I absolutely loved writing this chapter, and I hope you love reading it too!
I can't believe that this was about to happen…..again. Once was bad enough. I don't think I could handle it happening again. Last time was painful enough. I don't think I'll heal if it actually happened. He just won't let go of me! I yell at him to stop, but he just ignores me and bites even harder. How can someone be so cruel? How can someone act so inhuman? It's like he likes hearing me moaning in pain. It's like he likes pinning me down with that big body of is.
I swear my wrists are rope burnt. They hurt so much. My arms are sore from how they are positioned behind my back. My mouth is even starting to hurt from the continuous deep kisses he's forcing on me. He lays on me holding my arms like they're going to move anyway, and bites my lip then enters his tongue down my throat. And when he's done with that, he trails his tongue around my jawline then licks my neck biting it so hard I can't help but let a loud pained moan.
The only thing I can do right now, is to keep struggling. I will not let this man have his way with me. But struggling isn't really getting me anywhere, in fact it's makes things worse. Am I really going to get raped by this freak? This man is way bigger than Kyoya is, so the pain is multiplied by hundreds.
Why didn't I listen to Kyoya? If I listened instead of being a total jerk, then this would not be happening. He did try to stop me from hanging out with Hiroshima, but I just didn't listen to him. He did in a way, try to protect me. Maybe…..he really meant what he said to me? Maybe…...but I highly doubt that. He's probably just saying those things to make me think that I can trust him, then….then he'll have his way with me again. He probably won't waste his chance if he has one.
End Gingka P.O.V
"Oh come on! Why don't you stop struggling for once and cooperate with me, you're making me feel like a rapist!"
"Because you are!" Gingka yelled back but immediately regretting it when Hiroshima held his shirt collar and pulled him upwards and whispered in his ear harshly: "yes! I am! Kyoya even agrees to that as well"
Gingka gasped in surprise. 'Kyoya was…..no!-'
"Oh no... The difference between you and Kyoya, is that he can defend himself, so I eventually gave up"
"There's nothing really interesting about him anyway, he's not cute like you! He may be hot, but not sexy and hot like you are! You are so delicious! How about becoming my toy?" He asked with a smirk.
Gingka was disgusted with this man from in to out. 'This guy is sick...mentally'
"Silence means no?"
"Just what's wrong with you! Let go of me! Get your hands off of me!" He yelled struggling frustrated from Hiroshima's sick mind and harsh touches.
"Shh….. once we become one, you'll be begging for more!" Said the man touching Gingka's bare thigh making Gingka flinch hard. He almost forgot his pants were down.
'Me? Beg for more? You have got to be kidding me!' Gingka thought as he hopelessly struggled. Gingka did not want or like or need sex. He hated the word sex. He couldn't stand it. You could blame that on Kyoya. He did not feel any pleasure even when someone touched his sweet spot. All he felt was pain, again….blame Kyoya for that!
"My god! You are so cute!" He said pinching his cheek making Gingka glare at him. "Your body is so…..beautiful!" He ran his hand up and down Gingka's bare chest.
"You're lucky I like to play with my food before eating it or I would have raped you a long time ago"
A loud BANG was heard interrupting any words or actions of being made, Hiroshima stopped and looked at Gingka who in return looked back at him shocked as well.
He touched Gingka's cheek making him cringe. "I guess I played too much with you" he said.
"HIROSHIMA! I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE! OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR! OR I'LL BUST IT OPEN" came a loud familiar voice.
Hiroshima looked back at Gingka who was surprised as well. 'Is that…..? But no! He said that he wouldn't come for me'
A loud BANG was heard, and the door slammed open revealing a very mad Kyoya who was panting heavily with anger.
'K..Kyoya?' Gingka thought confirming his earlier thoughts.
"You! LET GO OF HIM!" He yelled again.
