Ciel kneeled in front of the older and licked over his member with a small smirk. He dipped his tongue into the slit and sucked on the head, humming softly. Sebastian was moaning and had his fingers tangled in his grayish hair. Ciel soon began to bob his head over the shaft and looked up at Sebastian. He had his hands on his hips.

Sebastian leaned his head back as he felt his tight hot mouth around his now erected dick. He pulled away and let his saliva drip on it before sucking it again, coating it so it would be slippery. Sebastian sucked on his own fingers before moving them to Ciel's ass and pressed two in. He yelped softly and pulled away again, this time to sit up in his lap and get stretched.

The other scissored his fingers and Ciel moaned into his ear. He could feel himself getting hard just by having his fingers inside him.

"Ahhh..I can't stand it anymore..take me."

He moaned and then was shoved down on the sofa with his legs spread. Sebastian laid down on top of him and kissed him gently but deep, he rubbed against his thigh and moaned lowly. Ciel tugged in his hair and gasped softly, wanting more of the man. It felt like his body was on fire and only Sebastian could extinguish it. He moaned and ran is tongue over his and pressed against him. Sebastian's hands were roaming over his exposed skin and at some points grabbed his ass a bit roughly and squeezed it.

Ciel was going crazy, he needed him inside, now. To his liking, the older started to rub against his poorly stretched entrance. He knew it would hurt but he could bear it. He slowly felt the head pressed in and he wrapped his legs around his waist. His breathing hitched up and he closed his eyes and felt a kiss on his four head to ease the pain. He opened his eyes and smiled faintly at him as he was further stretched. He hissed lowly and gripped the sofa in his fists, his knuckled turning white as he felt Sebastian all the way in. He panted already and small tears fell down his cheeks.

Gentle caresses was laid on his sides and kissed over his neck. Ciel moaned lowly and moved his ass in small circles but hissed in pain.

"Don't move Ciel…you have to adjust first.."

He mumbled into his ear and continued to kiss a spot under his ear. Ciel shivered and leaned is head to the side and clawed gently on his back. He felt even hotter and turned into a puddle of goo as his weak spot was kissed. He gasped and moaned lowly and felt less and less pain.

He once again started to move and Sebastian moved with him. He was slowly pulling out and push in again. He breathed against the younger's neck and took his left hand and entwined their fingers. He looked down at his flushed face and smiled. Ciel took a deep shaky breath that turned into a moan.

"M-move already…"

Sebastian chuckled lowly and moved faster, with his free hand caressing his waist in circles. The younger lightly dug his nails into the back of his hands and looked up at him with glanced over eyes. He had wanted this for some days now and he finally got it, to have Sebastian inside him. It hadn't come to the point that he had asked him or tried to do something more than kissing. But he deeply desired the older. He had some influence no one else had on him. The sofa creaked and groaned as the movements became faster.

He heard low grunts and sighs from the older as their play became rougher. Ciel's moan was loud and hoped his neighbors didn't hear, it wasn't a very sound proof apartment he was living in. A choked gasp escaped his lips as a certain spot inside him was hit that made him see white stars and he felt his dick twitch. Sebastian smiled and memorized his prostate and hit it over and over again.

The younger bit his lip and escaped his grip and wrapped his arms around Sebastian's neck, pulling him down in a kiss. It was not a rather long kiss, just a peck on the lips before Sebastian pulled away and groaned.

"Harder…"

Ciel moaned and looked at the elder with small tears in his eyes, some falling down his cheeks. Sebastian licked them away and held him tight as he hit his prostate and the younger cried out. It had felt so good, licked he could cum right then, but he held in for just a little while more.

"Aahh…ah, S-Sebastian…again."

He moaned and pressed his ass back to meet his thrusts that was hitting his prostate dead on. Ciel bit his lip and felt pre cum drip down his dick and onto his torso. He couldn't hold back much longer and his breathing speed up. He didn't have the chance to warn him before spreading his white seed over their upper bodies with a choked cry. His muscles clinching down on the throbbing organ inside him.

His mind went blank as he rode into his orgasm and leaned his head back. He gasped softly and got shaken out of his high when he felt a hot liquid was spurted against his prostate. He moaned and shuddered as he felt himself get filled up with his cum. The younger had his eyes closed and breathed heavy, trying to calm it down.

Sebastian was grunting lowly and pulled out from the boy, earning a whimper from the los and wired feeling from not being full. The sofa they were laying on wasn't to big but if they laid on their sides it could work. Sebastian tiredly wrapped his arms around him and laid them down, facing each other. He was pulled close and still a bit light headed.

Ciel closed his eyes and cuddled up to the older and soon fell asleep. Sebastian who still was awake was running a hand through the boys lightly sweaty hair with a tired smile. He kissed his head before relaxing and trying to fall asleep as well, it was still in the middle of the day but a bit rest wouldn't hurt him.

