A/N You guys are awesome! Keep being awesome and I'll keep updating! Deal? Deal. Okay? Okay. Love ya's! By the way thought I'd try writing this chapter like this, just a bit of practise for a story I might write.
Katherine's Diary
Dear diary,
I have seemed to just abandon you after I phased haven't I? Well there's no point in writing the boring stuff that's happened lets skip to the good stuff shall we?
Well, Lea has finally phased, it has had a huge impact on the pack, Bella got her shopping trip she's wanted for as long as I've been phased and Paul gets more attention because Bella isn't always worrying about Leah. They really would make great parents, the way they handle the pack is astonishing!
The only negative thing that has happened was Bella's punishment for us not being there for Jacob, Quil, Embry, Quil, Krista, Quil, Alexis and did I mention Quil? No I don't think so, I'll say it again QUIL! I imprinted on him! Oh and… Leah imprinted too! On a really nice girl called Krista, well okay Krista isn't really nice, per say. But I can read people pretty well and I can tell she has had a troubled past and just needs someone there for her.
There have been other imprints in the pack as well, like Jacob and Helen and Embry and Caroline. Poor Sethy is feeling pretty left out, both his sisters have imprinted and he is the only Clearwater left.
Sam is also putting a downer on the pack, he didn't imprint on his long term girlfriend Emily but on her cousin… who's a boy… and 3 years old! The pack has had a good laugh at this, Emily brought the boy round to Bella's for Bella to babysit so her and Sam could go on a date, but once Sam's eyes landed on little Max, he cancelled the date and followed the 3 year old around all day. He then broke up with Emily that night saying it just wasn't working; pfft he was just in love with a three year old. Bella isn't letting that one go lightly, it's not even dumping Emily that's got him down in the dumps it's because he feels lust toward a toddler, and he feels perverted. Well it sorta is…
Okay that's about it from me, laters.
Bella's PoV
I still can't get over Sam's imprint, poor little Max Logan Johnston will have a mountain man following him around for the rest of his life. Me and Paul are still going strong, we did it a few weeks ago, that night the both of us were staying at the pack house on our own because it was only just finished and we had already moved our stuff in.
I've been feeling pretty jumpy lately it's weird, I must be getting my period soon, when is it even due? The 13th of each month, what's the date?
Oh shit! It's the 30th… ah shit, shit, shitty shit shit. What am I gonna do, how the fuck is this going to work? Fuck how could we be so stupid? I need to tell Paul.
I grab my phone and press 3 on speed dial, hoping he will pick up. And he does on the 2nd ring.
Hello?
"Hey Paul, it's me… are you busy?"
No, do you need something? Do you wanna do something?
"No Paul I need to tell you something and it's important, like really important.
I will be there in five.
I need to do a test to be sure so I go through to the bathroom and grab one that father insisted we have just in case. I piss on the stick thing and wait the minute and a half for it to work.
I look at the test and see that it has two lines, I check the box and it sure enough says it, I'm pregnant, after about a minute of that sinking in I hear a knocking on the door. (I'm at my father's house) "Come in!" I shout trying to keep the tears in.
Paul runs up the stairs obviously feeling my emotions through the imprint bond, "Bea! What's wrong? Who hurt you?" he starts panicking then looks down at my lap, that's when the evil stray tear stains my face. He picks it up and looks at me shocked. His face changes quickly to a face of disgust and he throws the stick at me and leaves, slamming the door on his way out.
He left. I needed him and he left. My imprint rejected me. The statement hit me like a ton of bricks. I fell to the floor in pain.
A lethal pain hits me right in my abdomen, and blood makes its way down my thigh, my last thought before I black out is That dick killed my baby.
Then everything fades out.
Paul's Pov
After finding out about Isabella's current condition, I ran out the door and slammed it, and the bitch had the nerve to even look sad that I was leaving. Not only that but I bet this was her plan all along, rope me in, get herself knocked up and then leave me. That's why she wanted me to come round, so she could break up with me and leave me like everyone else has but this time I would have to look after a baby. A sharp pain hit my abdomen causing me to hunch over in surprise.
