Many apologies, but I cant think of a song for this one, so if anyone has any ideas then please send me a message and I will put in the song and a little copyright from you :D

Anyway my little fuzzy readlings, enjoy


Seth comes from such a humble background. Nothing too fancy, but he's not poor. He has everything he needs. A loving family. A roof over his head. MTV. And PLENTY of food. I love him and all, but the guy eats like a horse. He said it's a wolf thing though – apparently all the guys do it. And Leah. In fact, I think she ate more than Embry. Not that he cared. He spent most of the time gazing at her adoringly. Cute.

While Embry and Leah had a "moment", (you know, one of those things that make you feel uncomfortable and intruding when you see), Jake, Seth and I spoke more about what our respected mythical identities could do. I knew the guys could hear each other's thoughts when phased – we were going to test that out later. They said about the ageing and the ancient legends. They sounded fascinating – the spirit warriors and the cold ones. I said about how I had the ability to phase the things around me, but not myself. I explained about my occasional bloodlust, but promised that I would never be tempted to have a chomp on any of them. Well that's not exactly what I said. It went more like,

"I won't bite though, unless you want me too"

And I passed a cheeky wink at Seth. Luckily Sue was outside brushing the grass or something. We had already had the female talk – favourite sex and the city characters (well she had a favourite, I had no idea what she was talking about so I nodded and agreed politely) and what we did in our spare time. She managed to con me into playing the piano for her sometime, and I said only if she gave me some cooking lessons. She rivalled Esme on the food thing – by 'some food' she actually meant a feast. Hotdogs literally lined the walls and there was a constant stream of something called mountain dew (which FYI is like liquid bliss) and muffins.

Eventually, our hunger silenced and my introduction to the scandalous world of sex and the city (she has the box set on something called DVD) we went outside to test the thought hearing theory.

We walked into the woods for a bit and stopped, and then the guys began to strip. I mean yeah, they were easy on the eye but this wasn't really the time. I turned around, knowing that I was going red and silently hoping that they would put some clothes on.

"Oh, crap, sorry Ay (my new nickname invented by Jake)" said Seth. "Sorry, it's just turning into a wolf usually shreds my clothes, and I really like this shirt".

"Oh, good, I thought you were. Well, actually I didn't know what you were doing", I went to turn around, realised why I was facing the other way and quickly span back to admiring the trees.

Next thing I knew, 4 voices popped into my head. It was Seth, Jake, Leah and Embry. I turned around, only to be met by four very large wolves.

"Damn, her boobs look nice in that dress"

"Seth!"

"Dude"

I didn't get it, until an image of me appeared in my head. Oh, wait. He's looking at my boobs!

I instantly threw my hands across my chest. I mean yeah it was a nice compliment, but it's something you keep to yourself.

"Whoops, sorry Ay"

"Seth you idiot!"

I felt Seth's embarrassment and smiled in my head. And the others apparently.

"At least we know the thought thing works" thought Jake.

"Excellent, because I want to go for a run but I don't want to miss out on anything, no offence Ay, but your interesting. In a good and slightly weird way".

"Err-". I stopped myself and thought my reply. Save my breath. "Thanks Leah".

"Ay, how fast can you run" asked Embry.

I appeared behind him in a flash. "Rather quickly, if I do say so myself".

"Then let's go. Canada?"

"Canada" replied the others to Seth in unison and I followed as the set off north, weaving in-between the trees and relishing in the fact this is the first run I have had in a while.

"I wonder how Ness is" thought Jake, and image of Renesmee giggling popping into my head.

The guilt came over me again. And everyone else for that matter, but I had forgotten they could hear me. I thought back to when my fathers called me into the great hall and we discussed the fate of poor Renesmee. I remembered the immortal children, watching them in the night as they tore through cities, mauling the innocent and destroying those who dared to try and fight their beastly instincts.

"What the hell?". Leah spoke first.

"Ness will never become that. I won't let her" shouted Jake.

"But I didn't", I tried to explain myself but it was no use.

"How dare you even think of that".

"I cannot believe it. She will never become a monster like that".

"NEVER". Jake was shouting now. "Over my dead body and if it means it, yours too".

