I couldn't take it anymore and I broke down into hysterical cries right in the middle of the airport.

When I had pulled myself together, I grabbed my bags and called a taxi.

The taxi driver took me to the nearest hotel, which happened to he a Hilton.

I walked into the hotel, which looked exquisite and neat, but affordable. I knew

I shouldn't have taken the Cullen's money, but I did need it.

I asked for a room, which I paid for in cash.

The hotel bellhop took me up to my room, because I would have definitely gotten lost, considering my mind was in a

million different places at once.

After the kind bellhop left and I had dropped all of my stuff in the foyer, I broke down again.

I was curled up in the plush bed, tears rolling down my cheeks, iPod buds in

one ear, and listening to my lullaby again.

I was getting sort of hungry. Hell, I was always hungry these days.

I stopped moping when my stomach growled very loudly and I felt my little miracle use my abdomen as a punching bag.

I had the biggest craving for some sesame chicken, so I found the nearest Chinese restaurant.

I was starting to like New York.

They had everything within walking distance. I can defiantly get used to this.

The restaurant was 'Mojo's' and it wasn't half bad. It took the edge off of my cravings.

I started thinking again. The letter had said 'expect a visit.' Maybe they do care and maybe one of them will visit.

It was all 'maybes,' but no sincere answers. I hate this! It's all so confusing.

I fell asleep on the cozy bed in the safe hotel.

I woke up with a pool of sweat dripping down my slick forehead. I had the same dream that I had had right after he left. I heard my cell phone beep so I got up and checked it.

Lets see……22 missed calls.

Gee, now Charlie wants to talk. I dialed my voicemail and just pressed the delete button the second Charlie's voice rang through the minuscule speaker.

The last message started playing, and I had one finger on the delete button, but before I pressed it, his velvet voice sang threw my voicemail.

"Bella, I'm sorry and I'm coming to get you."

My heart literally stopped, started up again, and skipped three beats.

He…he…he…was coming, to see me. This isn't happening. No he can't see me. Not now. Not ever. The hole in my chest became ten times bigger.

I felt my arms straddle my stomach. How the hell was I supposed to keep this miracle a secret from Edward?

I dreamed of Edward coming back and that we could all could be a family again, but now that he might actually be coming back, I didn't want him to.

Even if he did come, he would just leave again.

I went into a frenzy and started grabbing all of my clothes and personal items, and checked out.

When I was outside the hotel, I called for a taxi.

"Hello. Can you take me to the nearest apartment complex?" I asked. I didn't care how much it would cost me.

I knew I would regret it later, but I definitely wasn't thinking straight, and I needed to clear my mind of all the confusing thoughts.

He dropped me off at a fairly decent apartment complex. I tipped him and walked in.

The lady that stood at the counter had the same ****** smug smile that the lady in the airport had had. God I want to strangle her!

"Hi, I need an apartment. Can you get me one?" I asked not in the mood to argue about anything.

"Sure, would you like a junior, and standard or a large room?"

"Junior." I could always move once the baby was born.

"Okay the rent will be 1,000 dollars a month"

I handed her 2,000 dollars out of the envelope I had received from Emmet.

She looked surprised at the wad of cash I had just given her.

Three hours later, I had all of the stuff that I had brought with me, unpacked.

The room was furnished, which I had to pay for. But, I didn't have to buy furniture, so it saved me a lot of time and money.

I read over both letters and listened to the voicemail over one-hundred times. I savored his beautiful, soothing voice.

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