A/N: So okay, another chapter. I hope you like it (though I don't like this one AT ALL), and please review :)

C6

LOGAN POV

'What do you think? Is he coming today? I mean, you'll never know. It's just that maybe he doesn't want to be here.' I said.

'He probably doesn't even know. I'd say he's coming for sure. I just don't know if he'll stay after he hears we're going to talk about child abuse in biology class. When he finds out about this little education, I'm sure he'll leave. Or at least we'll see if he's having problems with it, am I right guys?' James said.

'I do think he'll be shocked if he finds out. I just hope that he won't leave right ahead.' Kendall hesitated a little, I heard it in his voice. 'There he comes.'

We saw him walking towards us. The first thing I noticed was that he didn't wore his cap anymore, and he obviously looked better than yesterday. I could see he was anxious about facing us again, I saw it in his eyes. That's where I reminded what happened the day before and I looked away. He was the one who should make up with us. Really, I swear I knew I had to be there for him, but it was too hard to face him after he shouted at me. Some people might laugh about it, but I can tell that I'm pretty touchy sometimes. He knew that.

He was just standing there, in the hallway. He didn't know where to go, to us or just to biology class already. He obviously chose for the last one when he heard the bell started ringing and he almost ran to the classroom.

I couldn't resist watching his facial expression change when he heard what we were going to talk about today. It went from confused and sad to numb. Just numb, like he was staring at something and not hearing what our teacher said. So she started her PowerPoint and just talked about child abuse, how to recognize it and how to deal with it. I didn't even listen, though it was quite important. The whole lesson I just watched Carlos' face, waiting for it to change and say sorry or something. In my head there were playing several fantasies, all about Carlos ending up saying sorry and admitting everything.

'Logan, are you even listening to me?' The teacher threw a eraser at me for being inattentive.

'No, wait, what?' I said, confused. The teacher sighed, as a few people laughed at me.

'I asked you something. Do you have any experience with child abuse? Do you know someone having to face it or something?' She patted her foot, as she was a little impatient.

'Yes,' I didn't even hesitate. It just slipped out. 'Carlos is.'

'WHAT?' He shouted, as the rest remained silent. He stood up, looking furious. 'AM NOT! Why are you saying this?' Tears welled up in his eyes. 'Logan,' Kendall hissed, 'Why did you say that, now shut your mouth and let me handle this!'

'Relax, Carlos, he's just kidding! He doesn't mean anything!' Kendall said.

'HE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE HE'S JUST KIDDING!' Carlos was panicking. He actually was. Why? Why was he panicking? Did I just say what was bothering him all the time?

'Carlos, stop it, I didn't mean to upset you… I'm sorry okay?' I asked nervously.

CARLOS POV
My God. What was this all about? Is this some kind of sick joke? Well if it was, it's not funny. Not at all. Did they plan all this or something? Stupid education about child abuse… Not funny. Not at all. I just stared at the skeleton in the back of the class, just to make sure I wouldn't pay any attention to what the teacher was saying. I kinda 'woke up' when the teacher started to throw erasers to Logan, waiting for him to answer her question. 'I asked you something. Do you have any experience with child abuse? Do you know someone having to face it or something?' She was even patting her foot. Funny.

'Yes,' Logan said. 'Carlos is.'

Bam.

Shock.

'WHAT?' I shouted. I stood up. 'AM NOT!' What was he trying to do? Totally ruin my LIFE? My God, I would have never thought Logan would say something like that! And apparently he never did too because he looked shocked. Like he just said something he didn't mean to. Kendall hissed something to Logan, but I couldn't hear what he was saying. It was like everything was blurry, like this wasn't really happening. But it was.

'Relax, Carlos,' Kendall stood up. 'He's just kidding, he doesn't mean anything!'

'HE DOESN"T LOOK LIKE HE'S JUST KIDDING!' I actually wanted that to be a little more quiet, but I actually shouted at them, totally panicking. Shit. I have to stop this. They must. Not. Find. Out. Relax, Carlos. Breathe in, breathe out, stop panicking already!

'Carlos, stop it, I didn't mean to upset you… I'm sorry, okay?' Logan asked, kinda anxious.

I started to breath really heavy and I felt like I could pass out in a second, so I asked if I could go the toilet and ran away. I gotta get home, was the only thing I was thinking at the moment. I ran home as fast as I could, seeing my dad's car outside, so I climbed up to the window, opening it and let myself fall down in my room.

This couldn't be possible. If Logan actually meant what he said, they'd know. I should've laughed about it. I panicked, the worst you can do. My god. Now they'll know. For sure. I just fucked up my life. I pulled my pillow over my head. Why is all this happening to me? What did I do wrong?