Alois choked on his coffee and coughed, brushing saliva from his lip.

"You two fucking did it?!"

The dark haired boy sighed, telling Alois was a good and a bad thing. He wouldn't shut up about it and probably tell Claude. But, he wouldn't go further than telling one person, he wasn't like that. Some people may think he is due his appearance, but he's the nicest guy he have met.

"Yes Alois. And don't be so fucking loud or the whole café will hear you!"

He hissed at his friend who had a lot of eyes on him from yelling.

"O, I'll pipe down… First question, did you take the first step?"

"Yeah. I did..actually."

"That's great man. Hope that made you a bit happy. You've seem so down lately….is there, something wrong?"

Ciel furrowed his brows and looked at the boy. He had been a bit depressed over his birthday and well, planning on telling his parents he was gay. He was thinking of ways to tell them but it could only end in one way; his parents hating him forever.

"Well…I'm thinking about telling my parents that I'm gay…you know, get out of the closet."

"What, really? When?"

"On my birthday…"

"Oh."

Ciel could see the worried and pained expression on his face. He knew how this could end. The blonde boy stood up and walked over to the other and hugged him.

"When you do it, I'll be right there and support you."

"Thanks, but you don't have to-"

"Ciel I know what could happen to you if you didn't have the right support when it happens."

Ciel pulled away from the hug and nodded. Who knows, he could break down into a mess and do something really stupid. Alois went back to his seat and smiled.

"Let's not talk about it more. So… how was it?"

Ciel smiled at his friend and took a sip from his coffee before answering.

"It was good. And I'm looking forward to do it again soon."

"Hahahha! Oh Ciel."

"How is it going for you and Claude?"

"Pretty well. He has called me a lot the past week and we have a date later today."

"How great…ugh, I feel like a teenage girl who talks about her relationship…"

"You are."

Alois teased and giggled. Well, all of it was true except the girl part. The blonde boys phone rang and he answered.

"Yes hello?...Claude hi!"

Ciel sighed and stopped paying attention to the shattering blonde on the phone. He sipped on his drink and looked around at the people. There was mostly girls in there. He saw some girls from school and tried to over hear their chat while waiting for his friend to be done. He didn't catch up what they talked about but he heard the words; 'he's so gonna do it I swear!', 'tch, not like he's not.' , 'Are they doing it on Monday?' and 'that bitch won't get a thing.'

Girl's talking wasn't rather interesting so he went back to looking at the blonde smiling and moving his mouth while speaking to hi so called boyfriend now. Finally he hung up and turned to Cieel.

"Sorry, it was Claude."

Yeah I figured."

"Well, he's coming over here to pick me up soon. So I can't hang out so much longer."

"It's okay, I'll run home and suck some dick."

"That's the spirit Ciel!"

Alois lit up and waved his hand at the door, obviously Claude had come. Ciel turned to look at him, he hadn't seen how he looked like yet. He spotted the black haired man who walked towards them and figured it was him. He was similar looking like Sebastian, black hair that was styled in a different way than other men, black nail polish and pale skin. He was rather attractive to, but looked quite old, maybe 25? He had to ask Alois later. Ciel didn't want him to run around with him if he was that old, it could end bad.

Claude leaned down to capture Alois in a hello kiss. Ciel leaned his head against his palm and sighed. He could see their tongues run against each other's and some lip biting. It was no longer a hello kiss and instead a full make out session, and in the café. Ciel shifted uncomfortably. It did turn him on a bit.

Finally they pulled away and Alois was lightly flushed.

"As you might have guessed this is Claude."

Alois said and pointed at the older of the three that was now sitting down next to Alois, placing his hand on the blondes thigh.

"Well you wouldn't make out with anyone else like that in public."

He said with a smirk and watched his friend stick his tongue out.

"Yeah, well…. I don't just wanna leave you, Claude, do you mind sitting here a bit.

"No, I just walked here and sitting down won't hurt a bit."

He said with a smile and kissed his cheek. Ciel rolled his eyes once more.

"You know you can leave right? As you know Alois, I said I'd go home and suck some Michaelis dick now."

He stood up and hugged his friend goodbye.

"See you on Monday."

Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday had past and now it was 4 days left to his birthday and he was starting to get stressed. Lizzie had given him the exact time and place, Sunday. On his actual birthday, he wished he just could go out and eat dinner with Sebastian instead of that. His parents would be there so he would tell them, then go home with Sebastian and just relax.

Alois was invited of course, even how much Lizzie hated to do it she knew Ciel wasn't going to go, and it was his party, so he invited whom he wanted to. Alois was going to bring Claude so they could get wasted and make out against the wall. His parents were only there for a short time, to say happy birth day and then leave.