My mother, she left when I was 5 to go off with her little boy and since my father was never around, I was left to the shitty little foster agency in La Push, never staying in one house for more than a month, and they all ditched me too.
My father up and left when he found out about me… oh shit!
That is what I just did, Bella wasn't crying to break up with me, she was crying because she thought I wouldn't want her after I found out. I do want you Bella. I really do.
I run back to see Bella unconscious on the floor clutching her stomach… oh no… what have I done?
Bella's PoV
I woke up suddenly, noticing that no pain was coming from my lower stomach anymore, is my baby okay did he survive? If it does I think it's a boy. As if reading my thoughts, Sue came in (she's the pack doctor since our high temperature prevents us of going into the hospitals, Sue's an elder so she knows.) "Bella, Paul informed me that you were pregnant, I am pleased to tell you that the baby did indeed survive, or should I say babies! Yes twins and it appears that since your female and a wolf it speeds up the process, so you are about 21 weeks. Over half way! Do you want to know what you're having?" Wow that's a lot to process. What's Paul doing here? I think venomously.
I am brought out of my mind rambles by fingers clicking in my face. "Eh… um…" I try to remember what she asked, oh the sexes," Uhm sure…" I drag the last word out a little.
"Well it seems you are having one of each a girl and a boy! Congratulations! Oh and Bella, your father said that Sam will take your place as Alpha until you have the babies! You should be due in about 4 weeks from what Paul tells me." Paul! "He is very anxious to see you, is it alright if I let him in?" (A/N Don't worry she isn't forgiving him just yet, a little bit of torture first…)
I smirk evilly, "Yeah let him in… but tell him he's in trouble! Thanks Sue!" after a questioning look she walks out the door! Haha the mutt won't know what hit him!
BELLA'S POV:
I'm sorry, but I just hate him! I wish Paul would just leave me alone… First he almost kills my babies, then he saves them! What the actual fuck?
Yeah, I asked the same question, apparently he's decided that he does want us now! Yeah right. We might be imprinted, but that doesn't mean I'm giving into him that easily. If he wants me to trust him, he is going to have to earn it back from me, Sam and the rest of the Pack!
And something else, morning sickness. Yeah the devils curse. I take after my mother apparently and have it really bad past halfway through my pregnancy.
I'm not allowed to phase, that asshole won't leave us alone, the Elders want me to get back together with said asshole. The only good thing about all of this is my babies are happy and healthy.
For the past several days, I've been thinking of names.
Mason Sebastian (Paul's middle name and my Great Great grandpa's name) and Clary Grace (my mother's name was Grace, she died when me and Sammy were two; while Clary was Paul's grandmother's name).
I'm not 100% sure about those names but since I'm a wolf, my pregnancy is much faster than usual so it may be a good idea to choose names a bit earlier than usual.
I wish I had it in me to forgive Paul, but not only am I now suffering from Relationship Anxiety, buy the initial excitement of phasing has worn off and the realization of people always being in my head has finally sunk in. Everyone will see everything.
The issue started when Mamma died, shortly followed by Nana and Papa and when Dad got remarried, his new wife died just 3 weeks after their wedding, and now this has happened!
It doesn't help! Did I also mention I'm Bipolar?
Yep, that too!
I don't normally mention it to people because they think it's weird or that I'm dangerous, but I'm not. My disorder does not define me!
The weird thing is that phasing didn't help with the bipolar issue like it did with Jared's sight or Quil's Epilepsy problems.
It just stayed and that really pisses me off.
I take a few deep breaths to calm myself down, as stress isn't good for the babies, and soon fall asleep while trying to think of ways that Paul can earn my trust back...and believe me, there aren't many!
PAUL'S POV:
I miss Bella so much!
That sounds so sappy and girly but it's true. I miss my girl and I know she won't take me back that easily so I have to do something. I can't just sit here and wait for the grass to grow.
A fool proof idea hits me like a tonne of bricks and I start to wonder how I didn't think of it before. I am a genius!
