EDWARD POV

What was wrong with me? James was right as usual. He was older and wiser, as he was frozen at the age of 21. He had lived a much more adventurous life both human and vampire that I had.

FLASHBACK

I was only 17, I hadn't even had sex before I met James. I was the high school track star, having not even completed high school, before I became ill, along with my mother and father with Spanish influenza. Carlisle knew my family, as my father was his lawyer. My mother asked him to care for my father when he became ill and died. Then I became ill, followed by my mother. Carlisle told me, my mother asked him to save me as only he knew how. She said she wasn't sure if he was an angel, but she knew he wasn't human. She didn't want the same for herself, she wanted to be with my father in heaven. But she wanted me to live my full life.

I have to admit, I was a spoiled rotten sheltered kid, being an only child. Then when Carlisle changed me, again, I was spoiled and sheltered, being his first companion, and I thought I knew everything. I thought I knew better than a nearly 300-year-old vampire, that was my father for all intent and purposes. So I left. I wanted to know what it was like to live as a real vampire. I went back to Chicago where I was raised and lived off the underworld of society. Rapist, murderers, child molesters and the like. That was where I ran into James and his coven. Laurant and Victoria wanted to kill me, but James recognized I was his mate. I didn't know what he meant. I knew I was attracted to him, and I actually felt disgusted by that. I'd been raised to believe that was perverted. I told him as much.

"How can love be perverted, baby?" James asked me. As he caressed my face with his hand. No one had ever touched me the way he did. And it sent a spark to my unbeating heart. His scent, a mixture of lavender and pumpkin spice, had my dick standing at attention. Then I saw his nostrils flare. He smelled my arousal and gave me the sexiest smirk I'd ever seen. He then turned me around and pressed my back against his chest. He then reached his hand to the front of my pants and grabbed my erection. I almost lost my load at that action, and I whimpered.

"Are you a virgin, Love?" He whispered in my ear. "You live around here, beautiful?" I lost the ability to speak at that moment. I only nodded my head.

"You two, find someplace else to be." He told his two companions. They looked at each other with a furrowed brow and left.

"Take me to your place, beautiful." He told me.

"Edward," I said so low, I had yet to find my voice. The venom was pooling in my mouth as if I needed to feed, and I did, but I was not lusting for blood.

"Well Edward, I'm James, and I want to make you mine for eternity. I promise sweetheart, I am going to be nice and gentle with you for our first time. I don't want you to run away from me." He told me.

"I—I—I—don't know h—h—h…" I tried to tell him. He stopped us from walking and turned me to face him. I looked directly into his eyes and saw how absolutely beautiful he was. His blonde hair flowing in cascades down his back. He had somewhat of a scruffy beard, but that just added to his allure. He then brought his fingers under my chin, then pressed his lips to mine for a fiery kiss. He licked my lips asking for the entrance of his tongue in my mouth. I opened my mouth slightly, the taste of his tongue invading my mouth took me by surprise, but I readily accepted the intrusion and he hungrily explored my mouth. I then grasped a fistful of his hair in the back of his head, as to force him to keep kissing me. He finally broke the kiss and I whimpered at the loss.

"We've got eternity baby," He winked at me. He then slung his arm over my shoulder, and I wrapped my arm around his waist and I lead him to my family home, on Michigan Ave.

"So you are a trust fund kid huh? Hmph, figures. You look like a spoiled little rich kid," he said as he looked around my family home. I felt a little bit of disgust coming from him.

"I wasn't rich my parents were," I told him, feeling a little inadequate.

"Baby, I don't give a shit what you have or what you don't have. Money doesn't make the person. It's whats in here that matters." He said as he placed the palm of his hand on my chest. Now, come here angel, show me to your bedroom. I am going to show you how to make love, and why we were made for each other. But first, can I take a bath? It's been a while," He told me. I showed him to my ensuite bathroom, then brought him fresh towels.

"I would invite you to join me, but like I said, it's been a while, and well…"

"Oh, I understand. Before I made it back here from my sire, I was pretty grimy myself." I told him. Take your time, I'll just use the shower in my parent's room." I told him. I then ran to my father's room and pulled out a pair of sleep pants, I thought he might be comfortable in, and brought them back to the bathroom, before taking some clothes with me to my parent's bathroom and took a quick shower, washing away the blood from my night's meal.

Once I was done, I pulled on a pair of my old track shorts and a t-shirt. I then met James back in my bedroom.

"Well aren't you a sight for sore eyes," James said to me. He did look so much better now that he was cleaned up, but still just as sexy as ever. He then did a little jump and landed square on my bed, and pat the bed next to him.

"Come here baby," he told me. I was really nervous. I didn't know what to do or what to expect.

I laid down on the bed next to him, almost as stiff as a corpse.

"Relax, mon petit Cheri," he said.

"Oh, you speak French?" I asked

"Oui, seulement un peu. Mon père était français," (Yes, only a little my father was French.)

"Will you tell me about him?" I asked.

"We will learn everything there is to know about each other, all in due time, sweetheart. But first…"

He pulled my t-shirt over my head and then climbed on top of me, running his fingers through my hair, and reigniting that fiery kiss he started on the street. Again, I tangled my hands, in his long luxurious locks, which were now a lot less greasy since he had bathed and obviously washed his hair. It was slightly wet and smelled of lavender.

He then began to trail kisses down my neck and my torso, down my stomach. Once he reached the top of my shorts, he pulled them down my legs. My erection sprang free and hit my stomach. I was rewarded with a big smile from James. Once I pulled my long legs free of my shorts, he crawled back up on the bed. He took my length into his hand and began to pump his hand up and down my cock. My eyes rolled back in my head and a hiss escaped my lips. Once a bead of pre-cum formed on the head of my cock, James, stuck his tongue out and swiped it over the head,

"Oh, God" I cried out.

