Don't let my Mom know I'm doing this... she'd kill me. Luckily, she thinks Austin and I are out. She'll be asleep by the time I sneak back into our room, and if not? Eh, I'll make up an excuse. But let's save that for then...
He pushes me up against the wall and kisses me. It's better than any kiss from him, it's different. He sits on the bed against the headboard and places me on his lap. His tank is on the floor and his cute little tubes are in his nose. Do I love these things more than I should? Maybe I just have a oxygen tank tube fetish.
Slowly, he pulls my shirt up a little and grips my waist. It's not too tight of a grip, it feels nice, and it makes me feel so good. He makes me feel something I've never felt before. Jolts of electricity are moving throughout my veins.
I lean down to kiss him. His lips against mine, mine against his. Nothing's felt better. I unbutton the little white buttons on his shirt, and run my nails down his torso, making note of how toned he is.
He grabs the bottom of my shirt and slips it off my body. I don't feel insecure with him, I feel good in front of him. "Wow," he mutters, "you're beautiful."
I blush and kiss him again. His hands moving against my chest, and mine against his. God, no ones ever made me feel so good in my whole damn life.
He removes his lips from mine and runs his hand through my hair. He smiles and as I unbutton his jeans, he doesn't move his eyes from my face. They stare intently at me eyes, lips, nose, every detail.
He moves his lips down, and places little kisses all over my neck. And that wasn't all we did that night.
I wake up in my bed. Wow. I feel like a different person. A new girl who's not a virgin anymore. I notice my Mom's still asleep, so I slip out of bed and get dressed, brush my teeth, ya know, the usual.
Oh my God, I'm not a virgin anymore. And neither is Austin. Good, now I won't die a virgin. That's always been a fear of mine, as dumb as it sounds. When you experience near death experiences at least monthly, you'll probably be fearful of dying a virgin, as well.
When my Mom wakes up, she dresses as well, and asks me what fun things we did last night.
Not sex... whaaaatt?
I told her about our date at the small restaurant. I explained how nice the employees were, and how beautiful it was, and how Austin confessed his love for me, and I told her that I was definitely in love with him, too, I just hadn't told him yet. It was something I was working on telling him. He told me in such a sweet, perfect way, and I want to do the same.
He knocked on the door, and I kindly let him in.
"Hello Mrs. Dawson, hello Allyson," He greeted with a huge smile on his face.
"Morning," I replied, walking over to him. "Mom, can we go for a walk? We'll be back before we leave." Sadly, we did have to leave today, but we did have a good time.
She allowed us, so I led him out to a beautiful bridge that sat above a little river with an amazing view. We stood at the edge of it, holding onto the ledge. Austin's arm was draped around my waist, and my head lay on his shoulder.
"Is there any particular reason you took me out here? Not that it's gorgeous out here," He said, looking out into the dark, blue water. There were boats, many of them, running down the river, flowing along with the current.
"There is, actually." I moved my hand over his, and pushed my glasses further up on my face. "Austin Moon, I'm so in love with you. I didn't realize I was until last night. I'd always felt something for you, but now I know it. I'm so in love with you," I admitted with a smile.
Austin grinned widely. "I'm glad. I was nervous you needed to tell me something bad. That wasn't bad at all," He said, pushing his body closer to mine if that was possible. "I love you, too. But you already knew that. I don't want to make this even cheesier than it already is," He said, laughing.
I laughed. The walk, the bridge, the beautiful water, the 'I love yous', it really was all cheesy. But then again, this wasn't a normal love. We were both sick, and we'd have to deal with the fact that we wouldn't be together forever, because sooner or later I'll die and leave him here, and he'll have to fall for someone else. As much as it hurt, it was all the truth.
"Can I kiss you?" I asked, cheekily. I blushed a bit as he smiled down at me.
"Of course you can," He replied.
I stood on my tiptoes, and pushed my lips to his. I tried to forget everything. Well, everything but him.
"I'm so happy we're home!" I cheered as I hopped off the plane. "We're back in Miami!"
Austin ran over and kissed me. "It's our first time being in love in America!" He said, laughing as he clutched to me.
"You're cute," I told him and kissed his cheek.
When we got home that night, my Mom stayed in my room for a while and we talked about everything, including the lovely life style, called cancer(note my extreme sarcasm) and Austin.
I've never had any guy in my life other than my father, so it felt good to be able to talk to someone about him, even if it was my mom. That's what I liked about my mom; she always listened.
After a while of us talking, I got ready for bed, and lay down under the covers. As soon as I'd gotten comfortable, my phone rang. It was Austin.
I answered it quickly and whispered a quiet 'hello' into the phone.
"Ally," his voice rang through the phone, "Come to my house, quick. My parent's are asleep and won't answer their phones, and they can't hear me. Ally, please, I can't breath."
A/N: Sorry I haven't updated in a while!
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