Disclamer: I do not own Dan or his creations, though I wish I did.
Do to popular demand, and some helpful advice, I have decided to continue this story right here. Its going to be one large story, not several small ones. Yay, right? I hope so.
Now I need to say sorry for the long break in updating. I had some family emergency crap come up, so my head wasn't in the right place for writing. So it took me longer than I'd like, but the chapter is longer so I hope everyone is happy with this is, please enjoy.
Tori stood in her kitchen making up a large plate of nachos, it had been three days since Jade spent the night, it was now Friday evening and they hadn't talked about any of it. It wasn't as if the Latin didn't try to talk with her, she had, she tried to bring it up with the pale girl a couple times that morning she convinced her to stay. But every time she started to bring it up the Goth would jump on her again, they were both late to school that day, very late. Even with the lack of defining what they were, it didn't mean there wasn't a change between the girls, there was, and it didn't go unnoticed.
The change was slow and subtle, at first, they didn't talk much, kept their distance as usual but they began to share several secret looks. Licking their lips, biting them seductively, suggestive eyebrow wiggles, each little look was meant to make the other girl blush, which they did. And as the days rolled over they got closer, walking to class together, sitting next to each other at lunch, chatting at Tori's locker, Jade even brought the Latin coffee that morning. That gesture was what made Beck and Andre question the girls.
The raven haired girl was of course hostile, not thinking it necessary to suddenly defend her choice of friends, and that if she had started to find Tori tolerable they should just be happy it happened. Brown eyes on the other hand was much nicer about the questions she was asked. The girl explained that they had found a commonality and decided to work from there, she had always wanted to be Jade's friend and now that she was willing to try she was willing to go for the ride.
The school day couldn't end soon enough, the girls knew their friends hadn't really been satisfied with their answers and were looking for a good opportunity to bring it up again. Actually their were pretty sure they just hadn't been happy with Jade's answers, and feared she might be using Tori. As the end of day bell rang, the Goth grabbed her lover by the wrist and whisked her off to her car, she wanted to avoid everyone and get on with the weekend. Trina and her parents were going to be gone till Monday, and even though they hadn't really talked about it, Jade was going to be there till the Vega's came home.
Tori bit her bottom lip as she watched the green eyed girl snuggle into the couch, she was wearing black boy shorts, and a shirt of the same color with a Batman logo stretched across her chest. The tan girl was amazed at how sexy she looked, every fiber in her body was telling her to jump the hottie, but she was determined to talk first. She picked up the tray of nachos and stepped out of the kitchen, also dressed for comfort she wore blue plaid boxers and a green cami. As she placed the food on the coffee table she felt a hand on her wrist, the grip was gentle and the force pulled her over to the pale girl. The Latin could see the want in those bright green eyes, it was the third night since they had been physical with each other and it was clear what Jade wanted.
Hell she wanted it to, the little make out sessions over the last few days hadn't been enough for either girl, but she needed to be strong. She had to know what all this meant, how the Goth really felt about her, or if it was just about the sex. However, before she knew it the stronger girl had pulled her onto her lap and locked their lips together. Tori's head was swimming from pleasure, the kiss was like catching your first breath after surfacing from being underwater to long, and she tasted of mint. "Wait." she breath as they parted slightly, she needed to know, as much as she didn't want it yet her heart was already capture by the girl with midnight hair.
She didn't wait, those minty lips found the quivering Latin ones and tried their best to make the girl forget why she had asked to wait. She knew brown eyes wanted to talk, she had tried to several times, but she couldn't let her, she needed to keep Tori all hot and horny. If she got the chance to come to her senses this could all end, she had been so cruel to the tan girl, and once she remembered it, why would she keep her around? As much as she now realized she wanted more from Tori, that her hate for the girl was more anger and pain from not having her, she knew that it was only physical for the Latin, once she saw it Jade would be alone again, and she couldn't let that happen.
Pale hands desperately glided over Tori's tan skin, she could feel Jade's desire for her, for her body, for her lips. But she desired something to, a girlfriend, she had to stop this, she needed to get into the Goth's head and find out if all this meant something more to her. As she tried to pull away, the other girl tried to pull her closer, she was playing tug of war with herself, and she must win. Their lips finally broke apart as she now sat on the couch next to the pale girl. "Please Jade."