Hiroshima smirked and reached for Gingka's pants slowly pulling them up. But before Kyoya could do anything, Hiroshima grabbed Gingka by the arm suddenly and held him by his arms. Gingka grunted in pain when Hiroshima twisted his arms painfully making him groan in pain.
"You know Tategami, he was delicious! Too bad I couldn't really get further" he said his hand going up Gingka's shirt. Gingka flinched and tried to kick out but Hiroshima twisted his arms more.
"Let go of him!" Hissed Kyoya seeing the pain that appeared on Gingka's face.
"And why would I?" Replied Hiroshima twisting Gingka's arms even more making Gingka cry out but Hiroshima put his hand on his mouth muffling it.
"You know Tategami, I still haven't had sex with him, because you had to interrupt us" he then squeezed Gingka's nipple making a muffled cry.
"If you want, you could join me?" Gingka looked at Kyoya at this who looked back in surprise.
"Me and you can have all the fun we want with him, we can fuck him till he passes out, it'll be fun! We'll get to hear him moan when we enter him! What do you say? You and me, fucking this cute sexy guy right here?"
Kyoya's eyes were wide open, sure he wanted to fuck Gingka, but not like this. He loved Gingka, but not just his body. He really did love Gingka's body, but he didn't want to hurt him….again.
He looked back at Gingka who was struggling letting out muffling sounds in the process. He could tell that Gingka was terrified, he knew he was. He knew that Gingka wanted to get out of here and go home where it was safe.
'This, right here, is my chance….to prove to myself and to Gingka, that I would never in my life hurt him like I did before. This is my chance to prove to him that I had a chance to fuck him, but I chose not to. This is my chance to show him that I've changed. This is my chance to prove to him that I'll save him from anybody who touches him against his will'
"So? What do you say?" Smirked Hiroshima.
Kyoya slowly walked up to them making Gingka stop struggling and look at him. When he was finally in front of him, Hiroshima took his hand off from Gingka's mouth. Kyoya put his hand on Gingka's cheek caressing it then leaned in and pecked Gingka on the lips. Gingka fluttered his eyelashes in surprise when Kyoya smiled at him and pulled him out of Hiroshima's arms.
"Lay him on the bed" said Hiroshima walking to the other side.
Kyoya sat Gingka down and sat next to him putting his arm around his shoulder making Gingka lean against his shoulder for balance.
"You know Hiroshima?" He spoke up.
"No I don't know" came the reply.
"I made a promise to myself"
"And what might that be?"
"That I would never in my life force myself on you" said Kyoya looking at Gingka in the eye who stared back.
"Why did you suddenly change your mind?" Asked Hiroshima walking over.
"I never actually had those intentions when you asked me, I came here to get him away from you. You can call me a hero if you want" Kyoya said lifting Gingka up and sitting him on his lap trying to undo the ropes that were around his wrists.
Once he was done, he turned Gingka around and massaged Gingka's wrists that were bruised with rope burns. He looked up and dried the wet tears that slid from Gingka's golden brown eyes.
"Shh, it's okay…...you're safe" said Kyoya pulling Gingka closer to him, he could hear Gingka's quiet sobs as he tried to wipe his tears with his bruised wrists. Kyoya smiled and removed Gingka's hands away and wiped away Gingka's tears instead.
Gingka looked at him but didn't say anything, all he could do was sit there and let his tears fall down his cheeks.
Kyoya patted Gingka's leg making him flinch, Gingka looked up and got up when Kyoya was getting up as well. He swayed a little bit, but Kyoya put his arm around his back since his arms still hurt. Kyoya stood in front of Hiroshima who had his mouth wide open possibly reaching the floor. Kyoya lifted his other unoccupied arm and punched Hiroshima so hard he hit his head on the wall behind him and passed out from the impact. Gingka flinched but did not feel bad for the man, because he knew he deserved it.
