A/n I just want to thank the following for song ideas I used in this chapter. 1 anonymous. 2. BroadwayTheatreGleek 3. rainthenrainbows and this is a nice long chappie due to the songs. Just a warning. Drama will rear its ugly head next time you hear from me. Ps I own glee, mark salling (yum) and my own college. At least in my dream world I do. You should join me there.
Glee's doing the music again this year at prom and Quinn is already up there singing when we walk in. We all find a table with an empty seat for Noah. Once Quinn's set is over I see someone tall and gangly getting on the stage. Finn looks nice in the same suit he wore to prom last year. He sings a couple of top 40 songs and then just before the dj takes over for half an hour, I hear him start a familiar song.
Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but I want it so
Let's not pretend you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words are never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
You're all I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay
Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it
So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words are never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh
And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
Been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly
So let's not pretend that you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words are never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best
I know he is singing it to me and Sam does too. It sounds like he's finally giving up. Sam smiles "want to dance?" I raise an eyebrow. "Why not?" A slow song starts to play and we go out. His hand rests on my hip and mine stays on his chest. After a while he starts to laugh. I stare at him quizzically "what?" "Last year before St. Douche showed up, you were my date to prom." "Yeah you were. But that was before we really got to know each other. Before I learned you were ticklish, before I knew you were allergic to kumquat, before I learned you were the best man I'd ever meet." He smirks "I think that's when I started crushing on you. It was just a little crush until I got to know that you hated bananas, loved horror movies with terrible special effects and thought you were really grown on a tree until you were 6." I roll my eyes and lay my head on his shoulder. "When is your set?" "I'm next. And I'm singing two songs to you and one to Finn." I stare at him shocked. "Finn!" he kisses my forehead. "Just listen to the song." We danced until just before it was time for his set and then I made Noah dance with me. I smile at his first song, knowing it was for me.
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn, to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
[ Lyrics from: .com/lyrics/j/jason_mraz/im_ ]
And do ya want to scooch on over closer dear,
And I will nibble your ear
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see ya clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
So please don't, please don't, please don't, there's
No need to complicate cause our time is short this
Oh this oh this oh this is our fate, I'm yours
I clap and cheer and Sam shoots me a wink. The next one I'm not as familiar with but Noah says it's for me. Artie helps Sam out with it though.
beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and I might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
I know you feel where I'm coming from
regardless of the things in my past that I've done
most of it really was for the heck of the fun
on the carousel so around I spun (spun)
with no directions just tryna get some (some)
tryna chase skirts, living in the summer sun (sun)
this is how I lost more than I had ever won (won)
and honestly I ended up with none
there's no much nonsense
it's on my conscience
I'm thinking baby I should get it out
and I don't wanna sound redundant
but I was wondering if there was something that you wanna know
(that you wanna know)
but never mind that we should let it go (we should let it go)
cause we don't wanna be a TV episode (TV episode)
and all the bad thoughts just let them go (go, go, go, go)
beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothing on you baby
they might say hi and I might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
hands down there will never be another one
I been around and I never seen another one
look at your style I ain't really got nothin' on
and you wild when you ain't got nothing on
baby you the whole package plus you pay your taxes
and you keep it real while them other stay plastic
you're my wonder women call me Mr. fantastic
stop.. now think about it
I've been to London, I've been to Paris
even way out there in Tokyo
back home down in Georgia to new Orleans
but you always steal the show (steal the show)
.com/nothin'_on_you_lyrics_b.o.
and just like that girl you like a Nintendo 64 (64)
if you never knew well now you know (know, know, know, know)
beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and I might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
everywhere I go I'm always hearing your name (name, name)
and no matter where I'm at girl you make me wanna sang (sang,sang)
whether a bus or a plane or a car or a train
no other girls on my brain and you the one to blame
beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and I might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
yeah and that's just how we do it
and i'ma let this ride
I smile and laugh then do and sit down. Kurt smiles at me and then asks "You know he's serenading you right?" I roll my eyes "I had no idea. Where's Blaine." He answers "punch." I listen to the lyrics laughing to myself.
I know she loved you
A long time ago
I ain't jealous of you
Just thought you should know
You were never good enough for her
Or anything like me
So you might as well sit back
Cuz I ain't tryin to show maturity
(Chorus)
X is the shape I drew
Through your face
In permanent marker
Oh ya
Just like the mark you knew you were makin
Who do you think you are
To write on her heart
In permanent marker
I found those pictures
Of you in that green shirt
Sure had a good time
Cleaning up that mess
sHe found 30 other pieces
but she'll never find them all
Tried to tape them back together
Now she knows to keep it off the wall
(Chorus)
X is the shape I drew
Through your face
In permanent marker
Oh ya
Just like the mark you knew you were makin
Who do you think you are
To write on her heart
In permanent marker
Well I don't appreciate you callin her to reminisce
The only reason is your seeing is how much better off she is
(Chorus)
X is the shape I drew
Through your face
In permanent marker
Oh ya
Just like the mark you knew you were makin
Who do you think you are
To write on her heart
(Chorus)
X is the shape I drew
Through your face
In permenant marker
Oh ya
Just like the mark you knew you were makin
Who do you think you are
To write on her heart
In Permanent marker
In permanent Marker
Permanent Marker
Kurt smirks "now that wasn't for you at all I hope. Are you singing tonight?" I shake my head "just back up for people. I prefer to spend tonight with Sam." He nodded "you're still basking in the I Love You glow." I shrug "why? Does it give me a glow?" someone's lips capture my cheek. "What glow? You aren't pregnant right?" I laugh "You know better than that." He pouts. "I was starting to look forward to a little divette." I raise an eyebrow at him "well you'll be waiting until I'm at least 25. I will be on Broadway." He kisses my cheek again "I know babe. Just kidding."
