Disclaimer: Blah, blah, blah, I don't own any of the characters created by
Sega, Archie, DiC, Fleetway, or anyone else except for the ones I created
on my own, and the basic idea for this fic.
Author's Note: O.O Oh my lord. I seriously did NOT mean to go that long without writing. So to make up for it I'll try to get at least four or five chapters up today. I would explain to all of you why it's taken me so long to update, but I'm sure you don't want to hear about how hellish this school year has been so far. No sense in complaining, and anyway, on with replying to the reviews!
True Blue: Yes, by all means. The sooner we get this done with, the sooner everybody can get their noses out of my journal!!!!
Fira: Oh hush you.Anyway;
CrystalStorm21- *raises an eyebrow* Psycho chao on the loose? .Mental note to self: Never give chaos Chaos Jellybeans ever.
Anthony Bault- *chuckles* No, but it would be entertaining if that were to happen, ne?
Anyway, I hope you enjoy the chapter and. Ano. Dang it, I forgot the word.
True Blue: -.-;;; Just review so that she'll stop embarrassing me further.
Fira: Oh come on, we haven't even gotten to your birthday yet!
True Blue: . Shut up!
Fira: ^-^V C&C is welcome, now onto the fic!
June 13, 3224 A.W.
Yet another day, yet another nightmare. Wonderful, ne? And in case you don't know what "ne" is, it's "don't you agree?" in Japanese. I learned that from a friend of mine by the name of 'Shadow'. I'm not sure if that's his real name, or street name. Either way it doesn't really matter. It's the sort of situation where I don't call him he calls me. He comes and goes whenever he wants to, so I have no idea whether he's orf or norm. Norm means normal, in other words, a person whose family is intact. I have no idea if he has a group or not. Frankly I don't know that much about him, Shadow mostly keeps to himself and it makes me wonder about him. Not wondering about his past or exactly who he is; I wonder whether he's had to. I've seen that situation destroy loads of other orfs. Some of them committed suicide or went nuts. Maybe it's sefa-whatsit, I don't remember what the word is. All I know is that it's a disease that can be caught through. Well. "contact", and it can make the person who has it crazy. Makes me glad that I never caught anything. REALLY glad. I don't know, maybe I do have something and it's just laying dormant. .Yet another word I learned from either Red or Sal. Maybe some of their intelligence is rubbing off on me or something. At least something good is coming from listening to those two talking like norms most of the time! I'm almost beginning to feel like it's a whole other language that I just don't get. I don't know, my life's screwed up.
June 14, 3224 A.W.
I hate my life.
June 15, 3224 A.W.
I don't want the nightmares! I don't want any of it! I just want to live a decent life without the nightmares! I had a nightmare that he showed up and I was on the streets in my crate. In my nightmare he used me. Painfully. It hurt so bad in the dream that I only noticed the pain, nothing else. It felt like his claws were growing into my chest, trying to rip out my heart, only he couldn't find it so he "searched" for it. I woke up screaming so loudly that I'm surprised that I didn't wake anybody up. They've probably heard me so often while they're asleep that they just don't wake up. I just want to curl up and never move, but I can't do that. I have to go on a food raid today and it's only three in the morning. Maybe if I try to go back to sleep I won't have any nightmares. Screw that, I'm getting my towel.
June 16, 3224 A.W.
.I really don't feel like telling you what the hell happened.
Author's Note: O.O Oh my lord. I seriously did NOT mean to go that long without writing. So to make up for it I'll try to get at least four or five chapters up today. I would explain to all of you why it's taken me so long to update, but I'm sure you don't want to hear about how hellish this school year has been so far. No sense in complaining, and anyway, on with replying to the reviews!
True Blue: Yes, by all means. The sooner we get this done with, the sooner everybody can get their noses out of my journal!!!!
Fira: Oh hush you.Anyway;
CrystalStorm21- *raises an eyebrow* Psycho chao on the loose? .Mental note to self: Never give chaos Chaos Jellybeans ever.
Anthony Bault- *chuckles* No, but it would be entertaining if that were to happen, ne?
Anyway, I hope you enjoy the chapter and. Ano. Dang it, I forgot the word.
True Blue: -.-;;; Just review so that she'll stop embarrassing me further.
Fira: Oh come on, we haven't even gotten to your birthday yet!
True Blue: . Shut up!
Fira: ^-^V C&C is welcome, now onto the fic!
June 13, 3224 A.W.
Yet another day, yet another nightmare. Wonderful, ne? And in case you don't know what "ne" is, it's "don't you agree?" in Japanese. I learned that from a friend of mine by the name of 'Shadow'. I'm not sure if that's his real name, or street name. Either way it doesn't really matter. It's the sort of situation where I don't call him he calls me. He comes and goes whenever he wants to, so I have no idea whether he's orf or norm. Norm means normal, in other words, a person whose family is intact. I have no idea if he has a group or not. Frankly I don't know that much about him, Shadow mostly keeps to himself and it makes me wonder about him. Not wondering about his past or exactly who he is; I wonder whether he's had to. I've seen that situation destroy loads of other orfs. Some of them committed suicide or went nuts. Maybe it's sefa-whatsit, I don't remember what the word is. All I know is that it's a disease that can be caught through. Well. "contact", and it can make the person who has it crazy. Makes me glad that I never caught anything. REALLY glad. I don't know, maybe I do have something and it's just laying dormant. .Yet another word I learned from either Red or Sal. Maybe some of their intelligence is rubbing off on me or something. At least something good is coming from listening to those two talking like norms most of the time! I'm almost beginning to feel like it's a whole other language that I just don't get. I don't know, my life's screwed up.
June 14, 3224 A.W.
I hate my life.
June 15, 3224 A.W.
I don't want the nightmares! I don't want any of it! I just want to live a decent life without the nightmares! I had a nightmare that he showed up and I was on the streets in my crate. In my nightmare he used me. Painfully. It hurt so bad in the dream that I only noticed the pain, nothing else. It felt like his claws were growing into my chest, trying to rip out my heart, only he couldn't find it so he "searched" for it. I woke up screaming so loudly that I'm surprised that I didn't wake anybody up. They've probably heard me so often while they're asleep that they just don't wake up. I just want to curl up and never move, but I can't do that. I have to go on a food raid today and it's only three in the morning. Maybe if I try to go back to sleep I won't have any nightmares. Screw that, I'm getting my towel.
June 16, 3224 A.W.
.I really don't feel like telling you what the hell happened.