"Come on Gingka, let's go to my car so I can take you home"
All Gingka could do was obey Kyoya orders or rather requests. He didn't feel that Kyoya was forcing him to do anything, he rather felt that Kyoya was giving him a choice to whether listen or not. He could say no or stop and maybe Kyoya would listen. But right now, he did not want to. He somehow felt safe with Kyoya even though he was terrified of him. He remembered what Kyoya told him before this thing even started: "But don't expect me to save you when you're about to get raped". He did not understand why Kyoya would tell him that then appear and save him from Hiroshima.
When they both reached the entrance door to Hiroshima's house, Kyoya opened it and guided Gingka out making sure to not let go of him in case he might fall since he was feeling dizzy. When they both were out, Kyoya grabbed the door handle slammed the door shut making a probably priceless vase fall on the floor creating a loud CRACK. But Kyoya simply couldn't care less about it really. Hiroshima should be lucky that that wasn't his bone.
When they reached Kyoya's car, Kyoya opened the passenger seat for Gingka. Gingka hesitated but Kyoya reassured him that everything will be alright and he would be safe. So he hesitantly got in while Kyoya patted his shoulder reassuringly. After making sure that Gingka was in comfortably, he closed the door and went to the driver's seat and got in starting the car up.
"Gingka?" Kyoya said after a few minutes.
"W..What?" Gingka asked hesitantly.
"Are you….okay?"
Gingka looked out of the window not wanting to show Kyoya that he was still sobbing. Tears slid down his cheeks like a waterfall. He knew that it was over and he was safe now, but he just couldn't believe that it almost happened again. He didn't want to think about how close he was going to get raped. He couldn't forget the man's touches and words.
He brought his fingers to his face and slowly wiped his tears away. No matter how many times he tried, his tears would not stop flowing. He eventually started to cry bringing his hands to his face to hide the sound. He bent down laying his head on his knees and let all his cries out.
"Gingka….please don't cry! You're safe! You're safe! We're almost there!" Said Kyoya trying his best to comfort the redhead, he slowly rubbed Gingka's back with his hand as that seemed the only way he could think of.
"Don't cry Gingka…..please"
"I..I..can't!" Yelled Gingka in between cries.
"Everything's gonna be okay"
"No..It's not! Do you realize how close I was to getting….." Gingka then sobbed even harder.
Kyoya could not handle seeing Gingka cry like that, he did not like seeing Gingka cry at all. He knew how terrified Gingka was, he knew how close he was to getting raped. He knew it! And he was grateful that he got there before anything bad happened, or in this case, anything worse.
With a deep sigh, he slowly stopped the car near a sidewalk and got out from the car making Gingka look up with panic when Kyoya opened his door.
"Gingka?"
"Uh huh?"
Kyoya bent down so he was sitting on the car ledge. He reached out for Gingka's hands, slowly and carefully holding them in his own. He massaged over the bruises. (I know they're called rope burns, but I'm gonna call them bruises).
"Gingka, look at me" he said.
But Gingka kept on looking the other way. So Kyoya carefully turned his chin towards him and said: "shhhhh, it's okay. Everything is gonna be alright. You are safe" He then pulled Gingka towards him and himself towards Gingka and hugged him tight as in proving what he said was true, which it was.
Gingka feeling the warmth that came from the other, slowly hugged back resting his chin on Kyoya's shoulder. Kyoya smiled and hugged tighter patting Gingka hair.
"I'm gonna go to the pharmacy to get you some stuff, is that okay?" He asked.
Gingka nodded but did not break the hug. Kyoya thought that this was Gingka's way of saying: "in a little bit"
Kyoya smiled. He finally got to feel the others warmth in his arms. He knew that he was not supposed to feel happy considering the situation, but he couldn't help but smile at how the redhead was hugging him. He dreamed of this moment, but didn't like how it led to. He just wished that life would be fair for both of them and not let Gingka experience something like that. Was that too much to ask? Was it wrong loving a person so much that all you think about is what you'll do with your next moment with them? Was it so wrong to feel the love he felt be returned? Was it really too much to ask for?
