Disclaimer I do not own yugioh gx

Chapter 7 this is me not being the person I want to be

As jaden walked into the bathroom he found a razer. He had promised Mark he would never use it ever again. But Mark hated him now right ?? Why should he know??

Jaden raised the blade to his wrists and slit staright across his main vein. Jaden bit his lip to stop him from crying out in agony. He soon got used to the pain and with every slit he dug deeper in depression.

No one will ever love you

SLIT !!

Jesse always loved Alexis more then you

SLIT!!

Alexis and Jesse love each other forever

SLIT!!

You can never love

SLIT!!

Your to scared of those words aren't you Jaden

SLIT!!

Everyone who loves you ends up dead

SLIT!!

YOU MAKE EVERYONE SO SICK YOUR PATHETIC YOU SHOULD DIE !!

Jaden keep slitting and soon you could see his bone. Tears streamed down Jaden's face. But the slitting wasn't working no more. So he went back into the bathroom. He searched for what he thought was sleeping pills. He put 30 in his mouth.. He began to feel dizzy. Jaden placed a hand to his head and swayed onto the floor.

"JADEN CAN I BORROW YOUR PHONE FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES??" Whitney shouted up the stairs.

"GO AWAY I WANT TO BE ALONE!!" Jaden screamed back down.

"but Jay" Whitney said she was in Jadens bedroom.

"I don't care" Jaden whispered. What was wrong with him. Whitney walked into his bathroom.

"pl…. Jay what's wrong you look dead" she said.

And what she said was true. He was paler then a sheet of white paper.

His cheeks were bright red brighter then the most juices red apple imaginable

His eyes were wide and blood shot

Jaden fell to the floor and couldn't get back up. He lay there motionless.

"JADEN !!" Whitney screamed. But Jaden didn't care he was in heaven. ( not literally ) his last thoughts were

I want to be me not the person I pretend to be

For this was him

Vulnerable little Jay Jay

The little child who slit when nothing went his way

When no one understood

When the whole world caved in on him

This was him and this is who he should be

No some care free wanna be

Ok do any of you readers have any ideas on what you want to happen ??