She wasn't hungry...
She hardly slept...
She hadn't cried...
Not even a sound...
Not even a smile...
Not even a proper one...
"You thinking of Naruto?" I asked, she didn't shake or nod her head; she just stared across at the opposite wall.
"Its just" She mumbled as she broke the silence in the room. "It's been two weeks and he hadn't tried finding me, not even once"
"Naruto is a pathetic piece of jackass, who hurt you"
"I don't know."
"Hinata, what the fuck! What do you mean you don't know he hur-"
"It's quite hard to forget about someone you love"
I then sighed and shook my head in disbelief. "Yes it is, but it's like you choose not to forget about him, its like you are addicted to him. The addiction is making you more vulnerable"
She then selfishly turned me away. "Never needed your help anyway. After all the beatings, he would've just love me again"
I just snapped. My hand slapped her face. Her expression didn't change; it was still cold, harsh and emotionless. Tears dripped off her eyes.
"Hinata, you are my best friend. I am trying to help you but somehow..." I pause. "You are my best friend and I care so much about you, what he did to you was unacceptable and what you said was predictable... Why would you turn me away?"
She scoffed. "Let me go"
"No."
"At least let me go out" Before I could even ask her to let me look after her, "You can't come with me, let me go and let me have a lonely night with just me, having a few drinks alone. "
She read my mind before I could even speak; maybe I'm just too over protective over her. I did not speak but only saw a smirk form across her face. "Thank you"
I then sighed, she had already left the house, why sigh when you know she can't hear it? Why sigh now when you could've done it as she started walking? Why sigh here though you know she won't turn back around?
Why am I so persistent by trying to change the way she acts and thinks?
Cos I want the very best for her but not close her off from life...