He kissed Gingka's soft hair breaking the hug when he didn't hear any sobbing. Kyoya put his hand on Gingka's cheek caressing it making Gingka's eyes go wide. He leaned in and kissed the soft cheek then got up and slowly closed the door and went to his side, got in, started the car up, and drove off.
"Do you have to train Zero and his friends tomorrow?" Asked Kyoya wanting to keep the redheads occupied so he wouldn't think about what happened to him.
"N..No, not till next week"
"That's nice…..I'm off for the weekend, every weekend actually. I kinda get tired of typing in an office all day" said Kyoya.
"Y..Yeah"
Kyoya stopped the car in front of a pharmacy and said: "do you wanna go in with me?"
"N..No, I'll stay out here" answered Gingka looking out of the window.
"Fine, have it your way then…..if you get too hot or too cold then adjust the A.C" said Kyoya getting out and walking in the still opened pharmacy.
'I just can't believe how close I was to getting raped. I can't believe I actually trusted that guy! This is what's wrong with me, I trust everyone then I regret it later. Why? Why do things like this happen to me? Why do I always have to experience the worst? Why can't I just live a normal life?'
He looked out of the window noticing how dark it looked, he assumed it was near midnight.
'But…..why did Kyoya save me? Didn't he say that he wouldn't? I'm just so confused! Why is he being nice to someone like me? I mean, I was kinda rude to him, I did try to push him away. Why? Why is he acting like he didn't say anything to me? Why does he like to confuse me? He says he loves me then he hurts me, then he says he has nothing to do with me, then all of a sudden he's acting so…..so caring. Why?'
'When….when Hiroshima asked Kyoya to lay me down, I actually thought he would. It surprised me when he didn't listen. It surprised me when he said that he promised himself to not hurt me again. Did he really mean it? Or is he just trying to make me trust him then betray me like Hiroshima did?'
Gingka flinched when the driver's door opened revealing Kyoya getting in and closing the door behind him.
"Sorry it took me long"
"I..It's okay"
"These stuff should help you, do your arms still hurt?"
"...kinda"
"But they're not broken, right?"
"N..No, I think they're just bruised"
"DAMN IT!" Yelled Kyoya clearly mad.
Gingka flinched. "W..What?"
"I was there when that happened! I should have done something!"
"They're not broken Kyoya"
"I know that!" Snapped Kyoya.
"..."
"I should have prevented that, Gingka" he said calmly noticing how loud he was. "I'm pretty sure there's bruises and bitemarks all over you"
"But it's not your fault, Kyoya"
"Y..Yes it is! I knew what he might do to you and I didn't even tell you! All I said was to stay away from him!"
"And I didn't listen!" Yelled Gingka frustrated at having to remember what was about to happen to him back then.
"But it's not your fault Gingka, neither is it mine! If anyone is to blame, it will be Hiroshima! I knew him way longer than you do, I saw what he is capable of doing to someone"
"Oh"
"He thinks he can have his way with whoever he wants, that bastard!"
"Could we not talk about him or of what happened?" Gingka asked.
"Sure, S...Sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable"
"Forget it"
After a few minutes, Kyoya parked his car in the apartment parking lot. He turned it off and him and Gingka got out.
They went in the apartment complex and went up at least two flights of stairs before reaching Kyoya's. Kyoya pulled his key from his pocket and unlocked it and opened it so they both can go in.
"Don't mind the mess" Kyoya said closing the door after they both walked in.
Clothes, garbage, papers, empty pop cans, food were everywhere. The couches were barely visible from all the stuff that was on it.
Gingka then looked at the kitchen noticing the dirty dishes that could be described as a mountain in the sink. The countertops were full with empty plates, pop cans, and leftover food.
"Some clean apartment you have" Gingka said sarcastically.
"Oh really! Thanks" Kyoya answered in the same tone.
"When was the last time you actually took some time to clean this place?" Asked Gingka.
