Hi guys! I know this chapter is serious too but the next chapter is going to be funny I promise! I already know the whole story for next chapter so I will give you a clue: Sirius likes to ride his broom in the rain! Hope you like it! Oh and the funny parts will start after the first half of the second chapter because I have already typed the beginning of this chapter while I was writing chapter two so enjoy! REVIEW! REVIEW! REVIEW! REVIEW! REVIEW! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!

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"Sirius…" Lily warned watching her two friends who were slowly walking towards each other.

"Shut it Evans." Sirius growled as he leaned in to get into Kat's face.

"Don't tell her to shut up Black you're the one who was being a sneak." Kat hissed in return looking into Sirius' cold eyes.

"You're being a liar." Sirius said and laughed coldly.

"I am not a liar." Kat said crossing her arms.

"Oh I'm sorry I forgot that you're whore too." Sirius shot back.

"Ha! This is coming from someone who would shag anything with two legs." Kat said laughing a little herself.

"At least I'm open and honest about my escapades." Sirius said as he pulled a cigarette out of his pocket and stuck it in his mouth and lit it.

"When did you start smoking?" Kat asked defensively.

"About the same time you started lying."

"Why are you being such an ass?"

"Why are you being such a bitch?"

"I asked first."

"I asked last."

"Will you two please just hug and make up." Lily said from her bed.

"Never." Sirius said sending hateful looks at Kat.

"I have to agree." Kat said just as hateful back.

"You two are acting like children." A voice said from the doorway. Kat saw Remus walk with Paige to the side of the bed.

"Stay the hell away from me." Kat said before walking towards the door.

"Go ahead Bellsum run like you always do. You never could deal with problems unless you were away from them. Tell me is Lily going to fix this one for you too?" Sirius laughed as he lit his cigarette.

"You don't know shit about me Black and as for problems you seem to always create them. Tell me is that why your family hates you or is because you're just so damn easy to hate." Kat yelled at him. She saw Sirius twitch at the low blow and instantly regretted saying it.

"You think people just love you Kat? You're the queen of cheap fucks and everybody knows that. Me loving you was a bunch of bullshit because all I wanted to do was see how much of a whore you were. Too bad you wouldn't open your legs for me like you've done to half of Hogwarts." Sirius laughed harshly. He turned around from looking out the window and looked at Kat who had tears running down her face.

"I'm a virgin." Kat said her tone dangerously low.

"Maybe if you say that enough then you'll start to believe it." Sirius laughed a hard cold laugh.

"You really are being an ass." Kat said before running out the door.

"Nice going Pads she'll really want to love you now." Remus said before turning back to Paige.

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Kat could feel what was left of her stomach churn up into her throat as she ran through Hogwarts and onto the pitching field. She felt the icy cold wind hit her as she stopped by the Slytherin sitting area and through her stomach up. She stood up in the icy wind before running to the middle of the pitch and dropping.

Sirius had been right; she did run away from her problems. That's what her sisters told her when she was little and would pout and get mad but she had always ignored them. She hated the way Sirius always hit the nail on the head, she hated that Sirius wouldn't explain why he was mad and she hated that he said she wasn't a virgin. She hated everything about someone she loved.

She laid there on the ground curled up in a ball thinking about that till the sun settled over and an icy rain hit her. She liked the cold because it numbed her of all the hurt. It numbed her of Lily's pain, it numbed her of all that happened last night, but best of all it numbed her from Sirius.

"Are you done wallowing?" a voice said above her

"Leave me alone." Kat said angry that someone was trying to disturb her.

"You've been out here for four hours and its getting cold, not to mention you're soaking wet." Two feet stepped next to Kat's face.

"James I said leave me alone. I want to stay… WHAT IN THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?" Kat yelled while James carried her bridal style out of the cold rain.

"Keeping my keeper from getting a cold. I need you for tomorrow." James smile as he brought her into the locker room.

"I don't care let me get sick." Kat said as her lower lip started to pout.

