a/n: all I'm going to say is, enjoy!
Chapter 7 – The result and Together Again Part 1
Clary's POV
As I waited for Jace so we could find out the result I thought about what Jordan said when we had that conversation at the café we were at
"there was a girl at my old school," he said, "who apparently almost killed herself and was basically crazy." I swallowed as he said this,
"did you even know her?" I asked, shocked and horrified by what he was saying, he shook her head,
"no but I took everyone's word for it." He shrugged, at that, I looked away from him, I thought he was better than that, clearly not.
"did you know her name?" I asked, he shook his head again, I sighed, "what was the school you went to before you came here?" I asked, fearing what he was going to say,
"I can't remember the full name but people nicknamed it "the Mundie school." I don't know why," I gasped and completely looked away from him, "why do you wanna know?" he asked.
"I went there as well." I whispered,
"did you know the craz-" I cut him off and looked into his eyes,
"I was the crazy girl!" I snapped, "I can't believe you would take other people's word for it when everyone in that school were horrible!" I almost shouted,
"Clary… I didn't know I'm so-"
"Forget it, I need to go, I don't feel that well." I said and with that I left.
Finally when Jace arrived at my house, since my mom had let him in, and she knew all about it, I mean how couldn't I tell her? She was my mom. I looked up and went up to him, and immediately hugged him and broke down crying in his arms.
"shh, shh, it's gonna be okay Clary, what's happened? I mean I know about the thing but what made you realise you might be?" he asked, as he hugged back before pulling back and looking into my eyes,
"I felt ill after I had a talk with Jordan, he told me about a girl at his old school who was suicidal and tried to kill herself and was basically crazy, he didn't realise but…" I trailed off as I saw his eyes narrowing know it was me, Jordan was talking about,
"He didn't know it was you." He finished, I nodded and he hugged me again and stroked my hair, "I'm gonna have a talk with him." He mumbled into my hair, I held onto him tighter,
"You can, but not now, not now, please stay I need to find out if I am, you know, " I whispered, "I'm so scared Jace." I whispered, he tipped my head up to look at him,
"I know, and I'm not going anywhere Clary, I promise, I won't leave you, I promise." He whispered kissing my forehead and I closed my eyes as he did this.
I sighed and mumbled over and over, "thank you." Then I looked up at him and whispered, "I'm sorry." He shook his head,
"No, I'm sorry, if I hadn't slept with Kaelie in the first place, we'd still be together, if I wasn't jealous, we'd still be together, if I wasn't stupid we would still be together-" I cut him off with a gentle kiss,
"Just shut up, it was both our fault, lets just admit that okay?" I asked, he nodded,
"Okay," he agreed,
"Now let's go find out." I said, grabbing a bag from the couch and walking to the downstairs bathroom, I kissed his cheek,
"Wait outside and I'll come out when I'm done." I said, he nodded and I went into the bathroom to determine the result of whether or not I was going to become a mom or not.
I came out of the bathroom after I was done, and said,
"Now we wait." I said,
"How long?" he asked, I looked at the box,
"It says about 5-10 minutes." I replied, he took my hand and whispered,
"It's gonna be okay, whether its positive or not, we're in this together." I nodded and hugged him again,
"I love you Jace." I mumbled.
"I love you too Clary and whether or not its positive its not going to change." I smiled as he said that,
"And people wonder why I had you as a boyfriend." I said, he chuckled,
"It was not because I'm stunningly attractive then?" he asked, I hit his chest playfully,
"You know that was one of the reasons why, but no not just that, its because you're so sweet and kind and people don't even realise that, behind all that 'I'm a bad boy' attitude there's a sweet boy who's the best boyfriend in the world and will never let any harm come to those he loves." I said, "and I don't mean just me, I mean Izzy and Alec, and maybe even Simon as friends and as family, you'd never let them get hurt, especially Izzy and Alec, maybe not Simon and Magnus that way because if they ever hurt your family they'd be dead, but definetly Izzy and Alex." I explained,
"And you, I'd kill anyone who hurt you in anyway." He said, I smiled,
"And me," I agreed, then looked at him, "no matter what happens with this promise, we'll always stay together?" I asked,
"So we're back together?" he asked, I nodded.
"Only if you want us to be." I said,
"Clary, you're the love of my life of course I want us to get back together, and I promise never to hurt you again." He said, I smiled and then looked at the time at the clock,
"it's time." I said, and went to go get the test from the bathroom, after a bit I came through, not knowing what to think, I stood there in silence before Jace shook me,
"What does it say?" I looked down at the test then back at him,
I took a deep breath and started to say the result…
a/n: I hope you enjoyed, I'm sorry for the cliffhanger but I'm not sure whether or not to actually make her pregnant so in the next chapter I'll know and you'll find out, please review, favourite and follow and I'll see you in the next chapter.