"It's okay baby if you cum fast the first time. I promise you, I won't" He told me. He then took my full length into his mouth, I growled at the sensation and latched my hand into his hair. My instinct was to thrust up into his mouth, at his assault on my cock, but he held my hips steady on the bed, as his head continued to bob up and down on my cock.

"Oh baby, yes!" I cried out. "SHIT!" He then moaned around my cock, and his teeth scraped the underside, my ball sack began to tighten, and James reached his hand up and gently caressed them."

"James…I…oh god baby….so fuckin..I'm gonna…I couldn't make a coherent sentence. James just looks up at me through his long lashes and nodded his head. I tensed as I shot stream after stream of cum into his mouth.

He then, spit some into his hand, which I thought was disgusting until I realized what he was doing. He used it to lubricate my entrance with his fingers. He placed one of my long legs over his shoulder, as he pumped one finger into my ass, before adding another, and scissoring my tight hole. It felt wonderful. I pushed back into his fingers and he relentlessly pumps in and out of my ass. He then attacked my mouth again with his, and I tasted slightly acidic cum, that was mixed with venom on his tongue.

"Baby you taste so good, I can tell you have never fed on an alcoholic or a drug addict. You are so pure and clean. I like that, he whispered in my ear. "Now my angel, I really need you to relax so I don't hurt you." He told me. I nodded He then withdrew his fingers from my ass and kneeled back on his haunches. He then aligned his cock at my entrance. I look down at his cock.

"Baby, there is no way all of that is going to fit in me," I told him with my eyes widened

"Maybe not, but let's see how much fun we can have finding out how much will. Now breathe and relax." He told me.

"But baby, we don't need to breathe." I reminded him.

"Just go with it," He told me rolling his eyes. I took a deep intake of breath and released it. I took another deep breath, but this time, when I released, he pushed his cock into me. I released a loud audible gasp. And my eyes began to sting as the venom pooled in my eyes as tears that would never fall. James stayed perfectly still then, as my ass became accustomed to the intrusion.

"Baby, are you okay?" He asked I nodded.

"Give me a minute," I said.

"We have all the time in the world baby, I love you." He said.

"You love me?" I asked him.

"I know, I can't explain it either. But the moment I laid eyes on you it was like this hole in my chest, was filled and filled with the love I have for you." He said as he stroked my cheek with his hand.

I then began to push back, letting him know I wanted him to continue. He then pulled back and pushed a little harder, this time to push his chest into the back of my upper thigh to give him better access.

I then began to moan, as he thrust into me and I pushed back to meet his thrusts. "Oh god James, you feel so good, faster baby, please," I told him. He thrust a few more times before pulling completely out of me, he told me to then get on my hands and knees and to push my shoulders into the mattress. He then aligned himself at my entrance again. This time grabbing ahold of my hips, as he relentlessly pounded into my ass.

"Baby, you feel so good, so tight, fuck, Edward, Fuck baby," James said as he continued to pound into me. I then began to pump my own cock with my hand as James continued to thrust.

"That's it, baby, Oh shit baby, let me know when you are almost there so I can cum with you." He told me.
"Yes baby, but please right now, don't stop, you feel so good," I told him. I pumped my own cock in my hand until I began to feel my balls tighten.

"Oh fuck baby, I-cum, mmmm, fuck," I said in incoherent sentences. James then reached a hand around me and grabbed and tugged my balls

"JAAAAAAAMES!" I screamed as I shot my cum into the bedspread. After a few more thrusts, I could feel James' cool seed spill into me. He then pulled my back to his chest and sunk his teeth into the juncture between my neck and left shoulder. Suddenly, I shot another load of cum onto the bed cover. He began to purr as he licked me to seal the bite. When he released me, I then collapsed onto the bed, but then I realized I'd laid in my own cum.

"YUUUUCK!" I yelled. James laughed at me, as he pulled out of me. I then rolled over, out of the cum, and saw it smeared on my stomach. I then pulled a face and then pouted because he laughed at me.

"Aww baby, I'm sorry, next time we'll make sure to use a towel, so there's not so much mess. I then took my hand and tried to wipe it off my stomach with my hand. I looked at my hand and then at James who was still laughing and gave him an evil grin. He must have realized what I was thinking, and backed off the bed.

"Edward, come on now, don't you dare…" he said as he ran into the bathroom laughing, I got up and chased after him.

END FLASHBACK

"Penny for your thoughts."

I was brought out of my reminiscing by James' voice coming from the top of the stairs. "I was just thinking about us," I told him, as I went back to finishing up the basement.

"Must have been a good thought, you were flashing your award-winning smile." He told me. I ran up the stairs and knelt down one step below him. I wrapped my arms around him as he spread his legs and opened his arms to let me in.

"I was thinking about the first time you made love to me, and you were right, I want to experience that with Isabella, baby, but I'm scared, because she is human, what if we break her. I never want to hurt her or cause her pain." I told him.

"I know baby," he said as he kissed my hair. "But if you remember the first time we made love, you felt pain too. Everybody does, the first time they are penetrated. You know, I keep forgetting how inexperienced you are. We've been together so long, but you have only ever been with me. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings or made you feel bad. But baby, we will be careful not to cause her any more pain than she should ordinarily feel." He told me as he began to rub circles on my back.

"Can we do it tonight?" I asked him. He laughed. "Baby, we need to have a discussion with Isabella first. We need to make sure she is ready for all of this. "The part about her being human was right, to a point. But more the fact that she is a female, and more vulnerable because of that then because she is human. So it has to be the right timing. Sometimes it's spontaneous, and we may get that opportunity tonight. But let's go get changed. The girls should be ready soon." He told me and we went upstairs to our bedroom to shower and dress.