Chapter three: The missing girl

Valentina's pov

I miss her. I miss her so much, now she's gone and everyone thinks she's dead. But I know she's still alive, just out there somewhere. Still alive just waiting to be found.

I laid down one my bed just thinking about her. There was nothing on the bed. My room is a complete mess scattered notes and picture of here. Like I said I know she's out there, I just wish I could have a hint or a clue about where she is. All I know is that I am going to find her…

Even if I die doing it.

Still lying there thinking over the conversation with the investigators the first week she went missing.

I hated her. Scratch that I still hate her 'believe me honey I know how you feel.' is the last thing she said to me. Well guess what. You don't.

You're not me therefore you don't know the real me nor do you know how I feel. You may relate but you will never feel what I feel. I bet you don't how it feels to feel nothing. To just be numb and hollow on the inside. You don't know, and you never will. Even with that said I have to wear a mask every day. How do you be happy? How do you be sad or angry? How do you love? How do you feel anything? But most of all how do you smile, and just a fake one but a real one that comes from the heart. Wait… I'll never know will I? Do I even have a heart, a soul? I'll be stuck all alone in the end. They say you born for a reason, right? Well I guess I don't have a reason… not yet anyway.

Why?
Who me?
Why?

Feet don't fail me now
Take me to the
finish line
Oh my heart it breaks every
step that I take
But I'm hoping
at the gates,
They'll tell me that you're mine

Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design
I feel so alone on the Friday nights
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you're mine?
It's like I told you honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come on take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words, this is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Trying to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find
All the answers honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come on take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words,
This is the last time
Cause you and I
We were born to die

We were born to die

We were born to die

Come on and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come on take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane...
Choose your last words,
This is the last time
Cause you and I
We were born to die

SONG USED: Born To Die – Lana Del Rey.

Have a very merry un-birthday or if it is your birth day, happy birthday!

~Vally