Okay I figured that because I was away for sooo long and didn't update for ages that I would treat you lucky people to two chapters in one day! How lovely am I? I know, I know I'm just great. Only joking. Have fun! Oh by the way I have started to watch the o.c. and it's brilliant, almost as good as instant star!
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Opps I think I just might have been out of order. How can I make this up to him? Hmmm possibly a lap dance?
Oh god!
OH GOD!
This is sooo bad!
What am I going to do!
Oh Christ on a bike! I just had to slap him didn't I!
For god sake! What in the name of father Christmas's bread is wrong with me!
I promise to never slap anyone ever again. Yeah like's that's going to happen. oh great! The little ANNOYING voice is back again! Oh joy! hey! I might be a brain but I still have feelings! is that why your so sarcastic? I don't maybe I have issues. oh you poor thing I… oh god Noooo! I'm am not giving therapy to my brain! No! this stops now! I thought we were making real progress though. Quiet you.
: 5 minute's later :
Well that was an ….. Um interesting.
My brain has more issues than me.
Hmmm.
Right anyway let's get to me making this up too Speed.
Well I could…. No my mum would kill me.
How about ….. No police wouldn't like it.
Oh crap!
: 2 minutes later :
Yeah so back to my brains issues.
Oh for the love of god you are such an idiot! that is sooo not a nice way to talk to me! I am after all keeping you in my head. well that doesn't mean much since you would be dead if I wasn't in your head. oh picky, picky. So why am I an idiot? because you are! right if you don't tell me I going to tell them about the time you and a rabbit had a … alright! Stop before you hurt yourself. Hello what are you good at? Writing songs! Duh! Write Speed a song! God I'm sounded by stupid people! If I had hands I would be throwing them up in the air right now! oh brain! You're a genius!
I know!
: G - Major :
"Hi is Tommy in?" I asked the girls at the desk.
"Yeah he's in studio B." she answered not looking up from her notes.
How rude!
I walked into Studio B and guess who in there Tommy and SME. Why is it every time I write a new song about Speed he's always there?
"Hi guys!" I smiled.
"Jude, what's up?" Tommy asked me. Speed didn't even look at me! rude!
"Speed are you okay?" I asked him. I could see he had a split lip.
"Yeah whatever." He answered.
Bloody hell! I've just a really good song for him and he's being all blokish! Men! What the hell is wrong with them?
How moody can he be! All I did is slap he it's not like I never did that before!
"Uh Jude?" Tommy clicked his fingers in my face.
Damn it!
Not again!
I have to stop doing that!
"Jude?"
Double damn and hobs on top!
I can't believe I did that twice!
"Right I've got a new song to record!" I told Tommy.
"Okay let's hear it." Tommy said and pointed to the booth door.
I sat down on the stool and played a cord on my guitar.
He
drowns in his dreams Oh and I don't know He's magic and myth Oh 'cause I don't know I'm longing for
love and the logical He's
soft to the touch Oh 'cause I
don't know He's beautiful Fading
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as
damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And
if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't
right
It just ain't right
I don't
know what is after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful
disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the
laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful
disaster
As strong as what I believe
A
tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to
change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on
tight
I don't know what is after
But
he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could
hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be
beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting
for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never
enough
And still he's more than I can take
I don't know what is after
But he's so
beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold
on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or
just a beautiful disaster
Such a beautiful
disaster
Beautiful
(Beautiful
disaster)
Beautiful disaster
Yeah! I finished the song and they all looked pleased. Oh yeah I'm good!
"So you like it?" I asked them when I stepped outside of the both.
"Who's it about?" Speed asked me before anyone said anything.
"I thinks that's obvious!" I said to him.
"Well spell it out for me." he said.
What is up with this guys! Not only did I write I song for him but I have to tell him its about him! Give me a break!
"It's about you." I told him and then kissed him. When we broke apart he smiled. For some reason his smiled faded.
"Oh it's you."
That's it! Naeneh xoxoxox