"Kat stop pouting; Sirius is just being an ass." James said trying to reach a towel.

"Why don't you try telling him that?" Kat said in a grumpy voice that made James laugh.

"Because Sirius thinks you don't love him back." James said wrapping the warm towel around Kat.

"Where did he get that idea? I never said anything about love to him." Kat said in a tired voice.

"Sirius thinks that if you love someone you'll be there to protect them." James said heating Kats clothes with his wand.

"Then why does he think I don't love him?" Kat asked clueless to the problem.

"You didn't protect him like Lily protected me." James said bending down to meet Kat's eyes.

"He didn't need to be protected." Kat pouted crossing her arms in frustration.

"Kat I think we need to talk about Sirius' past." James said standing up and reaching for her hand.

"What does Sirius' past have to do with this?" Kat said angrily.

"Everything, now will you please let me talk." James said raising his eyebrows.

"Only because Lily loves you." Kat said watching James' face light up in happiness at the comment.

"Sirius' household believes in pure blood, you know cousins marrying cousins, the whole shebang. Well when Sirius was born he was supposed to marry Bellatrix but that became a problem when Sirius started to throw fits about being anywhere near his cousin because of the things she said. His parents told him he was ungrateful and that he should agree with Bellatrix and his brother called him a freak. Sirius didn't see the point of treating muggleborns like shit and eventually hated everything that his family had said about them. Regulus, Sirius brother, embraced being pure blood and became hateful and almost violent to Sirius because of his choice to never treat people differently because of their blood. The last straw for Sirius' parents was when he entered Gryffindor house and became best friends with me and the guys." James said as they walked along the side of the lake.

"What does that have to do with me loving him?" Kat said not getting the point of the story.

"The summer before sixth year Sirius parents held a huge family dinner where all of the blood related Blacks that haven't been disowned came to share their views on dirty mudbloods. Sirius uncle hated Sirius with a passion and always tried to rile him up by saying horrible things about muggleborns and one day Sirius cracked. Sirius' uncle spell bound him and beat the crap out of him with his entire family watching. Sirius begged his mother for help but all she said was you deserve it. When Sirius was done being beaten he yelled at his mother how could someone love their child and let them be beaten like that. Sirius mother told him that she let him get beat because she didn't love him and he was just a mistake and responsibility. I found Sirius on my doorstep the next morning." James finished watching as Kat looked at him in shame.

"I'm just as bad as his mother." Kat said angry at herself.

"You didn't purposefully do anything. That's just what Sirius thinks people do when they love people." James said.

"It doesn't matter anyway he said he didn't love me." Kat said holding back tears.

"If he didn't love you he wouldn't have been so defensive." James smiled looking over at Kat.

"How do I get him to say he loves me then?" Kat said looking in James' Hazel eyes.

"I thought you would never ask." James smiled an evil grin.

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"Where in the hell have you been?" Lily asked as Kat ran into their room dripping wet.

"Figuring some stuff out." Kat said grabbing a towel out of her trunk.

"What stuff?" Lily asked blocking the door way Kat was trying to go out of.

"Sirius and I need your help." Kat said grabbing some soap and shampoo.

"What do you need me to do?" Lily asked smiling a little.

"First would you mind grabbing me some food, I missed dinner."Kat asked halfway out the door.

"I'll get caught! The teachers have gone wild with guarding the castle ever since what happened with us in the forest. We're lucky they let it slide that we were in the forest." Lily said blocking the doorway.

"That is why I planned ahead. James is outside waiting for you with the cloak." Kat said as she slid past Lily. She watched as Lily leant across the door frame and sighed before walking towards the hallway connecting to the stairwell.

"You owe me." Lily said before turning around.

"When do I not?" Kat laughed before walking towards the showers.

Lily walked down the stairs in a pair of old ripped jeans and a T-shirt to see James Potter waiting for her just as wet as Kat was and laughed.

"You look like shit." Lily laughed as she descended the stairs.

"Thank you." James said throwing the cloak over them.

