Before: Lucy and her new friends raid her family's home to find out the truth! Now shes as confused as ever. (I'm kinda stuck on what to do so here's a super long chapter to make up for my absences XD I might delete and make different but who knows)

We were there to get revenge, and were there to make sure they wouldn't do any more harm, we succeeded but now I have a new goal. "Lucy" I turned around erza behind me, with mira at her side. "The army is here behind got them." I felt confusion wave over me. "Lucy should we go home."

"Yes, lucy lets go home." Mira held out her arms, and I couldn't help it I ran into her arms crying. "Oh lucy it's alright,"

"Mira, erza its time to go." I walked away from mira her face was sad, not for herself but for me and I looked around and felt my heart drop.u

"Let's go" I wiped my tears with the back of my hand, I could feel them staring and I sighed. "I'm fine, let's just leave"

"Seems like a plan!" Natsu jumped out of know were grabbing my shoulder and eras pulling them along. I pretended to be joyous believing but I knew he figured out I was faking cause he held on tighter than usual.

"Natsu calm down." erza groaned as she walked behind us with a cheerful smile.

"I am calm!" He grinned as we walked out of the house, maids, and others looking at us angrily as they were dragged away by the magic council

(i made it go fast and I'm sorry for that Im no good at fightings or stuff like that.)

believing them lucy found herself surrounded by books, her mind wondering. I A look of sorrow for the girl cause she wouldn't be able to get her answer.

"What does she expect to find." the master shook his head in annoyance "I don't want to be the one to tell her to just give up."

"Master you fish never to give up," mira looked down to her father figure. "she's will find something out till then leave her alone"

They walked out of the room, lucy looked defeated as she screamed in annoyance, her tears spilling out of her eyes as she threw a book across herself.

"Lucy doesn't cry," lucy freaked turning to three figures. A man with golden blond hair and a nice suit with glasses covering his face, and a mermaid that lucy stared in awe with as she glared down at the girl. she's

"Lucy where spirits. they have had you working with plue and Lyra first there the strongest gold keys Natsu am loe the lion people in fairy tail call me Loke." grabbing the blond's hand he kissed it.

"I am Aquarius, and this is Capricorn." lucy looked confused and they look at one another for a moment,

"We were mistress sierras spirits now were yours and we hate to see you cry." Capricorn smiled thoughtfully at lucy. "you know you have an uncanny re..." Aquarius hit the spirit over the head with her vase.

"We came on our own your powers will not drain out ok. We have important business to discuss with Master Makarov. The three walked away after lucy smiled and nodded. Her frustration went away seeing the women's face.

"That's a sign to keep looking, maybe I should try searching for things I know?" Lucy bit her lip telling herself to stop herself, but she was already on her feet and heading to a book of photos she saw earlier opening it, she saw the faces of people in the guild from when they were younger. She flipped page to page before stopping on one picture.

"I need to find more on her." Her voice shook as she stared at the girl who looked like her but different and how she stood and her clothing but she looked so like her. Her chestnut brown hair was light, unlike when lucy saw her with dried blood in her hair. her cloth choice was unlike what lucy would wear a mini skirt and a crop top. she ripped the photo from the book and in her bag. She felt eyes didn't she ran out of the guild to her apartment.

Her breath out of control as she felt light headed she pinched her cheek and sighed.

"Hey Natsu." lucy went it as Natsu sat on her floor. Natsu was sleeping most nights at her place so she knew it was gonna be there.

"Hey luce how was the search?" Lucy bit her lip and shook her head. "That bad huh."

"Hey, Natsu can you tell me more about Sierra other than she looks like me, and has my way of thinking."

"Well she was kind and she's mean, Totally obsessed with her keys and hated when I went to her apartment." he smiled, but it was melancholy. "She was my best friend."

"I know I shouldn't ask but how did she get captured?" she could tell this struck a cord with Natsu,

"I'm gonna go to the guild ok, get a drink. Sleep tight ok" With that, he left faster than if erza was mad and chasing him for destroying her precious cake.

"Don't mind Natsu lucy." the blue cat flew into the room and sat on her bed, a sorrowful look on his usually happy face. "He thinks it's his fault gray but it's not, Natsu and I got into a fight and she got annoyed and left us. We were in the woodsNatsuand she didn't come back. Master told us to stay together down and we didn't and our mission had to do with those people you called your family." lucy sat intrigued with this story.

