I'm not going to be long.
Here's the rest.
I'll do the disclaimer
I do not own House of Anubis or any of the characters. Nor do I own the Fat Duck but if I did, that would be weird.
~Fabian's POV~
I was nervous. My hands were sweaty, my knees were about to buckle, my eye was twitching, etc. There was the most beautiful girl, according to me, in the entire world standing in front of me. Also, there was the girl I once lost because of a mishap.
He could tell she was frowning deeply at the sight of me. Everything was getting darker but I kept it together and cleared my throat. The nervousness was REALLY getting to me.
"Nina," I said simply
"Fabian," she said politely.
I couldn't tell but it seemed like at the sound of my name, she was in momentary pain. I also could tell she smiled when I said her name. What's going on with the mixed emotions?
~Nina's POV~
I'm not the kind of person to hold grudges. I'm also not the kind of person to break one's heart. He told me he loved me. It was all a lie. He made it pretty obvious that one night.
I took one long look at him, trying to bear the many years of pain I went through. I started to cry. I couldn't believe he came back all these years. I also can't believe I'm crying over my ex. (A/N Brooklen, if you read this, it wasn't meant for you.) She was still looking at him while he sarted to smile that incredible smile. That look faded into a look of sympathy and longing when he saw my eyes full of tears and if looks could kill, my piercing glare just might. I went over to the wall ans sank down to my knees and started bawling, loudly. All of the tears I've been holding in the pain, all came rolling out like a river. I noticed he was still watching me and in a flash, he dropped the roses he holding- I'm not sure- and was beside me, comforting me.
~Fabian's POV~
Well, she wasn't really mine right now considering the previous events which I regretted, but I didn't care.
That's what this "party" was for. I wanted to apologize for being such a jerk. Leaving her in the pouring with no transportation was heartless. I know. But when I left early for Oxford, I died on the inside. I cried myself to sleep every night. I never dated another girl in my absense. Not the one's that my parent's put me on nor the one's that were insisted on. I knew deep in my heart, I, Fabian Edward Rutter, was in passinate love with Nina Marie Martin. I just wanted to be with her again. Even if were just strangers or barely friends. I smiled weakly at her and noticed her tears. Her glare was so dark and smile faded into a frown, longing for her. She sank down to her knees along the wall and started bawling, loudly may I add. In the blink of an eye, I unconsiciously dropped her roses and raced to comfort her.
~Nina's POV~
I was on the cold ground, hugging myself, letting the many years on pain just flow out in the form of tears. Anger, sadness, longing, were what I was feeling. It was really embarassing. I was really loud actually because in my mind I realized my feelings for Fabian were positive. I had strong feelings for him and I now figured they were/are very positive.
We sat on the floor, together which was wrong to me, for what seemed like forever. My crying faded away within the first 30 minutes. Now I was really embarassed. When the crying dided out, I had a million things on my mind. Where's Amber? Did she set this up or did Fabian? Why did Fabian agree to this? Why does Fabian care?Should I forgive him? Do I love him? I repeated that in my head multiple times because it really bugged me. Do I love him? Do I love him? Do I love him? Do I lo- I couldn't continue. I finally snapped out of Nina-land. I noticed Fabian thought I was asleep and was trying to leave. Typical Fabian. Then I heard his sweet angellic voice calling me out. Nina, Nina, Nina, Nina...
I paused for a minute because he decided to continue on with what he was saying.
It really shocked me...
~Fabian's POV~
Nina and I sat on the ground forever! When she finished crying, I was embarassed! I asked Amber, Patricia, and my uncle to set this up. Gosh, I am such a fool? As she fell asleep, I suppose, I had much on my mind. Where's Patricia? Why did I ask AMber to do this, of all people? Why did I do this? Why is Nina crying? Did I really love her still? That was on my mind when I mentally answered it. Yes, I still love Nina. I never stopped.
Then, out of nowhere, I realized my butt really hurt and Nina was in deep sleep. Now, it's time to practice my move for real. I didn;t want to disturb her so I gently kissed on her temples and whispered, " Nina..Nina..Nina?" She never responded,as if looking almost dead, but she was dead, she was breathing. I continued saying, " I know you probably can't hear me but I- uhh- know I've been jerk." I chuckled slightly before advancing onwards with my move, "I know you probably want nothing to do with the likes on me but I need to get this out. I still really like you. No, not like. I love you. I screwed up with what happened. When I went off to Oxford, I was devastated. I swore off women and dating because I knew you were the one, the only one I could love again. The only girl I would after you is my daughter. I never intended to hurt you, especially break your heart. _ blackmailed me. I know she doesn't seem it right now but that night it was part of the plan or else you died. I couldn't live without you so I went along. She only did it because she was lonely obviously. Mick had left in Australia.. I'm rambling aren't I?" I chuckled again and realized I was talking to myself in that last part. I started once more, "Well, I'll get to the point. I hope you'll forgive me. I lov-." I was about to finish but I was cut off by a soft pairs of moist lips. I knew immediately it was Nina. The girl I longed for. All our feelings from the past years and what we wanted were shoved into this one long, passionate kiss.
We eventually broke apart to breath. " So you heard it all ,huh?" I guessed
"Pretty much. You thought I stopped loving you? Not with a doubt. I love you." Nina happily said, " So do you want to tell me how _ blackmailed you?"
I was nervous. This girl had powers or something! I nodded truthfully and explained.
I am the luckiest man to have Nina here beside me.
This is the chapter before the epilouge.
Sad, right?
I thought these previous chapters have been long. Yep.
Soo, tomorrow the epilouge will be up and with new information. ;)
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Thanks,
~Allison