They sat looking at each other catching their breath, the Goth knew things weren't going to continue until they had the conversation Tori wanted to. "So what, now you're done with me?" She had gone into her normal defense mode and snapped out at the girl before she could hold her tongue. Her tone was harsh and bitchy, it was her way of pushing people away so they couldn't hurt her.
"No," she was shocked at the sudden aggression, the change in the girl had been almost instant. She placed a tan hand under the pale chin directing her to make eye contact. "I want to know what this means to you."
As she looked into those big brown eyes she saw her own fear reflecting back, when had she let her walls down, why was she the one afraid of what Tori would say. At some point everything that she was had been stripped away leaving her a scared little girl hoping that someone loved her, and she hated that. No she needed her armor back for when the Latin rejected her, she needed to show this was just fun for her so it could continue, she needed it to continue. She straitened up and her green eyes became harsh again, the softness Tori had been seeing was gone. "It means I'm horny, an you're a great lay." She hated herself for saying that, even more so when she saw the devastation in those coffee colored eye. Maybe she was wrong and this was more to the Latin than just sex as well. "I was shocked when I found out how good you were, I don't want to give it up." Why couldn't she stop talking? The way her lover was acting showed that it was clearly more than just sex to her, but she could bring herself to be the first to say something about it.
"Really?" It was all the youngest Vega could say, the sudden change in Jade had thrown her. She had to be hiding something, right, those answers were just so cruel but at the same time it was what she put up with for the last couple years from her. There were so many emotions running through her, she just wanted to cry, to have Jade hold her and cry. She had to think of something else, the good from the last few day, the sex that first night, the friendship she thought was forming, the gift of coffee.
"Yeah." the green eyed girl lied, she had meant to say no, she wanted to say no, but she couldn't say it. They sat in silence for quite a while, picking at the food a little, things were different and they both knew it. Neither one of them got what they wanted, and the other sensed it, it was in the mood of the room, the sudden deflation of the all excitement that was there. It was even in the way they both reacted to the little conversation they just had. "You know?" Both girls spoke in unison, then shared a slight smile, "you first." Jade added.
"I don't believe you." Tori said flatly, her mind was all over the place. Maybe she should just let her go, maybe she should just put a movie on, maybe she should cry in the shower, maybe she should kiss her, maybe she should jump her, maybe she should tell her she love her. It was when that last thought shot through her head she decided to challenge the Goth. "You said the other day that you hated me cause you couldn't stop thinking about me, do you still hate me?"
She had to think, she had to slow down and not just throw words at the girl, she could have crushed her with one word, but she didn't want to destroy her. She knew she had to put it all out there, her instincts were fighting her heart, the sorrow in the brown eyed girls voice was giving her it the strength to speak its mind. "I don't hate you, I never have." She let out a sigh and shifted to face Tori. "Look, I don't know what this is, but I know I like it, a lot. All that, before, I was just being stupid again."
"You don't hate me?"
"No, and I want to see where this goes." She scooted closer to the Latin and gave her a kiss. "I'm not good at talking about my feelings, and its taking a lot to get this out. So if you'll put up with me, I say we go on a data." Jade had no time to react as a huge smile appeared on the tan girls face and she pounced onto her pale lover.
They locked lips and Tori used all her strength to pin the girl in the Batman shirt, and soon tan hands were tangled in her dark hair. It takes a lot to get passed the barriers you build, and even when you think you have, its so easy to climb back into your tower an use those familiar weapons. But once you give in and forces yourself to get out there and be vulnerable, amazing things can happen. Jade was now pulling at the green cami so she could get at those perky tits as the Latin groped hers through the black fabric.
Oh god, I finished. As much as I worried about the last chapter going well, this was twice that. I think I'm ok with how it turned out, but as always I need to hear from you all. I want you all to enjoy and keep reading, sorry again for the delay and I hope this makes up for it. Please give me feed back.
On a side note, I finally updated my profile. :)