Ciel scratched a nail over his school desk and sighed.

Sunday, it was that fearful day and it had begun. Ciel was still in his bed sleeping as Sebastian prepared him breakfast on the bed. He was hugging a pillow instead of his boyfriend, trying to get the cozy warmth back.

He could hear a faint singing, sounding more like mumbling. He fluttered his eyes open and moved to lay on his stomach and looked at the singing man with a tired smile. Sebastian was holding a tray with a small candle on, some sort of drink, toast and cake. He put it down on the bed side table as he was done singing the familiar song. He got a kiss on the cheek and a caress on his back.

"Happy birthday my Ciel."

"Thanks."

He said and stretched his arms and crossed them, leaning his head on them.

"I don't look forward for today."

"Me neither… But we can do something during the week. A long, sweet date."

He said and ruffled is hair and walked out to the kitchen and soon returned to him with a small present.

"Nooo. You didn't have to really."

"It might share you up today."

He handed him the black little bow with white ribbons tied in a very fancy manner. He sighed and opened it. He took the lid of and looked inside it. He sailed bright and looked up at Sebastian.

"Really?"

"Really."

Sebastian had a sweet smile and sat down on the bed, caressing his back. Ciel took the object out from the small box and smiled, it was a silvery, thin chain. He ran it around his fingers and smiled.

"Don't tell me this is silver."

"It's not…It's white gold."

He smiled and kissed his neck.

"It was rather cheep for being such a valuable thing. Just like you, but you weren't cheep."

Ciel smiled and handed it to Sebastian so he could put it on. He reached for the toast and munched on it.

"I love you so much Sebastian."

Sebastian smiled and pulled him to sit up. He kissed his cheek.

"Eat now so we can get ready for this shitty day."

"Yeah, you're right."

Ciel sat up in the bed and munched on the perfect brow toasts. The party started at six pm and went on until the last persons left. Ciel was nervous for telling his parents, he told Alois to be there, but not next to him. He would wait at the toilet and he would go there right after telling them so the blonde could comfort him of some kind.

When he had finished breakfast he got dressed in some black jeans and a gray long sleeved shirt with a hoodie that had its arms cut of as a t-shirt. He sighed and walked to the bathroom to fix his hair in place and then walked over to where Sebastian was seated on the sofa with a smile, waiting for the younger.

"Looking good as always kitten."

Sebastian teased and stood up to slap his ass as he walked passed and out to the hall to put on his dirty boots. Ciel yelped and walked after him and put on his winter boots. They were heavy and dark gray. It was 3 pm already and the way to Lizzie's house where she held the party was two hours away so they better get going.

In the car the radio was on, pretty high and Sebastian was singing along to the songs that the station played on random. Ciel was giggling and laughing next to him and was actually feeling happy. Though things could turn down . Ciel smiled as a hand was placed on his thigh and rubbed it gently as he stopped singing.

Sebastian smiled at him before returning his hand to the steering wheel and his gaze to the road. Ciel took his phone out to call Alois. He typed in his number and waited.

"Sup."

"Hi, you're on your way to the party right?"

"Yeah, relax man. Me and Claude are already there….but we went to take a coffee."

"Oh, great. I just don't want to be alone with Lizzie…."

"What do you mean? I'm here as well Ciel."

Sebastian commented and made a small turn to the right. Ciel rolled his eyes.

"Well, we're getting there in like ten minutes. Meet us at the house."

"Okay, we'll be there Ciel. Love you."

"Thanks man. Love you too."

Sebastian smiled and drove into the rich part of the neighborhood. Ciel shivered, he hated the people who was rich and acted like they ruled the world. Did as they like, looking down on others, spoiling their seven year old kids with I phones and computers. Ciel hated the kids now a days that was complaining about relationships, money, sex and went to parties at thirteen years old. They don't know pain.

The car stopped at the house and Alois and Claude has already arrived. They are standing close to each other to share warmth and Alois' face was buried in Claude's chest. They both got out and there was already people there, quite a lot to. He walked up to Alois and tapped his shoulder. He turned to the dark haired boy and smiled.

"Happy birthday Ciel!"

He said and wrapped his arms around him. Ciel smiled and thanked the boy. The four of them got inside to get the cold away and was meet by glasses of drinks. Alois took his shoes of and took two glasses, one for him, one for Claude. He was partly here for the free alcohol. Ciel would find him when his parents came here.

The other pair had already ran away to get drunk, but Alois knew he had to wait to go all the way in to dizziness. Ciel tried to avoid Lizzie and walked with Sebastian to the living room to relax. More folk started to fill the rooms and it was past eight now. Alois was still rather sober and had his mind in the game. Ciel was starting to feel obnoxious as he heard the voice of Lizzie and his mother talk, soon joined by his father. She knew he was sitting in here and told them to go see him.

