Chapter 7

(Le' sigh don't own shit)

"What the hell Edward?!" I freak knowing that any minute Lil's will be coming back.

I pace in a panic as he smiles and lays in my bed.

"Get that smile off your face!" I snap.

He rears his head back looking truly surprised.

"What's wrong Bella?"

"You shouldn't be here and I can't believe you tricked me into kissing you! What the hell are you doing here Edward?"

He narrows his eyes his smile fading.

"I had to come back. I'm sorry Bella but I realized what an idiot I was. I know there is no way I can possibly stay away from you Bella. I've come to a decision. I want to turn you I want to marry you, turn you and spend my eternity with you!"

My jaw drops as Lil's is crouched up on the window eyeing us. She looks crushed and yet furious all the same. She grabs at her temples as if shaking something off. She hisses at Edward and he looks to me then to him.

"NO WAY!" He says.

"You and her? What the hell happened while I was gone Bella."

He looks to Lillith and shakes his head.

"STOP IT!" He yells.

She curls her lip and rushes in grabbing him by the collar. Lillith throws him out of my room. I gasp out and run towards the window as she crouches over him. Both look tormented by the other as he reads her thoughts and knows every little detail about us now, Lillith feeling his every emotion and his feelings about me. She pins Edward to a tree by his throat. I know I should be alarmed and react but I don't not until I see he's got her pinned to the ground and his knee into her breast plate.

"EDWARD GET OFF HER!"
He looks to me confused and hisses at Lillith.

"I MEAN IT EDWARD CULLEN IF YOU HURT HER I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!"
He tilts his head towards me wounded and drops his hold. Lillith smacks her fist into his back forcing his face into the earth.

"Lil's baby please…"

She looks to me then to Edward. She closes her eyes and takes off.

"LILLITH!"

Edward dust himself off and leaps back into my bedroom.

I fold my fist and punch him only to hurt my own hand. He sighs irritably but cups it in his own and kisses upon it.

"Are you alright?"

"NO!" I shove him around.

"You said it would be as if you never existed. But then you come back anyway and with a shitty ass grin like I'm going to suddenly take you back? And over her nonetheless? Can you not see by her mind alone how I feel about her?"

"You're hurting Bella it's only natural after what I did to you that you would want to experiment and I cannot lie she's very attractive. I can understand the appeal and with her being a vampire and all I'm sure that helps add to your feelings. But I know deep down this isn't you Bella. This lifestyle? That vampire? That's not you none of this is."

"What the fuck do you know about my life now Edward?"

"Plenty you forget how much I paid attention."

"PAID ATTENTION EDWARD! You've been gone for quite some time now you can't just waltz in here and tell me that you know more about me than myself or Lil's even!"

"Lil's huh? That's cute. If it weren't for the circumstances I'd be very turned on about know especially on how vivid your friend's imagination is. I never knew you had such an erotic side to you."

"That's because you hardly touched me!"

Edward closes his eyes.

"That's not fair Bella you know…"

"OH SHUT IT! She's a vampire too and she's fucked me in just about every way possible hell just for you to kiss me was a challenge."

"THAT ONLY SHOWS HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU! I DIDN'T WANT TO HURT YOU! OBVIOUSLY SHE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT YOUR LIFE SO MUCH! And on another hand when did you start cussing?"

"There's a lot about me you don't know!"

"Hmmm."

"If she loves you so much how come I am here and she isn't? She just ran off."

"SHUT UP YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HER! AND YOU CERTAINLY CAN'T TALK! LILITH WILL COME BACK YOU DIDN'T!"

"Well I'm here now." He reaches out his arms for me.

"It's too late Edward. Hell just looking at you makes me mad now. I don't feel anything for you but pity on your stupidity, ego and the ability to sound like such a man even as an older vampire!"

"She's controlling you isn't she?"

I laugh.

"What?"

"That has to be it! She's simply using you!"

"OH come on Edward you read her mind yourself!"

Edward rolls his eyes.

"Well I certainly didn't expect this."
"Tell me Edward what did you expect? That I'd be grateful you returned and I'd die at the mere chance of being with you again?"

"Does she also offer you a life of immortality, love and financial stability?"

"I think you should leave now Edward." I say seeing her in a tree simply watching and waiting.

He sniffs the air and turns towards her. I grab his arm.

"Leave her be! She's done nothing to harm me and you know that."

He laughs and shakes his head looking back to me.

