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iLoveYOu
Chapter Seven: To Call for Hands above...to Lean on...Would it be good enough?
By Romanticfor3ver
Inspired by: Jose Gonzalez: Heartbeats
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I am lonely...I have decided.
Even though Kaname is always around me...hugging me and kissing me; I feel as though there is something that is missing from that happiness. There is something that is making me very lonely; also. I wish that it would go away. I am wishing that the other person that I keep thinking about would be my salvation. He is the person that will keep me together; he is the person that is falling apart though. Level E Vampire.
I am standing outside of the house...in the garden; I don't know why but I am standing outside and staring at the roses and holding a golden umbrella that I had been given for my sixteenth birthday. The roses were the beautiful ones that had recently been planted for the benefit of me by Kaname. They are the only things that I had wished; the only beautiful things that I wish to look upon. Walking for almost two hours I have wondered the reason that Kaname hadn't sent someone to look after me. I thought that he would worry about me but it seemed that there wasn't anything about me that he would be worrying about.
The night that he returned to reclaim the person that he was longing for...the sky turned a strange mixture of crimson and pink...an innocent thing had been turned evil. He knocked on the door; pausing with each knock to let the fear that he knew that I had set in. Kaname wasn't here; I didn't and couldn't understand the reason that he had to go into the town so often. It made me afraid to think of how I was alone and without protection. 'Let me speak with you Yuki. I already know where your house is...so that means that you won't ever be able to hide from me.'
'You are the last person that I want to talk to right now. Leave me alone.'
'Don't leave Cross Academy. That is the only wish that I want you to grant.'
'You told me that I was the monster that you would never be able to forgive. You told me when I had left once that I was the person that you would never trust.'
In the end I didn't open the door. I was cradling myself in the bedroom that had been mine since childhood; afraid that Zero would come and kill me with the Bloody Rose. It was almost morning before Kaname returned to find me cradling in fear. 'What's wrong, Yuki?' he patted my shoulder for little comfort.
'That person came to our house.'
He let me bury my head deep into his shoulder, 'did Kiryuu do anything to harm you?'
'Nothing but make me scared.'
'Anyways; what is the real problem? I felt that there was something that was bothering you.'
I got helped up by him onto a chair while he pulled another chair close to my face; close enough to steal his blood...tempting me. I attempted to resist the urge though, 'I am lonely...the roses aren't enough to keep me from going insane...Also; there is a voice that is within my head that keeps telling me that our relationship is something false.'
He hugged me tightly, 'I'm sure that you are lonely; that's why I proposed that we should return to Cross Academy. Do you wish to return for the next term? Yuki; I also think that you are very thirsty. Are you?'
'You don't know how thirsty I am...' that voice...or was it my conscious? It was making me definitely nervous...it was making me want his blood and was making me tempted because he was so close to me. I tried to resist but I revealed my fangs and my eyes changed before I was able to change my mind. I was still hugging him when my fangs pierced his neck and started drinking his blood. There was truth in his words; I was definitely thirsty after the year that I hadn't taken blood; I disliked this feeling though- of happiness for taking the blood of another person. I could feel hand wipe the tears that were falling as I took his blood.
'There is nothing to it...Yuki. I am your oniisama fiancée and I do not care. I love you.' I released and he pulled me into a deep and passionate kiss, 'you are the only person that truly matters in this world to me. I understand your nerves about entering the other world of a vampire but you must understand that there are people that will be happy to take care of you. You must understand that I as well as many of your friends will be happy to take care of your worries.' I did not understand the reason that he was giving me such talk at this time in our relationship...was there something that was going on?
I could feel it; it was burning in his blood...his love for me; the extent to which he intended to protect me. I didn't understand this reasoning though; that I was able to seek the person's feelings through taking their blood. It was same with Zero though; at that time when I had taken his blood; I could sense that it was like Kaname's right now; it was ready to protect me and keep me safe.
We travelled to the Chairman's house...to enrol for the next term...and to make that old man forgive me for thinking that he was someone that wasn't able to be trusted. Kaname knew that by going to that old man's house that there would be an encounter with Zero and yet he forced me to go.
'Hello Yuki and Kaname; how are you?'
There wasn't much more hatred for this person; I could not understand... 'I am fine.' It was surprising but he still referred to me as his adopted child even though I had found my past. 'I was hoping that I would be able to re-enrol in Cross Academy's Night Class for the next term.'
'Why would there be a need to be enrolling for the next term? You only have missed a couple of the lessons so you will be able to return tomorrow.' I supposed that he then realized that Kaname and I might actually be cold in the weather. 'Won't you come in so that you will be able to be by the warmth in the weather?' I could feel my hand trembling in Kaname's hoping that there wouldn't be an encounter with Zero at this place.
Kaname read my thoughts, 'is Kiryuu-kun present at this moment?'
'No, I believe that he is hunting a loose Level E with his master; Yagari.'
We sat in the foremost corner of the room so that we would be close to each other, 'I am hoping that by Kaname and my return to the Night Class that we will be retaining the order that was previous to our leave.'
'Is the Night Class still attending?'
He looked down onto the ground,'I don't think that they wish to attend without the two important people that they will only take their orders from. Do you think that you will be able to attend the Day Class? It will mean that you will be able to see all your former classmates; including Zero and Yori.'
'I don't intend to see that man at this moment. I do intend however; to keep in contact with Yori.' I don't think that I was being stubborn; I think that I was just attempting to get all that I wanted.
END OF CHAPTER SEVEN
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