"But she left on her own didn't she?" the cat nodded but looked away and then back

"Natsu went after she and I went after them," lucy sat grabbing the sad blue cat. "He couldn't find her, we lost her sent and we had no idea what to do, so he sent me back to get everyone from the guild knowing Sierra she would try to do the mission herself and that's what she did. after a few hours, Natsu found her keys near the mansion."

"happy, its no one's fault, Knowing you and Natsu if you were fighting I would leave and come back." she held on to him as he shook. "Hey hey don't cry want some fish that will cheer you up right?" she saw the small gleam in his eye and flick of his cat and she smiled. Getting up she grabbed a fish from the freezer and cooked it up for the cat. it was still light out almost night so she grabbed a light blue long skirt and a white semi crop top that showed just a bit of her stomach.

"I'm going out ok" the cat responded with a nodded and she was about to leave when she stopped her light brown belt seemed off. She turned grabbing her black belt. Well, sierras black belt with her keys before brushing out her hair, putting it into a ponytail.

She rushed out of the apartment down the river two men yelling at her to be careful. "I will!" she smiled at them, she couldn't see but they looked taken back as they though she was Sierra they noticed she wasn't her.

"I wonder where she's of two?" Aquarius and Leo sat a top of the train stations roof watching the girl run to booth grab a ticket and sit down waiting for her train to arrive.

"Aquarius I think she finally realized something." he pushed his glasses to the bridge of his nose and smirked.

"That she I clothing, cause it looks like shes going to a fashion town maybe to fix her dull style.." Aquarius laughed almost believing joke when he said that before his jaw grew wide as it hit the floor making the mermaid spirit laugh taunting the lion before vanishing.

"I know I'm right, I always am." he scratched his chin annoyingly as he vanished as well.

Lucy took the train the town of Harujaka. She felt scared but went down the streets night had fallen and the streets still lively. She entered a shop, going to the owner.

*Back at Fairy Tail*

"Natsu you ok" Lisana sat next to Natsu who had a sour look on his face. "you don't look too good, you and our son get into another fight again." she giggled before realized what she said, "Sorry Natsu." she placed her hand on her lap looking as if she just spoke the words to summon the master of the underworld Hades himself

"This is so damn annoying Natsu get off your ass!" erza walked over to the duo. "It wasn't your fault it was none of our faults when will you get that."

"You don't get it, I promised her I would take care of her family, and I failed at that. I promised her I would take care of her!" tears fell from his check, everyone in the guild looking at their hands or their cups of liquor.

"Natsu you still can fulfill that." master hit Natsu with his gigantic fist.

"how she's dead her family dead" Natsu spoke out of breath under the weight of the master.

"are all of you dense?" mira shook her head before behind the bar, washing glasses as she frowned. "for weeks all any of you can say is oh lucy looks like Siera, she acts like she is. She took over her place and so much more."

"that doesn't mean anything mira...does it?" Gray came joining the conversation.

"Don't you remember the stories she would tell us?"

*flashback*

"Natsu, Happy you two are the best thank you for everything." Sierra sat on the infirmary bed. Her head, and hands all bandaged up. " you two are the best friends a girl could ask for!" she smiled brightly. "I'm sorry, my father was a jerk before he wasn't always like that he was just so protective over me."

"Well yours their only daughter" mira walked in smiling brightly with a plate of warm cookies

"That's what I always thought but a few months back my mother told me before she passed I had a sibling, she was taken away very young so I never remembered my father since then took it in his power to shield me from the world, that was his downfall since I loved magic and the world its self." Sierra grabbed natsus head smiling. "promise me all of you, take care of my father, and me and when she finally finds home my sister"

"Of course," Natsu smiled placing his head on hers kissing her forehead.

"She's turning pink!" The blue cat flew around the room

"Shut up stupid cat!" She grabbed him by his tail and grabbed Natsu as the gave them both hugs.

Soon they left and Mira and Wendy sat with her to check on her. "Sierra tell me more about this girl."

"I don't know much but my mom says we were twins I was older by an hour, I figured out when I was older me and her birth but a strain on her. Laila told me that we're the best things to happen to her, she gave us both her keys Aquarius for, for her. But she never told me her name." Natsu grabbed a cookie nibbling at it furiously. She always hated not knowing her mother though didn't like the name of her missing child to be mentioned.

"why weren't you taken?" Wendy asked curious about her sister.

"Oh I was taken" Sierra finished her snack before looking at the confused and interested girls. "new story ok, so we were taken at night I don't remember it well but I know that Aquarius and Capricorn helped me. Aquarius said that were separated into metal crates I guess I got into my mother's things and took her keys and so when they got me out the car that had the crates were already gone."

