I felt something coming out of my mouth, something I couldn't stop. "I LOVE YOU EDWARD!" I bellowed out. His body instantaneously became rigid. His eyes became dull.

"I..I..Uh.." Just then, a girl came out of Edward's bedroom. She was in her underwear. She was his receptionist

"Baby why don't you come to be- OH." She exclaimed, obviously not knowing I was there.

"Jasper this is my fiancée, Alice" he indicated vacantly. I was having difficulty breathing. He was…with her…and they…WHAT? "I thought maybe she could join us today in our session…" he suggested.

The thought of watching him touch her made me want to vomit.=2 0"Er…okay." I uttered. This was going to be disastrous.

The walk down the dreaded dom/sub room was excruciating to say the least.

None of us said anything; you could feel the tension in the air.

"Alright, so, Alice will second as my Dom. You must listen to everything she says. Understand?" He demanded

"Yes master" I vowed

He slowly creaked the door open and gave Alice a quick wink and she giggled. I nearly threw up in my mouth then.

"Mr. Hale, get into the position I showed you" he ordered.

I quickly got down on my knees and elbows at his feet, kissing his shoes softly.

"Very good. You like this position, don't you? All open and waiting for me." He mused.

I stared up at his glowing eyes, not sure if I was allowed to speak. He understood and shook his head no.

"Now Jasper, you have proved how well you can suck a dick, but I think it's time to show Alice how well you can eat out a woman. Would you like that?" He asked, giving me permission to speak.

No. I wouldn't fucking like that Edward Cullen. Not one bit. You're the only person I want. Not her. You.

My head was screaming to say no and run like hell and never ever come back to this place.

"Oh yes master, I'd love to." I replied instead. Yup, I'm an idiot.

He nodded and turned to Alice, He gave her a crooked s mile and carefully unbuttoned her jeans for her and she slipped off her shirt. He played with the edges of her bra as she slipped down her blue lacey thong.

"Ohhh Alice you waxed just for me?" He grinned, sliding his hand slowly across her hairless folds.

"Yes, all for you" She smiled back. He nibbled slowly on her ear and whispered something I could not turned to me and hardened her expression.

"Lay down on the bed on your back" She attempted to demand, it came out more like a suggestion though.

I did as told, and saw her place her legs on either side of my head, her pussy right up in my face. I could tell she was wet. She didn't smell good, but she didn't smell bad either. I decided to close my eyes.

"Eat me out." She breathed out, and so I did.

Now this, I have done before to countless girlfriends, I knew what I was doing.

I sucked on her slit and drove my tongue inside her, wiggling it around. I grazed my teeth over her sex and placed soft kisses along her thighs. She moaned and whimpered the whole time, pleading with me. It didn't feel right though. It felt disgusting. Repulsive, if you will. I couldn't wait for it to be over.

"Oh, Jasper, I'm so close" She whimpered. I could feel her tightening around my tongue… EW. She screamed out my name as she came. I wished it were Edward who was screaming my name.

Once she was done, she stood up and walked back to Edward. I sat up and stared at him, he had an odd expression on his face, one I had never seen before. It was black… but strained. When he saw me looking something crossed his face, I could have sworn it looked something like jealousy. It was gone before I could be sure.

Just then, I realized how stupid and childish I was being. I was sitting on this guys bed, after confessing I loved him. And what does he make me do? Give his fucking fiancée a blow job. Really?!

"You're an asshole" I whispered. Looking him dead in the eyes.

"Excuse me?" He questioned, moving towards me.

"You think you can treat me like this? You think it's okay? This whole messed up, little system you have here that you call "life" is ridiculous. Watching another man pleasure your fiancée? Are you on drugs?" I snarled, all the pain I felt was suddenly pouring out from my chest.

Just then he broke into hysterics. Good. I made the little skank cry. Mission accomplished. I held my head high and put on a little smirk. Damn straight.

Except when I looked a little closer…. there were no tears.

Is he…? No, no he can't be.

But oh, oh he was.

He was laughing.

Edward Cullen you're going to wish you had never been born.