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Chapter 6: Think Twice

As I sat in English class, I couldn't help but think twice on my decision. Should I tell him that I love him? Or should I walk away, hide my feelings for him forever? I just don't know what to do anymore. It's all eating me alive. Tearing me apart. God please, I'm sorry for my sins and all. I know the only time I pray is when I have a stupid problem, but I can't help it. Doesn't everyone else do it? I really need your help now. Please help me. Just give me a sign, at least. A sign, on what my decision should be. Show me the light. Ring a bell or something like that. As soon as I said the words though, the lunch bell literally rang. "So much for a god." I cursed under my breath. I was glued to my seat. I couldn't move. I couldn't function. I thought of how our life would be together. Me and Edward. No Jessica or any other bimbos that might admire him, and get in our way.

"Staying in Miss Swan?" Mrs. Barreau asked. She was my favorite teacher. She was kind, and understanding.

"No… just thinking." I said with a weak smile.

"Bella." She sighed. "He will learn to love you. He will realize that he loves you. And if he doesn't, he may never know what love really feels like. He will realize it sooner or later. Now or never, but he might be a wee bit late. I just hope you'll still love him then. Even though he's late." She smiled warmly. I blinked. To say I was shock was an understatement.

"H-h-how…how did you know?" I stuttered in total shock.

"Well first off," she paused to look at me. "You look at him with way too much admiration." She gave me a knowing look. "And secondly, your writing says all. You're an incredible writer, Bella. You put so much emotions in them, that even your reader feels it."

I smiled sadly. "Is it that obvious? The way I act, I mean."

"To an observing outsider it is. Remember, there is more than what meets the eye." She stated. Mrs. Barreau was like a mother to me at times. At other times she was like a friend. Advisable, and supporting.

I glanced nervously at the clock, then back at my smiling teacher.

"It's now or never, dear." She said calmly.

I thanked her then left the classroom. I thought back to what she said; about Edward learning to love me. What in the hell did she mean about him being too late to realize that he loves me. If he ever does.

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