"Oh honey" Mira placed a hand on the girl's arm. Before Sierra laughed.

"Yea I know it's sad behind but it's life my parents are sure that she's out there and we were both so young she doesn't even remember us."

"Maybe we can find her?" Wendy said sadly for her friend even though she looked happy and not sad.

"No its fine, I just wish I stayed with her or she stayed with my family." Her voice shook.

*present*

"Lucy looks too much and acts a lot like Sierra without the hitting and anger." mira laughed. "Natsu don't beat yourself up cause you have one more thing you can do for her."

"But how do we know it's her?" Natsu sat more confused.

"Just thinks about it!" Everyone yelled. Making every ever get upset cause the dragon slayers stupidity.

"What are we talking about?" A soft timid voice was hard in the back and everyone turned stoned to see what they thought was Sierra. "Is it too much?" The used to be blond grabbed at her shoulder length brown hair twisting it in her fingers. She had an on a Long black skirt with a tight fitting tube top that was white and blue. Her belt loose on her hips.

"Lucy..." Natsu got up and walked towards her. Stopping midway

"I decided I need to change." she placed a hand on her arm, rubbing it so scared her decision to cut and dye her hair and new clothes were too much for her and them. "But as well about my family, I think I know who they are. " she smiled slightly you're but a look of sadness got over her. "But I hate myself now that I know, it's my fault my sister died."

"Sierras your sister." She nodded erza walking behind her holding her by the shoulder. "It's alright Lucy it wasn't your fault. As well as we knew, well most of us knew."

"really?" her voice grew smaller.

"Well, I and you look very alike and Sierra had a sister who was her twin who was taken so I and master talked your spirits and we were correct." Mira, laxus and master stood as one nodding. "you couldn't have known looking through books were going to help you."

"I know but I should have known and I should have stopped them..." her eyes teared up.

"Lucy lets go talk in my office" master looked at his new child as erza pushed her towards his office, Natsu, Gray, and Wendy walking with her, happy she's and carla get held back by mira.

"Now that everyone knows there is a slight issue," master rubbed his face, in annoyance. "Lucy your sister was a lot, a valued member of our family and you found your way to us. But my issues are with Gray, Natsu, and erza."

"Why us?" erza stood strong and tall since meeting her lucys always looked up to her, even her weird habits she finds amazing.

"lucy can you leave for a second come back in when I say." nodding she walked out but she looked over her shoulder her eyes meeting Natsu. They were so wide-eyed and sad written all over them. "Erza, you and Sierra were very close almost real sisters, you two fought each other, gray you were very protective of her like she was one of the guys as well as family. Natsu you loved her and none of you have properly mourned her death."

"Yes, we have," Grey spat annoyed and had already stripped. Erza looking at the master confused and Natsu just glaring at the master

"GREY YOUR CLOTHS! You may have had a funeral, and for a day were sad but you guys took all that sadness on lucy. Used her to replace her, and it's not ok for lucy who needs a new place to call her home so she can find a place in life not replace her sister she never knew."

Erza looked down, her eyes flashed with sadness, knowing it was true. Natsu held his arms in front of him a wave of disappointing meant went across his face for a moment before he looked emotionless.

"You're right it's not fair, for her" gray finally spoke up. erza agreeing master smiled slightly.

"I know it's hard but I want lucy to train with another guild, saber tooth preferably. While everyone here gets it together."

Natsu grunted glaring the master, an aura of danger surrounded him. "sabertooth why them, why can't she stay?!"

"I want her to find herself, make friends, and I want all of you to have some time away from her."

"That's so stupid, she's our friend, she's different from Sierra!" erza stared at Natsu sorry for his friend.

"Natsu its a done deal, now go send lucy in."

leaving Natsu who stayed behind still upset before leaving after them passing lucy but for a moment getting confused his heart stopped and he turned fast looking at her a moment and she looked exactly like Sierra but her skin paler, and her face softer.

Natsus P.O.V

Looking at her I could tell the differences, though there Kanny for pure twins. Lucy is paler, had scars on her arms and legs faint but there, and a light scar on her neck, that reminded me of mine. Her face was softer then Sierra's rough face, and her hair thicker. Lucy was thinner then Sierra. But the hair through me off, the length, the color, her clothing.

I found myself reaching out to her and I stopped. Getting out of there Rushing down the guild. Everyone was silent but I could hear all of their whispers and small talk. I rushed out.

I made it to my house happy on the couch. "Damn it happy there sending lucy away!"

"Really?