"You should see the thoughts she's got going about me. The things she wants to do to me." He winces and sighs.

"Laurent returned?"

"Yes but he's gone now."

"Victoria's still at large?"

He shakes his head again.

"She's very loud and vivid. She wants me to hurt like you did."

I bite my lower lip.

"Go Edward."

"I'm not leaving not just yet. I will go home you know where to find me if you change your mind. I'm not giving up on you Bella not just yet. This could merely be a phase." He says and disappears.

Lillith enters my room looking lifeless. I say nothing and wrap my arms around her and bury myself into her chest.

"Do you love him still?"

Lillithpov

She smiles and wraps her arms around me tighter.

"You know what's funny?"

"What?"

"Edward never could read me but yet you can what does that tell you?"

My jaw drops as this never occurred to me. Sure I can't read words or pure thoughts but I could sense her feelings. I got where she was going on this and focused. A smile breaks along my face and I kiss upon her lips.

"Do you feel me Lil's?"

"Yes baby I do." I say with the knot upon my throat.

"There is only one I love and will ever love. He could promise me everything and the world. You could take back wanting to turn me and I'd still choose you."

I gently push her upon the bed. She wraps her arms and legs about me. But I turn sensing the bastard and see him watching us.

"Bella baby I'm sorry I'll be back ok."
"What's wrong?"

"Nothing you need to worry about I'll take care of it."

I chase him throughout the woods.

"Just let her go whatever it is you're doing to make Bella feel the way she does release her! It isn't fair to her!" He yells.

"You mean actually treating her right and giving her what she needs?!"

"I doubt that seriously."

"You know Edward it's amazing. Truly it is see you're a dick yet I'm the one that fucked her."

Ok yes I'd a moment of immature low blows but this Eddie guy was pissing me off. He hisses out and crashes into me we fling down our bodies busting through branches. I flip him underneath me just before we hit the ground and bury his face and shoulders into the earth. I shake him causing his head to hit repeatedly.

I close my eyes as I feel what's coming off him. It distracts me long enough for him to hit me in the face.
"GOD YOU'RE SO NAIVE!"

"I'm naive? You honestly think these feelings are permanent that she truly will love you forever?"

"I don't think I know. Sorry you can't say the same. Now fuck off and quit acting like a perv watching her every fucking move! It's over MOVE ON."

"You're wrong it's not!"

He wraps his arms and legs around me as another vampire with blonde shoulder length hair joins him. "Help me out will you Jasper?"

"What the hell are you doing Edward?"

"She's got Bella all kinds of fucked up. I'll explain later for now we need to get this girl out of the picture for a bit let's see how Bella's mind clear's after word.

I squirm out of Edward's arms as Jasper wraps himself around me. I gasp out in pain feeling that this one is even stronger than Edward.

"What the hell are we going to do with her?"

"We'll figure that out in a moment for now let's just get her there before Carlisle arrives."

"YOU SICK BASTARD WHAT THE HELL! YOU BETTER NOT EVEN TOUCH HER!"

"I will if she wants me to. I might even turn her if she so asks."

"This was the sweet Edward she talked about? The fuck you are!"

Edward smiles.

"I'm not going to hurt either of you just giving her some breathing room so she can clear her head. She can't do that with you around."

"And you're the mind reader. You must suck at it."

Edward puts his hand around my throat and starts squeezing.

"Easy Edward gees." Jasper says yanking me back out of his hold.

"Hurry Bella's coming I can smell her." Edward says as Jasper takes off running with me.

The entire time I struggle to break free as he comes up to a big white house with lots of windows. He opens the door and tosses me inside. I leap back up on my feet and start back at the door. Jasper rolls his eyes and slams me back down clotheslining me.

"Who's that?" Some blonde haired girl asks.

"Some other vampire Edward wanted me to contain for a while."

"Why?"

"Not quite sure yet wanna help me lock her in the safe room?"

"Um?" She looks to me.

"Why doesn't he just kill her."

"Look are you going to keep asking a bunch of questions I don't know or help me! This one's got some mean fight to her."

They work together and toss me into a room and I hear them lock it. Immediately I start trying to break out. Suddenly I feel panic and fear but I know it's not me. I growl out and start yelling on top of my lungs banging on the door. I barely make a dent in it and I can tell this room is meant for mere vampire containment.

"Bella…" I say dropping to my knees.

"I'm GOING TO KILL YOU EDWARD CULLEN!"