"It wasn't a compliment." Lily said as they started to walk towards a hallway with many paintings or at least more than usual.

"Depends on how you look at it." James said as he walked ahead.

"So looking like shit is a good thing in your mind?" Lily said as she kept up with James pace.

"Now it is." James said.

"And why is that?" Lily asked amused.

"Because it makes you look even more beautiful next to me." James said still not looking at Lily.

"Why do you do that?" Lily asked.

"Do what?"

"Tell me I'm beautiful." Lily said curious.

"Because you are." James laughed quietly.

"I never got why you thought that. I mean are we even seeing the same person because when I look in the mirror I don't see anything beautiful about me." Lily said as they got closer to the fruit portrait that lead to the kitchen.

"When I first saw you, you punched me and do you know what I thought?" James asked as they stopped walked down another long hallway.

"What? That I'm a crazy bitch?" Lily laughed a little.

"That the most beautiful girl at Hogwarts chose to punch me and not any other bloke." James said quietly.

"You thought that was a good thing?" Lily asked trying to hold in her grin with no success.

"Lily you have been my world since I met you." James said.

"That seems a little hard to believe considering that all you have done since our first train ride is try to snog me." Lily said her grin growing wider with each passing minute of their conversation.

"Can you blame me? I was twelve and in love." James said his grin matching Lily's

"Did you even know what love was when you were twelve?" Lily asked in disbelief.

"I still feel the same every time I see you so I guess the answer is yes." James chuckled at Lily.

"Isn't that a little scary? Knowing that you are twelve and in love, you were still a kid." Lily said as she looked up at hi m.

"It might seem that way but when I would see you it was like nothing in the world mattered anymore and I knew that I had to be with you even if that meant getting you to scream at me." James said looking into Lily's green eyes.

"I'm sorry that feeling stopped, but now you can tell your wife that." Lily smiled looking down at the floor.

"Why would you think that?" James asked looking at Lily confused.

"You put it past tense so I just guessed." Lily said still looking at the floor.

James pulled her chin up to look at him and stared into her green eyes letting the cloak fall off of them. "My feelings for you have never stopped, they only got stronger."

"How you can you be sure?" Lily asked helplessly.

"I just know. Lily?" James asked quietly almost inaudible.

"Yes?" Lily asked quietly as she stared into his eyes unblinking.

"I love you."

"Why?" Lily asked in disbelief.

"Because you are the one human being that I want to be with till I die. You are the most loving, smart and incredible person and I need you. I need you more than air or water because as long as I know that someday you will love me then my life is complete. Without you there is no life."

Lily watched as the moonlight reflected off of his glasses and how is damp hair stuck to his forehead as he said this. She watched him watch her and for a moment they stood their looking at each other without moving or breathing, knowing it was just enough to look at each other.

"Please love me." James said as he looked at Lily who never took her eyes off of him.

Lily reached up and took off his glasses just looking into his dark eyes her own searching for a sign of joking but she found none. She reached up and traced his lips with her fingers and then his eyes which were closed. She traced his face which was rough with stubble before leaning close to his ear.

"Did you think I would have saved you if I didn't?" She asked before looking back at his face.

James watched as she leant in closer before kissing him so softly he almost couldn't feel it. He leaned in before kissing her back a little more frantic as his lips grazed hers moving softly but quickly. He lifted her onto himself feeling her legs wrap around him in one swift motion before he grabbed the back of her head supporting it in their frantic kiss. He could feel her breath on his throat as they parted and he leaned against the nearest wall before looking up at the ceiling. He closed his eyes as he felt her lips give him light soft kisses on his throat and he gasped at the sensation.

"I love you." She whispered in his ear and they stayed like that just listening to each other's breathing and heartbeats for what seemed like hours before going to steal the food.

They walked back to the common room silently waiting for the other one to talk but no words came as they walked to the portrait and stopped. They kissed one more time before entering the empty common room and James could have sworn he heard as he walked up the stairs a whispered I love you.