me up a little bit.
No one said anything for a few seconds. My head was working fast to find something to say, before things got more awkward and depressing. I had to take that shadow away from his eyes, not because i cared about him. I was selfish and somehow his pain hurt me, somehow.
"So umm.. Danny?" I started "When did you get home last night?"
He smiled at me appreciating my effort "umm.. about 4, I think"
I remembered when I hit my bed the night clock marked 3.50.
"You almost caught us awake then" then I thought about what I had said and blushed, of course Danny would never know Dougie and I had a hot make out session in his kitchen, it would have been horrid if Danny had walked in on it. But if Dougie did remember he now knew that I remembered as well so if I kept pretending nothing happened, he'd know that I knew something did happen. Dougies surprised face caught my attention, so he did remember, or not?
I gazed at him and I couldn't identify the expression in his eyes.
"Is that so?" Danny looked curious and a bit suspicious "Did you stay up talking or… please tell me you weren't arguing again!"
I didn't want to lie to danny but I couldn't tell him the truth, he'd freak! And even less with Dougie here... not a chance.
I had gotten myself into this and I was the only one who could get me out of it. But I didn't know what I was supposed to say, specially with Dougie in front of me.
I decided to play dumb "I don't remember really, we did talk but not for long"
There you go that wasn't a lie. Dougie looked at me and nodded as in saying I wasn't lying, or did he mean that that was all we did? Danny didn't look very convinced but after all it did seem to the public eye that we were getting along better, we drove home together last night, and he was actually in the same room as I was without getting all weird. Danny didn't seem to suspect anything at all. I sighed in relief.
After that the conversation flowed without intruding my contort zone.
2 hours later Danny's was filled with McFly members, family and friends. the girls and I were sitting in my room talking about last night, Gi was talking about anything but wedding plans, I found it so adorable how they were both so perfect for each other, there wasn't a settled day yet but it was so obvious they were both dying to get married already. She was talking about her dress and how she knew Tom was going to look lovely in a suit.
I wonder how he looks in a suit. dazzling probably. I wonder how McFly look in a suit, now THAT's a good picture. I wonder how Danny looks in a suit, probably out of place, it doesn't go with him at all. I wonder how dougie looks in a suit…
My unconscious mind strarted throwing at me images, I didn't actually need. Dougie looking absolutely stunning with a black tux, his blue eyes sparkling, his lovely smile, not a sarcastic one, but a real smile. His lips. His hair pushed back, with some stubborn bits of hair hanging just above his eyebrows…
"Earth to Diana" my sight focused on Carrie who was waving her hand at my face, and Jazzie, Vicky, Gi and Izzy, who were staring at me confused.
"Yeah, girl, you're so out of it today" Izzy said "Are you aright?"
I sighed, they're going to get it out of me soon anyway. I took a deep breath and started, I needed some girlfriend advice after all. Five pairs of eyes turned to look at me.
"There's this guy that I have feelings for, and I don't know what to do 'cause I have to face him quite often and I don't want things to get more awkward than they already are" could things really get more awkward?
They all nodded or looked like they understood.
"Does he know how you feel about him?" Gi asked.
"I doubt so" i sighed. "I hope not"
oh god, please let it be a big no.
"Has anything happened with him? i mean..." Vicky asked. I felt myself blushing again. Some of the girls smirked while the others raised their eyebrows.
"We…" i relised my breath "kissed."
Carrie gasped "when?"
"Last night…" I blushed again.
"He likes you back then" Izzy said.
"He does?" found it impossible "no, I really don't think it's possible, plus, I'm not even sure that I like him, it's something different..."
"C'mon he's crazy about you" Jazzie said.
"He like adores you" Gi added
"You're all he talks about" stated Carrie.
I was majorly confused now. How could this be true? Unless, we weren't talking about the same person.
"Wait, who are you talking about?" I asked confused.
"Danny, duh!" Carrie said.
"What?" i almost screamed. What were they saying, this. could. not. be...
"It's so obvious that you and my brother like each other, get together already!" Vicky said.
Jazzie nodded "plus, you just said you already kissed"
I felt silence. They all smirked thinking they were right, thinking i believed them. But my mind was else where if only they knew, who I was talking about.
Now there was one more question I needed an answer to: did Danny like me?
no that's not possible, or is it?