The thoughts of the others became induced with Jake's anger and for the first time around them, I felt scared. Jake's rage couldn't overcome that and instead of standing up to the 4 angry wolves and explaining I didn't know the whole story, I did the first thing that came to mind when faced with something that would upset me and make me do something I would regret. I ran.

I travelled south-east for a while, mindlessly. I knew they would be able to smell me and hear my thoughts so I let instincts take over and followed the trail that felt most foreign and empty. Where there would least likely be something to disturb me.

I could hear them shouting in my head to come back. I wanted to – desperately –but I was shaken and upset. Jake's emotions had taken me by surprise and coupled with my own, could be fatal.

I eventually began to drown them out and continued to run. I was faster than them. But not as paced. I began to get worn out and when I felt I could go no further, I fell on the floor and slept in the thick forest green: I hadn't realised that I had been crying until my warm tears were replaced with the cold rain that slowly began to cover me as I drifted into sleep.

-5 hours later-

"AMELIA".

Seth's frantic shouting woke me, right before my nightmare did. It wasn't really a nightmare- more a memory. But it was always one of the bad one's that I locked away, that felt like they could come out and ridicule me with my harrowed past while I was asleep.

"AMELIA"

"I'm here". I thought quietly. I wanted to see Seth. It was awful being away from him. But I was embarrassed too. I humiliated myself earlier and made the others think I was a monster. That I believed Renesmee would become a monster. I didn't think that. Honestly. I just was remembering. If he had let me finish – wait, no use in blaming Jake. If I had let MYSELF finish, instead of running away like a coward then maybe I wouldn't feel so. So failed.

"No. I explained to Jake".

"Sorry Ay, it's just you know how all this imprint stuff is like. I'm a bit possessive of Ness".

"It's my fault too, I should have warned you instead of dropping that on your. I just forgot you were listening".

"Ay". Leah was concerned. I could feel it.

"Yeah?"

"What you dreamt about – was that actually a memory. Did that actually happen to you? Can you actually do that? I mean – sorry to sound intruding. But it was so, vivid. And painful."

"Yeah. It did happen. Sorry you had to see that. I was so tired, I just passed out."

"And I should think so". A voice I didn't recognise came into the conversation.

"It's Sam".

Sam. Sam, oh I remember Sam. The pack leader.

"That's me".

"Ay, do you know where you are?" asked Embry.

I couldn't remember how far or how long I had run. "No idea".

"Darling", said Leah," your in South America".

"WHAT!!!". How the HELL had I gotten that far?

"Have to hand it to you Ay, you run FAST. Even I, the great Embry, had serious trouble keeping up with you, as much as I hate to admit weakness".

I saw Leah smile in my head, then a tap on my should made me jump. I flew back into the branches above me, on the attack. I felt stupid when I realised it was Seth, his hand still mid-air, just registering I wasn't there anymore.

"Sorry", I jumped down onto the forest floor and hugged him, missing his scent and warm arms.

"Embry had a tough time keeping up, but I managed" he chuckled, kissing my hair and holding my head against his chest.

I sighed. "Sorry about all that earlier. I went into panic mode".

"It's fine. I'm just glad you haven't been kidnapped by some Mexican in a poncho and made his 6th wife or something".

I laughed, "what, and risk never seeing your un-moustached and tequila free person again? I think not Mr Clearwater!"

"Ah yes, about the tequila. We're going to have a campfire tomorrow night, which involves lots of tequila and drunken fun", we were walking back through the woodland now, hand in hand, "fancy it?"

"I don't see why not. However I must warn you, I will not only drink you under that table, but I will literally nail you all under the floorboards".

I heard Embry in my head "we will see about that!" and laughed to myself.

"Looking forward to it" said Seth.

I turned to face him, "hold your breath".

He did and as fast as I could, I ran back towards the reservation with him on my arm, which took about 10 seconds. Maybe 11. I'm still not sure. I just knew I needed a new outfit for tonight and that called for only one thing.

Shopping.

And as you all know, there is only ONE vampire who can help with that.

Ladies and Gentlemen. Alice is back in the building :D