Sorry it's been a while, I've been working on a new story and getting ready to study for finals coming up.

Wish me luck!

Updated: 5/5/2012

Rory stared at his girlfriend, who was talking happily to him. Sarah was so pretty, so smart, and so kind. Everything he wanted in a girl.

Yet why was he pining to feel the touch of Ethan's lips once again?

Ethan was his best friend. His guy best friend! And Sarah was a smoking hot girl who wanted him. Not a hard decision to make.

Unless you were Rory it seemed.

He shook his head and smiled at Sarah, who smiled a huge grin at him before wrapping her arms around him. She stood up on her tip-toes and kissed him, smiling as he kissed her back.

He tried not to think about Ethan, but that was getting harder to do every day that passed that he didn't kiss the other boy.

This was getting out of hand.

Ethan and Benny were in Benny's car, curled up in the backseat, having a steamy make-out session, when Ethan stopped him.

"No more. Not yet," he panted out, pushing Benny away, who nodded.

"I know I said we'd wait, but I just can't help myself around you sometimes," he said, patting down his hair, which was standing up at all angles.

"I know. And I feel the same. But, just not yet. I know it makes me sound girly and everything, but I want to wait."

"I know babe," Benny said, scooting over till he was right against Ethan again. "But that doesn't mean we can't have any fun before we do that right?" Ethan smiled and leaned forward to kiss Benny, who instantly snuck his arms around the other boy.

"I suppose you're right."

Once Benny dropped Ethan off at home, he drove around, thinking about his relationship with the other boy.

He had never been this happy, and was certain that he was deeply, unconditionally in love with him.

He just couldn't seem to find the right time to tell him.

Every time he tried, something seemed to get in the way.

He figured it wasn't time yet, but he wanted Ethan to know how he felt before they did anything.

Even though he so badly wanted to do what they've been leading up to at almost every make-out session they've had.

But Ethan wanted to wait.

And he'd do anything to make Ethan happy.

Ethan sat in his room, stressing out.

He and Benny had gotten close again to losing themselves to each other.

He wanted it, but he couldn't bring himself to fully give in to Benny when Rory was still on his mind most of the time.

He cared so much for Benny, that he couldn't bring himself to hurt him.

But until he could touch his lips to Rory's again, he would not be able to have sex with Benny.

Sierra and Erica sat in Erica's room, wearing identical smirks.

"Well, boyfriend plan didn't work, but we still have our photos," Sierra said, holding up their evidence in her hands.

"Yes, but that won't be enough. Not anymore," Erica said, tone vicious. "We need something else… Something so devious and…shocking! That they'll be broken up for good and we'll have our men."

"We'll need to find something quick. They've been getting close to… you know."

"Ugh, if they do, we'll lose them for good… But what about you're guy and the blonde idiot? They seem awfully chummy."

"True, but no proof has risen of them being more than friends."

"Not yet. But the way those two look at each other? It won't be long."

Ethan was on his way to Rory's house for their scheduled study session for the one class they didn't have with Benny.

Ethan was nervous. He hadn't been alone with Rory since their kiss, and he wasn't sure how things were going to go for them.

But he was also anxious to wait and see what might happen as well.

Rory stood in his room, nervous as hell. Ethan was on his way over.

They would be alone.

For a few hours.

In his room.

Alone.

He never felt this anxious, not even with Sarah.

They studied in peace for about 30 minutes, quizzing each other over little things that looked like they could be test questions.

In sync, they both reached for their water bottles, which happened to be sitting next to each other.

Their hands brushed.

Their eyes locked.

The walls they hid behind broke and lips met, moving frantically against the other.

Hands wandered as bodies shifted, to where the dark-haired boy was lying down, the blonde boy above him, straddling him, lips never breaking.

Clothes were soon shed, leaving the two pale boys boxer clad and breathing heavily.

They pulled away to breath for a minute, each gasping. Ethan looked at Rory, eyes wide. He could clearly feel Rory pushing against him, wanting more.

"Ethan," Rory whispered, kissing him again. Ethan kissed back, hating how much he liked it.

But he couldn't do this. He couldn't go any farther.

"Rory… no. No more. I'm sorry," Ethan said. Rory nodded and moved off of the dark-haired boy, who sat up slowly.

"I'm sorry Ethan… I don't know what came over me," Rory said, shaking as he stared at the pale gorgeous boy.

"I know… I don't what came over me either," Ethan said, internally groaning as he felt himself twitch.

"I liked it though," Rory said, not looking at Ethan.

"I did too… I should go," he said, grabbing his clothes and getting dressed.

"Wait!" Rory exclaimed, standing up. He grabbed Ethan's arm and kissed him, hard. Ethan gave into the kiss before pulling away. "Sorry. I had to get that out of my system."

"I understand. Bye Rory."

"Bye," he said as Ethan sprinted out of his room.

When Ethan got home, he locked himself in his room, trying to gather his thoughts.

He was so tempted earlier to almost give in to Rory, but at the last moment, he knew he couldn't do that to Benny.

If I didn't love that boy so much, I might have… wait… Love? Oh my God…. I love Benny!

Ethan fell onto his bed, shocked at his realization. He had never fallen in love before.

He was terrified.

Yeah… Not sure how that turned out.

Let me know Whatcha thought!

-JustMe133