"master wants her to go to Sabertooth" I fell on the floor and stared at the ceiling

"but why?" happy flew on my stomach,

"Something about how we're putting our sadness over Sierra on her, And she needs to find herself..." I looked away from happy sitting up the cat on my lap I Held him as we stared at a wall Sierra set up when clearing out my home.

It was a wall dedicated just to our missions, we had a lot of trinkets we took from those missions. But mostly we had photos whenever we finished a mission we would snap it and place it on the wall even the small missions. Sierra was so lively, she amazing, strong, and sometimes scary. "She was beautiful," I spoke, I could feel happy nuzzling on my bare chest. "Honestly happy I could have done more, I could have saved her"

"Natsu it's not your fault, they were tricky, not strong but the trick" the blue cat smiled sadly hugging my arm.

"I know but we could have done more, now Lucy is leaving..."

"Maybe it's a good thing" I turned around to see Lissana holding basket. "Sorry to intrude"

"Oh hey lisana what do you want?" I turned smiling as I looked my childhood friend.

"wanted to bring you some food, and sorry to put my input but it's a good thing she's leaving." I felt my brow twitch with anger. "All I mean is that lucy doesn't need to be sierras replacement. She can't replace sierras place as an Ezra's best friend, or your girlfriend."

"How did you..." I felt my face flush me and Sierra keeps it secret they just knew I loved her and that was it.

"Come on Natsu She was my best friend don't tell me happy didn't know." The blue cat nodded a slight smile cause he had known.

"I'm sorry she's died, and that you're mourning her," looking away I filled my fingers with my scarf. "But lucy is lucy, she's not her sister. She may not love you like Sierra would so don't get your hopes up"

"It's not like I was thinking that Lissana," She rolled her eyes coming over and placed the food down, before heading out the door" I got to go meet laxus, mira, and freed for a double date I'll come by later."

"Lisanna thanks" I grinned slightly not feeling up to it, She nodded heading out the door.

"Hey, happy do you think this will be good for her to leave the only people she knows?"

"Probably not but the master said." happy sat looking at the food lisana left.

"Happy you're no help." I grabbed fish he pulled out from the plate and started eating making him frown. I thought about what the master said and everyone else. But I couldn't wrap my mind around it. "Ugh, why did every thing get so difficult." I let out a groan looking towards my wall with photos of Sierra and me.

"I Hope she doesn't hate me for not getting her in time."

"I'm sure she won't hate you." A blond lucy stood at the door. Started I moved quickly spilling my plate of food on the ground. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you, lisana said you would be here. I went and talked to Erza and gray already and apologised for my stupidity and how my life and my sister's life have caused so much trouble. I didn't know her but I know her spirits hold her in high regards. She was strong and I am not, she's wise I only read and write and it's mostly all I can do with confidence. She was a noble brave person while here I am causing problems and I really don't want to me."

"Luc..." I started but she raised a hand.

"Please let me continue..." She took in a breath I could see how hard it was to her to talk to me she shook. "Have only been here a handful of weeks, and I grew close to you all you saved me. From people who I learned weren't my family and people who hurt my true family. By kidnapping, murder, and tutor. I can't believe how easily erza, gray and you made open up so much and control my powers I love fairy tail were all family. So Like master said I will be back and I will be here for good Master is right I need to give you all space and learn to live on my own without help for once in my life."

"Wow, lucy that's a lot!" Happy flew up around

"I know I just wanted to get it off my chest that I will be back, and not filling the void of Sierra but make my own mark on fairy tail. I will become the best fairy tail member!" Lucy smiled such a sweet smile, It was small and it felt like she was so scared speaking the words but I know she was telling the truth.

"I know you can do it down worry just be careful at Sabertooth alright, luce" I got up and grabbed a lucys hand and pulled her to my photo wall. "See them." I pointed to Yukino, Sting, Rogue, and Minerva. "before our group was ok to be around, they did all despicable things to your sister Sierra well Minerva did she almost killed her. But Sting stood up for her, he used to have a crush on her and he became close friends with her, the other two did really talk to her just so let you know ok"

"Thanks, Natsu, I actually know about them. Master is having them pick me up tomorrow to head out. But I wanted to tell you somthing else to..." I felt my heart beat fast as she looked up at me. "I know how much you cared for Sierra and I hope that, that wont affect our friendship I know I cant replace her love, and her place in your heart but I also hope you dont think of me in that way."

Ok so I write this all a few months ago and so its all a bit wierd, idk what i wrote its long so i just decided to post if you guys have ideas onw hat i should do do tell or if i should just rewrite it in general XD