"Not since last year"
"This is like a teenager's din"
"Let's forget about the mess for now, let's go to my bedroom…..it's a bit less messier"
"I doubt it" Gingka said.
"See for yourself" Kyoya said leading Gingka to the bedroom, he opened the door revealing…..
"This is no different from the rest of the house" Gingka said folding his arms.
"At least the bed is empty" Kyoya said putting the clothes that were all over the floor in a pile in the corner.
"At least" Gingka mumbled.
Gingka looked at Kyoya who sat on the bed, Kyoya motioned for him to come sit next to him making him hesitate.
"I'm just gonna ask you to take your jacket off, that's all I'm gonna do for now" replied Kyoya with a sigh.
So Gingka hesitantly took his jacket off putting it on a nearby chair then sat next to Gingka.
Kyoya carefully took Gingka's arm to look at it better. He frowned seeing the hand marks that were covering it.
"Does it look bad?" Asked Gingka noticing how quiet the other became.
"Just hand marks, no bruises…..but I'll wrap it up with a gauze anyway"
"But there is no need"
"If I wrap it tonight, the grip marks weren't be visible in the morning"
"But still"
"Would you rather wear long sleeves shirts to cover the marks, the weather is going to be extremely hot tomorrow"
"But"
"Like I said, if I wrap them up now, the marks won't be visible in the morning"
Gingka sighed knowing arguing was futile, he nodded and Kyoya began to work. Kyoya opened a nearby jour, and brought some gauze. He first put some medicine on the grip marks then slowly started wrapping it around each of Gingka's arms carefully.
"There" he said when done.
"Th..Thank you" said Gingka looking at his arms that were now wrapped up individually in gauze.
"No problem" replied Kyoya putting the gauze away.
Gingka then saw Kyoya pull some pants from a nearby jour. Kyoya then tossed them to him which he caught rather awkwardly.
"Put these on"
"But-"
"No buts, go in the bathroom and put them on. I'll be here if you need any help"
Gingka sighed getting up and headed to where he assumed was the bathroom. He opened the door then closed it and started stripping his pants.
When done, he frowned at how they tugged at his curves. But it's not like he could ask for another pair. He looked at his reflection in the mirror and couldn't help but gasp.
His hair was messy, his bandanna seemed to be out of place so he took it off but didn't bother to put it back on. He leaned seeing a couple of bite marks. He lifted his shirt up wanting to see how bad his chest looked. He looked at the mirror then instantly put his shirt down. He swore he saw dried blood on one of the bite marks.
"Gingka? You done yet?" Came a voice.
"Y..Yeah" he said then sighed. He opened the door revealing himself to Kyoya who was leaning on the other side of the wall in front of him.
Kyoya could feel a dark blush on his face, so he looked the other way and said: "are you feeling well?"
Gingka rubbed his forehead then replied: "I have a slight headache"
Kyoya sighed and reached out to grab Gingka's hand and pulled him to the bedroom and sat him carefully on the bed.
"Wait here" was all he said before walking out of the room leaving a confused and puzzled Gingka.
A few minutes later, he came back with a glass of water and a pill.
He sat down took Gingka's wrist and placed it in the palm of Gingka's hand. Gingka looked at him confused so he explained: "it's Advil, take it then drink this water…...it will make your headache go away"
"Th..Thank you" Gingka said then put the pill in his mouth, Kyoya gave him the glass of water so he took and swallowed the pill down with water.
"Gingka?" Kyoya asked awkwardly.
"What?"
"I'm gonna ask you something but don't think I'm trying to do anything bad to you…..okay?"
Gingka nodded hesitantly and scooted away from the other causing Kyoya to sigh.
"I got some type of cream from the pharmacy….it's for… the bite marks on your chest…...do you mind…..um…..if…..I….put it on you?"
Gingka looked at him with weird look and looked away noticing that Kyoya was looking at him waiting for him to answer.
