~Time Changes~
Chapter 7
Okay so I know I haven't really done my best and added, chapters to all of my stories, and I am REALLY sorry! But anyway, I had major writers block but now I have lots of ideals! Hope you enjoy!
I woke up not feeling good. Great How could I be so mean to them, I still love them, and for Edward to stand up for me like that, was just so, so like him. Or the old him anyway, I don't want to be mean, to them, but they hurt me so I can't just let them come back, just let them hurt me again. From the looks of yesterday Edward as a short temper. I can use that to my advantage I guess, I want them to feel what I feel, then and only then they might feel bad for what they did. Or they could already feel bad, the voice in my head said quietly….Great now even the voices in my head, are having an argument! Arg! What time is it anyway, I looked over on my nightstand, and saw that it was only 4:15am god! What the hell do I do now? I looked down, and noticed I was still in my cloths from yesterday, with a sigh; I went to my closet and put on my spandex, and tank top that clung to my body, and fit my curves nicely. I walked over to my I-pod and ran down stairs. I walked into the closet and slipped on my running shoes, and grabbed my black and blue sweater, and ran out the door.
As I got outside I felt the warm cool breeze hit my face, it was already really warm, and the sun was already starting to rise. I quickly turned on my I-pod and put on my favorite song, what can I say by Dead by April
I tried to be all that you need
tried not ever let you down
still I can see it in your eyes
Not good enough
(This time I believed that I really could change)
(I gave it all)
(This time you really had my everything)
(I guess I was wrong)
I guess I was wrong
What can I say, What can I do
This is who I am and I am hurting you
What can I say, what can I do
No matter how strong my feelings are
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you
I'm hurting you
I tried hard only to be him
You've always wanted in life
Still I just bring you misery
(What can I do)
(This time I believed in you, in me)
(When I gave it all)
(This time I could see it all perfectly,)
(I guess I was wrong)
I guess I was wrong
What can I say, what can I do
This is who I am and I am hurting you
What can I say, what can I do
No matter how strong my feelings are
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you
Without you I am crying
With you I am just hurting you
Without you I am dying
With you I am tearing your heart
(Without you I am crying)
(Without you I am dying)
What can I say, What can I do
This is who I am and I'm hurting you
What can I say, what can I do
No matter how strong my feelings are
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you
After I ran around for an hour I decided it was time to go home, I just love running, everything about it! I love the speed, the way cool breeze hits my face, I love the rush you get when you run so fast, and the way your heart just races! I love it all; it helps me forget about everything, and just lets me drift into my own world, where nothing else matters!
When I got to the door the sun was already, with a sigh I ran up stairs, and put my I-pod on my shelf, grabbed a towel and ran to the shower. Instead of having a hot shower I had a nice cold one. Once I stepped out of the shower, and wrapped the towel around my body, and walked to my room.
After I picked out my outfit, my black skinnies, and lime green tank top, and my tight fitting black sweater, I put on my fuzzy blue socks, and slipped on my purple shoes, and ran to the bathroom. Once I got in I blow dried my hair and straightened it till it was stick straight. The I applied my make up, I put on some cover up on my pale white skin, I didn't put on blush, because that just seemed to come naturally. After that, I put on some eyeliner, and made my eyes a dramatic smoky eye. Satisfied with my look I ran down stairs to grab some breakfast, when I got down stairs Lindsey was in the kitchen cooking breakfast.
"Morning Bella, I hope you're hungry"! She said cheerfully, I know I was being meant, but I didn't feel in the mood to put up the I'm a happy teenager act today. I walked past her and went to the pantry and pulled out an energy bar, opened it and started to nibble on it.
"No, I'm no hungry, I gotta go bye" before she could be speak I was out the door, but not before I caught a glimpse of her face, she looked torn. I know I should feel bad, or something but the truth is I don't really care, how can I? It's not like she was my real mom! My real mom didn't want me, so why would she…Hell even Esme didn't want me and she was the nicest person, I have ever meet! I was racing in my car, and I didn't notice I was crying, I quickly whipped away the tears, and made sure my make up was fine.
Then I got an ideal, if I want to really bug them, I'll show them who exactly their messing with I pulled into the parking lot, before I got out I took a deep breath, and got out, with my head held high. I walked over to where the Cullen's were. As I got closer I could see the confusing written all over their faces. I smirked and opened my mouth to speak….
Haha I know I'm mean, but I just had to!lol anyway plz review, I know im so sorry I didn't keep up with the chapters, but I will now! Promise! And anyway how did you like the length of the chapter do you like it, or do you want me to go longer?? Tell me!
~love Katie~ 3
