He pulled me away and I just dragged my blanket along behind me like a little kid. I really hoped I could talk to them again, mostly because I really wanted to know about what they were saying about Edward. I would have to make sure to ask Alice later.

Everyone was already sitting down waiting for it to darken more to do star watching. Edward lead me away from the groups of people towards the back and out of the clearing to the edge of the forest we sat under the trees together. It started getting cold, I shivered but I tried to nuzzle into his cold arms anyways. When his skin touched me I shivered but then it warmed. I sat in between his feet and he wrapped his arms around me held on to me and we waited for the Mr. Banner to start. We sat silently for a moment. I shivered again trying to get use to his temperature.

He looked down at me, he must have noticed I was cold because he let go of me.

"I'm sorry, I must be keeping you cold." He said sadly.

"No, I'm fine."

"I'm sorry my skin so cold." He said as he reached for his blanket we weren't using, since we were sitting on mine, and threw it over my shoulders. I could hear the sadness in his voice when he spoke. I grabbed his arms and wrapped them around me.

"Don't, I don't want to make you uncomfortable-"

"I don't care," I said as I leaned into him closer.

"No, Bella." He let go and scooted away. "It's not okay, and you really should care! I'm truly sorry, I'm being unfair. I'm not telling you the whole truth. I'm very sorry I cant be the same as you. I'm not any good for you, Bella. And for that I am truly sorry." He had scooted away from me and wrapped his arms around his knees, keeping to himself. He stared at me with intense sad eyes searching my face for something then he buried his face into his arms.

I crawled over to him and wrapped my hands around him. Now it was my turn to hold him and comfort him, to help him.

"Why don't you just tell me?"

"I'm afraid how you'll react." he finally said after a long moment.

"I already know your different, very… un-human," he grimaced at that "but I don't really care. I-" I was hesitant to say the next the part. "I-"

He looked up at me curious. He stared at me again with his passionate eyes. Now I wanted to push his head back down into his arms momentarily, to make this easier to say out loud to him, But then surprisingly his eyes gave me courage. I suddenly went into a daze again and felt like trying to prevent myself from blurting out everything as always.

"I love you." Great, I couldn't help but to feel like a corny sop opera.

"Don't!" he said warningly, pushing me away from him. I looked down now, concentrating hard not to cry at his reaction. For some reason I was hoping better, which was stupid now that I thought about it.

I felt his hand reach out to me to cradle my face but then he paused and let his hand drop with a sigh. Then I suddenly felt a gust of cold wind blow my hair out of my face and I longer felt his presence. I gasped looking up hastily to see he was gone.

For a moment I thought, it could have all been a dream? Then I came to my senses, Edward was something beyond my dreams and yes…he was real. He was really something else. Something very different.

I got up and stood up straight searching for him. Searching hopelessly in the darkness. I remembered back to when we had both stared at the scary scenery of the forest at night together. Now I stood in it, alone.

I walked deeper into the forest searching for me as the light from the campfire disappeared behind me.

I was not afraid I hardly realized what danger this could pose. But all I knew is I trusted Edward.

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