"Ummm…..I…"
"I promise I won't do anything"
"I don't know about that"
"Please, that's all I'll ask for"
"But-"
"But what?"
"Do you realize how weird your question sounds?"
"I do, but it's not like I'm planning to do anything to you"
"I know I know, but…..we are rivals, that's something you don't ask to do to your rival"
"Please, it's not that I want to touch your chest, I know you're tired…..so I just want to help you out a bit, if you start to feel uncomfortable, tell me and I'll stop" Kyoya said in a serious tone.
"I don't want to regret this later" Gingka said.
"Trust me, you won't"
"...fine"
Gingka swore he saw Kyoya do a little hand/fist victory. He sighed and said: "but if I tell you to stop-"
"Then I'll stop"
"Promise?"
"I promise"
So Gingka got up then laid on the bed, he saw Kyoya get the bottle opening it and squeezed a little in the palm of his hand.
"I'm gonna raise your shirt up, okay?"
"O..Okay"
So Kyoya slowly raised Gingka's shirt up not wanting to scare the other. He frowned seeing how bad the bite marks looked. He looked up at Gingka whose gaze met his. He then slowly spread the cream on the bite marks making Gingka flinch hard.
"If you want me to stop I will stop" Kyoya reminded.
'Damn that Hiroshima! I'll kill next time I see him' thought Kyoya.
"Do they hurt?" He asked.
"Not really"
"They look painful, like a beast's bite mark"
"Are you trying to make me feel worse?"
"Sorry"
"You better be" came the sarcastic answer.
"Your skin is really soft" said Kyoya but instantly regretted it after saying it.
"It makes me look girly, doesn't it?"
"N..No, I think it makes you look more attractive"
"Oh really?"
"Y..Yeah, it makes you look cute too"
"A guy does not appreciate being called cute" pouted Gingka.
"Well, it is true"
"Hm" he pouted again.
"You're cute when you pout, do you know that?"
"Oh shut up"
"I'll shut up, but that won't make you less cuter" teased Kyoya.
"I hate you"
"I know" whispered Kyoya. Gingka sighed hearing it.
"Look" Gingka said putting his hand on Kyoya's. "I may have been a pain in the ass to you, and I'm sorry… I just wanted to stay away from you that I wasn't thinking what I was saying or doing. I admit, I am terrified from you, but you are my rival and I can't change that"
Kyoya looked up and said: "so what does that mean?"
"It means…...that I forgive you" Kyoya's blue eyes lit up. "But…. we can just be friends, nothing else"
"Oh"
"You really saved my ass back there….literally…..I feel that I have to pay you back in some way"
"You don't have to"
"I feel that I should, after treating you harshly it's the least I could do…..no actually it's the most"
"Anything?"
"Yes anything…..but not anything sexual"
"Well….there is one thing"
"And what might that be?" Asked Gingka.
"I want you to live with me"
Due to Kyoya's surprising suggestion, Gingka hit his head on the backboard in surprise.
"But Kyoya-"
"You said anything, and that's not sexual"
"But that's a little too much"
"Please, that's all I want right now"
"But what if you-"
Kyoya reached out for Gingka's hand and squeezed it in his and said: "I promised myself to not ever force myself on you, and I do not want to break that promise"
"I know…..but-"
"Please, if I can't have you, let me at least have the happiness of living with you"
Gingka gasped. He did not want to regret this later, but something told him that he should to trust Kyoya.
"Okay…..but promise me you won't try to do anything"
"No sex, but kissing and touching are allowed"
"That's not fair" pouted Gingka.
"Listen Gingka, I really can't control myself when I'm around you, I can control my sexual urges but nothing else"
"Fine"
Kyoya leaned in until he was inches away from Gingka's face, he leaned in more and attached his lips to Gingka's making Gingka gasp. Kyoya broke the kiss with a smirk then said:
"You'll eventually fall in love with me"
"I doubt it"
"We'll see about that"
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