Ciel texted Alois fast and told him to go to the toilet and wait, he was going to tell them now. He turned to Sebastian and told him to stay here while going to the toilet. He didn't know why he lied, he just didn't want him to worry. He stood up and walked out to the hall to meet his parents there.

"Ah. There you are son. Happy birthday."

Rachel said with a smile and hugged her son while Vincent, his father just nodded his head lightly as a greeting. It was now or never…. He had to tell them.

"Mom, dad..I'd like to tell you something important."

He said as his mother pulled away and nodded, looking a bit worried. Ciel sighed deeply.

"I don't know how to say it in another way than this so I'm just gonna get to the point. I'm gay."

There was a second of silence before his ears ringed and his cheek was burning as his father had slapped him across the cheek. He gasped and held the red cheek and felt tears in his eyes but held them back.

"What did you say son?"

"I'm gay."

He repeated and expected another slap so he flinched a bit. But nothing more happened so he looked at them. His mother looked like she was about to cry and his father looked angry, very angry.

"You are not gay Ciel."

"The fuck do you know! What's wrong if I am gay!?"

"Everything. It has taken long time to accept that you don't want o be religious. Now you're telling me you are gay."

"Yes, and so what. Love is love no matter what gender the two are!"

They were quiet, to quiet. Soon Rachel left the room and walked back out to the car. Vincent stepped closer and held his collar in a tight grip.

"You're not my son anymore."

He said before letting go and walk after his wife. Ciel was shaking slightly and tears welled up his eyes. What did his father just say? He's not his son anymore… He bit his lip and covered his mouth with a hand as he ran towards the bathroom where Alois was standing and saw him come half running there. He opened the door and let the scared boy walk in fast before he followed and locked the door after them.

Ciel collapsed on the floor crying and the blonde sat down and wrapped his arms around him. His shoulders trembled as he sobbed loudly and hid his face in his friends neck. Alois wondered what had happened, but asking maybe wasn't good right now, he needed to calm down.

Ciel took deep shaky breath as he cried, he hated his parents he hated them. He hated himself.

Sebastian was starting to get concerned, Ciel went to the toilet a good twenty minutes ago. He stood up and walked towards the toilet and knocked on the door.

"Ciel, are you in there?"

Ciel's eyes widened as he heard his boyfriend and he shook his head and looked at Alois trying to keep his sobbing quiet. He wanted Sebastian to comfort him as well but still he didn't want him to know about this. But, he had to tell him and nodded and answered with a raspy voice.

"Y-yes."

He motioned Alois to open the door. He heard it unlocked and in no time he had Sebastian around his shoulders holding him tight.

"What happened, are you hurt?"

"Alois..y-you can leave."

"Are you sure?"

Ciel nodded and smiled faintly to tell him he was okay. Alois closed the door and walked away to Claude again.

Sebastian stood up to lock the door again and soon was sitting on the floor again, pulling Ciel to sit with him as he leaned against the wall. Ciel was clinging to him and he had a firm grip of his shirt as he stained it with tears. He caressed the younger's back and kissed his head to calm him and whispered sweet nothings in his ear.

It seemed Ciel couldn't calm down and the high music and partying didn't make it better. He sighed and picked the crying boy up and opened the door and walked down the hall, putting on his shoes and then helping Ciel with his before taking his jacket and picking up him again and walked to the car. He didn't want to let Ciel go but he had to. He sat him in the passenger seat and kissed his head before starting the long drive home.

Ciel was starting to fall asleep and some small sobs were only heard. They had been driving for a little more than a hour now so they were soon home.

Now Ciel was asleep and Sebastian took the younger's phone and called Alois.

"Hi Ciel! Oh my god how are you? is everything alright?"

"It's Sebastian."

"Oh, hi Sebs."

"What happened to Ciel? I know you know it Alois, so tell me."

Alois was quiet for a while before he sighed and he heard him tell Claude to stop kissing his neck.

"You know his parents came to the party. And was…thinking about telling them…you know. That he is gay."

Sebastian nodded and changed file, speeding up a bit.

"Well, he told them and by the state he was in when he came running, crying from it I don't think they took it so good. I don't know what they said or did, he was crying too hard to tell me and asking wasn't the best thing right then…."

"Alois, I'll tell you if I get to know what happened. "

"Yes thank you. I have to go now, Claude is dry humping the shit out of me and I don't know if I can talk normal in a minute so bye, tell Ciel I said hi."

"Hah…yeah, I will. Make sure to be able to walk tomorrow."

He could hear a moan before Alois hung up and probably went to fuck with his boyfriend.

Sebastian laid the phone back in Ciel's pocket and parked the car and got out. He walked over to the other side to pick him out and locked the car, walking up to their apartment.